ideal lover

bad life.

Kobayashi Norio and Hirano Ryana died in the apartment that could almost be called a haunted house for nearly a week, and the body was found stinking.

The cause of death was the worst kind of "drug addiction", death caused by an overdose.

The only contribution may be providing information on where those "little pills" are traded.

"It's normal that you don't want to come. After all, these two people are not legally your parents."

"..."

"Just to inform you, if you want to visit the grave, we arranged for them in the public cemetery, but there are only jars for the ashes."

"Ah."

Kobayashi Hirano Aya, who was absent-minded, completely cut off all information from the outside world, and it doesn't matter anymore, so she can live like this.

What exactly does he want?

It seems that I can't get anything, and I don't want to get anything.

Walking in the dark for too long, Kobayashi Hirano Aya couldn't see anything she longed for.

Where is he dissatisfied, where is his dissatisfaction?

For this, it can be called a successful life in the eyes of everyone.

"Yeah~ What are you dissatisfied with?"

Dazai Osamu looked at him and examined him. He held Kobayashi Hirano Aya's face, looked at him, and asked him: "Everyone loves you, Sawada Tsunayoshi restrained his tenderness for you, Hibari Gong Mi made a compromise for you, Zhong Yuan also worked hard to change perspectives for you, everyone changed for you, just because I love you, what are you dissatisfied with?"

"No, what you see and love is Aya Hirano. The Aya Hirano that everyone wants to see is not me!!" Tears welling up in his eyes accompanied by a roar, Kobayashi Hirano Aya felt that the world had begun to faint dizzy.

The black, shabby and dirty wardrobe appeared in front of him, and a gap was opened, revealing a pair of eyes eager to get out.

He heard the boy's voice: "What do I want? Hirano Aya?"

"I want a normal life."

don't come out.

"Want to get rid of the bad life in the past."

don't come out.

"I want to be more successful than anyone else, I want to live a happier life than anyone else, and then live in a sunny house, I—"

The voice stopped abruptly, Kobayashi Hirano Aya watched the long-haired boy walk out of the closet, looked at his parents behind him, and laughed: "Welcome home, Mom and Dad."

"Ah... what do I want?"

Kobayashi Hirano Aya watched her parents gently touch "her" head in this sunny room.

"I want to live with my parents, even if I get hurt, it doesn't matter, as long as I live together."

Whispering, Aya Kobayashi Hirano knelt on the ground and wept.

That's right, he is so spineless, even if he wants to bring his parents back to live together, he wants to have a normal home with his parents, not just him.

He wanted to be loved by his parents, always wanted to.

but……

"Nobody loves me, all the time."

"really?"

Squatting in front of him, the long-haired boy looked at him and said softly, "That must be because you don't love 'me' enough."

"Eh?"

"Have you 'loved' me, Aya Hirano?" The boy looked at him suspiciously, just as Aya Kobayashi was wondering now.

Have you ever loved yourself?Hirano Aya?

I seem to have been accepting "injury" and rejecting "good intentions".

I can't honestly accept other people's kindness.

Always.

"You don't even love yourself, how do you know that others love you? Hirano Aya?"

Osamu Dazai looked at him with pity, Aya Kobayashi Hirano avoided, but was forced to open his eyes.

"Why do you keep refusing?"

Kobayashi Hirano Ling was holding a balance in his hand. He saw the "kindness" given to him by others placed on the balance, and the other end began to tilt.

He had to put something on it, and he had to keep the balance in balance.

Anything is fine, he can pile everything on it, as long as it is balanced.

"What if you don't let it go?"

Osamu Dazai stopped him, and he picked up that "kindness".

"No, I don't want to do this!!" Like an unreasonable child, Aya Kobayashi Hirano was afraid of this "kindness".

"Looking good, Aya Hirano." Forcing Kobayashi Hirano Aya to accept this kindness, Osamu Dazai comforted him:

"Look, nothing happened, and you won't receive any harm." The balance was still in balance, but the kindness was accepted by him.

As a result, he is still a child who has not grown up.

He is still the Kobayashi Hirano Aya who only hides in the closet, rejecting everything.

"Don't you love me?" The boy hiding in the closet came out and reached out to him.

"Please go back."

"why?"

"...will get hurt." Kobayashi Hirano Aya touched his head, trying to stop him from coming out.

You will be hurt over and over again, "Aya Hirano" is used to the feeling of pain, so he doesn't need "Aya Kobayashi Hirano".

"But, I am you, Aya Hirano..."

Holding Kobayashi Hirano Aya tightly, the boy murmured: "It's okay, Hirano Aya, it doesn't matter even if you get hurt, as long as you can feel the pain, then you will also understand the meaning of healing."

"No, you don't understand."

"In this world, only pain is given to you. You can only be hurt continuously, and there is no point in living. If you are only hurt like this, I..."

"Do I still need to live..."

Looking at the dark sky in a daze, the rain fell on his body, icy cold.You see, even now, the world has never given him any warmth.

Has the world ever loved you?

Kobayashi Hirano Aya?

Or Hirano Aya?

"Yes~ Look." The sky began to clear up at some point, and the sun was hanging high above the sky, but the rain still fell with the light.

"This is the miracle the world has given you~ Aya Hirano~"

"This is a meteor shower that only belongs to your day."

"Even if you are still crying today, you are not alone in the dark, but Aya Kobayashi Hirano, who is in the light, has hope for the future, and is loved by everyone."

"So, speak out, Hirano Aya."

The boy with a bright smile in his eyes couldn't help filling his heart with warmth, his eyes were soaked with tears at this moment, he heard the boy's sincere voice: "What do you want?"

"I want to live."

Choking, the hoarse voice released loudly from his heart, and what he had been longing for all this time came out of his mouth at this moment: "I want to live as Aya Kobayashi Hirano!"

In the boy's eyes, Kobayashi Hirano Aya finally saw her sincere smile.

"Then, let's go." Holding Kobayashi Hirano Ling's hand, they seemed to be integrated at this moment. Facing the narrow and dark wardrobe, they finally had the courage to open the door and run towards the light.

The world of Kobayashi Hirano Aya wakes up at this moment.

……

In a private hospital ward somewhere in Yokohama, a black-haired young man lying on a hospital bed slowly opened his eyes.

The guard nurse hurriedly ran outside the door, shouting: "Wake up, wake up..."

The consciousness of the young man who had just woken up was still in chaos, and soon he felt a headache and closed his eyes again.So when he woke up again, what he saw was the crowd watching him.

As for why he was in the hospital, the cause of the incident started a month ago.

It should be said that the transaction process between □□ and Pengo Lie should be extremely rigorous, but a supernatural person came to make trouble, and he still likes to engage in psychological warfare, create illusions, dig other people's secrets, and the six ways It's similar to the fans.

To put it simply, this guy uses supernatural powers to make people fall into an illusion and cannot extricate themselves. As long as the illusion is deep, he can dig out all embarrassing things for you, not to mention the content of this transaction.

For this reason, Dang and Pengo Lie made a lot of preparations, and even invited Dazai Osamu to help invalidate the ability.

But as we all know, it is difficult for mafia gangs to fight without hurting innocent people.

Kobayashi Hirano Ling was honored to be one of them, and it was very unfortunate that he was the kind who fell asleep under the illusion.

According to the account of the supernatural person, he said that this person did not want to live anymore and had no desire to survive.

Everyone expressed headaches, the mafia is not doing charity, but also helping to be a psychiatrist or something.

"Ah, isn't this Aya Hirano?!" At this time, a passing Satoda said that Aya Kobayashi Hirano was his friend, and the equivalent exchange was equivalent to that Aya Kobayashi Hirano was also a friend of Pengo Lie.

"Azuna, I leave the important task of awakening Aya Hirano to you." Tsunayoshi Sawada, under heavy trust, wanted to push Satota's hand away, and he knew that meeting Satota would not do anything good.

"Even if you say that, it's not easy to wake up this Hirano Aya-kun. The main reason is that he doesn't want to wake up and has no sense of survival."

"Hey~ That's it, why don't we just ask Liu Dao Mu to help?"

Satoda, who is a professional pit teammate, said that even if Liudao Mukuro is unwilling, he will be a "prince" to wake up Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

Given that Satoda had a lot of his black history in his hands, Liu Daoku was reluctant to help, and finally came out with a dark face and said: Your friend is really awesome, the ability has produced a wonderful effect on him For chemical reactions, he locked himself in a space called "inroom", which was used as a defense system space to close his true heart, referred to as "autism".

After all, fortunately, the scope of the ability used at the time happened to be Hibari Kyoya, Sawada Tsunayoshi, Dazai Osamu, and Nakahara Nakahara, so there are still projection loopholes for these four people in Kobayashi Hirano Aya's space, allowing these four people People intervene to wake Kobayashi Hirano Aya.

Sawada Tsunayoshi and Hibari Kyoya agreed because of their personal relationship with Satota, Dazai Osamu was simply joining in the fun, and Nakahara Nakahara was equivalent to being sold by the gang, because he was greedy for the powerful connections behind Satota.

So after a brief understanding of the reason why Kobayashi Hirano Aya was "autistic", everyone couldn't help but sigh Kobayashi Hirano Aya, what a miserable child.

Osamu Dazai wrote the script with a swipe of a pen, corresponding to the four periods of Kobayashi Hirano Aya's childhood, and the four played different roles.

The most difficult beginning was started by Osamu Dazai. To be honest, Osamu Dazai felt that the acting skills of the other three were really bad, so he was the villain at the beginning, the bad first love of a scumbag.

"And as the leader of the script, I know this child best." Osamu Dazai said so, and arranged the order of the other three.

Nakahara Nakahara, who is in the transition period as a lover, is placed in the second place, and Sawada Tsunayoshi, who represents "goodwill and happiness", is in the third place. As for Kobayashi Hirano Aya's violent life after marriage, Hibari Kyoya is in charge.

"Ah, it's really an unexpected fit. The four periods as lovers are really similar to Hirano Aya's childhood." Satoda complained.

"However, in order to prevent everyone from being too repulsive when entering the inroom and leaving the space, I will give you a psychological hint to let you accept the status of 'lovers'."

"To put it simply, although we all have scripts in our hands, we only have a general direction. The most important thing is to enter the play, so that Hirano Aya can believe that all this is true. By the way, I don't mind getting too deep into the play Be responsible~" Osamu Dazai smiled maliciously while holding the script.

"However, why as a lover?" Tsunayoshi Sawada asked, how should I put it, facing Aya Kobayashi Hirano, who was a stranger and a man, and regarded him as a lover, I felt goosebumps when I thought about it.

"Ah, this..."

Osamu Dazai smiled, "Of course it's because I find it interesting~"

"what?!"

"I'm just kidding~ Didn't you find out that this kid thought of himself as a 'mother' when he was a child?"

"Ah, indeed, I saw it in my memory."

"That's why you adopted the identity of a lover as the early stage of establishing a family, and the identity of a lover has a greater impact, or do you want to be a 'mother' more than a 'father'?"

"No, no need."

In this way, the plan to rescue Kobayashi Hirano Aya started in the trembling of the four men.

☆, real