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The night should also be divided into sunny and cloudy days. Tonight is cloudy, with large clouds colliding with the wind.Xin Wan sat on the back seat of the car with Qiuqiu in her arms, looked out the window, and made sure there was no moon tonight.Although the weather was cloudy, Xin Wan felt that she was in a sunny mood. Song Heng drove them, and after going to the hospital, they could go home and have supper.

Song Heng turned on the music radio station, and the song played was "24" by lanadelrey.

While teasing Qiuqiu, Xin Wan tried to keep Qiuqiu from sleeping at least, and at the same time looked at Song Heng calmly. The street lights shone mottledly on half of his side face, drawing out the lines of the side face, which looked very good-looking.

"It's all your fault," Xin Wan pinched Qiuqiu's paw and scolded it in a low voice, "I hurt someone else."

Qiuqiu patted his ear with his paw, and his warm and soft body was pressed against his bosom, completely unable to lose his temper.

The tree outside the car window backed up, Xin Wan didn't know the way, and felt that the car stopped after about ten minutes.Song Heng unlocked the car, and Xin Wan opened the door to look around.It's a street on Daosan Road, Song Heng held the car key in his hand: "Come."

"Brother, which one is the pet hospital?" Xin Wan ran to follow, "I didn't look at the signboard."

"On the second floor."

Between the shops and shops is a narrow staircase, cascading to the second floor.The overhead light was a bit dim, and Xin Wan had to lower her head to concentrate so as not to fall over. Fortunately, Qiuqiu was obediently in his arms and did not move around.

Song Heng in front of him stopped, leaned over to grab the ball into his arms, and stretched out his right hand toward him, "Look at the road."

Xin Wan grabbed his hand and followed him up.

Is that step really that long?Xin Wan only felt that after a long time, the heat of her wrist became time, as if soaked in her blood, her whole body felt a little hot.

On the second floor, Song Heng didn't let go of his wrist, and Xin Wan didn't remind him out of selfishness. Suddenly Song Heng stopped, put Qiuqiu on the ground, and the dog leash was hung on a peg on the side. Qiuqiu was fine. Spirited, lying on the ground lazily wagging its tail.

Xin Wan looked up dully, and saw the sign pasted on the door, with blue characters on a white background, and the six characters "Psychological Counseling Center" pierced into the field of vision.

It seemed that the blood all over her body had cooled down in an instant, Xin Wan took a step back in horror, but Song Heng clasped his wrist, Xin Wan looked up at him blankly: "It's not to go to the hospital for vaccination, but to see a doctor for Qiuqiu." What are you doing here?"

"Xin Wan," Song Heng said in a low voice, "go sit inside for a while, chat with that person, and I'll pick you up later."

Xin Wan said, "What do you mean?"

"You need to see a doctor, your mental state has not been good recently."

"Do you think I'm sick?"

"Nobody thinks you're sick."

Xin Wan's eyes were sore, as if he was trapped in a nightmare in the middle of the night, his heart was beating so fast that he couldn't breathe, he suddenly raised his volume, trying to break free with great force: "Then why did you send me here? !"

"Xin Wan!" Song Heng emphasized his tone.

Xin Wan said: "You tricked me into coming here, you obviously think I'm sick!"

"You are the same as those people in the hospital. They all think that I am sick! They all think that I should go to the hospital for treatment. It is best not to come out of the hospital! Where did I get sick? I don't have a fever or a broken bone. It doesn't hurt or itch. But why no one believes what I say?"

Xin Wan didn't want to think about anything anymore, and it didn't matter if she made trouble for no reason, that kind of grievance occupied all her thoughts, and she didn't have time to think about rational things.

Suddenly Song Heng pressed the back of his head, pressed him into his arms, and said in his ear, "Calm down."

Xin Wan struggled violently twice, and suddenly everything calmed down, as if she had lost her strength, and had no energy to struggle.

He knew that he couldn't control his emotions anymore, maybe it was plagued by nightmares in the past few days, with ups and downs of great joy and sorrow, so he could only let his emotions collapse, Xin Wan buried his head on Song Heng's chest, crying silently.

Xin Wan hugged him very tightly, making Song Heng's clothes wet with tears, "I don't want to go..."

"Before in the hospital, you said you wanted me to be treated properly. I thought you would come back to pick me up, but you didn't." Xin Wan's voice choked up, and she grabbed his clothes tightly, "I know you didn't want to take me away, if It's not that I climbed over the wall and went out to find you, and you left... I also know that you don't like me, don't want to care about me, don't want to care about me, but can you, don't want me because you think I'm sick..."

Xin Wan felt that there was an invisible ditch between him and Song Heng, which he couldn't cross, and Song Heng didn't intend to fill the gap. Xin Wan could only look at him, proving the existence through the figure in his vision, but if Song Heng turned and left, he had nothing to do.

The surroundings were very quiet, with sudden crying.

He kept hugging Song Heng, and after a long time, he suddenly heard Song Heng speak in a low voice.

Xin Wan thought it was her own illusion, Song Heng clasped his shoulders and pushed back lightly, looked into his red eyes, and repeated: "I didn't say I don't want you."

Hearing clearly this time, Xin Wan watched him take out a pack of tissues from his pocket with downcast eyes, wipe the corners of his eyes not very gently, pinched his nose again, and said, "Put a little harder."

Just now, the anger and unwillingness turned into embarrassment again, and Xin Wan's cheeks were very red.The tissue was thrown into the trash can, and Song Heng looked into his eyes and said, "Have you cried enough?"

Xin Wan lowered her eyes and shook her head, and said in a muffled voice, "Enough crying."

Song Heng could see his hair twirling, a small one with soft hair, and saw his tangled fingers, and said: "That time in the hospital, you were right, I really didn't want to take you away."

Xin Wan was stunned.

"I don't want to take you away, I don't want to control you, I don't want to be connected to you, you are right, I never tried to lie to you about this, and I never said to you 'I want to take you away' .”

Song Heng didn't say the phrase "If possible, I hope I won't see you in my life".

With such a calm and objective tone, Xin Wan almost wanted to cover his mouth to force him not to continue talking, but the emotions that had just calmed down were turbulent again, and there were transparent tears in his eyes.He lowered his head again, thinking: Probably he is really going to get rid of him——he brought it on himself.

Xin Wan was aggrieved, and felt so uncomfortable that she was about to die. She bit her lips tightly, tasted the smell of iron rust, but wanted to be decent. He just wanted to say "Got it" when he heard Song Heng say it again.

"But I'm not lying to you now."

Xin Wan looked up in a daze.

"I don't think you're sick, and I didn't lie to you. You need to take medicine and see a psychiatrist for your psychological condition." Song Heng slightly staggered his eyes, "I didn't lie to you when I said I would come to pick you up. "

Xin Wan failed to react in time: "Then why did you send me here..."

"What happened with the reporter before stimulated you too much, and you couldn't adjust it by yourself. Also, you have been sleeping poorly for the past few days, and your heartbeat is fast, which has problems with your mental state. If you go on for a long time, you will collapse."

He paused, looking into Xin Wan's eyes: "If possible, I still hope you are healthy."

If everything that happened tonight was a dream, it was also a dream on the plane.First it takes off, crashes into the clouds, and then falls thousands of miles from the sky.The disappointment of being cheated became an indescribable joy, Xin Wan sniffled: "Then you don't hate me now, do you?"

Song Heng didn't understand why he had to say so much to Xin Wan: "You don't hate seeing a doctor."

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Xin Wanxun looked over.

A man's voice came faintly from behind the "psychological counseling center": "Is the quarrel over? Can I come out?"

"..."

Song Heng is looking for an alumnus who majored in psychology in his university. His name is Shen You. He has a good personality and high emotional intelligence.The door was pushed open, and Shen You came out, waving at them, "I just heard that you were making a lot of noise, and I'm not ashamed to come out—good evening."

Song Heng gently pushed Xin Wan forward: "Let's talk to him."

Xin Wan pursed her lips, was forced to take a few steps forward, and looked sideways at him with red eyes: "Then I'll go, you're coming to pick me up."

Seeing that his resistance had subsided a bit, Song Heng breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay."

"You have to remember to get vaccinated and send Qiuqiu to the hospital."

"it is good."

Shen You smiled very affectionately, he took Xin Wan's shoulders and walked in, "Come on, the hot milk tea I poured for you inside is cold, let me make you another cup, okay?"

Song Heng said: "Please leave it to you, I'll go first."

Shen You nodded.

Song Heng untied the dog leash tied to the fire hydrant, led Qiuqiu to the stairs with his right hand, and suddenly heard footsteps running behind him. He staggered back and almost stepped on Qiuqiu's tail.

Xin Wan put her arms around his neck, her voice seemed to be close to her ears, warmly said, "Brother, thank you, really."

Being so close, I could smell the fabric softener on the clothes, a very light lavender scent, Song Heng paused, and said softly, "Go quickly."

Only then did Xin Wan let him go, her eyes were still red, but her eyes were bright and curved, "Then you have to pick me up early." She waved her hand again, "See you later."

The more undisguised the emotions, the easier it is to bring empathy, and the most straightforward is the most contagious.When Xin Wan smiled at him, Song Heng suddenly felt a flow like breaking ice.

He also said, "Okay, see you later."

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