ideal lover

This Dazai-san has a pretty face.

Even with a sash covering his face and covering one eye, the thought that comes to mind is not "injured man" but "decadent and melancholy handsome man".

But when the impact faded away and his sanity returned, Aya Kobayashi and Hirano felt that Mr. Dazai was very strange.This person had too many bandages on his body, and they were tightly bound. Compared with the way the wound was bandaged, it was more like an act to wrap the body.

Mimic the behavior of a mummy?

Even if it's cosplay, don't you feel bored with your body tied like this in daily life?

Doubts arose in Aya Kobayashi Hirano's heart, but the most important thing right now was what Aya Kobayashi Hirano just said.

My body seems to know Mr. Dazai, and the tone is so intimate, I don't remember knowing such a strange person.

"Kobayashi, Aya Hirano?"

The black-haired man raised his eyes and glanced at Kobayashi Hirano Aya. His deep, iris-colored eyes couldn't see through the man's thoughts, but his slightly suspicious tone allowed Kobayashi Hirano Aya to deduce two clues.

1. This Mr. Dazai knows himself.

2. I shouldn't be here or they haven't seen each other for a long time, and they are not familiar with each other.

The exact opposite of the attitude his body exhibits, paradox?

Before Aya Kobayashi Hirano could confirm this theory, the black-haired man's next move overturned his guess.

"Do you want to eat first or take a bath first? Mr. Dazai." After taking the windbreaker that Osamu Dazai took off, Aya Kobayashi Hirano asked softly.

"Let's eat first." The black-haired man sat down at the table very naturally, without the attitude of treating Aya Kobayashi Hirano as an outsider at all.

However, compared to these, what happened to the bad play dialogue just now?

Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt a sense of boredom, this kind of behavior that was completely out of line with her heart was really terrible.

"Curry rice..." The black-haired man dug out a small spoonful of curry with a strong aroma, took a tentative sip, and a satisfied arc appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"tasty."

"As long as it suits your taste."

Aya Kobayashi Hirano sat across from the black-haired man, picked up a spoon and took a sip of curry.

Indeed, delicious...

Obviously they all use curry cubes as a fast food dish, why is this body made as if it is sold in a professional curry shop?

too weird.

Aya Kobayashi Hirano was puzzled. The eating posture of the black-haired man on the opposite side was surprisingly good-looking. It's not that his posture was standard, but his casual and lazy appearance. Coupled with his face, there would be a strange charm .

Compared with his classmate and friend Akashi-kun, he will not fall behind. In the final analysis, it is still a matter of face.

Aya Kobayashi Hirano thought.

The only sound left in the room was the sound of eating. The sound of chewing would not show how delicious the curry rice in front of you was, but it would create an indescribable sense of depression.

Too quiet.

As two people living in this home, there is zero communication at the table, as if they do not know each other, and they maintain the dining etiquette of strangers.

Generally speaking, in the limited space of "home", people will be in the most relaxed state. If close people are around, the desire to communicate will be stronger.

But it is clear that Mr. Dazai does not regard him as a "close person".Could it be that he is the housekeeper invited by Mr. Dazai?

However, this possibility is extremely small, at least the two people in the employment relationship will not have the conversation just now.

His "inside" was still thinking, but his body made the next move, and he put down the spoon.

Because Mr. Dazai who was sitting across from him had already finished his dinner time.

Are you afraid that this person will be dissatisfied with this careful look?

What a waste.

The half-eaten curry was poured into the trash can. The rotten smell of the cooled curry mixed with rotten vegetable leaves made Kobayashi Hirano Aya subconsciously want to frown, but her body tidied up the kitchen expressionlessly. , Clean up all the garbage, tie the bag, and make sure the smell will not flow out.

Then he walked into the bathroom, picked up the change of clothes thrown by the black-haired man on the floor, and put them in the clothes basket. During the process of tidying up, Aya Kobayashi Hirano saw dark red spots on the white shirt the man took off.There was a rusty smell, like blood stains, and it was on the hem of the clothes. It was obviously not on the man's body, but splashed from someone else's wound.

A chilling feeling.

Just from this inference, Aya Kobayashi Hirano instantly felt the danger.

No, no, maybe this person is a doctor in a private clinic, and it is also possible that he accidentally got it on while helping someone treat a wound.

The illusion of self-soothing.

I didn't expect that one day I would have such self-deceiving thoughts. He has come to the bathtub, the comfortable warm water is flowing between his fingers, and the bandage wrapped around his fingertips is attached to the skin. He collects and floats little by little With the bandage on the surface of the water, the black-haired man who was sleeping in the water suddenly grabbed his wrist with great force, and the distance between the two instantly shortened.

They were almost face to face, merging each other's breaths. It was obviously a close distance like lovers, but he felt so terrifying.

This man is very dangerous.

Very, very, dangerous.

The brain is clamoring and crazy, why is his body still not moving, he wants to run away, run away! !

In those kite colors, there is no self at all, it is too dark and too deep, Kobayashi Hirano Aya can't judge this person's thoughts, the unpredictable danger is worse than pointing a knife at your enemy.

Damn, is my body abolished?Why haven't you moved yet?

When he was mad, the black-haired man said, "Aya Hirano, take off your clothes."

"Mr. Dazai?"

Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt that his body and mind were synchronized for a long time. He was wondering, and his body became stiff because of the man's unreasonable request.

"You are my lover."

Fingers caressed vaguely on the skin.

"Isn't it right to be honest with each other?"

There was a low, hoarse voice.

"Or, you can't even do that?"

Overlooked, undeniable sight.

"I understand, Mr. Dazai." There was only a moment of confusion, and the body moved.

The faded clothes fell to the ground, he showed his body generously, without changing his face, and continued to collect the bandages in the bathtub, only this time he was sitting in the warm water.

MD, am I crazy or is the world crazy?

Me and this man turned out to be lovers? !No matter how good-looking the man in front of him is, he won't be demented to this extent!

And this pose, too, is too obscene!

Unable to accept such an embarrassing situation, Aya Kobayashi Hirano eagerly wanted to regain her body and take the initiative.It's a pity that it's just useless work, his body is still in the water honestly, the skin in contact with the black-haired man feels uncomfortable all over, not to mention the fiery desire/desire between the thighs, as a man, Kobayashi Hirano Aya naturally knows The black-haired man's mind was ready to move, and Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt nauseous just thinking about it.

Fortunately, the black-haired man didn't do anything. It seemed that for him, the desire was just a physiological reaction. On the contrary, his thoughts just now were too dirty, which made Kobayashi Hirano Aya feel ashamed, but soon, his attention shifted to other places.

Right in front of the bathtub was the washstand, and he could see his own figure in the mirror almost without turning his body too far.A body that is familiar yet unfamiliar in his memory.

This is his body in high school.

The body size has obviously become smaller, and it is still in the immature stage. The baby fat face has not completely faded away, and the beautiful curve of the body is maintained because of playing baseball. The lower abdomen even has the shadow of abdominal muscles. This is undoubtedly not a youthful body.

But there are subtle differences.

His skin in high school was not so fair. After being exposed to the sun and playing baseball, his skin was a healthy light brown, and his hair was not so long, but was shaved into a prickly head for convenience.

The combination of these two redundant factors gave his body an inexplicable sense of weakness. The easy-to-understand term is "mother".

But obviously, his current situation is even worse, because his every move is more like the sex in A/V, which is not vulgar, but these ambiguous pornography, intimate behavior, Half hanging in the air, the feeling of not being able to get up or down is even more uncomfortable.

The bandages came out of the bathtub little by little, like a shiny ribbon on a gift box. After the bandages were unwrapped, the exposed body had scars of all sizes. The number was scary. The scabs that had just healed recently remained for a long time The brown mark on the man's left shoulder and the hideous wound did not scare Aya Kobayashi Hirano, but a round, light-colored scar on the man's left shoulder caught his attention.

Coincidentally, Aya Kobayashi Hirano majored in psychology in university, and one of the subjects was "Criminal Minds". In the video played in class, the prisoner also had obvious gunshot wounds, which were exactly the same as the black-haired man's wounds.

well.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya was so angry that she almost wanted to curse, if he could still control his body.

He can be sure that his body is absolutely crazy.

After half an hour.

After cleaning their bodies in the bathtub, the two are now lying on the same bed. Kobayashi Hirano Aya's mood has returned to calm, and he has now accepted that "he" is the lover of the black-haired man beside him.So those intimate behaviors can be reluctantly accepted by myself, after all, they are lovers, not to mention that the black-haired man didn't really do anything, it can be regarded as a buffer period for Aya Kobayashi Hirano.

Still, can't sleep.

Suddenly there was another person beside me, and I couldn't sleep no matter what.The initiative of the body seemed to fall into his hands again, biting his fingers involuntarily, until the faint pain brought him back to his senses, Kobayashi Hirano Aya turned and looked at the man beside him.

Too pale complexion, trembling eyelashes, soft black hair, fragile and beautiful, looks no threat to himself.

For now, relax.

Aya Kobayashi Hirano thought, he fell into a deep sleep.

the next day.

He was thrown on the street by the black-haired man.

☆, Osamu Dazai