The sun is coming

The rain was still not heavy, and it was falling patter, but it made this summer night extraordinarily cold.Lin Feng came over and sat up, tremblingly said: "We won't freeze here overnight."

"No." Su Shangzhe squinted his eyes and looked around hard, looking up from the bottom, only to find that the steep slope is very steep, and it is not easy to climb up like this.

"Shall we continue to slide down?"

"You don't want to die! If there is a landslide, you won't even have to dig a grave."

Lin Feng was frustrated, "What should we do now?"

Shang Zhe didn't know what to do.Standing up and dragging the small tree to climb up, the rock under my feet was too slippery, and my knee hurt when it hit the rock wall.

"Stop climbing, what if you really fall?"

Su Shangzhe tried it a few times, but the palms of his hands were bloodied by the tiny branches, so he had to give up in the end.

"It's okay, let's chat, it will be dawn in a blink of an eye, and someone will find it."

Su Shangzhe sighed and had to sit down.Lin Feng searched for himself for a long time, took out a box of matches, took out one to light and held it with his hands, when the light was almost exhausted, he sighed and said, "Do we look like a little match girl?"

Su Shangzhe snatched the matchbox away with one palm, wanting to start a fire, but found it was gone after touching it for a long time!there is none left!

"The last one." Lin Feng said.

Su Shangzhe heard the sound of his teeth rubbing together, creaking.

"Anyway, a match is full of water, and we can't light a fire."

This seems to be the truth, Su Shangzhe puffed up his cheeks and relieved himself.

There was the sound of an animal coming over, but it was far away and I couldn't hear it clearly.They knew in their hearts that there might really be wolves in this mountain.Even if there were no wolves, a wild dog and a poisonous snake would be enough for them.

The two of them were silent for a long time, so long that it seemed that it would be dawn in the next moment, Lin Feng said suddenly: "If we died tomorrow, what would you regret most?"

Seeing that Su Shangzhe didn't speak, Lin Feng said to himself: "My biggest regret is that I don't have a decent life for that person to see. His wife, later wife, pointed at my nose and said I was shameless, saying that I am so shameless. This kind of person is about to go out and get hit by a car."

Lin Feng spoke slowly, as if talking about other people's affairs.

"He's standing next to him, and he's still acting like he's defending his wife, but it's time for him to be affectionate." Lin Feng's voice became hoarse, "If it wasn't for her being a pregnant woman, I'd fucking do it, really! At that time, I thought, let’s fight and let his son be buried with him. But looking at his eyes, I feel that it’s not worth it. Those eyes, it’s like I’m garbage crawling out of the trash can. Heh.”

Lin Feng let out a long breath, "Although my parents hate me, they still let me go home when I didn't go out. They are not even passers-by, so why waste their lives?"

"What about you? When I scrolled down just now, I found that there was no one in my mind, only myself. What a failure. What about you?"

"Me?" Su Shangzhe put his chin on his knees, and said slowly: "Actually, I have no regrets. No, I regret that I haven't had time to honor my parents and grandpa. And my brother and sister, they are very good to me."

"I know you are happy. You don't take the initiative to make friends with others, but you never make people feel that you are lonely. I am the only one in my family, the only child. My father almost beat me to death when he knew about my problem. If it weren't for me Mom stopped me... I grew up, the first time I was beaten, I couldn't get out of bed for a few days. The relatives in the family were all bastards, and they encouraged my parents to send me to a mental hospital. Later I said, Mom, I Listen to your words and go back to the exams. A good school will make you look good, but if I pass the exam, you don’t care about me anymore. I will earn the tuition myself, even if I sell blood. If you still can’t stand my problem, think Regret that you gave birth to me, and act as if you never gave birth to me."

"They agreed?"

"My dad asked me to jump from upstairs, the windows were all open, and he pushed me to jump, but I didn't jump. I lived in school later, and no one wanted to share a dormitory with me. I lived by myself. My mother gave me money Gritting his teeth and taking the exam, he came out."

Lin Feng's face was wet, drops of water dripped down his chin and disappeared on his clothes.Shang Zhe suddenly felt that he was so lucky, lucky enough to have such a good family and such good classmates."Your mother still loves you," he said.

"Heh." Lin Feng gave a short laugh, not knowing whether to laugh at himself or at Shang Zhe's words.

Su Shangzhe didn't know how to comfort Lin Feng who was dripping with rain and tears. He always thought that Lin Feng was a heartless person who was extremely happy every day, but what he experienced was something he couldn't even imagine.I don't know how long these words have been pressed in his heart, and I don't know how long he has waited for someone to listen to him with peace of mind.

With a "chuck", Lin Feng sucked back his snot and asked, "What's the matter with you and Big Brother Yuan?"

"You're still so [-] at this time."

"That's my nature." Lin Feng blew his nose aside, wiped the snot on the stone beside him, and even wiped his pants at the end.After wiping his hands clean, he said in a low voice: "How unfair, I think it's hard to meet a companion. It's heart-wrenching, but you are good. He sent me away just because he likes women."

"Aren't you afraid?"

"What do I have to be afraid of? What's wrong with me like this? No one is in the way, and no one is threatened. Anyone who wants to make a fuss about my problem is just a dog meddling with a mouse."

In fact, Lin Feng was a little skeptical the first day he saw Su Shangzhe, he looked at another man's eyes rather than his appearance.When Yuan Dajun helped Su Shangzhe move things, Su Shangzhe's eyes were full of honey, so sweet and rich.When Yuan Dajun jumped up to make his bed and help him put his things away, his eyes were full of love and passion again.Lin Feng himself once had such eyes, that man was once a god in his heart.He looked up to him, thinking that he was everything to him, and he taught him to know himself, but in the end he destroyed the dream he had built.

Not everyone can enjoy loneliness safely, at least Lin Feng can't.He kept trying to find a friend who could speak his mind, but he couldn't find it.It is very troublesome for women to get close, and it is even more troublesome for men to get close.Su Shangzhe is good, less talkative, and like him, he also likes men.

Lin Feng's action of blowing his nose just now was too bold and unrestrained. Su Shangzhe knew that he was unrestrained, but he didn't expect to be so unrestrained.Wrinkling his forehead, he couldn't help but say, "Your snot..."

"Are you hungry?" Lin Feng's tone was innocent enough to die.Both of them held their breath after speaking, and burst into bursts of laughter at the same time.

Lin Feng fell down with a smile, and muttered: "My God, how can I be so talented! A genius, a genius!"

Su Shangzhe's head was full of black lines.

"Why did you quarrel?" Laughing still couldn't stop Lin Feng's curiosity.

"I liked him very much before. Later, when I met the police in our city and arrested those people, I gradually realized that I might be the same. I like him, but he likes women. I couldn't hold back that day and kissed him."

"And then?" Lin Feng couldn't help asking while sucking his nose.

"Then, he ran away with Zhang Dong on his shoulders. He ran away in fright."

Lin Feng laughed loudly, "If I absolutely won't let him go, I must make it clear. Haha, you don't look like an active person. But it's conceivable that Brother Yuan was scared away, ah ha ha ha."

"Have you laughed enough?"

"No, hahaha, Xiaoxiao is really warm."

"..." Su Shangzhe was quite speechless, "What about you?"

"If it's someone like Brother Yuan, I'll definitely chase after him with all my might. If I catch up with him, I'll earn it. If I can't catch up, let's talk about it."

"What if he hates you?"

Lin Feng thought for a while and said: "No. I think so, maybe Brother Yuan likes you too, you see, I send you things every month, and I don't shy away from touching you. At that time, I went back to high school to resume classes. Good friends see me as far as they see a virus. There is also a pervert saying that I covet his beauty. Damn, I can’t think about the pimples on his face. Thinking of it makes me short. Lazy toad They all think of themselves as male swans."

Su Shangzhe couldn't think of what happened to Lin Feng after his sexuality was made public, but it must be difficult.

"I'm telling you, there are a lot of small zeros in the army. Don't start too late and be snatched away by others. You will regret it later." Lin Feng's nose was running, he kept wiping his hands, and he didn't forget to give advice .

"?"

"But Shang Zhe, why do you say Brother Yuan likes girls?"

"I talked about my girlfriend when I was in elementary school."

"Elementary school? Yes! Did they kiss?"

Su Shangzhe looked away, "No, just... hold hands."

"and after."

"Let's let it go, and later, he will go to serve as a soldier."

"Maybe he's a double."

"?"

Seeing that Su Shangzhe remained silent for a long time, Lin Feng took the initiative to say: "You don't know what is one, what is zero, and what is double? Come, come, brother, I will popularize it for you."

A few minutes later, a scream came out, accompanied by the sound of begging for mercy, "Finger folded, I was wrong la la la la!"

The villagers who were looking for people outside searched for the sound and shouted from a distance: "Let's come down from above!" (They fell from above)

Yao Yuan led his classmates forward with torches, and Su Shangzhe shouted from below: "Be careful, there is a hill ahead."

It is not the first time for the villagers to look for people. Even simple stretchers are carried up, and everyone is covered with woven bags or plastic cloth hair coverings.The two were pulled up, and Lin Feng grinned and asked, "Did Er Hei find it?"

"At home. If Qin Niu hadn't gone back to find someone, you would have stayed in the mountains all night?" Yao Yuan gave Su Shangzhe a torch so that he could soak up the heat.

Erhei stood dejectedly at the end of the mountain road, and when he saw the two of them walking out dirty, tears fell first.

"I will bleed cat urine, and I will clean you up after a haha." (I will cry, and I will clean you up later)

Su Shangzhe walked over and dragged Erhei down the mountain, persuading Erhei's family members not to embarrass him all the way home, and the two of them were fine.

It was past ten o'clock when we went back, Lin Feng limped to the kitchen to find something to eat, and boiled water for cleaning.He was a little annoyed, he was just teaching Su Shangzhe some knowledge about men, and he almost let his finger fall off when the glove twitched and moved.He finally understood that Su Shangzhe's heart was dark.Hiss, it's dark.

It rained for three consecutive days, the laundry was not dry, and the clothes on his body were damp, and Su Shangzhe had rashes on his body.The medical team went to the villagers' homes to see a doctor in the village, and did not travel far, and the children in the village continued to attend classes.

On the day when the weather cleared, Su Shangzhe, Lin Feng and a senior brother went to the town to buy flour and vegetables together. After searching for a long time, they found a phone in front of a slightly larger shop.The shopkeeper cherishes it very much. The square phone is put in a cardboard box, and it must be covered when not in use.There are a few words written on the cardboard box, "Long-distance 5 cents".

Su Shangzhe called home, and it happened to be a weekend, and Su Jianzhi answered the call.But before he could say a few words, he heard Shang Anqi say from the side: "Ask him if he is used to it? Has he been bitten by mosquitoes? Is he full? Is the mountain dirty?"

Su Shangzhe held the microphone and smiled, "Tell my mother, I'm quite used to this place. The task is not heavy, I just go out to help. Mosquitoes are not that scary. We live in cave dwellings here, so it's cool. We cook the food ourselves Yes, shopping in the town is not bad. The mountains are not as dirty as Mom thought."

Su Jianzhi's laughter came through the microphone, and then the phone changed hands. Shang Zhe heard his mother say, "Duoduo, don't go out again during the winter vacation, stay at home. Your sister and brother will be there by then."

"Ok, I know."

"Dajun called home, what should we do if we want to contact you? Make this call?"

"No, I'll be back to school in ten days or so. This is a phone number from the village, and it's more than twenty miles away from us."

"Don't quarrel with Dajun, listen to him as if he has something on his mind, talk to him later, don't quarrel."

"Ok, I know."

The shopkeeper next to him held the child and glanced at Su Shangzhe one by one, and said to a woman beside him, "Here, you are so handsome, the people in the city are so talkative."

"I don't know what brand of cream to apply, look at the thin skin."

"What can I wipe, I'm naturally reticent."

Su Shangzhe turned his back and heard the laughter of the two women behind him.He hurriedly ended the conversation, looked at the time, put two dollars in the past and hurried away, and it seemed that he could still feel the sight of those two people after walking a long way.Well, a gossiping woman is more terrifying than a gossiping Lin Feng.

The itinerary of going to the countryside was quite complete, because during those few rainy days, Su Shangzhe and Lin Feng took the lessons of a village child, and later helped a few junior high school students with tutoring, and the other two went up the mountain to find the children.In short, they got connected with the masses, and finally when they voted at the head of the village, the two of them actually got more votes than the brothers.This is of course "unfair", and I don't know how many children colluded to vote.

The two took the initiative to say that giving the commendation from the province to their seniors would benefit their development after graduation, but they were still rated as "advanced" by the school.

On the day of leaving, Qin Niu and Er Hei should still be having a tantrum, and when they met, they turned their head against the back of their head.Qin Niu still had a runny nose, but under the education of Su Shangzhe, she always wore a small handkerchief cut out of rags in her pocket, wiped it clean, and she was still a beautiful girl.

The bus came to pick him up, and when Su Shangzhe was about to get on the bus, Qin Niu suddenly hugged his leg and said to Erhei: "Lang, I want to like you, and I want to like and like Mr. Su. My mother said that this is a scholar. It's a talent."

A group of people laughed, and the teacher who led the team said: "The little girl is wrong, your Teacher Su is Tanhua."

"What kind of flower is Tanhua?"

Lin Feng teased her, "The most beautiful flower."

"Well, that's the cockscomb." Among the flowers grown in the little girl's yard, she likes cockscombs the most. They are big and red and can bloom for a long time.

Su Shangzhe was embarrassed, his brain really couldn't figure out where he imagined with Celosia.Erhei was always depressed, Su Shangzhe waved at him, the little guy turned his head away, and didn't know what kind of temper he was having.When the car was about to start, Erhei suddenly ran over, jumped up and patted the window.Su Shangzhe looked through the window and saw him crying again.

Children, especially the innocent children here, always have a strong sense of intimacy with people with good intentions from outside.What the squad brings them is not only knowledge, but perhaps more the situation of the outside world.Let them know that there are cars out there, there are trains, there are a lot of gorgeous things out there.These may inspire them to go out bravely.