The sun is coming

I don't know if all the old people can foresee their own departure, or it is cold in winter, which is to put an end to the life of the old people.After the old man repeated a question for several months - why the army hasn't returned yet, he finally failed to pass the 83-year-old barrier.

The phone rang, and Shang Zhe asked for the porcelain cup from Jack, and put it back when he was about to answer the phone.Just a moment after picking up the phone, the porcelain cup in his hand fell to the ground, and there was a sound of porcelain shattering.Shang Zhe slid down the wall of the service desk, his face pale.The microphone in his hand slipped down, Shang Zhe tried several times, but failed to stand up.

The man in the suit in the corner ran over, and the man with the camouflage bag outside the door almost flew in, bumping away the man in the suit and hugging Shang Zhe in his arms.

Shang Zhe stammered, "Grandpa... Hurry up... Grandpa..."

Yuan Dajun picked up Shang Zhe and ran outside. After running two steps, he came back and shouted, "Lin Feng!"

Lin Feng ran out from behind, his lips were a little swollen, and he said strangely, "Hey, the big officer is back."

"There is something at home, you watch the child." Yuan Dajun carried Shang Zhe and walked out. Shang Zhe, who was still confused and eyesight just now, pushed him away, and ran out with a pale face.The street was very slippery and I fell several times.Because the store was warm, Shang Zhe was only wearing a foreign trade checkered sweater and woolen sweater, with only a pair of long johns underneath.I ran all the way and fell all the way, and my knees were scratched.

The old man is 83 years old this year, and he will be [-] years old after the new year, and the four generations live together.The old man was confused a few years ago, but he is in good health.Every day he can take his starling out for a walk, and compare with other old people whose bird opens his tongue early and who learns his tongue better.Even later, his body was not as good as before, and he was considered tough among his peers.

Shang Zhe was staying at home last night, and the old man asked, "The army is coming back soon."

How did Shang Zhe answer?He said, "Maybe, the troops are busy."

"Let him come back quickly, it's the Chinese New Year."

"Grandpa, why do you always ask Yuan Dajun? I am your own grandson."

"Duo'er is the real grandson."

"My lord, don't ask him all the time. I don't like him."

"Oh, don't ask. I haven't called recently."

It's snowing outside, but it's very warm inside.After lunch, the old man abnormally wanted to go back to the room to rest, Shang Anqi helped him back to the room, and the old man didn't get up until three o'clock.As usual, I slept for three or four 10 minutes at most.Shang Anqi went in and woke him up, only to find that she couldn't wake him up.Shang Wu carried the hospital he was sent to, and when he arrived at the local doctor, he didn’t take any medicine or let him be hospitalized. He said directly: “It’s time for the old man, go back and talk to your family, maybe you can still hear him.”

In this way, the old man was sent home again.

When Shang Zhe ran back, Shangwu Qiaoqiao and the children, Shang Anqi and Su Jianzhi were already guarding the bedside.Shang Anqi said: "Da Jun, talk to your grandfather, he's been talking about you lately."

Where is the army?Shang Zhe looked around dimly, and found that person behind him.Shang Zhe suddenly felt that maybe Grandpa was holding on just to see him, the whole family was by his side, and there was only one Yuan Dajun for him to talk about.Now that he is back, Grandpa is gone.Yuan Dajun turned out to be so hideous, he even wanted to kill his grandfather, Shang Zhe suddenly pushed him, and scolded with wide eyes: "Get out! It's all you!"

No one stopped him, knowing that Shang Zhe has been tossing around in different ways recently, in fact, he was most depressed.Shang Zhe pushed him a few times, seeing that Yuan Dajun seemed to be nailed to the ground and couldn't push him away, so he rushed over to grab his arm and opened his mouth to bite. The clothes were too thick, and Shang Zhe tugged on the clothes with his teeth. Bleeding out from biting and pulling.Yuan Dajun rolled up his sleeve and let him bite. Shang Zhe took a bite, but he let go without feeling the saltiness, and shouted sharply, "Get out, who told you to come! Ah!"

How can this be?Everyone else's family is going smoothly, so why does the Su family just do one thing after another?It's all because of Yuan Dajun. If it was because of him, I wouldn't apply for the military medical university; if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in Guangzhou, I wouldn't have Wu Ming later, I wouldn't have revenge from others, and I wouldn't let my brother suffer. Divorce will not let my brother spend a few months in jail.I won't be so tired and in such pain, and grandpa won't die!He will not adopt that Wang Rong's child!

He hates her!

Shang Zhe turned his head to look for Hastily, but was dragged back by Shang Wu before rushing over.Hastily hid behind Shang Anqi, crying and asked: "Grandma, what's wrong with Dad?"

"I'm not your father!" Shang Zhe held the words in his throat until his throat hurt, but he couldn't get it out.

"A lot! A lot!" Shang Wu's voice rushed through the buzzing sound and reached his ears. Shang Zhe looked up to find the sound, and Shang Wu pinched his chin to meet his gaze.

"elder brother."

"Here he is, Duo'er, I'm 82, I'll be 83 during the Chinese New Year, I didn't suffer any crimes, it's considered the end of my life, don't let him worry."

"elder brother."

"Hey, here it is."

Shang Zhe took a deep breath, went to the bed and knelt down, held the old man's hand and buried his head.

Shang Wen and Robert had already rushed over from the work unit, and Lin Feng and Su Mu also came over, each holding a child.The old man finally didn't just leave, and opened his eyes in the middle.Shang Zhe was still kneeling there, Shang Wu stepped forward and said, "Grandpa, the whole family is here, please take a look."

It took the old man a long time to turn his eyes, looked at them one by one, and finally stopped on Yuan Dajun.The old man moved his mouth, Yuan Dajun went over and leaned over to listen.The old man said: "Jun, I can't, there are a lot of bullies. I hide things in my heart and suffer myself."

Yuan Dajun nodded, "Don't worry, Grandpa."

Still can't make it through the day.The old man woke up this time and fell asleep again.Breathing also stops in sleep.

In the eyes of outsiders, the death of the old man is really not a sad thing.Elderly people from other families were paralyzed and seriously ill, and those who were seriously ill were tortured until they became so thin that they didn't look good.Paralyzed, eating, drinking and slacking on the bed, slowly wearing away the patience of relatives and diluting the pain of death.But precisely because the departure was so sudden and peaceful, the pain was the deepest for the loved ones.

Burning the bedclothes, wiping the body, and wearing the farewell clothes were all made by Changsun Shangwu.Shang Zhe was too quiet, no one could see what he was thinking.

On the day the old man's ashes were buried, the snow hadn't completely melted.On the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, when other people’s homes began to paste New Year pictures and make dumplings to prepare for the New Year, the Su family pasted white paper on the door and the family went to the cemetery to see the old man off.Su Jianzhi and Shang Anqi's old colleagues, as well as Shangwu's business friends and even the employees of the mall all came to see the old man off.Shang Zhe didn't know how many salutes he had to give back, as if his body was stiff, and the flow of people gradually decreased.

Su Jianzhi and his wife burned paper for the old man, cried for a while and then babbled for a while, supported each other, and left with Shangwen and Shangwu's family.Shang Zhe sat beside the cold tombstone, looking at the ashes of paper money that had not been completely extinguished beside him, and let out a long breath.Yuan Dajun sat down on the other side, and ordered some more paper money.

Yuan Dajun said, "A lot."

Shang Zhe shook his head, "Don't talk."

So, it was quiet again.

Shang Zhe said silently in his heart, Grandpa, you have loved me the most since I was a child, and you bought me all kinds of delicious food behind my back. When I was in elementary school, I was so tall, and you even went to the park behind my back to play chess.But I have nothing for you.Growing up so big, it's making you worry.If only I didn't like men, I'd add you a great-grandson or great-granddaughter.If I don't like men, many things behind will not happen.Grandpa, I am 26 this year, but I really want to start all over again.Then, maybe, it would be different.

When people grow up, the first thing they have to learn is to control their emotions.Shang Zhe has really grown up, at least after a quiet year, he started going back and forth between home and tea restaurants.

No matter how affluent the duplex building was at the beginning, now that there are more Caocao, Su Fan, and occasionally Shangwen Robert, and a pair of little troublemakers, it will always become lively and crowded.Shang Anqi wanted Yuan Dajun to live at home. Upstairs was the big room of Shangwu and his wife, Su Fan's baby room, study and a small storage room.Downstairs is the large sunny room of Su Jianzhi and his wife, the newly built rough room, the temporary room of Shang Wen's family, and the room of the old man.The old man's room remained as it was, the big bed was not moved, and neither was Shang Zhe's small bed.Every day when he came back, Shang Zhe would only use that little bed, it seemed that the old man would still live there.Shang Anqi wanted to rearrange the room. Some of the old man's things were burned during the funeral, and some of them were going to be packed up for Yuan Dajun to live in.Shang Zhe didn't make any suggestions, but insisted not to let his little bamboo bed be touched.In the end, Yuan Dajun took the initiative to say: "Mom... Auntie, hey, Mom, let me live outside first."

Don't blame him for changing his words, Shang Zhe's eyes are too sharp.Perhaps Yuan Dajun also felt that if he changed his words, he might really be thrown out of the house, so he called out again under the pressure.

There was a dark cloud above Shang Zhe's head, and Shang Anqi was also swept by the dark cloud. She thought for a while and said, "Then let your brother pay attention, and find a place closer to rent."

"It's time for our family to change to a bigger house." Shang Wu hugged his daughter, soaked meat floss in rice porridge and fed it to her.Su Fan spit bubbles at his father, Shang Wu made faces, Su Fan giggled.

Shang Anqi hurriedly said: "What to change, there is no need to change it. Back then we lived in a family in such a small house. If you think it's crowded, turn around...let me think about it."

Shang Anqi was always afraid that he would make some troubles in business again, and she panicked when it came to buying things that required a lot of money.

Shang Wu said to his daughter: "Grandma has to move things and tidy up the house again."

Su Fan said, "Yiyiya, quack."

The topic shifted from Yuan Dajun, Yuan Dajun looked at Shang Zhe next to him, and picked up a chopstick of winter bamboo shoots, but he stayed there until the meal was over.