ideal lover

When seeing Akashi Seijuro in front of her, Kobayashi Hirano Aya immediately had a feeling of "ah, it really came", as if waiting for something that was bound to happen, and now it finally landed.

"It looks like a lot has happened to you, Aya Hirano."

"Akashi-kun, Midorima-kun asked you to come here." Kobayashi Hirano Aya looked at Midorima Shintaro beside her, and saw that this person was carrying a backpack and walking firmly towards the library.

"I'll take my leave first, you two talk slowly."

Midorima Shintaro who dropped this sentence left, leaving only Akashi Seijuro and Kobayashi Hirano Aya. Needless to say, the tacit understanding of the three years of classmates, the two chose a quiet coffee shop near the school to have a conversation.

"Two glasses of American style, one with ice, and the other with hot cream and cinnamon powder." Ordering skillfully, Akashi Seijuro's demeanor was as elegant as ever, full of the temperament of a nobleman.

Just like how Kobayashi Hirano Aya met Akashi Seijuro the day he first entered the student union, he is a dazzling person.

"Aya Hirano, do you remember that I asked you before, why you didn't play the pitcher's position when you were in the baseball club, but chose the second position."

After taking a sip of iced coffee, Akashi Seijuro continued:

"You answered me at the time, saying that you didn't want to be too conspicuous. Indeed, the pitcher's position is the star on the baseball field. It's too showy, and it doesn't suit your personality."

"but……"

There was a faint golden light in his left eye, and Akashi Seijuro's tone turned into an offensive sharp blade, "During the autumn game of the sophomore year, you didn't refuse the coach's pitching position, you just accepted it calmly. After winning that game , You didn't have any souvenirs, so you returned to your original position."

"Ah, yes, because I don't feel the need to be in the pitcher's position."

"No, you just simply think it doesn't matter, don't you? Aya Hirano." Akashi looked directly at Kobayashi Hirano Aya's black eyes, which were too calm, and there was nothing in them.

"Since then, I have found that your personality is very bad. Rather than saying that you are living, it is better to say that you are running according to the life program of a normal person you have planned. You have a competitive heart, a desire to win, and a desire to be watched by others It's not shameful, it's a normal human need, but you're different."

"In order to maintain an ordinary life, those things that you want too much become a completely forbidden existence in your heart, including excessively high emotions."

Directly poking Kobayashi Hirano Aya's heart, Akashi Seijuro has nothing to do about his inferiority. He can only warn him for a while, but there is no way to completely cure him.

"Ah..." Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt confused, and he asked Akashi Seijuro helplessly: "Aren't I doing well enough? Akashi-kun?"

"I am now, obviously able to reject others and have my own negative emotions, but am I not doing well enough?"

"...No, Aya Hirano, your problem is not 'exposing' your emotions, but that you never really feel them."

And you are the kind of person who, once you reveal a little bit of your nature, will immediately bury your truth deeper.

Akashi Seijuro didn't say anything in the second half of the sentence, he didn't want to provoke Kobayashi Hirano Aya, especially since he had already started to close his heart.

"When will you get rid of your bad habit of biting your fingers?" Akashi Seijuro said helplessly, patting Kobayashi Hirano Aya's finger-biting motion with one hand, he looked at Kobayashi Hirano Aya who was stunned and sighed.

"Listen well, Hirano Aya, I just ask you to maintain the original state, know how to reject others, maintain your due negative emotions, vent your emotions and express dissatisfaction appropriately, and the most important point, You must never fall into the position of being given alms again, understand?"

He gave orders forcefully. If possible, Akashi Seijuro didn't want to issue orders to Kobayashi Hirano Aya as a friend, but there was no way, only this kind of tough way could make Kobayashi Hirano Aya respond.

"What about the answer?"

"I understand, Akashi-kun." Aya Kobayashi Hirano nodded, as if returning to Luoshan High School again, Akashi Seijuro was the student council president, and when he was the vice-president of the student council.

He has always been very obedient, no matter what instructions Akashi Seijuro gave in the student union.

"That's good, let's go find Shintaro, I have to go back to Tokyo, I can only have lunch with you, don't you still have to work in the afternoon?"

"Well, but I'm on the evening shift today, and I still have some time. I'll take Akashi-kun to the station later." Kobayashi Hirano Ling said, planning to tell the store manager that she would go to work later.

"I know there is a restaurant in Yokohama that makes good tofu, how about we go to that one?" Kobayashi Hirano Aya deliberately chose a restaurant that Akashi liked, and Akashi Seijuro had no reason to refuse, and the three of them decided on the lunch place.

Although yudofu is delicious, for Shintaro Midorima, the process is a bit difficult. Because of the steaming yudofu, Shintaro Midorima, who was forced to wipe his glasses N times, said that this lunch was too painful.

Akashi Seijuro was so busy this time that he didn't even have time to buy a souvenir, so he had to rush back to Tokyo. After all, Kobayashi Hirano Aya and Midorima Shintaro were not delivered to the station, and Akashi Seijuro took a taxi by himself Walk.

"Just send it here, Aya Hirano, don't force yourself to work, understand?"

Rubbing Kobayashi Hirano Aya's head, Akashi Seijuro's habitual action caught Midorima Shintaro's eyes for a moment. What's going on with this inexplicably harmonious atmosphere of parent-child relationship?Although Akashi has a bit of an old father feeling.

After sending off Akashi, Kobayashi Hirano Aya and Midorima Shintaro separated, one was going to work in a coffee shop, the other was going back to the apartment, in completely opposite directions.

As a result, Aya Kobayashi Hirano was singled out.

He met Nakahara Chuya.

It's also a coincidence. After the news of Kobayashi Hirano Ling's disappearance reached Zhongyuan Chuya's ears, he had a faint premonition that Kobayashi Hirano Ling should be trapped by people from Pengelie's side, and there would be no danger. After investigation, just as he thought, Aya Kobayashi and Hirano lived a very stable life in Bingsheng, and it could even be said to be safer than in Yokohama.

This put Zhongyuanzhong into a terrible cooling-off period.

Since the last time he broke up with Kobayashi Hirano Aya, Nakahara Chu also had the idea of ​​retreating towards Kobayashi Hirano Aya. He was afraid of touching Hirano Aya, and he was afraid that he would hurt Hirano Aya again, so he hesitated .

To this day, Chuya Nakahara, who has been hesitant to look for Aya Hirano after learning that Aya Kobayashi Hirano returned to Yokohama, saw Aya Kobayashi Hirano saying goodbye to Seijuro Akashi.

The intimate action, the scene where Akashi Seijuro rubs Kobayashi Hirano Aya's hair is so harmonious.

That handsome red-haired man, at a glance, can see the aristocratic temperament of a big family. Different from the barbaric and dangerous atmosphere of the mafia, he lives under the light and is carefully cultivated by a big family. It's as clean as a mirror, and you can feel the gap just by looking at him.

At this time, Zhong Yuanzhong also realized a fact.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya is an ordinary person, which means that the possibility of him being with ordinary people is normal, not his mafia.

He finally felt a sense of threat from the hesitant calm, and he almost forgot, why did he think Kobayashi Hirano Aya would choose him?As long as there are normal people around him, Kobayashi Hirano Aya will not choose the abnormal Nakahara Chuya no matter what aspect is considered.

From the very beginning, he didn't have the weight to keep Kobayashi Hirano Ling, including the other three.

It's because I don't have a sense of crisis, whether it's Osamu Dazai or those two people from Vongola, because they are not normal people, and they misled me.

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought so.

He began to become a little impulsive, at least today's behavior should not appear in front of Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

"Mr. Chuya?"

Now, the distance to the coffee shop where Kobayashi Hirano Aya works is only 500 meters, which means that he is a port Mafia cadre, and the distance from Butei is also less than 500 meters.

It's dusk, which is not the time for Port Mafia.

He had to make it clear to Heino Ling now, otherwise, he might really become a stranger to Heino Ling in the future.

You have to say something.

"Aya Hirano..."

I wanted to say a lot, but when I faced Kobayashi Hirano Aya, I realized that all I could say was blocked in my chest. The love that was once full of guilt was dried up because of guilt, and the bright future I expected was also shattered. out of control.

After emptying out those ridiculous fantasies, Nakahara also found that there were very few words he could really communicate with Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

Has he known Kobayashi Hirano Aya?

He knew it but didn't know it. The person he knew was the "Aya Hirano" in the past, but what he was left with in reality was the completely unfamiliar Aya Kobayashi Hirano.

He must get rid of all the bad habits developed by Hirano Aya's connivance, and come to contact Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

Therefore, it is even more impossible to speak frankly.

The stalemate and the long silence made Kobayashi Hirano Aya sigh, "Mr. Nakaya, let's go to the coffee shop first."

……

It's been a long time since I saw this situation...

Lucy and the maid hid in the distance and observed Chuya Nakahara and Aya Kobayashi Hirano.

The serious expressions of the two, the stiff atmosphere, and the movements that seem to be more alienated than strangers make one wonder whether the two people got along in harmony some time ago is an illusion.

"What happened before, sorry."

Hearing what Nakahara said, Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt puzzled, "Why are you apologizing? Mr. Nakaya."

"You have done nothing wrong, Mr. Nakaya."

Smiling, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's appearance at the moment fell into Nakahara Nakaya's eyes, which was a bit weird.

"Aya Hirano, I, I told you before that on the day you were killed, I was planning to propose marriage."

Clenching his hands tightly, Nakahara took a deep breath and expressed his suppressed feelings for a long time, "I have always thought that we are a happy couple, so I take it for granted that you will agree to the marriage proposal."

Falling into the memories of the past, Nakahara Chuya couldn't help but continued with a happy smile on the corner of his mouth: "I used to think about what happened after we got married, and the life of becoming an official husband and wife. Speaking of it, it seems to be staying with us There is no difference in the model, Hirano Aya, you will continue to be your 'house husband', and I will also have a busy life because of work, so I can only find time to date you, travel, and that's it Accompanied plainly until old age."

"...sounds silly now, doesn't it? Because it never occurred to me that you would accept this kind of life."

Bitterness, the heart seemed to be grasped fiercely, soaked in a sea of ​​bitterness, even the voice was soaked and became hoarse, "I said this not to gain sympathy, it's just Hirano Aya, I still can't give up on you."

"I want to know you, Hirano Aya, no, I want to know you as Kobayashi Hirano Aya."

"Starting today, I will formally pursue you, Aya Kobayashi Hirano."

The serious and dazzling light in those cobalt blue eyes scared Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

When the name "Xiaolin Hirano Aya" was also spoken from Zhongyuan, a piece of his heart seemed to be broken, and there was a terrifying thing that seemed to break through everything and struggle out.

what……

So strange, this feeling.

Kobayashi Hirano Ling bit her finger, avoiding Nakahara Chuya's sight, really wanted to escape.

This strange feeling makes me want to escape.

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