Do not love me

Finally once again have the courage to set foot on this piece of land.Qian Shangwei was so nervous that he didn't know when he clasped his sweaty palms tremblingly.

Familiar buildings, familiar storefronts, even the faces of unfamiliar pedestrians become familiar at this time.

After a long absence, she never loved Tokyo.It's different, Tokyo hasn't changed, only she has changed.

Caress her belly, her baby will still remember this land.

It was a place that couldn't contain it but was so wide that there were empty spaces everywhere.

The palms were tightened and loosened, repeated several times in a row.Qiangami Yuai seemed to have made some major determination, gritted his teeth and walked towards the unknown place.

After turning a few cars and asking many people, I was really unfamiliar with Tokyo, and I finally stopped my busy pace after going around several times.

Standing on an unfamiliar sidewalk, looking up, there are all houses that should appear in memory.He took out the note full of words from his clothes bag.The location of Tezuka... finally got the chance to see it.

Concealing his excitement, his lower lip has already turned purple.I don't know if it's because I'm sick and haven't recovered yet or because I'm too nervous, Qiangami Yuai looked at the surname on the house number that appeared more than a hundred times in dreams.A burst of millet.

Would it be too abrupt to knock on the door like this... probably.After all, this kind of me...can't help but look at the protruding belly with concern again.

In the moment of ecstasy, there was a faint knocking sound from the door of the room.It sounded like someone was going out.

It was Tezuka... Tezuka's voice, the voice that she had been worrying about in her dreams so many times.But at this moment, in this kind of place, she lost the courage to wait for him to appear in front of her, and even more lost the words of standing in front of his family, standing in front of him and saying that she loves him and let them work hard together.

Cowardly, she fled as quickly as a guilty conscience.Inexplicably, as if he had done something bad, he didn't have the courage to hide behind the invisible wall.

But again and again he beat his forehead angrily and despised his cowardice in places where he might really not be able to see.

Saying goodbye to Elder Tezuka politely, Azusa Sanada reached out to hold Tezuka's arm affectionately at the moment the door closed.

"Guoguang, let's go to Chinatown to have a look, I've always liked the things there."

"Yeah." Still the same, the answer without any interest overflowed from Tezuka's tightly closed mouth.

In the air... the faint scent of jasmine tea made Tezuka hesitate in his steps.

"what happened?"

The unusual behavior caught the attention of Azusa Sanada.Following the position where Tezuka looked back, Sanada Azusa followed suit.Empty... nothing.

Shaking his head, it turns out that longing can make people have hallucinations and redundant thoughts.

He didn't speak, he didn't explain anything to the girl who was holding his arm intimately in front of him, shook his head, and easily withdrew his hand.walk forward.

Blinking her eyes suspiciously, Azusa Sanada couldn't help feeling a little disappointed, but she was in a good mood and wouldn't be disturbed by such a small matter.

So he kept smiling: "Guoguang, wait for me."

Looking at the back of the girl going away.Qianshang Weiai stepped out of the black shadow, and the crystals flickered faintly in the light, crumbling.

That girl... She knew her, she was Yui Asakami's classmate.

That girl... she took his hand very affectionately.

That girl...she also called him Guoguang...

Are you thinking too much?Ask yourself this question desperately.Asakami Yui wiped away tears like a lunatic, trying to hide the fact that she had shed tears.Exhausted strength, with the fastest speed.Still can't resist the speed of tears falling.In the end, I have to admit that my tears are really worthless.Absolutely mention, there is no limit to drop.After the end, the only thing that can be proved is that she also began to become restless.She will also cry, be jealous, and jealous for someone she loves, just like the women she despises.Even... guessing with disgusting thoughts...

I'm sorry, Guoguang, I shouldn't have assumed certain things without believing you.

This time, she got it right.Not confused, not helpless and foolishly escaped.She wants to believe, and she should believe in Tezuka.So, she suppressed her sourness and desperately found many excuses to stabilize the girl's identity.

So... She tugged on her sleeves and covered her eyes.don't let it go on...

They get in the car, she also rides in the car, they walk, she also follows behind but can't find her way to keep up, she pulls on Tezuka's sleeve and calls him to stop.Entering the store, she stood guard outside.In the glass window, the way two people choose things makes people have to misunderstand them as a couple.Outside the glass window, she wandered erratically, looking like a poor vagabond who lost her soul.

Several pedestrians couldn't help but stop and stare at her.

I can't stand those sympathetic eyes, but what hurts my heart is the intimacy between Tezuka and that girl.

Enough is enough, she doesn't need to identify anything anymore.Even if it's not that kind of relationship...it doesn't matter anymore.She saw him, he was doing well...she had nothing to ask for.Sanada Azusa is more suitable for the Tezuka family than her... And she, who was so proud before, would become so humble for such meaningless feelings.

The only one in the shallows... Are you still the incomparable only one in the shallows?

Who in this world really cares?

She, Asakami Yui, cares about Tezuka Kunimitsu, in the future... can she really take her as her life?What happened in the future... who knows?She was originally a selfish person.Now there is no need to pretend to be generous, obviously falling in love with someone is already the last thing in the world... Now she has to take other people's children to find the person she didn't fall in love with, it has nothing to do with her sadness suddenly feel that they are really stupid.The degree of cheekiness is already extreme.

Desperately convinced himself that Tezuka was a bad person, the one who abandoned her.That's how she gets better.

The heart was torn apart.

One by one, it's so fragmented...it can't be glued together with super glue.

let's go.This place is destined not to accommodate such a dirty you.Her heart was talking to herself, so she obediently followed her heart's arrangement.

Turning around, throwing the couple of golden boys and jade girls out of their minds.

Is it too cold this winter?Wrap yourself tightly, the cold wind is still biting... shivering...

Look up and look up at the pure sky.Inexplicably clean...inexplicably good weather...bad, it's just her alone.Tears fell as expected.Those tears mixed with too much sadness and too much debris are as clear as water.

These are the tears that mark the beginning and end of this love affair.She decided not to love anyone anymore, and it will be very hard after falling in love.One time of that kind of pain is enough, one time of that kind of humbleness is enough, one time of that kind of irrational confusion is enough.

Tired, Qianshang Weiai just needs to be Qianshang Weiai, although it is ruthless and selfish, but at least it will not be so pitiful.

Sucking on her red nose, Qiangami Weiai hugged herself tightly, and took small steps to run counter to the warm scene that had nothing to do with her.

To be away from... the hurt, the heartache, it is in this moment that the alienation begins and never ends.

Destiny...arranged too unhappily and dramatically.On the long sidewalk, she could hear a familiar but almost forgotten voice calling... her name.

He shook his head with a wry smile, probably because he was too tired and had hallucinations.

Yes, I was too tired and had hallucinations.

"Wei Ai..." But in the next second, the familiar voice was getting closer and closer to him.With a little haste and a little bit of disbelief.

Forced to raise his head, before Hei Hei had time to see the person coming, his body was already hugged tightly.

... "Yesterday also..." Is that you?It's also yesterday.

"Well, it's me, Wei Ai... where have you been? I've been looking for you... I'm so worried about you." I thought that when I saw this girl who left without saying goodbye again, I would be very angry and reprimanded her. Yes, but she didn't... because she was so happy, and her heart trembled because of the tension, seeing her bleak figure look so thin and depressed in the wind.No more complaints can be said.

Smiling lightly, Qiangami Weiai raised his tear-free face to look at his old friend.

She couldn't answer Zhe Shuyue's question, so she used a smile to cover it up.At least, she made her feel like she was having a good time.

The strange feeling and the bulge on his body made Zhe Shu come back to his senses and hurriedly push Qianshang Weiai away.With widened eyes, she looked incredulously at Asakami Yuiai's face that was obviously tear-stained but smiled forcefully.

"This...what's the matter?"

I once imagined all kinds of reasons why Qianshang Weiai suddenly dropped out of school, but I never thought that it would be like this.

A child, inexplicably, a child of unknown origin.

Oh, no, God, she said it wrong, not a child who didn't know where it was from, it's just that the mother of this child could hide it, she didn't tell her who the child belonged to.What the hell happened.

Facing the question of Shu Yaoye, Qiangami Weiai has kept quiet.She knew that if she hadn't asked, she wouldn't have forced her to ask her yesterday.

She might be afraid of hurting herself.

However, I didn't know yesterday that this child is not just the source of her heartache and miserable world, but also the continuation of her own life.The only hope.

Therefore, her eyes looking at yesterday were full of begging.I beg her best friend, the only person in the world who understands her, not to discriminate against this child, nor hold any contempt.

Since she is the person who understands her best, of course, Zhe Shu will also be a good friend of duty.She doesn't ask, she doesn't wear colored glasses, she only worries about her good friends blindly.