Do not love me

"Tezuka, help me bring that round plate here."

In the kitchen, two people were busy fighting.Because Tezuka is going to the United States to participate in the US Open in two days, Yui Asakami wants to prepare a table of delicious food for him to practice.Only then have today's busy struggle.

Tezuka was by her side all the time when she moved to Karuizawa for half a month. Of course, apart from Tezuka, she just went to sit next door, but most of them were only once or twice when Tezuka went home, and the rest The time is also ordinary.She cooks and he practices tennis.Occasionally go out for a walk, the two look like a couple who have been in love for a long time.

Qiangami Weiai really likes such a peaceful and happy life.However, she also knows that she can't be too selfish, Tezuka has his own dreams and what he wants.It is impossible to destroy everything because of her appearance.If she loves him, she can't be his stumbling block.Therefore, she will know how to send her away with a smile, and will also know how to show him the smile that only belongs to him when he comes back.

According to her words, Tezuka took the square plate next to her and handed it to the busy people.He looked at her thoughtfully for a long time.

Yui Asakami, who was so busy that his cheeks were sweating, took the plate handed over by Tezuka casually, and sighed helplessly when he saw the square porcelain plate in a daze.After turning off the fire, she turned around angrily, just in time for Tezuka to peep into her brown eyes.

The little anger that was originally suppressed in my heart was also swept away...

Pursing her lips, she looked up at him with a smile.Try not to let him see the reluctance in his eyes.

"Tezuka, I think you are used to it in the United States, right? Aren't you used to my Chinese food now?"

So, don't worry her.Just happily eat the dinner she made.

Seeing his clear eyes, Qiangami Weiai has no confidence to be angry.When she met him, she was destined to be the one she didn't pretend to be.No longer indifferent, no longer emotionless.However, there are always sufferings that cannot be said.

"You... alone..." Is it okay to be alone in this place?Does he want to participate?If he wanted to ask her this way, and he knew the answer, if he couldn't ask it, she would not let herself do it either.Even though it was only a few days, since he was in Karuizawa, he has never been away for so long, has he?I'm afraid that something will happen to her, and there is no one she can trust.

"It's okay, Tezuka, when you're not around... Am I not alone?" How could he let her be a stumbling block that she didn't want to do?Something she avoided so much...

"..."

I don't like her talking about the days when he wasn't with him, and Tezuka would be silent when he heard her talk about the days when he was worried about her, because he wasn't sure what to say in those days when he wasn't involved.It seems that you can say anything, but you can't always find room to intervene.I often hear her talking on the phone to the little girl named Sanada Zhiai about things he never knew, so he can sit by and listen.I can't get in a word.He didn't like the way the child was crying and acting like a baby to her, because he was always not sure if the child was still alive and wanted her to be his aunt.

Becoming childish, Tezuka felt that he had become childish and insecure.

Is this what love is about?Always ask yourself this question.

The answer he got was no. He always knew that it was just his own uncertainty.She is by my side, but always misty and far away.He couldn't grasp the slightest remnant.So, he started to get scared.Afraid that she would eventually leave.

Are you thinking too much?

Every time he thought of this, he stopped, preventing himself from thinking about it.And they are always escaping their many knots that have not been untied...

"If you don't worry about me, can I carry my mobile phone with me every day? Don't go out except for shopping, okay? Also, I will take good care of myself. Tezuka must also win the championship and come back soon."

Open your eyes wide and look at the expressionless but obviously thinking face.Yui Asakami hoped to get an affirmative answer from Tezuka.

After a long time, I finally saw Tezuka nodding his head lightly, and Yui Asakami happily turned around to continue preparing the food,

You should let it go, what will you do when you are often away in the future?Fool... What a fool, to spend such a little time worrying.

The corners of his mouth parted a bit as if mocking himself, and Tezuka secretly re-examined Yui Asakami who was busy and enjoying himself.

If he is a champion, he will definitely work hard.Therefore, "Don't be careless about shallow things."

It was his favorite sentence again.Qiangami Weiai couldn't help but smile slightly, and nodded fiercely.

"Well, I waited carelessly for you to come back." Touching her nose, Yui Ai Qiangami felt a little funny, like the scene where the tennis team was being lectured by the ice director.

Seeing her rare naughty look, Tezuka smiled softly.Rubbing her hair and pamperingly scratching the bridge of her nose.

Skillful as if this intimate action has been done thousands of times.

Qianshang lowered her face red like an apple, Qianshang felt ashamed and wanted to dig a hole in the ground.They hadn't had such an intimate action since they woke up together in the same bed that time.At that time, she was not sober, but this time she was extremely sober. She was really struggling with how to deal with Tezuka's serious poker expression.

Although I was very entangled and worried about whether it would be better without him for a few days in the days when I was used to him, Qianshang Weiai was happy at this time.Smile, also from the heart.

She reached out and wrapped her arms around Tezuka's waist, she liked to taste him so closely.

I really want to say it out loud, she is very happy.However, the food being prepared in the kitchen couldn't help her to do so.After only lightly touching him for such a short time, Qiangami Weiai jumped out of his arms as if startled, and ran into the kitchen.

Shaking his head and laughing.Tezuka let her be surprised today, wanting to pamper her like this.

Little happiness... even a subtle and imperceptible movement is already full of sweetness.So, now Tezuka's heart has been sweetly drowned in the deep pool.So poisoned that even the smile is not his own.

After the sumptuous dinner, the two of them did not go back to their respective rooms to do their own things as before, but sat on the sofa in the living room and watched TV together in a tacit understanding.Of course, the only people watching the TV would be five-month-old pregnant women, and Tezuka was just a foil.I don't really like Korean dramas where I cried to death, but Tezuka miraculously accompanied her to watch a movie.When the pointer on the wall pointed to midnight, the movie ended, but Yui Asakami had already fallen asleep on Tezuka's lap.She also doesn't like these Korean dramas with little content, and the reason for asking Tezuka to watch with her is just to let him spend more time with her.How could I know that I would fall asleep at this moment in such disappointment?After waking up, Qiangami Weiai blamed herself very annoyedly.However, this is another story.

In fact, I have already felt the weight on my legs increase.But seeing her sleeping so soundly on his lap, Tezuka didn't have the heart to disturb her.It wasn't until the movie was over that he carefully carried her to the bed.Cover her with a quilt, kiss her forehead as usual, and leave without noticing anything strange.

In fact, he was awake all the time.Just don't want to wake up.

After Tezuka left, the person on the bed slowly opened his eyes, watching the traces of his departure.This moment is no longer sad.This back is different from before, it is happiness.Although, it is only a short-lived happiness...

Not wanting the time to pass too fast, not wanting that the next second would be the day when he went to America, Qiangami Weiai kept staring at the clock on the wall with wide eyes, hoping that it would go slower... Although it is unreasonable, but it is Asakami is the only final expectation.It doesn't refer to the present... Even, their future...the future without a future, she prayed deeply.

Time is always merciless.Leaving is always inevitable.

Before dawn, Tezuka had already quietly left in fear of disturbing her.If he wanted to rush back to Tokyo, he should be afraid that she would have to make him some breakfast, so he chose to leave without saying goodbye.

She has already done well for him what needs to be explained and what to worry about, and he has never even said a word of worry.

She is always like this, so sensible that it makes people feel distressed...

On the train, the already dawned sky was still part of Chao Lulu, making people feel depressed involuntarily.Tezuka raised his transparent glasses with his fingers, his face was always expressionless, but his beautiful eyes had already betrayed his calm aura.For the US Open finals schedule, Asakami was the only one who was inconvenient, which made him restless.

I had to drink water desperately trying to cover up those panics.

It's just that in a place not far away from Tokyo, he remembered the matter of his mother getting him engaged to Sanada Azusa.It seems that there are still busy in the future.

That was a troublesome battle.I wanted to confess to my family...but every time my mother was busy and excited, I stopped talking.He doesn't even have the ability to say no.

Sigh deeply, the number of sighs has increased recently.Smiles also increased.I don't know...whether it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Secretly whispered, hoping to be happy.

He no longer has the ability to bear what is not part of happiness, and I hope God will not treat him too badly.Now his heart has been raised and filled with honey.I can no longer find a place to hold bitterness...