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Song Heng sent Qiuqiu to a nearby pet hospital. He was sure he had a cold. After giving him an injection, he went to the city hospital to get a rabies vaccine.After tossing until it was close to ten o'clock, I went back to Daosan Road to pick up Xin Wan. Xin Wan's expression became obviously happy when he saw him, like a fawning puppy.

"Qiuqiu is in the car, you go to accompany it first," Song Heng said, "I will chat with Dr. Shen for a while."

Shen You watched Xin Wan's figure disappear at the top of the stairs, and then said: "He still has some feelings of resistance, and now it's just a preliminary communication, trying to make him let go of his guard against me. But the effect is still very good, he He is willing to tell me some superficial things, and even chatted with me about chasing stars."

Song Heng asked: "Chasing stars?"

"Yes, this kid is quite interesting,"

"He said he liked she very much before, and asked me if I had their album poster," Shen You laughed, "His amnesia is quite interesting, he can still remember things like chasing stars."

He was not interested in Xin Wan's pursuit of stars, so he listened to it scribbled, and then listened to Shen You's emotion: "I only saw the photos before, but now I finally saw the deity. What is your relationship with him now?"

"It doesn't matter," Song Heng leaned against the wall, lowering his eyes to look at the dust on the ground, "It was a little involved before, he didn't remember it, so there is no need to mention it again, and now it is his cousin for the time being."

Shen You looked at him: "Is he your ex-boyfriend?"

Facing the look in Song Heng's eyes, Shen You hurriedly waved his hands: "I guessed it! He doesn't remember, but you do remember anyway, the way you look at him is not right. And it can be seen that he has a strong sense of dependence on you , does he have a crush on you now?"

Song Heng wanted to laugh: "No, he is very repulsive to homosexuals now."

If you continue to inquire, you will always touch the boundary of privacy. "Speed" is the most important thing in a speech. Shen You closed the words, with a smile in the corner of his eyes: "Send him back later, spend a few days to get familiar with it, maybe Hypnosis will be used in the later stage, if you are free, you can go to the 'listening room' next to it to watch."

"Hypnosis?"

"Hypnosis can play a soothing, relaxing and suggestive effect [1]. When the body relaxes, you can try to use hypnosis to learn about the subconscious, even in the case of amnesia," Shen You said, "under special circumstances He's going to be emotional, and he probably will be after hypnosis. Maybe he'll settle down quicker if you're here."

It took Song Heng a long time to respond and said "Yes".

The next treatment is scheduled for Thursday, and Shen You instructed that the medicine must not be stopped.Xin Wan still resisted taking the medicine, and swallowed it reluctantly. Facts have proved that these medicines do have a supporting effect on the psychological state, and Xin Wan did not have any unreasonable nightmares that night.

The next night, Xin Wan ran to Song Heng's room holding the quilt and pillow as usual.

Song Heng didn't let him in, leaned against the door frame, and asked him, "Is your heart beating fast recently?"

"No more," Xin Wan replied obediently, looking at him brightly, "Brother, the doctor you found is really helpful!"

"Then go back to your room to sleep tonight," Song Heng said, "Have you taken your medicine tonight?"

Xin Wan nodded subconsciously and lowered her eyes: "Can't I sleep in your room anymore?"

"You can't sleep with me all the time, Xin Wan."

Xin Wan said, "Why not?"

After asking the words, Xin Wan realized that she was headstrong again. Maybe it was because Song Heng was too tolerant to him that he lacked fear. He pursed his lips and said, "It's okay, good night, brother."

Habits are really scary.Like a leech, it clings to the flesh and bones at any time, knowing that it is contaminated, but it is difficult to get rid of it. When it is pulled out, it will always bring blood, and it will not stop until it hurts.Xin Wan even complained about the box of medicine and the disappearing nightmare, but there was nothing she could do.

The door closed before him, and the lights dimmed.

Xin Wan slept in the bedroom by herself, and only heard her own breathing, only to realize that the light in this room was so poor that he couldn't see his fingers clearly due to the dense darkness.After tossing and turning until twelve o'clock, Xin Wan fell asleep.

On Thursday morning, Song Heng asked for leave from school for him and sent him to Shen You's place.

"I'll pick you up before class in the afternoon," Song Heng handed him a piece of milk candy, "Go."

Xin Wan was probably angry with him, and she didn't know why.But Song Heng handed him a piece of candy, and the breath dissipated, and the rich milk fragrance diffused between the lips and tongue, as if even the breath had a sweet taste.

As soon as he entered the consulting room, Shen You took him to look at the photos on the wall.

Three or four posters of she, full of old-fashioned style, ostentatious hairstyle, gorgeous makeup, and clothes that obviously don't match today's, Xin Wan looked at Shen You with a complicated expression: "Doctor Shen, are you chasing stars?" ?”

"Don't you like it?" Shen You, who tried his best to cater to the patient's preferences, pointed, "Didn't you say you like she very much?"

Xin Wan began to doubt her cognitive judgment, and responded vaguely: "I don't like it now, the likes of our young people are very superficial, and there is nothing that can keep a high degree of enthusiasm."

In fact, coming here is nothing more than a chat, and a light-hearted conversation will help to accept and open your heart.

Shen You asked him, "How was school?"

"Fortunately."

"Is there anyone you like? It's okay, you tell me secretly, I won't tell your brother."

Xin Wan blushed instantly, with a simple and childish look, she even stammered: "The school does not allow puppy love."

"Abiding by the rules?" Shen You joked, looking at him with his hands on his chin, "You don't need to be so observant of the school rules, in fact, as long as you don't delay your studies, it doesn't matter if you fall in love. Let me tell you, did your cousin ever fall in love at a young age? "

Xin Wan's eyes widened in surprise: "Really?"

Shen You didn't answer and asked instead: "What kind of person do you think he will fall in love with?"

Xin Wan pondered, imagining what kind of person Song Heng would like, or what kind of person would be worthy of his cousin, she lacked words in her mind, and said dryly: "A very good, gentle, and understanding person. "

While Xin Wan was thinking, Shen You kept looking at him calmly.Xin Wan did have a good-looking skin. Before that—two or three years ago, he had seen Xin Wan, but it was just a photo.

I saw that photo by chance, he and Song Heng were the only ones in the dormitory, no one else was there, Song Heng's wallet fell from the upper bunk, and the money in it spilled all over the floor, and the photo was caught in the smell of copper.

The photo is well protected, pasted with plastic film, and it looks like an art photo. It is on the red and green playground, with cumbersome cherry blossoms on the ground. The clean and bright boy is sitting under the tree and smiling at the camera. Two pears The vortex, petals are still falling on the white school uniform.

Song Heng is an economics major, and there are not enough dormitories, so he was assigned to their dormitory for applied psychology.Shen You wanted to take care of foreign professionals, but Song Heng seldom talked, always remained alone, and was also very indifferent to those who pursued him.

Shen You had no intention of prying through other people's secrets.He doesn't discriminate against homosexuality, but he was just surprised. He asked several times on the sidelines, but Song Heng kept it secret and kept silent.

At the end of the freshman semester, Song Heng was going to study abroad, Shen You went to see him off, and drank several cans of beer at a roadside barbecue stand.Song Heng's capacity for alcohol is very poor, he became confused after two drinks, maybe his eyes turned red because he thought of something sad, but he still didn't mention his relationship with the person in the photo.

But Shen You, he thought of the senior who dumped him last semester, became sad, hugged Song Heng and cried for a long time.

Although he was drunk, Shen You remembered very clearly that day when the wine bottle fell and the iron skewer fell on the oil-stained ground, the world was lonely and cold, what Song Heng comforted him was very similar to what Xin Wan just said.

He said: "Love is too huge, and there are too many people who want to stand on it and touch the ceiling of 'a lifetime'. Crowding around, falling down, and climbing up, no one can stand in love forever."

He was still laughing: "So it doesn't matter if you fall."

"Doctor Shen?" Seeing him in a daze, Xin Wan stretched out her hand and shook it. Then Shen You came to his senses and smiled at him, "I was just thinking about what to eat tonight, and I forgot about business." Shen You stood up and patted His shoulder, "Come, go and lie on the bed over there, and give you a test."

The author says:

[1]吴承红，75例个案催眠治疗的实证研究，扬州大学学报(高教研究版)，2008.12(3):38-41

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