The sun is coming

About how Yuan Dajun and Shang Zhe got to this point, the family members actually know.When Yuan Dajun was released from undercover status, he called home and reported the matter to Su Jianzhi.Su Jianzhi understood the truth, and in that case, it was the best way for him to personally injure Shang Zhe.As for the later... It's hard to say right or wrong about this kind of thing.

Yuan Dajun actually received military merits and awards, and decided to retire when his superiors decided to promote his rank. No one thought of this.In fact, for him, leaving the army was more painful than hurting himself.The process of applying for retirement was also very difficult. He was the captain of the Special Forces, and he was specially promoted to further his studies. He was supposed to come back to serve the country more, but he suddenly made this choice.Head Zheng was very angry and said that if he insisted on retiring, he would have nothing for him.Not to mention the subsidies for normal retirement, even the jobs will not be given.

After retiring, the state will arrange for people at the level of Yuan Dajun to work in public institutions as officials or idlers.It is impossible for Yuan Dajun to go to this kind of unit again.The national unit is the most conservative and cannot tolerate changes. After leaving the army, in fact, it is to make the two of them less miserable in the future, and he will not enter another cage.

But, "Are you really suitable for this society?" Head Zheng asked at the beginning.

Yuan Dajun said: "Maybe it's not suitable, but if I want to stay here again, I'll lose something very important, and I won't be able to get back warm for the rest of my life."

Head Zheng cursed loudly, and after scolding Yuan Dajun, he scolded Shang Zhe for being ignorant, petty, disregarding the overall situation, and narrow-minded.It seems that if there is a gun on the waist, they can't wait to execute the two of them on the spot.In the end, he patted the table and told the guards to go to Linjiang to tie Shang Zhe back and give him a lecture.

Yuan Dajun was really in pain, and even after coming back for so long, he couldn't get rid of that pain.He's been in the army since he was a teenager, and it's almost another home for him.He didn't even know what else he could do after he came out.He panicked and was in a bad mood.What made him even worse was that Shang Zhe was still ignoring him until now.

Because he was in a bad mood, and he didn't have to get up early every day to practice exercises, and he didn't have to think about where the next raid mission should start to break through, Yuan Dajun was also a little depressed.He bought a Phoenix brand bicycle, and would ride to the tea restaurant from the rented house far away in the morning to help pack up the ingredients.Don't talk too much, just work hard.After nine o'clock in the evening, Shang Zhe was ready to go home, and then rode a bicycle along the bus line where Shang Zhe was sitting, watched him get off the bus and go home, and then turned around and left.

It's been a long time, and many people have become familiar with it.The man who delivered the ingredients approached and asked, "Dude, how much do you get for working here for a month? I heard that you can get [-], is it true?"

At that time, there were only two to three hundred people working in state units, and professors like Su Jianzhi only earned a few hundred yuan before retirement.

Yuan Dajun didn't even lift his eyelids, and continued to wash vegetables in an apron that looked like plastic paper.Every potato is washed clean, and the places where there are wormholes are carefully buttoned up to prevent any sand from being left.

The man who delivered the food continued to be curious, "At the beginning, everyone thought that working in a shopping mall was the most unreliable. The steel and textile factories are so good, but it has only been a few years, right? The most profitable place is the shopping mall. When I deliver food, I might as well The mall has been swept away. Your store looks so foreign, and there are foreigners coming to drink any coffee and coffee, so the wages must be high."

"Hey, I heard that that kind of coffee is like ashes at the bottom of a pot, and the brewed coffee is bitter, but someone drank it. Have you ever drank it? I think it must not be bitter. Why do so many people come to drink it? .”

Lin Feng came out from behind, and Yuan Dajun said from the side of the pool, "Bring some potatoes and eggs in."

Like a robot, Yuan Dajun picked up the washed potatoes and freshly delivered eggs and went to the back kitchen.The man who delivered the food pointed to Yuan Dajun's back and said to Lin Feng, "This man is really strange, his ears are not good?"

Lin Feng glanced over, "He's the boss..."

The man's eyes widened, and he rode away on a tricycle in disbelief.Lin Feng continued to mutter, "...'s ex-boyfriend." He couldn't help laughing as he spoke.

Shang Zhe is concentrating on brushing syrup to stick a cookie castle, and his birthday is approaching.Ever since something happened, Shang Zhe was not very willing to face the child, but why should the adult's affairs involve the child?I heard that Wang Rong died because of a drug overdose. The drug lord over there died when he was caught. Maybe someone else killed him to silence him, who knows.Shang Zhe wants to give Hastily a good birthday, and he can't let the children look anxiously every time they see him hugging Jack.

Yuan Dajun didn't even lift his eyelids when he moved the things in, and Yuan Dajun didn't find anything to say, he packed the things and went out again.Lin Feng walked in shaking his legs, took a biscuit in his mouth, looked outside, bumped into Shang Zhe and said, "Hey."

"Huh?" Shang Zhe pushed him, "Knocked down!"

He's gluing the roof and chimney to the castle, be careful.

"Didn't you see everyone came in just now?"

"Who?"

"That's free labor." Lin Feng threw the half-eaten biscuit into the trash can. He still doesn't like sweets very much, but he likes to see the things he made being liked by others.Like some people who like to catch fish but don't like to eat fish, it's all fun.

"What happened to the workforce?"

"The little brother who delivered the food couldn't stand it anymore, and asked him how much to pay, saying that our shop is too dark, and the employer can't afford wages, so he encouraged Brother Yuan to work with him."

"Oh."

"Oh? Is that the end?"

"What do you want to hear?"

Lin Feng hid the joke, coughed and asked, "Shang Zhe, is this really the end? Brother Yuan is pretty good after all your years, except that sometimes you love organizing too much, which is a pity."

Shang Zhe glued the last piece of tile, carefully brushed sugar juice on the gaps, looked around and said: "I thought that day, if I was good at the beginning and liked girls like other boys, my family would not like it." Will be less worrying. When grandpa died, he missed him. It's all because of me. People of our generation don't understand people like us, what about grandpa's generation? But he didn't say anything, and let him Follow me."

Shang Zhe's expression was as flat as if he was talking about other people's affairs, but his heart was in a mess of pain.Sometimes family members' forgiveness, piled up, can also become the source of his self-blame.Really, if he was normal, everything would not be so twists and turns.

"You don't want to find a girl to start over, do you?" Lin Feng leaned over incredulously, "Shang Zhe, don't be impulsive, you have always done things properly."

"I didn't say that." Shang Zhe moved the castle to one side to dry, and changed hands to adjust the cream on the other side. "I won't harm others. I still don't understand it. How can I ask someone else to start."

"Then what do you want, don't even give them a chance." Lin Feng looked out and said in a low voice, "It's been gloomy recently. Brother Yuan was cold to us before, and he didn't freeze himself. Shang Zhe, To be honest, do you hate him?"

Shang Zhe yawned, looked at the watch beside him, turned off the oven and the bread was ready to be baked.

Lin Feng obviously regards matching two people as his main business. He just finished asking here, and when he was out for a stroll, he wandered over to Yuan Dajun.Shaking around, I am not afraid that I will be in the way of people's eyes.

Yuan Dajun was really not in the mood, so he just ignored it.However, Lin Feng was really skilled, wandered around for a long time and leaned over and said, "Brother Yuan, Shang Zhe said..."

Yuan Dajun's movements really stopped, ready to continue listening to him.Lin Feng smiled wryly in his heart, and said in his heart, everyone was thinking about it, everyone was willing to take a step forward, and he didn't know whether to torture the other party or himself.Shang Zhe still has a reason, after all, he was hurt, but Yuan Dajun doesn't know what kind of anger he is, he has been back for so many days, he is pulling his face, and he can't even take the initiative to say a word.An apology is such a simple matter, it can be done with the touch of two lips, and I just don't do it.

This is a bit wronged Yuan Dajun, he wants to have a good chat with Shang Zhe, but the more he doesn't talk about some things, the more he can't say it.Coupled with the fact that the two of them have such aura recently, they can't find anything to say.Yuan Dajun had no resentment in his heart, only pity.He was angry with himself, as for what he was angry with, there were too many of them, and he couldn't count them.Counting, the two of them have been together for so many years, and they have never stayed together for more than a month.

Lin Feng coughed and continued, "Shang Zhe wants to find someone to start over."

Yuan Dajun froze there and did not move, Lin Feng was flustered in his heart.He just wanted to add fuel to the flames for both sides. If there was a fight over some things, it would be easy to talk about anything. If the two of them were left to dry like this, no matter how hot the relationship was, there would be a day when it would turn into plain water.But don't Yuan Dajun carry forward the spirit of selfless dedication, and if he fulfills Shang Zhe later, his anger will be in vain.

Lin Feng was worried, "If he is like that, who can find happiness? He must be bullied." Lin Feng followed the temptation, "Look, he doesn't know how to cook, and he doesn't like tidying up things very much. If he finds a strong man, he must feel that he is a family matter. No. He doesn't know how to act like a baby except for you. Other men must think that he is tough and boring. But if you want to be tough, sometimes his temper is too soft. Can others be as considerate and understand him as you are? Think about it, in the future when Shang Zhe gets off work, he will have to face another man, cook for him, wash his clothes and sleep with him..." You have to put it in a bad way, if it is too good, Yuan Dajun If you feel that you are not worthy, if you really fulfill it, it will be miserable.

Before Lin Feng finished speaking, Yuan Dajun's face was completely dark.Lin Feng paused for a moment and sighed, "It's awkward to think about it. Shang Zhe has been with Brother Yuan for so many years. Brother Yuan, do you know that you need to talk to him more often? Tell him what's on your mind, otherwise how can he know. "

Yuan Dajun put his things together, turned around and left, pushing his bicycle away.Leaving Lin Feng standing there dumbfounded.What does it mean?Something went wrong?Or do people just find a stone and commit suicide?

Su Mu came to pick him up in the evening, but Lin Feng left a bit early and missed a good show.

Yuan Dajun left, left and came back again, with an extra rose in his hand, and went straight into the back kitchen.Shang Zhe didn't work, the chef and assistants were busy, and Shang Zhe rested in the back office with a cup of coffee.Yuan Dajun took a deep breath, without knocking on the door, he just pushed the door in and locked the door with his backhand.

Shang Zhe looked up at him, stunned for a moment, put down his coffee and looked at the gourmet magazine in his hand.Yuan Dajun walked over and put the flowers in front of him, "For you."

Shang Zhe looked at the big red rose that was obviously picked from the flower pond in front of him, and said nothing.

"Duodo, do you regret liking me?"

Yuan Dajun's gaze was too intense, Shang Zhe slightly turned his head to look aside.Yuan Dajun stepped over, still standing in front of him, "Do you regret it?"

"No." His throat was a little dry, and his voice trembled when he said it.

Yuan Dajun stared at his trembling eyelashes and said, "I will be with you from now on, and I have three to forty years to live, and I will slowly make up for you."

"You don't owe me anything."

"Do you want to spend the remaining three or 40 years with someone else?"

Shang Zhe didn't answer, Yuan Dajun took a step forward, almost touching him.Shang Zhe suddenly raised his head to stare at him, and said fiercely, "No! But..."

Yuan Dajun bent down and bit his lips that were about to utter hurtful words, and trapped him in his arms.Their previous kisses were passionate, lingering, and refreshing, never before had they been like a war.At the beginning of the fashion, Zhe kissed him, always cautiously and tentatively, and when the two people connected with each other, the affection would be deep and lingering, or warm.How can it be that he wants to eat the opponent, no, to be precise, it is Yuan Dajun who wants to eat the opponent, and Shang Zhe is retreating steadily.He hides, cannot escape.There is a terrible kind of love, that is, you can't resist everything about the other person.The erected wall will easily collapse when the other party's scent surrounds you.

Shang Zhe's resistance lasted only for a moment, then he couldn't help grabbing his shoulder and kissing him back.I don't know who bit off whose lip, mouth full of salty fish.Shang Zhe felt that he must have cried, otherwise why would his face be so hot and humid?When he opened his eyes, he saw tears pouring out of Yuan Dajun's tightly closed eyes, he held his face in both hands, bit his lips and mumbled: "Duoer, I'm going to die, I'm going to die of pain. I can't help it, there are brothers there, I'm exposed, we have to die together, I can't bring you out of that situation safely. You fell, I hurt...it hurts...fortunately you fine."

Shang Zhe backed away, and Yuan Dajun had already quickly pushed his head to his shoulder, rubbed his neck vigorously, took a deep breath and said, "I dare not come back to see you, alas."

Yuan Dajun sighed, and when he lowered his head and kissed the silent Shang Zhe, he didn't know when his tears were wiped away, and Yuan Dajun was still so tough.

"Blame me, don't take it to heart, scold me." Yuan Dajun held his hand and pressed it to his face, rubbing it greedily.

There is never a deadlock between the two people, but there is no solution.The reason why there is no solution is that they are too deeply tied to each other, and there is no need for an antidote.Shang Zhe didn't go home that night, and was driven by Yuan Dajun to the small rented house by bicycle.The two hugged each other on the single bed that could barely fit them, and kept their eyes open until dawn.

Yuan Dajun didn't say much, but Shang Zhe listened carefully.

He talked about his guilt and pain.

He said that no matter where he goes in the future, he will never be separated from time to time like before.

He said that in the future, he will no longer be a soldier of the country, but his own soldier.

Shang Zhe asked: "You can also become a colonel in the future, do you regret it?"

Yuan Dajun buried his face behind his neck, shook his head, but sighed.

There has always been no shortage of changes in China, and this kind of change is also not lacking in the Su family. In 1996, Teem Mall, the place where Shangwu first made its fortune, opened and became one of the largest shopping malls in China, giving Shangwu thousands of miles away a sense of crisis.At that time, Qiaoqiao was still studying for her master's degree on a university campus in Linjiang City, and her daughter was just a little older, and she was pregnant again.

Shang Wu felt that this daughter-in-law was really not an ordinary person. At such a young age, she could listen to his euphemistic suggestion to have another child during her graduate studies.Girls her age... Forget it, none of them are her, nor can they compare to her.Compared with the first time, the reaction during pregnancy was very strong. This time, no matter whether it is a girl or a boy, Shangwu will not make her suffer anymore.Jojo himself feels very good, has a lot of time, and has enough time to spend with his family.The school environment is very good, and my son must be healthy.More importantly, Shangwu's service every day really let her know what five good men are.Since his stomach started, he has been doing almost everything at home.In the evening, while telling stories to my daughter, I will stick to her belly and amuse my son. This is a perfect life, and he is also a perfect husband.

In 1997, the new criminal law deleted the crime of "hooliganism" that had been used to punish certain homosexual acts in the past, and more people began to understand the status of homosexuality.And Yuan Dajun started real estate with the money he had earned with his flesh and blood, and became the chairman himself.It is said that he is the chairman, but in fact, he has just been promoted from a contractor to an office shift.For more than a year before, he was still running along the artificial field, a bricklayer.Su Cao is in the second grade, and she is very close to both fathers. She has learned how to make clothes and books by herself, learn to save the lucky money, and learn to coax her father to be happy with her elder father.

After going around for a while, Shang Zhe went to the hospital again.For two years, I have only been the chief surgeon in some minor surgeries.The tea restaurant changed hands to Lin Feng, and the business got better and better.So life is sometimes a dramatic existence.

Shang Zhe still likes to make desserts when he comes back from work, and if he makes too much, he will throw them in the tea restaurant.Su Cao changed her teeth, and the new teeth had carious plaques because she didn't pay attention, so she couldn't eat more sweets.

Shang Wen and Robert went abroad with their two children, Su's father and Su's mother are in good health.Yuan Dajun planned to take Shang Zhe out for a trip when the weather was warmer after the new year, without hassle, just the two of them.

"What are you thinking about?" Shang Zhe came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe, and leaned on his back to look at the blueprint in his hand.Shang Zhe occasionally wonders what will happen to the two of them now that he continued to serve as a soldier.

Yuan Dajun threw the drawings on the table, hugged the man in his arms, reached over and took a towel to wipe his wet hair, "You are still a doctor, you have to dry your hair after taking a shower."

"There is heating in the house."

Yuan Dajun didn't answer, and rubbed his short hair with moderate strength until it was half-dry, and the bristles were fluffy, and there was warm steam when his fingers passed through.

"Let's go out and play after the new year."

"Where are you going?"

"where do you want to go?"

Yuan Dajun kissed his nose, Shang Zhe felt itchy, shook his head and smiled and avoided, thought for a while and said, "How about going to Tibet? I have been there before, and it seems to be very rewarding."

"to make."

"Cao'er can't adapt to the plateau."

"Just the two of us."

Shang Zhe raised his hand to touch Yuan Dajun's handsome face, and wiped away the bags under his eyes by the way, "Let's hear something nice."

Yuan Dajun kissed him with a smile, and said in a low voice, "Duoer."

"Ok?"

"Doer."

"Ah."

--Finish--