The sun is coming

Entering September, the steaming heat drops a little.The end of summer in Guangzhou is still green and full of flowers, and the sun is still shining so that people can't open their eyes.At the beginning of September, Su Shangzhe, Lin Feng, and several other seniors received the award at the school commendation meeting. Although it was at the school level, it was considered a windfall for them.

That night at the beginning of September, Su Shangzhe still went down to answer the phone, and said directly: "You hung up, I will go outside and call you from the public phone."

The other side answered the phone after a few rings, the two of them were silent for a long time, and finally Yuan Dajun stammered and said, "A lot...a lot, what..."

"Yuan Dajun." Su Shangzhe interrupted him, turned his back and leaned against the phone booth, looked at the dense stars in the night sky, and sighed, "Yuan Dajun, let me tell you, listen."

Su Shangzhe took a deep breath, as if he could absorb courage from the air, he took two deep breaths before continuing: "I like men, but I don't like girls. When you went home, everyone said I was sick, because of this One thing. I was terrified at the time, afraid that my parents would feel sick when they saw me and would never hug me again, afraid that my brother and sister would hide from me and would not want to contact me, and even more afraid that they would send me to a mental hospital or The police station. I thought I was a sinner... You know, right, I was sober when I kissed you that time. I like you for a long time."

Su Shangzhe spoke very slowly, as if he was considering his words carefully, and seemed to want to give the other party some time to think.

"Going out with my brothers this time, Lin Feng and I fell into a ravine. It was raining and cold that night, and the place is prone to landslides. It is possible that we will all be buried under rocks in the blink of an eye. He asked me if we could get out I went, do I have any regrets..."

Su Shangzhe was a little choked up, and continued after a moment of silence: "I told him that I regret not being able to honor my family in time. But I was sitting there in the rain, and my first thought was that I like you, and because of that... Me. Don't try to persuade me, that will only make me hate you. Don't say that you treat me as your own brother, I don't need another brother to love me. "

"I also hate myself. You are an outsider, you are an outsider, why did you appear in my mind earlier than my parents. I don't have so much to say this time, just to tell you that I like you, even if It doesn't matter if you hate me. Besides, whether you feel disgusted or not, that's what I think. Don't contact me in the future. If you continue to like your woman, I won't try to do anything to you .Thank you for writing to me and sending me something, I won’t use it in the future.”

Su Shangzhe waited for a long time with his ear pressed to the microphone, Yuan Dajun's breathing was heard clearly, but there was no word he expected.The time jumped to fifteen minutes, and Su Shangzhe hung up the phone decisively.Maybe it is not difficult to try to go out, at least he knows that there are people like himself in the normal life circle, and he knows that things like sexual orientation cannot be changed, and it is not his fault.Lin Feng has suffered so much and is still alive and healthy, why can't he?

Su Shangzhe solved a major matter, and he was not at ease, but he was not as depressed as he was before the summer trip.Habit is a terrible thing. Yuan Dajun didn't quit in those years when he left, maybe the two of them can quit in these years when they meet again, maybe.

He felt relieved, but Yuan Dajun's heart was extremely heavy.That Duoduo told him that he liked him, and then Duoduo told him not to contact him in the future.Yuan Dajun stared at the microphone in his hand with a sullen face, as if he wanted to see Su Shangzhe's face through the surrounding telephone wires, and see with his own eyes whether he was serious when he said this.Oh, he said that he fell into a ravine, he didn't know if he fell, Duoduo was most afraid of pain.

He dropped the second bomb and said sorry, thank you for your concern, I won't play with you in my life!Yuan Dajun thought, he was determined that he couldn't bear it.

Men, men, like men!

After a summer vacation, I told him not to contact him in the future, and said to be with Lin Feng... Well, that man with slender eyes, how could he have the ability to make Duoduo change his mind so quickly?That Duoduo still made him like women. Has he ever seen a woman?Since joining the army, I almost forgot what a woman should look like.

The more Yuan Dajun thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and he dialed back viciously. The old man in the dormitory answered the call. Yuan Dajun shouted: "Call 307, Su Shangzhe, to come down and answer the phone!"

The old man put down the microphone and walked to the door of the building with a loudspeaker, raised his head and shouted: "307 Su Shangzhe, answer the phone."

Su Shangzhe brushed his teeth, washed his face and spread the quilt, without stopping his movements.Lin Feng leaned against the window to eat melon seeds, and when the old man yelled five times, he turned to Su Shangzhe and said, "Chief Yuan asked you to answer the phone."

Su Shangzhe quickly took off his shoes and got into bed, the horn rang again: "307 Su Shangzhe, your family's phone number!"

Lin Feng looked at the people who covered their heads and shouted: "Su Shangzhe is not here."

"Who was that baby just now?" the old man asked.

"That baby is not this baby." Lin Feng replied.

The windows of each dormitory were open, and some people poked their heads out and laughed.The old man put away the small speaker and went back to pick up the microphone and said, "No answer."

"You tell him."

"What?"

"Let him wait!"

"Comrade, the consequences of threatening the students of the military academy are very serious."

Yuan Dajun dropped the microphone, the fire in his heart still had nowhere to vent.

The old man in charge looked at the microphone, shook his head and put the microphone back in place.Young fiery temper, there is no cure.Being a soldier is not good at all, impulsive!Still a student of the Military Medical College, Wen Qi.

In the drama of two little zeroes, Su Shangzhe communicated with Lin Feng, an "experienced" senior, while Yuan Dajun could only communicate with his own shadow.

Shadow said: Yuan Dajun, do you miss him?

Yuan Dajun: Damn, I thought about it.

Shadow said: He likes men.

Yuan Dajun: Damn, I got it, I got it!

Shadow said: Yuan Dajun, do you like men too?

Yuan Dajun: Bah!

Shadow said: Oh I see, you only like Su Shangzhe.

Discouraged, Yuan Dajun turned around and sat on the steps, stomping on his own shadow.

Shadow said: How about making a girlfriend?

Yuan Dajun pondered for a while, and when he thought of Su Shangzhe turning his head to be with another man, he felt very uncomfortable.I can't think about it, let alone Su Shangzhe kissed other men like he did that day, just smiling at others, even holding a small hand.Can't afford it, can't afford it!

Now the situation is not as good as before, the special forces are too strict, even if Yuan Dajun wants to sneak out to find Su Shangzhe to make a theory.After being bored for a long time, I tore off a piece of letter paper and wrote three words with an exclamation point—you wait!

After putting the letter in the mail room, Yuan Dajun regretted it. He stood by the window for a long time and didn't want to leave.Well, he wanted the letter back.The manager of the mailroom squinted at the mailer, weighed and pinched the letter he threw in his hand, and suspected that there was something that was not allowed to be mailed.

Yuan Dajun turned around stiffly, and reluctantly started to leave.It's better not to stand there and stare, staring for a long time, every letter will definitely have to be checked in the future, and I can't afford to lose that person.

Three days later, Su Shangzhe received that concise letter. He was in class at the time. When the letter was passed from the back row, the lecturer was talking about the structure of the heart, and he was holding a model to introduce the atrium and ventricle.The teacher asked, "Why does a boy's heart beat faster when he sees a beautiful girl?"

A girl said: "I have a heart problem." The boys below, who accounted for almost 80% of the class, laughed.

Su Shangzhe lowered his head and opened the envelope. When he saw the words on the letter paper, his heart suddenly jumped.He slowly lay down on the table, staring at the words on the paper and couldn't help laughing.

Lin Feng poked his waist and asked, "You also have a heart problem?"

Something went wrong, but willingly.

Lin Feng almost stuffed his head under the table, trying to take a peek. Su Shangzhe had already put away the letter paper and put it in his notebook, and pressed Lin Feng's head into the table.

The teacher said: "Student Lin Feng, let's talk about the heart and exercise the cervical spine after class."

Lin Feng took out his head and put it in a good position at noon, clutching the back of his neck in agony.

It is said that their army came to the medical school to learn the knowledge of field survival medicine.

After all, the people who come from the army are different from those who have been trained by the school, not to mention that this kind of special army will make people feel heroic when they walk in front of them. This kind of imagination makes the school's female students who love the army want to move.In the evening, when Lin Feng and Lin Feng went to the cafeteria for lunch, Su Shangzhe saw the girls in the nursing class wearing angel costumes chattering and talking, saying that they must go for a walk in the playground after eating, and have a chance encounter or something.

"I heard that all the people who came here this time were raised and dry. They are all 1.8 meters tall, so handsome."

"How can it be? I haven't heard that the soldiers brought here are all cadres. Well, are the non-commissioned officers coming to study? They shouldn't be in our school."

"I heard from the pediatrician that there is a girl whose father is the head of the army. It is said that there is such a team. The people in it are very powerful and handsome. The salary and subsidies are as high as ordinary soldiers. Big cut."

Lin Feng turned his head to look at Su Shangzhe, opened his mouth and said, "They have entered Pansi Cave, and there is no escape."

"Liu Yan'er wants to marry an officer?"

"Nonsense, who doesn't want to marry. You don't have to worry about marrying an officer for the rest of your life. The work is assigned by the army."

"The retired ones all have root causes. Doesn't the captain of the public security brigade often come to our affiliated hospital to see a doctor? One of them was so tired that he got ankylosing spondylitis, and it hasn't healed for so many years. In the future, you will marry a disabled person after retirement."

"Then why not find someone who is not disabled?"

Lin Feng touched his ears, feeling a little thankful that he doesn't like women.The way of thinking of women and men is really different. If a woman is suddenly willing to find someone who doesn't come home all year round, most of the things she looks at are official positions or money.Men are different, look at the charm.If there is a Bing brother who exudes strong hormones all over his body who likes him, he is willing to eat bran swallowing vegetables.

Lin Feng pulled Su Shangzhe back to the dormitory quickly, and told Su Shangzhe what he thought on the way, Su Shangzhe said. "It's still the same, others are looking for money, you are looking for color."

"Can it be the same? Can it be the same!" Lin Feng's heart was a little hurt, "I am the best and most sincere little Ling in the world."

Su Shangzhe rolled his eyes, Lin Feng hurriedly walked, Su Shangzhe asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

"Go back and change into cool clothes and play, so as to prepare for future competitions."