mild compromise

Justification for a crime. "The policeman tapped Xiao Chenghao's arm with the notebook in his hand, then turned and left to do other things.

After recording the statement and paying the fine, Xiao Chenghao left the police station with Guan Meng.

After getting into the car, Xiao Chenghao didn't start the engine immediately, he sat in the driver's seat.

"Mengmeng" he pondered for a long time before shouting.

The only answer to him was the silence of the people around him.

Xiao Chenghao stretched out his hand and held him, but Guan Meng retracted his hand. He deliberately turned his head to the side of the car window to avoid eye contact with Xiao Chenghao.

On the way back, neither of the two people in the car said a word. In fact, Xiao Chenghao wanted to ask Guan Meng a lot of things, but he couldn't ask a single word of those questions. How should he ask them?Asking more will only make Guan Meng's mood worse, more embarrassing, and more difficult to talk about.

After arriving home, Guan Meng changed his shoes and went back to his room to rest.

"I'll call you when dinner is ready."

"I won't eat tonight. I'm a little tired and don't have much appetite."

Looking at the re-closed door in front of him, Xiao Chenghao vaguely felt that something, like this door, straddled between him and Guan Meng.

Xiao Chenghao knew that Guan Meng needed time to calm down, so why didn't he himself?

After what happened tonight, his heart is really quite confused.

He can be sure that what Guan Weiqing said is true, otherwise Guan Meng would not bother arguing with him, nor would he be so emotional that he would even hit someone.

Xiao Chenghao liked Guan Meng, that was a fact many years ago, even when he knew that Guan Meng had such an unbearable past, he still liked him, and liked him tightly, this kind of liking has even turned into a deeper love meaning.

But this does not mean that Xiao Chenghao doesn't care about the things between Guan Meng and Guan Weiqing before, but if you love someone and know that the person you love has done that kind of thing, no one can show that you don't care.Xiao Chenghao cared very much, he cared very much.The surrounding air seemed to be evacuated, and every time he took a breath, he felt as if he was about to suffocate, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

At night, Guan Meng was lying on the bed with the quilt covering his head. Ever since he met Guan Weiqing in the supermarket, he has been very disturbed.

As if escaping from reality, he refused to communicate with Xiao Chenghao face to face, and he didn't even have the courage to raise his eyes to look directly at Xiao Chenghao. In fact, he has been afraid since the reunion with Xiao Chenghao.There are many things to be afraid of.

He felt that there was a big gap between himself and Xiao Chenghao's identities, and he was afraid that he was not good enough for Xiao Chenghao; Xiao Chenghao was so outstanding, like a shining star that would shine, and there were too many people around him, he I am afraid that one day Xiao Chenghao will eventually get tired of his useless self; if one day Xiao Chenghao leaves him, he is afraid that he will fall to the bottom again and lose the only ray of light in his life...

In the final analysis, all kinds of fears are the inferiority complex in his heart. He is no longer the lucky one who wore a halo and was favored, especially when Xiao Chenghao knew the dirty things between himself and Guan Weiqing, Xiao Chenghao would How do you see yourself?

With a restless heart, Guan Meng took out his phone from the dark, downloaded the uninstalled Weibo, and logged back into the previous anchor account. He planned to release Guan Weiqing from the blacklist. He had to make it clear to that bastard.

There is a new private message reminder in the information bar, just click in to check it out, an account without avatar sent him a few video screenshots, followed by a text message - I still keep those videos you helped me before, a I did not delete.

These private messages were all sent tonight. That guy Guan Weiqing knew that Guan Meng had blocked him, so he specially applied for a new account.

Guan Meng was angry and hated, but he couldn't do anything. He typed hard on the screen with his trembling hands.

——Guan Weiqing, what the hell are you thinking!

There was a new reply soon.

——Guan Meng, let me tell you, the matter of you beating me today, I will not just count it so easily, be careful, I will deal with you sooner or later, anyway, I still keep these videos for a day, so you don’t want to talk to you for a day That boyfriend loves me and me, see if I can do it or not, you will have no peace!

For so many years, Guan Meng has been reluctant to recall the past between him and Guan Weiqing. If possible, he would like to permanently delete this memory from his mind.

After Guan Lianyi and Guo Ting left, Guan Meng was picked up by his uncle Guan Shun who lived in the next city.

Because of what happened that time, Guan Meng missed the college entrance examination, so he had to go back to the third year of high school to repeat his studies. The art class here needs to enroll in a private school, and Guan Shun thinks that the tuition fee of a private school is expensive, so he reported to Guan Meng that the residence is relatively close. In an ordinary high school, Guan Meng doesn't care anymore, and now he doesn't have much interest in learning anything.

Guan Shun's attitude towards Guan Meng has not been very good, he always shows his face, and sometimes scolds him when he is not pleasing to the eye, but in the end, he is given food and shelter for him, and he has never beaten him, which is considered as the utmost benevolence .

Guan Meng once tried to get in touch with Xiao Chenghao on the Internet, but his QQ account was hacked, and he tried to appeal several times but failed. This was the only way he could contact Xiao Chenghao. The address on the postcard sent to him had written to him several times, but nothing had come of it. He didn't know that Xiao Chenghao had already moved his residence.

The longing and love in my heart could not be conveyed to the other party. After a long time, Guan Meng finally couldn't bear it. One day, he was away from his uncle and they were not at home. He hid in the room alone. He took off his pants and he was on the bed, shouting Xiao Chenghao comforted himself with the name, but he never expected that Guan Qingwei, who suddenly returned home, took a candid photo of this scene with his mobile phone.

Guan Weiqing, who had long held grudges against Guan Meng, threatened him with this candid video and threatened to post the video on the school forum. Guan Meng, who had never experienced such a thing, was very scared at the time, and he begged Guan Weiqing to help him. confidential.

"When you masturbated, you kept shouting a name in your mouth. Is he a man?"

Guan Meng bit his lip, refusing to answer the question.

"You're gay, right?"

"..."

"I've known you're gay for a long time. It's disgusting to see how awkward you are when you talk and walk."

"Can you delete just now?" Guan Meng looked at him pleadingly, this was the first time in his life that he asked Guan Weiqing, "Please..."

"Okay." Guan Weiqing said with a playful smile. Naturally, he couldn't delete this video so smoothly after he was able to shoot it. You know, he can use this trick to play around with Guan Meng.

Guan Weiqing swaggered and sat on the bed, spread his legs and pointed at the middle of his crotch, "You used your mouth to help me feel comfortable, I may consider deleting the video."

Guan Meng felt that he had been greatly insulted and refused loudly, "Guan Weiqing, are you crazy?! You are simply sick!"

"What right do you have to say about me, an orphan who is dependent on others! Damn it, don't forget that your father beat me back then!"

"Then why don't you think about what you did to me back then?"

Guan Weiqing yelled at him: "My mother was still young at the time, what's wrong with children being ignorant? Why did your father beat me? Even my parents never beat me or scolded me!"

After yelling loudly, Guan Weiqing put on a shameless smirk again, "Alright, I won't force you to do it if you don't want to, and you will be the focus of attention of the whole school when you go back to school tomorrow."

He verbally said that he was not aggressive, but in fact, he simply made Guan Meng desperate. When Guan Weiqing stood up and was about to leave the room, Guan Meng gritted his teeth and pulled him back. His silence meant that he agreed to Guan Weiqing's request. Pile unfair trade.

However, this was just the beginning. Guan Weiqing not only did not stop there, but intensified it. He forced Guan Meng to perform oral sex for himself, and even recorded videos. He used these videos to threaten Guan Meng: "If you dare to resist, try it? When the time comes After the video was released, I saw that you were ashamed or I was ashamed?!"

Guan Weiqing's evil deeds were far more than these. Whenever he was unhappy, he would take out his anger on Guan Meng and beat him at will. Guan Meng never dared to fight back, because he was afraid that if he went against Guan Weiqing's wishes, the other party would take him out. Those vulgar videos spread, and he would really be ashamed to face people by then.

Guan Meng never complained to Guan Shun, because he knew very well that even if he said it was useless, Guan Shun would not believe him, even if he did, Guan Shun would definitely help his bastard son in the end. Come here and scold him as a homosexual pervert. Instead of doing this, one thing more is better than one thing less.

Guan Meng has been very unhappy, and he can no longer find the old smile on his face. He misses his parents who have passed away, and also misses Xiao Chenghao who is studying in a foreign country. Cry, what else can he do besides shed tears?He has no way to change his status quo.

He thought about leaving this "home" more than once, but he was penniless, and his parents' money was held in the hands of his uncle. Two days ago, he accidentally overheard the conversation between his uncle and his aunt. Only then did he realize that the new car they bought recently and the new house they bought were all bought with the savings left by his parents during their lifetime. He was completely desperate for Guan Shun's family.

Every day now is torture for him, this torture ends every night, and the next day, it is a new reincarnation, repeating itself