But for you, lovesickness

In the early morning, people who couldn't hold back their worries and stayed up all night directly called to the gate of the community.

Stepping out of the car door and getting off the car, Jin Yan felt abrupt when he stood in the familiar scenery... Not waiting to feel cowardly, he silently recited the famous ancient Chinese sentence in the Chinese textbook "One effort, then decline, three exhaustion..." Close it tightly and then open it The opened eyes are exceptionally firm.

She waited in front of the door, met the old man who was going out for morning exercise, nodded her thanks, and took the opportunity to enter the fence gate.

Different from the feeling of being drunk and drowsy last time, Jin Yan looked up at a certain residential building surrounded by pines and cypresses behind the garden, and he walked forward step by step, intertwined with apprehension and longing.

When I came to the front of the building, I raised my eyes, facing this changed building, I felt timid from hesitation, fear from apprehension, and the feeling of shrinking was instantly magnified.

The girl standing opposite the entrance of the corridor fell into self-doubt, and her footsteps came to a standstill.

The sky was suddenly broken, and the weak sunlight slanted lazily from the sky, benefiting from the pure and unobstructed sky, spreading a peaceful light yellow light and shadow on the ground.

Jin Yan stood there in a daze, advancing, flustered, retreating, unwilling.

In a dilemma, suddenly something is different.

The crisp ringing of the bell created a jubilant atmosphere.She raised her eyes to look intently, and a black shadow sprang out swiftly and swiftly from the originally silent corridor.

It was only then that Jin Yan noticed that the door of the corridor was originally open, perhaps it was because businessmen traveling early to push their electric cars or elderly people who exercised in the morning purposely left a door to go home.

door home?After guessing like this, his eyes dimmed unknowingly.

The low mood only appeared on the stage for almost a moment, because the next moment, the cheerful ringtones hit the ears.

Jin Yan bowed his head, the culprit who broke the tranquility just now was wagging his tail and walking around in front of her with small steps.

It is a half-sized dog with a dark body and drooping ears, with a naive expression.

Jin Yan recognized this dog as a Labrador. She has no feelings for pets, but she has a strong impression of this kind of dog, only because she saw it when she was a child watching TV with her younger brother. At that time, Jin Chuan was clamoring for a dog However, no matter how strict the father was, he couldn't bear to refuse the pitiful little son who squinted his eyes, but at that time he was only half a man tall, and finally agreed to buy him a Chihuahua to raise, if he likes Pets last a long time, and you will get another one in the future.

Because he likes it, Jin Yan remembers it firmly.

And the follow-up of that incident was even more profound in her heart, because the Chihuahua was weak and eventually fell ill and died. Jin Chuan was depressed and sad for a long time, and after that, he never mentioned raising a dog again.

Pets have been a taboo topic in her family for many years.Jin Yan lowered his eyes, looking at the dog who tilted his head and stared at him with small black eyes, his eyes became softer, and he felt a sense of intimacy in his heart.

It is said on TV that Labrador is gentle and easy to get along with, and is often trained as a guide dog.

The little black dog tilted his head to look at her for a while, his drooping ears moved slightly, he gave a brisk "bark", turned around, and hopped back to the entrance of the corridor like a child.

Jin Yan was slightly surprised. Not long after, two completely different figures stepped into the morning glow.

It was the little dog who huddled together and went out around a person.

Jin Yan stared at that person, and the emotions in his heart gushed out like a volcanic eruption...Suddenly, there was a big difference in his heart. The vision, climb up, unstoppable.

Eagerness overflowed the heart and filled the eyes, and the surging tide filled the eye sockets.

After half a year, when she saw that person, she thought that she would never miss her again, and kept the past in her heart. After a long time, she naturally became indifferent...

But her perception of internal power was not like this, her heart burst out with joy naturally following the approaching steps of that person, and the blood gushing from the beating heart was boiling and cheering.

Her whole person, abandoning the old, has a new look.

It will not last long to turn around and regain joy...

Seeing the man walking down the stairs slowly, Jin Yan shook off the leash in his hand, stretched out his hand, and the little Labrador obediently put his head against her palm, and then, seeing the man, he stroked her hand. The puppy's head, softly, with a smile on the corner of its mouth.

Zheng Yang touched the iron ring on the puppy's neck, buckled the leash, patted the side of its neck twice, and stood up.

The puppy shook its head and tail, leading her to lead the way.

Up to this point, Jin Yan didn't feel anything wrong. After watching the interaction between the man and the dog, she copied the man over and over again.

The brown down jacket with open arms, and the warm yellow loose sweater and sweatpants, reflected in the sun, fit the rising sun. Her dress was as usual, neat and almost strict, with the coat board stuck to the back, and the trousers were missing There are half a wrinkle, and even the two hat ropes are symmetrically fitted in front of the clothes.

The only thing that made Jin Yan unfamiliar was that the man was wearing brown glasses, but Jin Yan was relieved in a blink of an eye, perhaps because her eyesight had just recovered and she couldn't see the strong light stimulation...

Staring at the person who seemed to come from another world, Jin Yan was silent under the tree, but then, Zheng Yang's actions drove her back into the abyss——

She was walking towards her slowly, but when she stepped onto the path in front of the door, a smiling man came and led her pet, and turned around freely.

Pain in the bottom of my heart, slow heartbeat, deprived of the supply of warm blood, my limbs and bones suddenly became cold like falling into an ice cellar... Jin Yan turned his head unwillingly and looked at the light-footed person who was far away, and his body felt back to the past in a trance At a certain time, the bone-chilling cold after being drenched in the rain, the splitting headache after being drunk, the world collapsed, and the sky was dark.

Is this the scene of a reunion?The people she loved, the people she loved, walked through her world with a gentle smile, resolutely...

Jin Yan squatted down and sat down on the shoulder of the road.

"Woof! Woof!" The hilarious dog bark came from the air, showing that it was in a good mood.

In the distance, there was another dog barking echoed.

"seven!"

After being called back to his senses, Jin Yan couldn't bear to turn his head to look.

"Woo...woof." Being reprimanded by the master, the little Labrador responded weakly and aggrieved, and then exchanged his pitiful appearance for the master's caress.

"Candy, be good!" A girl in sportswear with a Pomeranian walking towards her.The girl lowered her head to comfort her pet dog.

The girl walked up to the paused figure, lowered her head to pet the little black dog, and stood there chatting with Zheng Yang.

"It's so early today?" The strange female voice sounded very sweet.

"Aren't you too." The familiar voice was faintly brisk.

"I want to eat that tofu nao. Grandpa promised to bring it back after morning exercise. A lazy person like me can only eat ready-made ones in time."

Zheng Yang smiled, "You also got up very early."

"Why did you bring Seven out so early?" The girl leaned in front of Zheng Yang, put her arm on her arm, "Isn't it cold to wear so little?"

Zheng Yang gathered the down jacket casually, "I made an appointment with my brother to meet at the door and go back to my mother's house."

"So good." The girl narrowed her eyes, thinking obsessively, "I miss Auntie's craftsmanship so much."

Zheng Yang bent his lips, "Then I'll go back and help you find out what my mother is doing today."

"Come on." The girl turned around and took her for a few steps, "Just go and eat more for me. Look at how thin you are. When Seven grows up, I'm afraid you won't be as heavy as it."

Zheng Yang lowered his head and smiled, "Then I'll go first, see you later."

"OK Bye Bye!"

The two dogs stared wide-eyed and were taken away by their owners after a while.

Jin Yan suppressed the resentment in his heart, raised his head, and couldn't help looking away, looking at the smiling girl who disappeared at the door of the next unit.

It's really sweet and pleasant... Someone couldn't bear to think sourly.

·

Outside the gate of the community, a young man on a motorcycle propped his feet on both sides, squinted his eyes, locked on to the two shadows approaching slowly, bent down and clapped his hands, "Seven, come to find brother."

Zheng Yang heard the sound, knelt down and untied the puppy's leash, and when she stood up again, the little black shadow rushed out.

Seven rubbed its head against Zheng Fan's palm, and turned around the car. After Zheng Fan spread his legs further, he jumped onto the pedals—its exclusive seat.

Zheng Fan lowered his head to make sure that the little ghost was sitting firmly, and when he raised his head again, Zheng Yang had already tightened the zipper of his down jacket, and approached him with ease.

"Don't call me that in front of your mother." Zheng Yang raised his hand to touch the rear frame of the car, stepped on the pedals, stretched his arms, and sat on his side.

"Don't worry, sister." Zheng Fan took off the helmet hanging on the handle, turned around and handed it to her, teasing, "Mom loves you the most, and it loves it more, and then me."

Zheng Yang couldn't help laughing, stretched out his hand to rub the top of his head, and touched the cold pinnae with his palm, his tone sank, "Why don't you wear a helmet when you ride a bike?"

Zheng Fan's back stiffened, and he quickly took out the helmet from the car basket, turned his head, and explained a little weakly: "I got up late in the morning, so I'm afraid you'll wait too long."

"This is not allowed in the future, and you must be extremely careful when riding a bicycle." Zheng Yang didn't relax his eyebrows until he touched the helmet in his hand.

Zheng Fan hurriedly nodded in response, his heart was like a mirror, if his attitude was not active at this time, his elder sister would have the next sentence waiting for him: "Why don't you come to pick me up in the future..."

Really, taking a step back, the sea and the sky are bright...

Zheng Fan turned to greet Wanren, pulled her hand over his waist, put it in the pocket of his down jacket, fastened his helmet, fastened the windshield, and started the car.

·

Jin Yan sat on the spot with his knees hugged and waited for a whole day.

If you hear bells, dogs barking or footsteps, you can't help but follow the sound and look around, feeling hopeful and disappointed, countless.

Going back and forth like this, time flies by, but I don't feel bored.

In the evening, the path is decorated with orange light.And the sky quietly sank in the silence.

The bell is still cheerful.

The girl who was sitting curled up still raised her head, her eyes lit up with warmth.

Sure enough, she waited for that person. The bastard led the dog leisurely, facing this way, but completely ignored her.

It's not limited to this... Jin Yan saw Zheng Yang walking slowly towards the next unit with the dog in one hand and the thermos in the other.

After a moment of surprise, my thoughts continued to the conversation in the morning.

that bastard!He doesn't care about her staying here, but he is very enthusiastic about other people's requests? !

Wrapped in a windbreaker, Jin Yan rushed to the door where the figure had disappeared, facing the flickering corridor lights that went on and off, trying to suppress his trembling.

From top to bottom, the windows in the corridor were lit up one by one, and the moment her eyes lit up, the reflection of that person was engraved in her pupils.

Complete and complete.

Standing there, Jin Yan's trembling suddenly intensified when the person passed by without paying attention, she raised her heart, forced the courage inflated by anger, turned around and shouted angrily: "Zheng, you bastard!" !"

The person in sight was not moving, but the hand holding the rope shook.Jin Yan walked over step by step, stepping on his restlessness and trembling.

"I said, Zheng Yang is an asshole." Jin Yan turned around, stood in front of her in two steps, and vented his anger word by word.

The person being scolded was stunned, but relaxed the corners of his mouth, "Yanyan?"

This guy's transformation surprised her, but the person who came to ask him to be held accountable was stunned.

Without hearing her response, Zheng Yang eagerly reached out his hand.

Jin Yan watched her hands fumble around, watched her pursed her lips with a helpless expression, took a step closer, peeled off the pulse light reflected on the lens, and looked straight into her eyes.

With one glance, there was a tingling pain.

Those eyes were full of bewilderment.

Her hand is close in front of her body, and she can feel her temperature and mood if she gets closer.

She wants to do it.Before the consciousness was generated, the body moved first, taking a step closer by default, and reaching out to wrap her wrist.

"Yanyan." From Jin Yan's ears, this sound was a sigh of satisfaction.

"Why are you here?" Zheng Yang asked cautiously, seemingly unbelievable.

Jin Yan wrapped his arms around her waist, leaned into her arms, and said in a muffled voice: "If I knew you were such a person, I wouldn't have come."

Zheng Yang was silent, puzzled.

Zheng Yang was in a daze at first, but now the blood clot in his brain has not been removed, not only in a daze, but also in a stupid way, Jin Yan couldn't bear her to think too much, so he confessed bluntly: "I waited for you bastard for a whole day, from the time you went out to the time you came home..." The person in Zheng Yang's arms raised his head, with anger and resentment, "What about you, do you only pretend to be someone else?"

Hearing her words, Zheng Yang's expression changed, "You are here, why didn't you call me?" The hands clasped behind the person's back kept rubbing, and the tone of his mouth was a little bit stronger, "Why do you wear so little?! "

Jin Yan was about to let go when he heard the words, but Zheng Yang tightened his arms but did not give her a chance to back away, "You go home with me first, I have something to tell you." He lowered his head and rubbed her cheek ,"May I?"

Unwilling to pass on the coldness to her, Jin Yan took a step back stubbornly, stood beside her, and grabbed her free hand through the cuff, "I also have a debt to settle with you."

Not afraid of her coldness, Zheng Yang raised his lips and clasped her hand behind his back, "Okay."

Next to them, a pair of bright round eyes looked at them back and forth, and when they saw them walking side by side, they wagged their tails and followed happily.

·

Zheng Yang pressed him on the dining chair and walked quickly into the kitchen.

Jin Yan worriedly followed to the door of the kitchen, seeing the people inside busy, washing and slicing ginger, boiling water, making soup...

Jin Yan rushed in when Zheng Yang was about to serve the bowl, perhaps because he acted aggressively, or the kitchen was too hot, and he was aroused by the heat of the ginger soup, and tears rolled down his face.

"Be careful, it's hot, but you have to drink it as soon as possible... You must catch a cold in such a cold day!"

Jin Yan blew on the soup, raised his head, and glanced at her with red eyes, "I'm wearing thick clothes inside."

Hearing her tone, Zheng Yang couldn't help feeling angry, and confronted her directly: "This is the north! Did you know that a drop of water turns into ice!"

Losing his momentum, Jin Yan lowered his head and drank half a bowl with a sip. The hot air flowed through his whole body. During his breathing, the cold air came out from his back. Not much, half for each person." Jin Yan said, bringing the bowl to the man's lips.

Zheng Yang avoided it, with a helpless tone, "I'm full and full, but you are the one who is cold. Stop making trouble, drink quickly."

"Do you dislike me?" Jin Yan asked persistently.

"No." Zheng Yang laughed, "Can you drink first?"

"I want you to drink." Jin Yan withdrew the bowl, took a mouthful in his mouth, and moved it close to her lips.

The lips moved, and the warm touch triggered waves of electric signals, which were transmitted directly back to the brain, and the corners of the mouth twitched uncontrollably. Zheng Yang accepted the sweetness happily.

The intertwined tongues express their hearts without words-in sweetness, it means forgiveness, acceptance, and, the most joyful thing, is expectation, the expectation for a new start.

"Can you move it back?" Zheng Yang parted his lips, impatiently took away her bowl, and held her tightly in his arms, asking in a trembling voice.

Jin Yan turned his face away, deliberately making his voice sound less expectant and happy, "I'll leave after I settle the score with you."

Zheng Yang was stunned, lost in his words, "Third sister said, the card was sent to your home...you still..."

Jin Yan withdrew his hand, pulled the hand around his waist, and put it on his wrist. In the surprised expression of the man, he deliberately asked with a stern face: "I kept the bracelet well. Return the card without saying a word?!"

Zheng Yang was surprised, "You didn't say that,"

"You clearly know it's fake. You didn't have the surgery at all!" Jin Yan's resentment suddenly rose, "You want to hide it from me...it happens every time!" Jin Yan had seen it before. The probability is very high, and the recovery time is only three months. Now it seems that she hasn't recovered for half a year, so she can only be...

"Why didn't you participate in the operation!" From resentment to anger, Jin Yan glared at her angrily.

"Then why did you trick me into signing?" Zheng Yang faced her and stated lightly.

Zheng Yang's eyes were dazed, but the sharpness and firmness of her expression easily hurt Jin Yan's eyes. Jin Yan was a little at a loss, bit his lips and remained silent.

"I thought you really didn't want me anymore." Zheng Yang suppressed the bitterness creeping up his throat, and smiled wryly, "So I asked Third Sister to send it back..."

"What about those postcards!" Jin Yan asked eagerly, "Those, obviously, were written by you after you were injured." They looked at each other firmly, "It's the same as your signature, with a shallow writing... I can recognize it."

"Yes." Zheng Yang raised the corners of his lips, "My mother knew about me, she didn't blame me, she even helped me find an old Chinese doctor... The old doctor said that I still have the possibility of curing my eyes , so I thought..."

"So you're bored alone and think of me?" It hurts to speak like this, and Jin Yan knew it when he blurted out tremblingly, but when he saw the obviously dejected look of the person in front of him, his heartache intensified.

She didn't want to hurt her on purpose, but she felt uncomfortable.She keeps the people and things she likes in the bottom of her heart and dare not look them up, because those will force her to think of her previous cruel words and deeds, and will make her fall into a completely unknown situation, so she only dares to escape and dare not face the meeting or not. In the real future imaginary...

But, in fact, that person made the exact opposite decision without telling her.

That person's decision declared her six months of psychological construction to be meaningless...

Then what is the separation for half a year, and what is the farewell half a year ago...

Zheng Yang put away his sadness, and did not let go of his hands, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Jin Yan doesn't want to see her like this, her guilt or depression, etc., are all Jin Yan doesn't want to see.The person she Jin Yan likes should be the most dazzling, gentle and smiling person.

"I just heard that you won't be back for a while... But I think, what you said before, compared to the busyness of New York, the changes in Shanghai, and the melodiousness of Suzhou... the hometown you love the most, you said this is the last place you took root place, so I, want to try, maybe send a letter to your house, you will see."

After thinking about her words, Jin Yan held the hand on his wrist and gradually tightened it, "If you didn't meet that doctor, you wouldn't want me?"

The warmth from his hand went straight to the bottom of his heart, trembling all over, Zheng Yang calmed down and smiled sassyly, "No, I will be fine, and we will be fine too."

There was no need to ask any more questions, Jin Yan hugged her tightly, with the determination to entangle the cattail grass and the rock, his heart beat quietly, and he said every word, "Zheng Yang, I have a bill, and I want to settle it with you, for a lifetime. "

Looking up, there is still something uncontrollably rolling down, clattering, knocking on the floor tiles, seeming to be light and joyful, or dancing lightly.

"Okay." Zheng Yang knew that she only needed to be firm in this one-word promise, and it was enough to practice it for a lifetime.

The author has something to say: [Small Theater]:

Jin Yan: Let's settle that girl's account carefully in the episode.

Zheng Yang: ...I am wronged.

[Concluding remarks]:

The first short article completed on JJ?I am still very excited, and the most important thing is to thank you, everyone's support is the motivation... The real-name confession of everyone who collected, filled with nutrient solution, poked in to see, and all the little angels who actively left comments~!Thank you for your encouragement~

The abuse of this article ends here... I feel that enough is enough... I really can't describe the abuse...

In fact, the brain hole of this article, mentioned in the copywriting, was inspired for a while, and the answer is put here: In fact, it is not a good after-reading impression after watching Keda's "Love Prison" series being abused to the five internal organs...

Because the blue goblin was abused so badly, it can be said that she was deceived (personal feeling), so at the beginning of this article that was inspired, Officer Zheng has been miserable since his appearance...

However, it seems that Ms. Jin's psychological description is more in the later stage, so, even if it is abused, right?

There is also sweetness, I can also make sugar, really!Please trust me! 【Extremely serious face】

Let's see you on the sidelines~ The National Day holiday starts tomorrow, and a long journey is about to begin. I wish you all a happy holiday~~~!

[new brain hole]

One day before going to bed, I secretly poked my brain to make up a new brain hole, share it here, and come back to collect manuscripts and dig holes~ Please continue to support~

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Well... the spoilers are here first, and then I wish you all a happy holiday~