ideal lover

People are broken from the belly, the belly that conceives life.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya was born on a yellowed mattress in a dilapidated small hotel.

Different from the outside world, which is full of joy and warmth, the voices in this dilapidated small hotel are full of vicious curses, and the cries of newborns born in this hotel are just a cry, and then quickly drowned in the There is dead silence in this dirty environment.

This is the scene when Aya Kobayashi Hirano was born. There was no blessing, no care that a newborn should receive when she was born, no pity and love from her parents, just crying incessantly in the dirty mattress.

In the end, I was tired of crying, and I couldn't cry any more, so I fell asleep.

To say that Kobayashi Hirano Aya was born into this world is entirely because of his irresponsible and wayward parents.

A pair of unscrupulous couples named Norio Kobayashi and Hirano Ryana are still high school, underage kids who think they are "adults" because they smoke cigarettes, go to the game hall to hang out, and call some gangsters brothers and sisters.

Bad couples who don't take any safety measures just to make sex more exciting have never thought about winning the lottery.

When Hirano Ryana found that her abdomen was pregnant and her menstruation was delayed, she realized the seriousness of the matter.

She told Norio Kobayashi about her pregnancy. It was nothing more than asking Norio Kobayashi to spend money to kill the child. She missed the best time to take medicine, so she had to go to the hospital for surgery to remove the child. Hirano Ryana's idea was So Easy.

You asked her if she ever thought about keeping the kids?

The girl who was pretty but looked dirty because of the inferior makeup could only smile dismissively: "Are you kidding me, I don't want to get pregnant at such a young age."

It's a pity that their money is not enough for the operation. In order to have a miscarriage, Hirano Ryana soaked in ice water, fell on purpose, and ate some food that is easy to miscarry, but the child in her stomach still survived tenaciously. At that time, Hirano Ryana was worried that her own life would be involved, so she had to be honest and not be a monster. When it was time to give birth, she chose a cheap hotel and found an old woman to come and deliver the baby.

Thus Kobayashi Hirano Aya was born.

No one wanted him, so he was thrown in the hotel. The irresponsible young couple wanted to continue to live a carefree life, but they never thought that the hotel owner came to the door and let the two families know that the young couple The couple had a baby.

Seeing that the matter could not be concealed, the young couple confessed everything. The two families who were neglected in discipline, hated bad children, and indifferent to their family just had a reasonable reason to take them through the marriage formalities and gave them some love. Money, send them to start a family by themselves, and go out completely independently.

They rented a cheap apartment rental house, the cheapest kind, not exposed to sunlight, cold and damp, with very few things in the room, only mattresses.

The two didn't care, anyway, they went out to have fun with their friends every day, and it was good to have a place to sleep when they got home.It's just that they forgot that there was a child in the apartment.

Babies who cry every day because of hunger, until they are tired from crying, go to sleep, wake up, howl because of hunger, tired, go to sleep, the baby's voice is getting smaller and smaller, and even because the crying is too annoying, they are called Locked in the closet.

If an old couple living in the same apartment hadn't looked at the baby too pitifully and kindly took him out to feed him, the baby would have died in that closet long ago.

Kobayashi Hirano Ling stumbled like this and survived tenaciously. It was not until he was two years old that the old couple moved away that he completely lost his support.

But fortunately, he has learned to speak and how to walk.

He was supposed to be thrown into the orphanage, but since his parents learned that the unemployed can receive child support benefits with their children, he was left behind for the pitiful tens of thousands of yen.

It was also at that time that he really had a name.

When asked about the child's name during registration, Norio Kobayashi said perfunctorily, "Aya Kobayashi Hirano."

His father's surname is Kobayashi, and his first name is his mother Hirano Ryana minus a slightly feminine Nai. This is his name, Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

As long as Aya Kobayashi Hirano can remember, he has lived in a narrow closet.

When he was young, Kobayashi Hirano Aya thought he was "mother". No one cut his hair and left long hair, so he could only wear an adult's top every day, dragging Kobayashi Hirano Aya on the ground.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya, who still retained the habit of sucking her fingers when she was a baby, looked at Hirano Ryana, who also had long hair and wore a skirt, through the slits in the closet, and mistakenly thought that she was also a "mother".

When she was thrown into the orphanage by her parents, Kobayashi Hirano Aya always thought she was "mother".

He was thrown into the orphanage many times.

They thought he was troublesome, so they threw him to the orphanage, where food and housing were provided, which was more convenient. Anyway, Kobayashi Hirano Ling was bullied and scolded in the orphanage, and they had nothing to do with them.

When I need to receive a subsidy, I will adopt Kobayashi Hirano Aya back, and then shut him in the closet out of sight and out of mind, and throw him to the orphanage when I think about it.

Kobayashi Hirano Ling was thrown away like this, picked up, thrown away, picked up again, and over time, he formed a strange thought.

For him, the orphanage is like a nursery, and he will eventually return home.

Even though the kids there bullied him and dangled him by his hair, he would be "taught" by the adults.

Because of his parents' troublesome behavior, the management staff of the orphanage found it very troublesome.

In the end, there was no way to endure this kind of behavior. The orphanage reported Kobayashi Hirano Aya's parents, and Kobayashi Hirano Aya could no longer be sent to the orphanage.

So Aya Kobayashi Hirano was thrown away again, and in winter, on snowy nights, he was abandoned on the street.

A small child wearing only an oversized coat is nothing but a dead end to be abandoned in such a cold winter.

If it wasn't for the kind policeman who sent him home, Kobayashi Hirano Ling might have been frozen to death long ago.

When his parents saw the police and were warned of the "crime of abandonment", their faces instantly became more horrified, and they dragged Aya Kobayashi and Hirano in, and the two began to think of ways to get rid of this burden.

That was the first time Aya Kobayashi Hirano saw her parents smiling at him, and the first time she gently touched his head.

"Aya Hirano, you're a good boy, aren't you?"

"Ah."

"Then be obedient and wait for us obediently there. You must not run around, understand?"

"Ah."

So he really ran to the street obediently, obediently waiting for his parents to pick him up, no matter who spoke to him, he would not open his mouth, just waiting quietly like that.

Until he lost consciousness and fell into the snow, as if someone hugged him in a trance, it was very warm.

Kobayashi Hirano Ling thought it was his parents who came to pick him up.

However, when he opened his eyes, he was faced with the disgusted eyes of his parents, muttering in his mouth: "MD! Why are those two people next door so meddling in their own business!!"

Kobayashi Hirano Ling could vaguely guess that the person next door probably sent him back.

He was thrown into the closet again, with a high fever, his head was confused, and he pushed open the closet in a daze, trying to find water to drink, but accidentally touched the garbage and dumped it on the ground.

The loud noise attracted the attention of the neighbor next door. The kind neighbor saved Kobayashi Hirano Ling's life again, sent him to the hospital for treatment, and bought a clean dress for Kobayashi Hirano Ling.

The star pattern pajamas on a blue background were the first time Aya Kobayashi Hirano had her own clothes.

The Hashimoto couple from the house next door.

The kind and gentle Hashimoto couple treat Kobayashi Hirano Aya as their own children. Unlike Kobayashi Hirano Aya's idle parents, the Hashimoto couple are orphans, relying on their own struggles to live a bright and upright life. According to their salary level, It's strange to live in an apartment that is mostly homeless.

But Kobayashi Hirano Aya at that time only knew that Hashimoto and his wife were very kind people to him. They helped him cut his hair, told him that he was a boy, told him to get rid of his bad habit of sucking his fingers, and even contacted the juniors in the university. Help send Aya Kobayashi Hirano to school.

The Hashimotos joined a children's aid society when they were in college. The students would hold various charity performances, and all the proceeds would be used to help children with special circumstances like Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

So Aya Kobayashi Hirano got the chance to go to school, and at the same time, Kobayashi Hirano Aya's parents can also receive [-] yen a month to raise Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

The parents who received the money immediately showed a happy expression, and did not raise the matter of throwing Aya Kobayashi Hirano away.

"This group of college students are really idle, they even send money here."

"It's not very good, this child can help us make money, and we don't have to support him."

The two who had just received the money seemed to have had a big meal. When they got home, Norio Kobayashi seemed to be drunk.

However, the man seemed to be in a good mood today, and rarely brought Kobayashi Hirano Aya more expensive sashimi.

"Give it to me quickly, brat." The drunken man came out carrying Kobayashi Hirano Aya, looked at Kobayashi Hirano Aya arrogantly, seemed to feel that this sashimi was the supreme gift for Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

But Kobayashi Hirano Aya couldn't eat it at all.

Kobayashi Hirano Aya didn't want to recall what happened afterwards. He was forcibly stuffed with sashimi by the man and swallowed. Then Hirano Ryana came over, and the two began to doi in front of Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

The dirty liquid even fell on Aya Kobayashi Hirano, as well as the unfinished box of sashimi.

He ran out and knocked on the door of Hashimoto's house like crazy. When he was hugged by Hashimoto and his wife, he finally couldn't help vomiting.

Hashimoto and his wife thought that he was unwell and caught cold, so they cooked porridge for him. It was only then that Aya Kobayashi and Hirano realized that food can also be hot...

It's not the cold rice balls, or the cold ingredients in the bento, but the hot, very warm taste.

As warm as the Hashimotos.

Why aren't the Hashimotos my parents?

Kobayashi Hirano Aya often thinks this way.

When he was sent to school, he looked puzzled at the students who were accompanied by their parents.

It turns out that "parents" should be people like Hashimoto and his wife, not like my own parents.

At that moment, Kobayashi Hirano Ling finally understood that it turned out that he was the only one living in the dark all this time.

He wanted to cry but was stopped.

I can't cause trouble, whether it's his parents or the Hashimotos, I have to be a good boy, a sensible boy, so that I won't be hated.

But no matter how well-behaved Kobayashi Hirano Ling behaved and tried her best to do everything well, she still couldn't change a single fact.

He is not the child of the Hashimotos.

So Hashimoto and his wife will leave him eventually. On that day, the very happy Hashimoto and his wife said to Kobayashi Hirano Aya excitedly: "Hirano Aya, thanks to you, I am pregnant~"

"Eh?"

What do you mean?

"I heard that couples who are not pregnant often bring children over, and it is easy to conceive a child."

"It's all thanks to you, Aya Hirano~"

After becoming pregnant, the Hashimotos left the apartment soon.

The frugal life has always been just to save money for a better environment for the children. The reason why he is so gentle to Kobayashi Hirano Ling is because he wants children, and by the way, put the extra love for children that has no place to store in Kobayashi On Hirano Aya.

Therefore, Hashimoto and his wife, who already have their own children, will naturally not set their sights on Aya Kobayashi Hirano.

Hashimoto and his wife were so gentle, but also so cruel.

At that time, looking at the Hashimoto couple who had moved away and their happy smiling faces, Kobayashi Hirano Aya had such vicious thoughts for the first time:

It would be nice if Aunt Hashimoto wasn't pregnant.

But it's only if.

☆、Under the belly of a person