Jujube

Pan Guizhi's mother is a sharp-tongued woman. She didn't wait for Lu Xinyao to come to apologize, so she ran to my house and made a fuss.When she was leaving, she said to Meng Guanghui in a vicious tone: "One lost his wife, the other lost his husband, just wait and see, we don't know who will kill who first!"

Meng Guanghui's face was livid, and he yelled at her back: "If you want to die, you will die first!"

At that time, not only Meng Guanghui, but even Pan Guizhi's mother did not expect that her words would come true not long after.

When Meng Guanghui was carried back, my house was surrounded by people I knew and I didn't know, including Pan Guizhi's mother.She poked her head in the crowd, pulled her son in surprise and asked, "Is Meng really dead?"

I remember that Pan Guizhi's face was pale at that time, as if he had lost his soul, and he ignored her for a long time.

Meng Guanghui's death caused a sensation in Baiquedang.My father's colleagues were all surprised. They said that Meng Guanghui was a respectable person during his lifetime, so why did he die so dishonorably?

When my father was alive, he always carried a collection of poems under his arm, and he often chanted words. When there were many people, he would recite "Guan Guan Jujiu, at the Isle of the River". As soon as he cleared his throat, the Jujiu by the river spread its white wings and flew away.

Meng Guanghui has read many poems, but only one line has been recited many times by him.In my memory, whenever I read this sentence, Meng Guanghui couldn't help raising his hands behind his back, and stretched forward with all his strength, as if he wanted to catch the sun that was setting in the west.At the same time, an impassioned groan came out from the trembling chest: "Could it be that the children born in a passionate affair are not as good as the group of fools created while embracing a wife who has no fun? "

Meng Guanghui died accidentally during an affair.

For a long time after his death, people talked about it. The person who carried him back on the door said that Meng Guanghui’s body was discovered when he was pouring manure early in the morning. No one knew why my father died. In the cesspool, the cause of his death and the cesspool that drowned him were pressed under the stone slab.Until one day, I suddenly learned the truth from Pan Guizhi.

It was a humid rainy day, behind the haystacks in the threshing field, Pan Guizhi suddenly hugged me from behind, and said hoarsely, "This is how your father carried me up..."

The night before Meng Guanghui was found dead, he quietly climbed over the wall and slipped into Pan Yulian's yard.

Pan Yulian was Pan Guizhi's aunt, and the women in Baiquedang privately called her Pan Jinlian.Pan Yulian's husband has a very serious hunchback. When viewed from behind, he can only see a hump-like back, but not the back of his head. Everyone calls him Wu Luotuo.Even with Wu Luotuo's virtue, Pan Yulian actually gave birth to two children.As a result, many people felt that the origins of her two children were unknown, and some people secretly arranged that Wu Luotuo became a camel because of Pan Yulian.

After Meng Guanghui turned into the courtyard, he opened the half-covered door and walked into Pan Yulian's room lightly.At that time, the room was dark and the lights were not turned on. Meng Guanghui hid behind the door, and as soon as someone came in, he rushed up and hugged Pan Yulian tightly.His hands touched Pan Yulian's body, and his whole body was pressed against Pan Yulian, impatiently rubbing against her.

Pan Yulian, who was suddenly hugged by him, yelled in panic, but Meng Guanghui covered her mouth.Meng Guanghui couldn't wait to unbutton Pan Yulian's trousers, and squeezed his hands in through the seam of the trousers in the dark.

At this time, Meng Guanghui was shocked suddenly, and a frightened expression suddenly appeared on his distraught face.He pushed "Pan Yulian" violently, pulled up his pants and ran out in a hurry."Pan Yulian" who was hugged by him just now yelled loudly at this moment, Meng Guanghui's chaotic mind was buzzing, and when he climbed to the top of the wall, he saw someone chasing him from a distance, Meng Guanghui was frightened out of his wits , stumbled and fell off the top of the wall.

I remembered that Sun Yuemei said that she was raped by Meng Guanghui, and this statement has now been corroborated. Meng Guanghui is a dog who can't change eating shit, so he committed rape again, but this time he was not so lucky.

He fell and never got up again.

At that time my brother was still not born in my brother's fucking belly, and I hadn't seduced my brother yet.

Meng Guanghui's stinking corpse lay at home for three days. During these three days, Sun Yuemei's face was pale, and she often stared straight at the dead Meng Guanghui, as if she wanted to strangle my father back to life and strangle him again. .

I am the only blood of Meng Guanghui. Someone pushed me towards Meng Guanghui and said to me: "Look at your father, it's one less thing." When I was pushed in front of Meng Guanghui, my head suddenly went blank. A frightening blankness where I felt thrown into a corpse instead of a father.

The old man in the village reminded me to cry out and send my father off.But I was an unfilial son. I stood in front of Meng Guanghui in full view, at a loss, and was so flustered that I forgot to shed tears.I don't know how long I stood in front of Meng Guanghui, 1 minute, 2 minutes, 2 minutes for a long time, until my brother squeezed through the noisy crowd, pulled me to him, and took me all the way back to the house. Feel sad.

Lu Xinyao said, "If you don't want to cry, don't cry."

People outside said to me, "Cry if you want to cry", I couldn't cry at that time, but now I look at my brother and just shake my head, and my eyelids are burning red with tears.

"I don't have a father anymore..."

After I finished talking to my brother, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

I saw a bird fly away, into the setting sun in the west, into the setting sun.The back that I chased since I was a child has changed from being as small as a bird to being as big as a mountain, which is beyond reach.

When Meng Guanghui was alive, I always felt that he treated me badly. The only good thing he did was to let me be born and find a brother for me.However, after he died, his kindness was suddenly magnified by memory. —The death of my father made me realize for the first time the charm of death.This charm brought me to tears.

The expression on Lu Xinyao's face was blurred in my tears. He didn't wait for me to finish crying silently like before.He held me in his arms for the first time, and it was also the first time he said to me: "You still have a brother, I am your own brother."