mild compromise

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Guan Meng really couldn't bear it anymore, before he was about to collapse, he made a decision, he wanted to escape from this "home", this time he had to go.

He secretly took out the 2 yuan in cash that Guan Shun put in the safe. The night before he left, Guan Meng put sleeping pills in Guan Weiqing's drink. Take it out, hit all those glass glues on Guan Weiqing, and give him a blow of revenge.

Originally, he wanted to find out the videos of Guan Weiqing secretly filming himself and destroy them all. He almost turned Guan Weiqing's room upside down, but he still couldn't find the USB flash drive. Time was running out, so Guan Meng finally gave up the search. Before the arrival of early morning, quietly leave with luggage.

Where should he go next?He thought about whether to go back to his former home, but after experiencing that kind of thing, Guan Meng never had the courage to go back to that place.

The world is so big, but he didn't have a place to stay. From that day on, he began to wander around aimlessly.

He didn't even have a high school diploma. When he wanted to find a job outside, he always hit a wall. After repeated failures, he became depressed and decadent. He met some bad young people outside, learned to smoke, drink, and even went with them cheat.

Every time he does bad things outside, he suffers a strong condemnation in his heart. He knows that he is born to be different from those bad young people, but he doesn't know what else he can do. Now he has lost his dreams and The hope and motivation for life, he got lost on the road of life, and no one came to guide him with a light, so he muddled along like this.

Once, several of his accomplices discussed stealing things from a mobile phone store. Those people let Guan Meng enter the store to steal, while they waited outside, saying that they would guard Guan Meng and cover for him.

Guan Meng believed them, and something went wrong. He was captured by the plainclothes police in the store. Those guys who had promised to guard Guan Meng, in order to protect themselves, all pushed Guan Meng to take the blame. Then slip out of sight.

When he was arrested and taken to the police station for interrogation, Guan Meng refused to confess to his "companions" because of his so-called loyalty, and always insisted that he committed the crime personally.The policeman who interrogated him was not a good person either. That guy often colluded with local gangsters. He had no grudge against Guan Meng, but he just didn't like Guan Meng and hated his "hard backbone", so he picked up a baton and hit him He beat him vigorously. During the beating, the other party pushed him hard. Guan Meng fell to the ground together with the wooden chair behind him. The wooden chair immediately fell apart. The nail made a long slit.

Over the years, he has been cheated out of money, he has been cheated of money, he has been stolen by others, he has been stolen from others, he has been betrayed by people he so-called trusts, but he has never betrayed anyone.He has been exposed to many dark sides of this society. If it were his former self, he might feel that it would be impossible for him to experience these in his life.

Life is always more drama than drama.If the events of that night hadn't happened, if his parents had been around, none of this would have been the case.

He could have continued to study art according to his own wishes, and then entered a related art college. He has a wealthy family and is quite talented. As long as he works a little harder, he can continue his studies in the best foreign universities in the future. He speaks French so fluently, and studying in France is also a good choice. He never needs to worry about money, and his family will always take care of everything for him.

He once felt that his future had infinite possibilities, but now, the countless options are slowly narrowed, and finally, the road before him is only a rough and muddy path full of potholes.

After three years of such unexamined days, Guan Meng met Fang Jin by chance. Fang Jin introduced him to a odd job in a wedding photography shop. Living is better than stealing and cheating.

Another three years later, webcasting started to take off. Fang Jin went to this area to test the waters and made a lot of money. With the mentality of earning money together, Fang Jin also brought Guan Meng in.

Guan Meng's appearance is not bad, and with a little packaging, he can still attract many viewers.

Slowly, his income as an anchor exceeded his full-time job, so he decided to resign and start working as a full-time anchor, and his life has greatly improved compared to before.

Day by day, Guan Meng gradually came out of the haze of the past. Sometimes, Guan Meng would think of Xiao Chenghao intentionally or unintentionally, wondering where he is now?How are you doing?Does he know what's going on in his own home?Will he miss himself?Will you come to find yourself?

However, he doesn't know these things. The only thing he can do is to live in the present moment.

On the year of Guan Meng's 25th birthday, only Fang Jin remembered his birthday, and Fang Jin made a special trip to buy him a cake to celebrate his birthday.

Since Xiao Chenghao left, every year, Guan Meng would make the same wish on his birthday. He hoped that God could hear his voice and let him and Xiao Chenghao meet again.

After eating the cake, Fang Jin invited him to watch a movie outside. The two chatted while walking on the street. When they passed a coffee shop, Guan Meng heard someone suddenly shout "Xiao Chenghao", and he froze in place in a daze. When he turned around to look around, the man had already gotten into a silver Maserati, and with the roar of the engine, the car sped out.

Guan Meng couldn't see the man's face clearly, he only saw a blurred figure from the back. He wasn't sure if it was Xiao Chenghao, nor could he confirm it.

Fang Jin thought that Guan Meng was looking at the Maserati, he whistled, pointed in the direction of the car, and said with his tongue: "Then this year's limited edition, only [-] units will be sold in the world. ah!"

Guan Meng remained silent.

If it was really Xiao Chenghao, what would he think when he saw himself like this?There was a lonely wry smile on his face, maybe it's better not to meet again.

ACT45

After Guan Meng entered the room, he never came out. In the afternoon of the next day, after careful consideration, Xiao Chenghao decided to go over and ask him to come out for something to eat.

"Meng Meng, you haven't eaten breakfast and lunch yet, are you hungry?"

No one responded in the room, so Xiao Chenghao knocked a few more times.

"misty?"

It was still quiet, and he felt a little strange in his heart. He turned the doorknob and glanced into the room. There was no one on the bed, the quilt was neatly folded, and Guan Meng was not in the room.

The room was unbelievably tidy. It was different from usual. Xiao Chenghao immediately noticed that the suitcase that Guan Meng used to put in the corner was missing. Clothes were all emptied.

what's the problem?

Xiao Chenghao immediately took out his mobile phone and dialed Guan Meng's number. Although he was connected, there was no one listening on the other end. Then Xiao Chenghao called Lao Cai and asked him where Guan Meng was going.

"I was looking for you too." Lao Cai said to Xiao Chenghao, "Guan Meng didn't come to work in the gallery today, so I thought he asked for leave. What's the matter with you? Are you arguing?"

"No." Xiao Chenghao resolutely denied, "Where are the other employees of your gallery? Help me and ask if they have seen Guan Meng."

"I asked for you just now. Everyone said that they had never seen him. You don't even know where he went. How could we know?"

After hanging up the line, Xiao Chenghao went to the restaurants and cafes that Guan Meng usually frequented, but he still couldn't find anyone.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening, Xiao Chenghao dragged his exhausted body back to the residence, the room was completely dark, Guan Meng did not turn back.

Xiao Chenghao sighed in disappointment, he walked into Guan Meng's room, sat in front of the desk for a while, stared at the air in the room, and whispered to himself: "Where did you go?"

Xiao Chenghao took out his mobile phone again and tried to call Guan Meng. This time, Guan Meng turned off the phone directly. All signs indicated that he was deliberately avoiding Xiao Chenghao.

Since the collision with Guan Weiqing in the supermarket yesterday, Guan Meng has been refusing to communicate with Xiao Chenghao, and now he just moved his things and left without saying a word.

Fear, sadness, anger, several emotions collided in Xiao Chenghao's body. He was afraid that after Guan Meng left this time, he would never find him again. The sad thing is that Guan Meng's life over the years is worse than that of Guan Meng. He imagined that it was even more bumpy, and at the same time he was also angry, angry that Guan Meng didn't tell him anything, and confessed all the pain alone.

When did it start that the distance between them was drawn so far?

After Xiao Chenghao went to the United States back then, he had to be busy with his studies at one end, and he had to consider the issue of residence at the other end. There were a lot of things waiting for him to solve, and it had been more than a month since everything was settled. Only then did he take a short breath and free himself to contact Guan Meng.

He tried to find Guan Meng on QQ, but Guan Meng's QQ was full of advertisements, and he didn't need to guess to know that Guan Meng's account had been hacked. After that, Xiao Chenghao called home again, intending to greet his teacher and his wife. Recently, but no one answered the phone at home. Xiao Chenghao didn't think about that at all at the time, he just thought that everyone was busy, and he was busy with his studies. The matter of family contact was temporarily put on hold.

After more than half of the semester, Xiao Chenghao learned about what happened to Guan Lianyi's family from his former classmates.