But for you, lovesickness

Since yesterday afternoon, after taking Du Qing's anticlimactic phone call, Cheng Xin turned around and made two calls in succession—to the two most reassuring people in their small group—the first call was to the boss Lin Shan. She also encountered a similar situation, and by calling Zheng Yang, the other party turned off the phone.

Cheng Xin suppressed her doubts and comforted herself: Maybe there was an urgent mission in the team.Re-dial in the evening, the result is still the same.

She faintly panicked, flipped through the address book, and fixed her eyes on Zhong Xin's business.

They are in the same team and the same group, so they should act in unison, right?

Thinking so, Cheng Xin pressed the dial.

She was just looking for peace of mind, to find a reason for peace of mind for Du Qing's ambiguity, and for the elder sister and her hidden worries.

Who knew, when the phone was dialed, a long "beep" sounded...

Ripples arose in his heart, Cheng Xin hung up the call instantly, and called Lin Shan back.

While Lin Shan's number was on the phone, Cheng Xin held her phone and looked out the window, her eyes were so flustered that nothing could fit outside the window.

After a while, the bell rang, and she picked up the phone, and what she heard from Lin Shan was heart-pounding news——

The exact news I got from Captain Xing of the criminal police team: Zheng Yang resigned a month ago.In addition, a few days ago, Yun Yi was on sick leave and Zhong Xin disappeared.

"What are they doing!" The normally elegant woman couldn't hold back her trembling heart, and hurriedly discussed with the person over there: "Elder sister, what do you think?"

At the other end, Lin Shan sighed, "I'm currently watching a case in Linshi, and I'll discuss it with the team leader tomorrow to see if I can transfer someone else to work with..."

"No need." Cheng Xin calmed down, "I just want to go back and see them by the way. Sister, you can work at ease and take care of your body."

Lin Shan sighed silently at the other end, and after a moment of consideration, she agreed, "Don't worry too much, they may be together, Xiao Wu went abroad on vacation before, and she might be anxious because she couldn't get in touch with them... Wait for me as soon as possible Finish and go back."

To put it mildly, in front of my sisters, it's just a waste of words.The two told each other to calm down, hang up the phone, and each was busy.

Cheng Xin packed her brief luggage, went to work to meet with her boss the next morning to apply for leave, and took the nearest flight in the afternoon to Z city.

After getting off the plane, I went straight to Zheng's house and visited Zheng Yang's mother.

She originally wanted to find out some news from Zheng's mother, but she didn't expect that the clues related to Zheng Yang were only one sentence——

Cheng Xin and the others all visited Zheng's house during school holidays.Seeing that they and Zheng Yang are as close as sisters, Zheng's mother was relieved, and she also sincerely expressed her heart to them, "The child has grown up and has made up his mind, so I don't want to make this home..." Don't open her eyes to hide it, and sigh softly: "She hasn't come back for a long time , to today, 56 days."

Those who hear it feel sad.

Cheng Xin moved over to hug Mama Zheng gently, "Auntie... Zhong Xin and the others are together, don't worry."

"Girl, don't lie to Auntie." Yang Xueru secretly wiped away tears, "Xiao Xing came here more than ten days ago, he said that Zheng Yang resigned, sent her these things, and took away her police officer ID." She said, Put the organizer in the coffee table drawer on the coffee table.

As Mother Zheng opened the box, Cheng Xin's heart ached.

Zheng Yang's office supplies are placed in the box, neatly arranged, and her favorite book "The Collection of Sherlock Holmes" is still on the top.

Why, Zheng Yang resigned and never returned home?

After consoling Zheng's mother a little, Cheng Xin left in a hurry.

She promised Zheng's mother, found Zheng Yang, and sent her home.

The news of Zheng Yang's resignation no longer needs to be confirmed.When Cheng Xin passed by the police station, she turned her head and cast a glance, the car didn't stop, and went directly to the next place.

There was the last shelter of Zheng Yang that she knew.

……

Cheng Xin got out of the car and came across the city hospital, at the entrance of this old-fashioned community, she couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

A few of them got together here when they graduated. It's only been a few years, and the old look has changed.

……

Cheng Xin stood outside the door, feeling a lot of emotion.

The laughter of the seven people used to be still ringing in my ears, but now...it is not an exaggeration to call them their own things...

Even if she went back to her hometown to work, the few of them still kept in touch every year. The few gatherings in the past were looking forward to Jin Yan's return from graduation, and the small group gathered together.

Knock on the door, no answer.She took a step back, tiptoed, and reached for a single spare key from the top of the meter box.

Open the door and enter, and look around, the items are neatly arranged, like Zheng Yang's handwriting.

Nearby, I unloaded my backpack on the sofa, glanced down, and saw that the coffee table was covered with dust. From a distance, not only the coffee table, but also the planes everywhere - desktops, cabinets, balconies, were squeezed by dust and dimmed.

Even the slightest touch of the breath in the room will stir up an uncomfortable gray and alienation.

Cheng Xin weighed it up, and went out first holding the phone and keys.

It's getting late, no matter how brilliant the nightclub is, it's not as lively as the daytime.Three or five figures of sparse Liao retreated outside the car window, and the dazzling shadows of light and dark cast one after another lonely and uneven.

Cheng Xin shook her head, slightly dissolving the heavy worry that was squeezing her heart.

The house closest to the rented house of Zheng Yang and the others was Zhong Xin's house.

Back at the third stop in Z City, his second hometown, Cheng Xin was rushing there.

There is another reason for finding Zhong Xin. She and Zheng Yang are teammates on the same team. She probably knows Zheng Yang's whereabouts best.

Fortunately, Zhong Xin's family also came to "make trouble", putting together memory fragments and standing in front of the door, knocking on the door, but there was no response.

Cheng Xin was puzzled, even if Zhong Xin really "disappeared" with Zheng Yang, her parents would always be home at dinner time.

Maybe it was because he went out to visit relatives, and Cheng Xin shook his head after waiting quietly outside the door for a long time.

When she went downstairs, she met an old woman, Cheng Xin pursed her lips and smiled, and retreated to the corner to wait for others to go first.

And when the old woman walked past her with a smile, Cheng Xin saw a young man with both hands full of rice oil and a large grocery bag from the supermarket.

Cheng Xin didn't move, waiting for him to go first.

Instead, the man stopped in front of her, tilted his head in thought, and asked familiarly, "Are you here to find Xiao Zhongxin?"

Cheng Xin raised her head, facing each other in surprise.

The man smiled, showing his neat white teeth, "My house is next door to Uncle Zhong's house. I heard a knock on the door when I went upstairs. Since I haven't seen you, my classmate, and you are not very old, I guess you should be looking for Zhong Xin next door." .”

Cheng Xin bent her lips and nodded generously, "Yes, I'm her roommate and sister. I don't live in this city. When I came back, I wanted to gather with my friends. I rushed to the door to visit my uncle and aunt."

Cheng Xin's hands hanging in front of him were holding the fruit bag, almost leaning against the corner of the wall.

The girl behaved gracefully, modestly and politely, and besides, her simple and calm smile was very contagious at first glance.

Such a girl teaches people to get along happily. Chen Xu is happy to share news with her. After careful recollection, he said: "Uncle and aunt went on a tour with a group, and they will come back around the beginning of next month... That little girl Zhong Xin doesn't usually come back to live. , They all live in the dormitory of the unit." Seeing the gentle girl frowning, her heart twitched slightly, and said anxiously: "If you are in a hurry to find her, why don't you go to the police... If she comes back, I will tell you Her, let her contact you."

Her brows loosened, and she smiled slightly, "Thank you, then please tell her, Cheng Xin will wait for her call back."

She tried to contact Zhong Xin on the way here, but the phone was connected, but unfortunately no one answered.

It turned out to be endlessly struggling between ignited waiting and disillusionment.It is more unbearable than being directly sentenced.Cheng Xin panicked even more.

At this moment, in the face of a warm-hearted neighbor, she raised her fanciful expectations beyond reason.

With thanks, I bid farewell.

Zhong Xin's road is not going to work, and Yun Yi's place is worth a visit.

……

After tossing and turning several times, I returned exhausted from the inside out.

It was dark.Cheng Xin pressed the switch to turn on the hall light.

Once upon a time, the frolicking and chasing figures flashed past my eyes, and I was startled into a trance...

"The foyer lamp is round like a cake, and the drop-shaped decoration on the floating top is mouth-watering cream."

"In the living room, choose this rectangular LED lamp with a white body and a chocolate-colored frame. It resembles the shape of chocolate and gives people a mellow and sweet feeling."

"The most wonderful thing is the three side-by-side chandeliers in the dining room. When they are lit, they bloom in their respective brilliance—deep blue, passionate red, and pure white—interlaced and shining. And look closely, in the transparent Inside the shell, the inverted 'jellyfish' is swaying with the waves, and its whole body is covered with dreamlike crystals...the whole constitutes a fascinating underwater fairy tale."

These are the exact words Jin Yan said to Zheng Yang when he was renovating the nest after graduation.It was also the first time for them to visit the door, and Zheng Yang had relayed them one by one.

At that time, the speaker was pious, and the hearer was moved.

Cheng Xin paced to the window and opened it for ventilation.The mischievous Fenger took the opportunity to sneak in, driving away the dullness in the room.

The two rainy-day dolls hanging on the balcony don't know their troubles, they cuddle up to each other, chase each other, and keep swinging...

Looking at the dense night outside the window, Cheng Xin decided to solve the urgent problem of accommodation first, glanced at the unchanged interior scenery, made up his mind, and started cleaning first.

……

Carrying the mop into the bedroom, he froze.

The room can be seen at a glance, so simple that it cannot be popular.In front of him, the sheets on the big bed were removed, exposing the bed board and mattress passively...

It is the plan to go out for a long time.Taking precautions is also Zheng Yang's style.

When the broom and mop finished their duties, Cheng Xin soaked the rag and returned to the living room to wipe the furniture.

Not only a few flat furniture such as cabinets are covered with dust, but in comparison, the dirt-resistant fabric sofa is obviously covered with a thick layer.

Cheng Xin was so busy in the living room that she was dizzy, when a sudden sound from the door ordered her to stop.

Zheng Yang and the others changed the interior furniture when renovating the small home, but the door remained unchanged.

"Squeak" sound.Cheng Xin heard that someone pulled open the outer iron fence door.

The mood that had been depressed for a long time lightened up quietly, and the vigilance that should have disappeared, Cheng Xin put down the rag and ran over, opened the door to welcome her back.

The moment the door opened, the smile inside the door was revealed against the light. Seeing the visitor, he sincerely and affectionately called: "Xiaoqi."

The people outside the door, full of surprises, rushed in, whimpering and uttering the words that had been buried in their hearts for a long time: "Yang!"

The perfect scene brews enough emotions, but it's just that it recognizes the wrong person and expresses the wrong love.

Cheng Xin supported the fallen person, and held him half in his arms. When he heard the other person yell that word clearly, his floating expectations fell to the ground hard.

The girl in front of her was half asleep and drowsy. Cheng Xin placed her on the nearest dining chair, bent over and looked at her for a week, trying to take away the empty bottle that was pinched in her hand. let go.

Having been in close contact with her just now, Cheng Xin smelled the bitter smell of alcohol on this bewildered girl, stood up and looked around, frowning unavoidably.

In the past, the two of them had no habit of drinking, and Cheng Xin guessed that there would be no hangover medicine at home. She cast her eyes on the kitchen, her eyes lit up, and she turned to the person sitting slumped on the dining chair: "Can you do it? Sit still." Yes, wait for me."

Seeing that An Ning closed her eyes and looked cute, Cheng Xin turned around to leave, but just as she stepped out, her back tightened, she turned her head, and saw that the hem of a T-shirt was being grabbed by someone, and the girl at the dining table had her cheeks stained with rosy clouds, trying to hold her back. eyelids, stared at her with wide eyes, and said softly, "Don't go."

Confused by the other party's expression, Cheng Xin turned back in front of her, bent down, moved her messy oblique bangs, and coaxed softly: "I won't go, are you thirsty? Wait for me to boil the water." .”

Jin Yan shook his head, grabbed her with both hands, and said lightly, "No."

"Really, just wait for me." Cheng Xin rubbed the top of her hair, her eyes full of love and compassion, "I really don't want to leave, I will stay here today."

Jin Yan raised his head, looked up ignorantly, lowered his voice timidly, and asked, "Are you not angry with me anymore?"

Cheng Xin gently hugged her, suppressed her sadness, and shook her head lightly, "I won't be angry with you." She won't be angry with you.

"I have a lot of things I want to tell you... Please, don't go." Jin Yan still timidly clutched the hem of her clothes, looking up at her with bright eyes.

"Don't go, come back after boiling the water, come back to talk with you, okay?" Cheng Xin nodded heavily, coaxing people to let go, hid in the kitchen, propped her hands on the cooking table, and sighed silently.

If life is just like first sight, why is Qiu Feng sadly painting a fan.

Important people, endowed, no matter what, are irreversibly profound.

Before Cheng Xin's heartache spread, he turned on the faucet and stared at the jet of water, dazed.

She was the first to know Jin Yan among them.

The first impression of that girl is that she is calm and introverted. After getting in touch with her, she was found to be a pretty and lively girl.

It is also not a cheerful temperament. At first, she never thought that she would get to know this girl from a different class better in the future. Just as she did not expect that Jin Yan would meet her roommate Zheng Yang unexpectedly, and they will gradually get closer... After that , and the six of them form a collective, inseparable.

In terms of personality, Jin Yan and Zheng Yang have similarities - self-reliance, stubbornness, and inner sensitivity that is not often revealed.

Perhaps such people have sensitive and fragile children living in their hearts, and they will dedicate themselves to the people they believe in.

This is not an absolutely good thing, at least, after "dedicated heart", bear the joys and sorrows of tomorrow.Maybe suffer a little trauma to disturb the heart lake, maybe go through earth-shaking upheavals, and bear the unbearable burden of life...

Contradictory backgrounds, contradictory family backgrounds collide with each other to cause catastrophe, and tear apart the hearts that draw each other.Under the turmoil, people who love each other have to put up defenses and be hostile to each other...

The ending like this is separated by Wangchuan or entangled.

Knowing that you can't do it, knowing that you shouldn't do it, you insist on doing it.

Tempted, struggling, and finally unwilling to let go, foolish behavior.

The surging water covered up the trill and sigh.

Cheng Xin calmed down and turned to find Honey.Opening the refrigerator, the bright light suddenly revealed the astonished expression of the person in front of him.

There was everything in the refrigerator, and Cheng Xin looked through it in surprise. The fruits and vegetables in the drawer of the freezer were fresh, and the top three shelves were filled with snacks produced recently. The freezer was full of all kinds of meat products...

The sound of boiling water lingered in his ears, Cheng Xin took out the honey, unpacked it, scooped out a spoonful and melted it in the steaming porcelain bowl...

"Xiaoqi." Cheng Xin returned with the bowl in her hand, and called softly to the person lying on the table.Put the bowl away, help the person to sit up, coaxing: "Go to bed after drinking water."

Eyelids half-opened, eyes blinking in a daze, after focusing on the person in front of him, filled with joy, Jin Yan grabbed her eagerly and carefully, and didn't let go after grabbing the hem of the clothes.

"Drink the water first, and then say what you want to say after drinking."

Jin Yan nodded, took the bowl happily, picked it up, sipped it with a spoonful, curled his lips when he put down the bowl, and muttered softly, "It doesn't taste like milk."

Cheng Xin glanced at the empty bowl, and vaguely remembered: Jin Yan likes dairy products, no wonder, most of the refrigerators are filled with dairy products...

Cheng Xin cleared his mind, and looked at the person opposite again, his eyes were sore——

The light spread on Jin Yan's face, the melancholic dark blue, sensitive flush and fragile gray reflected by the dining room chandelier, are far from the "people and things in the fairy tale world" she imagined.

The joy on her face was gone, and the pain was deeply hidden in her heart.

Cheng Xin bowed her head to cover it up, and persuaded her, "Go to bed and lie down first, if you have anything to say, tell Zheng Yang after you wake up."

Unable to hold back the drunkenness, Jin Yan raised his head and looked at her in a daze, with the confusion and chaos that belonged to an unopened child, "Where are we going?"

"Go to rest first, where do you want to go tomorrow, let's go again, okay?"

Jin Yan nodded, then shook his head violently, and after a while, he looked at her intently again, "Then you are not allowed to leave."

Cheng Xin had no choice but to nod, swallowing the sourness that rushed into her throat, "Okay."

Very happy to get her promise, Jin Yan was about to stand up while supporting himself on the edge of the table.Cheng Xin supported her right there, half-embracing and half-helping her into the bedroom.

Covering her with a quilt, Cheng Xin couldn't help but be thankful. Fortunately, after she finished cleaning the bedroom, she laid out the bedding by hand, saving trouble now.

Cheng Xin took a breath, turned around and went back, brought back a bowl of Wen Bai Kai, trying to wake him up to rinse his mouth before going back to sleep, but he couldn't do what he wanted——

The girl with long hair loose on the bed pursed her lips slightly and took long breaths.

Probably had a good dream...

I don't know your fairy tale world, are you willing to open it up for that person?

Cheng Xin came back from washing and lay down on the other side.

The author has something to say: If there is a typo or the sentence is not clear, please let me know...

I don't want to look back, depressed.