midsummer night

In the winter when he and He Xiyuan were just together, Lu Chengfeng had never been so satisfied. At that time, he didn't care whether the other party became his partner, because he firmly believed that He Xiyuan's affection for him was far more than his own projection.

When he was young, he was too dull, unlike Omega who was talented, pure and enthusiastic. There were many Alphas in the school, but He Xiyuan only knew him, and got close to Lu Chengfeng based on intuition and instinct.

After going around for so many years, fortunately, fate treated him well, and finally He Xiyuan came to him on a cold spring morning.

Omega pheromones are shielded by wristbands and inhibitors, and you need to get very close to feel the slightest wisp. In the cold calculation and desire of pricing, he saw He Xiyuan at a glance.

In an instant, he felt that the other person's face and pheromones were a little familiar, so he couldn't help but stop and turn his head to look.Before he realized it, he had already started asking people around him for information about He Xiyuan.

For many years, he couldn't remember who that Omega was, and he couldn't even remember the other party's name.Occasionally, after thinking about it for a few years, if I have not found a suitable partner at a certain age, I will look for the Omega with a high degree of compatibility back then.

But what if you find it?The other party probably already has a partner and children, so he only thinks about it occasionally and forgets about it.

When they meet again in the spring, time goes back and reunites, and he happily confirms repeatedly in his heart: it is him, the Omega back then is him, and he looks very good-looking when he grows up.

It was so hard to find him, how could he let go.

Knowing that He Xiyuan was pregnant with an immature embryo, Lu Chengfeng seemed to have found a puzzle piece that had been lost for many years, and saw clearly the wooden house, orange tree and garden that he had been looking for all his life.

Trembling, he wanted to take Omega home carefully, and give him anything, as long as he could stay by his side, surrounded by the smell of midsummer fruit.

When He Xiyuan left alone, she was pregnant with an unknown and unformed embryo.That embryo might grow into a child, and if anything happened, both his omega and the child would disappear from his life.

Lu Chengfeng kept thinking about what he had missed in the past weeks, months, and the past ten years.On the way from Beidu to Fenggang, he hardly rested, even if he closed his eyes, he would wake up soon.

Like a sudden rainstorm on a summer night in his childhood, he was awakened by thunder and lightning in a strong, spacious and dry room in the manor.

Standing barefoot in front of the window at night, watching the rain pour down from the top of the head in a large stream along the huge floor-to-ceiling glass windows.He couldn't see clearly in the dark, but he was terrified in his heart.As soon as I got up in the morning, I went to the yard outside the house to see the thin mango trees planted in spring. The green fruits fell into the soil, and the mangoes didn't even grow in shape, and they rotted with the aroma of the whole summer.

Another example is that when I returned to Europe one summer, I found that the cat that accompanied me when I was a child was gone, and there was a round tombstone in the back garden.Grandma told him that one day in the late spring of that year, the cat lay still in the yard in the sun, and no one had the heart to tell him.

He was very sad when he was young. After a few days, the housekeeper asked him if he was going to buy a new cat of the same breed.He replied without thinking: "Okay."

When I planted a mango tree when I was young, the tree can still be replanted when it encounters a heavy rain; the cat is dead, and a new one can always be bought or adopted.But Omega is different from children, if lost, it will be lost forever.

He wants to live with He Xiyuan, the child belongs to Omega, he doesn't care about the title of the nominal father.He obtained resources and property from his father, but because of his father, he was separated from his mother and grandmother by an invisible veil.

His younger sister, Leya, was much luckier. Perhaps Zhu Yannian believed that only Leya was his real child, who inherited her mother's surname and similar pheromones. Her birth was the result of her own choice.

Who Leia's father is, or whether Leia has a father, is unimportant to the parties involved.Only outsiders, most of them Alpha and his own father, Lu Qian, could still not believe that Zhu Yannian had a child with his Beta partner after all these years.Although they did not live together in the end, Leiya and Zhu Yannian had gotten rid of their husband and father, and they were free.

During that long phone call, He Xiyuan whispered to him that he wanted to be free.

What is the freedom that Omega wants?If He Xiyuan is willing to stay by his side, he is willing to give him everything.But what if staying with oneself is not freedom?

He stayed awake all night after He Xiyuan left, trying to recall what He Xiyuan looked like when he was young in the faint starlight.

That year, the lower grade Omega slowly walked out of the campus gate in the dusk of the evening. He sat in the car and looked out the window without saying a word.

The driver asked him: "That boy seems to be looking at you, is he a classmate?"

He replied in a cold tone: "I don't know, let's go."

Omega ran to his class between classes and took a stack of plans, standing beside him and talking in a low voice.Even with Yan Xun sneering and sarcastic, he still kept his hands by his side, not daring to have body or eye contact with Lu Chengfeng.

He was respectful and nervous, panting intermittently as he ran up the three floors, trying to keep his tone steady.

He Xiyuan always thinks that no one will know if he likes it if he doesn't say it, but in fact everyone knows it.Everyone included Lu Chengfeng.

A few people heard Yan Xun talk about He Xiyuan's secret love for him, so they made jokes about Omega, but no one dared to laugh at Lu Chengfeng.So much so that later when he recalled these old memories, he felt that he was actually the most ridiculous person.

In those dreams that occasionally flashed through memories, when I was young, I opened the car door, brought Omega into the car, drove him home for dinner, and said to the driver: "This is my classmate and the person I like. "

Facing the ridicule of his companions in his dream, he stretched out his hand to hold He Xiyuan's hand on the side of his body that was stuck to his school uniform pants, looked into his eyes and said, "You don't have to come to see me every day, I like you too."

He would take a photo with Omega when he graduated from high school, let Omega go to the same school as him in college, or visit him at his school every week.When they were studying in college, they could have sex on weekend nights, and Omega's suppressor could have been removed a few years earlier. Maybe with him by his side, Omega didn't need a suppressor at all.

He is a few years older than He Xiyuan, and he can take Omega to pursue the life he wants. During those ten years, Omega should have stayed by his side peacefully, as a partner and as a friend.

He can introduce He Xiyuan to all the people around him and protect him. No one dares to disrespect him, let alone conspire against him.

He only asked Jianling's management for Omega's name and work experience, and someone sent He Xiyuan's resume and transcript to him.

It is not him that most people please, but the resources and power he represents.If another Alpha was interested in He Xiyuan, He Xiyuan's company and boss would still betray him.

Lu Chengfeng had He Xiyuan's information very early on, from his resume to his medical records, all the evidence convinced him that no Alpha could win He Xiyuan away from him.

From the reunion at the workplace, to the provision of housing along the way, to the precise stepping on the estrus and starting to live together with him, everything went extremely smoothly.

He Xiyuan probably knew about it a long time ago, and he was ready to go. Even though they slept in the same bed at night, they never planned to tell him that they were pregnant.

No wonder He Xiyuan is so clear about the hidden and unspoken purpose. Omega has lived in an environment that robs him of his freedom all his life.He Xiyuan looks at the crowd in a similar way to investment targets, with a calm and thorough look, and occasionally even a hint of happy ridicule.

They separated almost as soon as they fell in love. Even though they never made their relationship public, everyone's jealousy, jealousy, fear, inferiority complex and crazy revenge were all poured on his unprotected Omega.

From school days to adulthood, I always retreated completely, leaving Omega to chase after me, ridiculed by everyone, and maliciously slandered.The evil of human nature has no bottom line, it is the endless abyss of the deep sea, in which ancient beasts lurk, and will come ashore at any time to bite Omega and drag it into the bottom of the sea.

He was ambiguous, so He Xiyuan was silent and calm.Fame is the archway, He Xiyuan doesn't like it.Feelings are extravagant thoughts, so He Xiyuan let himself not think about them.

Lu Chengfeng realized later that Omega was ready to leave from the first day he was by his side.But he foolishly tested the bottom line of Omega with the people around him.

For Lu Chengfeng, He Xiyuan never set a bottom line.When he couldn't bear it, he left quietly, taking an embryo with an unknown survival rate, and withdrawing from the life he didn't plan to live in for a long time.

Take nothing away and leave nothing behind.

He Xiyuan was lying on the bed in the hotel, and hadn't taken his medicine after noon.He thought that his body probably didn't need to wait until the third day, maybe it would respond on the first or second day.

There were unread messages and notifications of bank transfers for overseas consumption on the phone, but he didn't click on any of them.He was only hungry, he didn't have much food with him, and he needed to go out to eat in the evening.

He opened the door with a very soft voice. He stood at the door and took a look, but there was no one in the corridor.The hotel is not particularly luxurious. When you get off the elevator, you will hear music and laughter.

He was walking on the dark red carpet that looked a bit perfunctory, and looked up to see the familiar butler.

He Xiyuan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated a little, and then calmed down. He was not surprised that the housekeeper was here.

Two pills are in his pocket, ready to take at any time.He admits he wasn't quite ready, and while the decision to leave Beidu and terminate the pregnancy was almost intuitively quick, the final step was overwhelmingly difficult.

Lu Chengfeng's phone call didn't put any extra pressure on him, but the love he said did.

Nothing is more tempting than love, nothing can make him more terrified than love.He Xiyuan repeatedly asked himself what else the other party wanted, whether Lu Chengfeng's words were credible, and whether he wanted to gamble his future and the rest of his life.

But in the end he thought that he couldn't afford to gamble, the last step must be taken after all, even though he was burdened with many broken and beautiful pictures, such as a child who looked like him and Lu Chengfeng.

Everything is too painful. There are many kinds of physical pain that can be tolerated, but they will pass after all. The psychological pain is like a tide that will drown him.

Although he had decided to terminate the pregnancy before taking the medicine, he had not done anything to harm the embryo.

He took two steps forward, and then saw a familiar figure standing up on the sofa at the other end of the hotel lobby.

Besides the butler, Lu Chengfeng was also there.