ideal lover

He was only wearing a black windbreaker.

The inside is a dense layer of wool, which is still warm, but in this cold winter wind, this clothing is not enough.

If this continues, I'm afraid I'm going to freeze to death here.

Go back to an hour ago.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya was still curled up in the warm quilt, the day came late in winter, the alarm clock pointed at six o'clock, and the sky had not turned its white belly yet, in such a dark environment, it would only make people more sleepy.The body felt as if surrounded by cotton, so comfortable that Kobayashi Hirano Aya couldn't help rubbing against the pillow, and let out a comfortable sigh.

His consciousness was half awake, and he was groggy. He wanted to continue to sink into the soft quilt, but was awakened by the black-haired man: "Hirano Aya, get up."

Like a boneless mollusk, the black-haired man gently tugged, and without much effort, he pulled Kobayashi Hirano Aya up. He sat on the bed, his eyes were blurred, and he was obviously not awake, just because of the black-haired man's voice , barely cheered up, and smiled: "Good morning, Mr. Dazai."

The black-haired man didn't respond to him, but threw a windbreaker on him and said indifferently: "Put on the clothes."

"Mr. Dazai?"

Doubtful, his head was full of doubts, but his body obediently put on his clothes, and was dragged away by Dazai Osamu, until the moment he opened the door, the cold wind blew on his forehead, and Aya Kobayashi Hirano was completely awake.

His teeth chattered uncontrollably from the cold, his hair stood up, and his body was repelling the cold.

This is normal, no one wants to pull up from the warm blanket to face the cold winter, it is like falling from heaven to hell.But this black-haired man pulled him out of the house without any resistance from his body.

Yesterday and today, the desire to leave this room has not changed, but the scene has changed slightly, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's desire to leave the house is not so strong.

After all, winter is very cold...

Even though the heater was turned on in the car, Aya Kobayashi Hirano still felt cold, not just physically cold, from the soles of the feet to the heart, all internal organs were frozen by the air-conditioning, as if stabbed from the inside of the body, the soul was in trembling.

The black-haired man beside him was driving intently, staring ahead without blinking his eyes, which made Kobayashi Hirano Aya feel amazing, he didn't look like a living person, and one eye was tied, so the driving vision would not be affected ?

Thinking about what was there and what was not, the streamlines flashed by the car window fell into his eyes, melting into water, and the eye sockets were a little moist.The sky gradually cleared up, and the light source was not emitted from the horizon, but from the sparkling sea surface, dazzled Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

Tokyo, it seems that there is no sea...

Or is it that I haven't been out for too long, and Tokyo has built a man-made sea paradise?Even if it was built, the area is too large, so, sure enough, am I not in Tokyo now?

Is this Okinawa or Hokkaido?No matter where it is, it's weird.

While he was thinking, the car stopped.

"Aya Hirano, get out of the car."

"Yes, Mr. Dazai."

The moment he stepped on the ground, Aya Kobayashi Hirano began to regret, it was too cold, but it was useless for him to regret, his body did not obey his orders, but obeyed Mr. Dazai's orders.

Boom——

Closing the car door, Kobayashi Hirano Aya just turned around, and saw Mr. Dazai driving away in the car, leaving only the unpleasant exhaust smell, which made him choke.

This Mr. Dazai is really a scumbag.

Aya Kobayashi and Hirano thought that his body seemed to be still at a loss, standing there blankly, thinking about what he did wrong to make Mr. Dazai behave like a scumbag.

So the opening scene appeared.

Damn, it feels like my feet are going to go numb.

Aya Kobayashi Hirano looked down at the cotton slippers on her feet. It didn't snow today, but in the city by the sea, the air was always filled with humidity, which made her body damp, uncomfortable and bulky.

If you keep blowing like this, you will get rheumatism.

His body was not stupid. After being blown by the cold wind for a while, he started to move and walked home.

It is impossible to take a taxi. When he came out, he only had this windbreaker on his body, and his pockets were empty. It was difficult to take a bus.Hiking is not without benefits, at least it can warm up the body.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya comforted herself, her body did heat up as he expected, but it wasn't the kind of exercise fever he thought, her temples were throbbing, her forehead was hot, and he was very lucky to have a fever.

Maybe it's worse than a fever, my throat hurts so much, I've been playing baseball for nothing for so many years, it's just a cold wind, my body reacts so strongly.

so tired.

After taking a breath, even his breathing became hot, his throat seemed to be burning, it was so itchy.

Squeezing her neck impatiently, Aya Kobayashi Hirano looked at the steps not far away, sat down and rested against the wall.

It was so uncomfortable that I didn't even realize that my body's initiative came back.

"Is this body really mine?"

Looking at the bright sky, Aya Kobayashi Hirano murmured, her strength did not recover much, but the coldness poured into her body even more rapidly.The heat burning inside him didn't succeed against the cold, co-existing in him with a subtle harmony, making his body even more chaotic.

Ice and fire are two heavens.

Touching his forehead, his palm is cold, but it is convenient to cool down the heat on his forehead. His mind is a little clearer, and the uncomfortable feeling does not mean to subside in the slightest. Before Kobayashi Hirano Ling has enough rest, his body moves again. Get up and move with difficulty.

Really strong, my body.

Kobayashi Hiranoling thought helplessly, if she wanted to go back to that home so persistently, but she didn't have a key, it would be better to find a fast food restaurant and sit down to keep warm, which would be better than squatting at the door of the house now, am I the earth-bound spirit of this house?

What made him speechless the most was that his body still remembered to throw away the garbage at the door.

However, the location of this apartment is really good. Not to mention Chaoyang, it is not too far from the city, and the environment is not bad. The price in a secluded place in the downtown area should not be cheap. How much does it cost to buy this apartment?According to the salary in the current society, it should be a house that only the middle and upper class can afford, and it may not be able to be paid off in one go, and the mortgage may have to be carried for decades.No, what am I thinking?

The most important thing now is that I am about to freeze to death at this door.

If the fever continues like this, it will be unlucky if it deteriorates into pneumonia. I don't want my body to suffer from the root cause of the disease at a young age.

Hiding her head in the windbreaker, Kobayashi Hirano Aya began to rejoice at this "weak" figure, and could completely huddle in this windbreaker to keep warm. It would be even better if the windbreaker didn't smell like a black-haired man.

After an unknown amount of time, Kobayashi Hirano Aya saw a pair of black leather shoes while she was half asleep.

Finally back, the bastard.

Mr. Dazai hadn't completely lost his conscience, dragged his burnt body, threw it on the sofa and left him alone.Kobayashi Hirano Ling had to rest on the sofa. His physical strength was almost recovered. He found antipyretics and swallowed them on his own. He wanted to drink hot water but found that there was not a drop of water in the thermos. His body started "housekeeping mode" again.While waiting for the water to boil, I also sorted out the ingredients in the kitchen and refrigerator.

He is simply a perfect house husband, Aya Kobayashi Hirano is almost moved by her own body.

It's not the selection of a rare family husband in XXX years, why are you so conscientious?

During Kobayashi Hirano Aya's recuperation period, this Mr. Dazai did not act as a demon, and Kobayashi Hirano Aya was surprised by his normal daily life.

When Kobayashi Hirano Aya's fever subsided, Mr. Dazai replayed the scene of that day again.

"Aya Hirano, put on your clothes."

"Understood, Dazai-san."

Putting on a scarf, a hat, and a padded jacket, Kobayashi Hirano Aya wrapped herself tightly and said that she was ready to leave at any time.

Well done, my body.

Osamu Dazai: "..."

Just like that day, Aya Kobayashi Hirano was thrown on the street again, but this time Mr. Dazai added a sentence:

"Be obedient and wait for me here, Hirano Aya."

This is a spell, a magical spell that makes Aya Kobayashi Hirano obey her body.

"I'll be waiting for you, Dazai-san."

With such an extremely obedient smile again, Aya Kobayashi Hirano stood on the street and began a long wait.

Hello!No way!

Kobayashi Hirano Ling became impatient, her body, would she really want to wait here until Mr. Dazai came to pick him up? !With the painful lesson from last time, he didn't believe that Mr. Dazai would be so kind.

But there is no way, his body will not shake in any way, just standing upright on the street like that, motionless, occasionally passers-by will turn their heads to look at him, Kobayashi Hirano Aya just buried her face in the scarf and continued wait.

The body is so tired and the muscles feel stiff.My bones hurt and my stomach is very hungry, MD, can't I find a restaurant for lunch? !

No matter how many complaints Kobayashi Hirano Ling had in his heart, his body still stood where he was. Occasionally, a kind person asked him: "I see you have been standing here for a long time, are you waiting for someone?"

"Well, I'll wait here for Mr. Dazai." A gentle smile appeared on his face, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's curved eyebrows and eyes were very friendly, making people think of a cute paparazzi wagging his tail and teary eyes, and couldn't help it Be soft-hearted and want to do something for him.

"Then you can find a shop to sit down and wait. It's so cold, if you stand outside and blow the wind, your body will freeze to death."

"Ah, thank you for your kindness, but..."

The black-haired boy lowered his eyes, and there was a trace of worry in his eyes: "I'm afraid that if I don't stand here, Mr. Dazai will not find me."

His tone was too firm, and he didn't mean to waver at all. Seeing that the persuasion was ineffective, the people around him left. Only Kobayashi Hirano Aya knew how much he wanted to leave here. He sincerely hoped that someone could forcibly take him away. Go, it hurts too much.

His stomach hurts from hunger, his body hurts from the cold wind, his head hurts, his ears are buzzing, the world is distorted in his eyes, time slows down, and every minute and every second is torture.

"Look at that man, he's still standing there."

"I've been standing there all day. He said he was waiting for someone. No matter how you look at it, that person won't come to the appointment today."

"This person must have been tricked."

That's right, I was tricked!

Couldn't help complaining from the bottom of his heart with a complaining tone, Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt that his body was so stupid, he seriously suspected that he had come to a parallel world, and his current identity was more like another version of this body. personality.

But it's just speculation right now.

As the dark curtain fell, snowflakes floated from the sky, landed on his eyelashes, and condensed into ice.It's really disgusting, this scene, the feeling, the whole world, as if I was alone and abandoned.

Just like that snowy night.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya hates winter, and bad memories always seem to happen on these cold days.

It's the same now, I'm so tired.

Wanting to fall asleep, the eyelids are about to fight, but the body is forced to stay awake, trying not to close the eyes, if this continues, the eyeballs will feel very painful, after all, they are delicate organs.

No, it's already hard, eyeballs.

I don't know when hot tears overflowed from the eye sockets and flowed down the cheeks, but the drops were cold on the palms of the hands. Kobayashi Hirano Ling felt that her eyeballs must be like the bloodshot eyes in ghost movies, if I could see them.

What a shame, tears in the street.

"In this state, it is better to die directly."

Compared with the body, the will is too firm, even if Kobayashi Hirano Aya has already controlled the ownership of the body, she cannot move from this place.

"Too stubborn..."

How long have you been standing here?From night to day, the rays of the rising sun melted the ice and snow on the body, and it was frosted again by the falling fine snow.

Damn, I'm afraid I'm really going to freeze to death on the street this time.

Kobayashi Hirano Ling thought weakly, now his body can still stand upright here, in addition to the excessive willpower of the body, I am afraid that part of the reason is that the body is stiff, maybe after being frozen to death, it will be regarded as Let's talk about the case.

Already thinking about her fate after death, Kobayashi Hirano Ling blinked and quietly felt the process of her body collapsing. Muscle necrosis probably refers to this kind of situation, but it is not so serious, but it is true that the body does not feel any more .

"Aya Hirano..."

Someone was calling him, the familiar voice was annoying, but his heart was beating fast.

Mr. Dazai's beautiful face appeared in the field of vision, and the high-level sight was uncomfortable. It was really bad luck that he had to see this face before he died.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya thought so before losing control of her body.

☆, Osamu Dazai IV