Rebirth of Inescapable

Zhang Suyu thought that Qiao Yi had suffered from hysteria again this time.

He sat motionless on the chair in front of the operating room. He didn't know what to do except look at the door of the operating room. His silent appearance made people worry.

"You..." Seeing Qiao Yi like this, no matter how angry Zhang Suyu was, Zhang Suyu couldn't vent his anger, so he sat aside, "Fucking up, please, who will show this dying look! "

Qiao Yi's head turned around slowly, the movement was extremely slow, and his eyes slowly focused on Zhang Suyu's body. Zhang Suyu was startled when he saw it, and he suddenly said in pain: "What should I do? I Can't live without him...I..."

"What are you doing! You didn't say he was dead!"

"Dead?" Qiao Yi couldn't imagine Song Bai's death. At that moment, tears fell from his eyes without warning. Zhang Suyu had seen Qiao Yi cry three times in his life.

Except for the one time when I was scolded as a bad thing that no one wanted when I was a child, it was because of Song Bai twice.

Qiao Yi's hands were clenched tightly, his palms had been stabbed bloody and bloody, but he was completely unconscious. If someone told him now that Song Bai could not be rescued, he would collapse immediately.

At that time, Song Bai jumped from the window and his head was broken. Most people would lose their hands and feet and fall into a coma due to fear or excessive blood loss at this time, but he didn't. He walked unconsciously, crossed the yard, grabbed After seeing that stranger, Chen Zhi thought that he didn't want to live at that time.

It's just that the second floor is too low after all, and the downstairs is cushioned by artificial grass. Song Bai didn't die, but he lost a lot of blood, and there were many large and small wounds all over his body. If these problems such as body heat and fever are not treated in time, they will be inevitable. will cause a big problem.

Chen Zhi took off his mask and heaved a sigh of relief. When he told Qiao Yi that Song Bai was fine, Qiao Yi fell to his knees on the ground and lost all his strength.

Ah Bai is fine... Ah Bai is fine... Immediately afterwards, he also passed out.

Compared with Song Bai, Qiao Yi's condition was much better, but it was caused by long-term mental stress. As soon as he woke up, he crawled to see Song Bai, but was slapped back on the bed by Liu Fei, "You now How to see him, let him be stimulated?!"

After saying this, Qiao Yi stopped moving, and he got up again after sitting for a while, "Let me take a look, I will sneak a look at the door, I will never let him find out...let me see See if he's still alive..."

Seeing Qiao Yi like this, several people couldn't bear it, but in the end they complied with him and let him look at Song Bai from a distance. Woke up suddenly and saw him, what should have happened.

Chen Zhi didn't know exactly what happened, but he probably guessed [-]% to [-]% based on the situation at that time. He sighed and said, if you really love him, just let him go, for you, for him, for everyone All a good thing.

Qiao Yi couldn't imagine without Song Bai, he kept shaking his head, but didn't say a word, he pulled his hair in pain, but was stopped by Chen Zhi, "Don't pull your hair in a hurry, sooner or later you will You are bald."

Qiao Yi was very uncomfortable. It felt like when he was locked up in the basement when he was a child. There was no water, no food, no light, no sound... There was nothing left, and he was left alone in the endless space. And... the fear and sorrow that are infinitely magnified.

For several days, he couldn't sleep at all. As soon as he closed his eyes, the scene of that day appeared before his eyes. Song Bai's hoarse voice seemed to still echo in his ears: "Alorsqueje Melimiterai à faire face à lamer, le print emps doux, les fleurs é pan ouies..."

Chen Zhi was the first to discover that he had mental problems, and immediately took him to see his attending physician in the Enci Nursing Home. They were all taken aback.

"What... has he been stimulated recently?"

After telling the whole story, Dr. Wang just sighed in the end, "Everything has a reason. His disease was cultivated in childhood, and it is impossible to get rid of it. What we can do is to improve it."

Qiao Yi looked outside, recalling that day, and said, "He...he went out with Chen Liyuan, and when I saw it... I couldn't control it..."

Chen Zhi couldn't help but click his tongue: "That's how it is when you go out with others? I'm not talking about you, Qiao Si. You really need to change your temper. If one day you see who he is with..."

"There won't be that day!" Qiao Yi's face suddenly sank, and then he gritted his teeth sinisterly, "I will kill that person first, he is mine, and no one can take away my Ah Bai. .”

"Qiao Si, you...you..." Chen Zhi didn't know what to say, and looked at Dr. Wang helplessly.

"I just... just can't stand someone standing next to Ah Bai... I didn't want to do that, but Ah Bai... He showed me all the face that day, but he looked different to others. I As soon as I saw it, I became angry, and I couldn't control myself. At that time, my mind was full of wanting to snatch Ah Bai back..."

"I think it's better for you to learn to control yourself, otherwise something will happen sooner or later. This time you forced Song Bai to commit suicide, maybe one day you will accidentally kill Song Bai."

Upon hearing this hypothesis, Qiao Yi's face immediately turned pale, and he opened his mouth, "I...I..."

What should he do if there is such a day?

Later, the strange man caught by Song Bai came to see Song Bai once, and his expression was more sophisticated. At that time, Song Bai was still in a coma, so he left the health care products and left, never to appear again.

Song Bai's body was very weak, he only woke up after lying on the bed for three whole days, and the time he was awake was just over an hour, before he fell into a deep sleep again.

The weather in summer is extremely sultry and hot, and it will rain from time to time, making everyone's mood cloudy.

The only thing to be thankful for is that Song Bai's health is slowly getting better. Without Qiao Yi's appearance, he can indeed eat two more mouthfuls of food, but he doesn't know that Qiao Yi squats at the door every day. This is the closest thing he allows to Song Bai. The distance, every night when he fell asleep, he secretly took a few glances and was satisfied.

Liu Fei shook his head, but what can he do now?Tell Qiao Yi not to be so obsessed anymore?That's not asking Qiao Yi to fight him desperately!

The only thing he is worried about now is Song Bai. If Song Bai insists on leaving at that time, he may not be able to control him with his character of preferring death to surrender. Moreover...he has a contract that Commander Qiao personally agreed to. This time, Qiao Yi did something he shouldn't have done.

Chen Zhi told Liu Fei, leave this matter to him, and he will handle it.

Liu Fei didn't know what Chen Zhi could do, but he knew that as long as it was about Qiao Yi, Chen Zhi would never spare any effort. He had been like this since he was a child, and he cared more about Qiao Yi than he and Zhang Suyu. It has even surpassed the friendship between brothers.

But he won't say it, he won't pierce this layer of paper, as long as Chen Zhi still has a little sense, then they will spend like this and be brothers for a lifetime.

In mid-June, Song Bai was already able to get out of bed and walk around, but he couldn't do too much exercise. Chen Zhi took his body temperature, and Song Bai said slowly, "Let me go and see her."

Chen Zhi raised his head, nodded after a while and said, "I'll arrange it for you."

Although it is also a private medical hospital, it is not as heavily guarded as the one Qiao Yi was in before. When they got out of the car, a man in his thirties with glasses came over, shook hands with Chen Zhi, and then glanced at him. Song Bai led them in.

This is the first time Song Bai sees her, Song Xiuxiu.

It had been half a year since he first heard the name.

Song Bai's original name is Huang Jinbao, and from his name one can tell how vulgar the person who took this name is. He is the illegitimate son of a nouveau riche, and his mother is the most lowly prostitute. No one knows how sensitive a child's mind is. Later, his mother died and was beaten to death. The one who beat her to death was the official wife of a benefactor of hers. After several twists and turns, Song Bai returned to his father's side, a... ...probably someone who can only be described as snobby and philistine.

His father started out as a hardware maker, and later became a son-in-law of an influential local family, and then he started to get on the right track. He and his wife, who was so thin that only bones were left, dreamed of entering the upper class all year round. They also had a The daughter is a person who has gathered all the shortcomings of the two of them. The family can be said to hate Song Bai's arrival to the extreme. Even the nominal father, he thinks that Song Bai is a stain on his life.

Probably, he has always thought that his life is beautiful and flawless.

Song Bai stayed in such a living environment for two years. Finally, because his stepmother burned the photo of his mother that he hid in a drawer, Song Bai left disheartened. He was only 13 years old at that time.

He didn't know where he was going. He wandered from the south to the north by himself. He did everything along the way, whether it was stealing, robbing or cheating. As long as he was alive, he didn't mind even if he went to fight the wild cats for the food that fell out of the trash can. Until I met her.

Until the second before he died, Song Bai was still thinking, thank God for allowing him to meet her, he never regretted it.

The beauty of Song Xiuxiu is like a sharp contrast with the darkness of Song Bai. When she met Song Xiuxiu, Song Bai was 14 years old.

It's like picking up a stray cat. That's how Song Bai was picked up. Song Xiuxiu was alone. She said that her mother went far, far away and would never come again, so her father left her behind. She didn't know where to go, she was afraid of being alone, so she often brought those kittens and puppies home, and Song Bai was one of the cats and dogs in the house.

Song Xiuxiu had to go to work during the day as a waiter in a restaurant, and taught Song Bai classes when she came back at night. She even asked people everywhere to send Song Bai to a middle school, but gradually the life of the two became a bit stretched.

Song Bai didn't know why someone would do this to a stranger.

Song Xiuxiu often touched his head. She said, I also have a younger brother, but something happened to my mother when I gave birth to my younger brother. The first time I saw you, I guessed whether you were sent by my mother. Come with me.

Song Bai burst into tears on the spot, he seldom cried, even when his mother died, he just stood there blankly, looking at the faces of the people around him gloating.

Nobody ever wanted to be nice to him, ever, because he was a unwanted little bastard.

That was probably the best time in Song Bai's life, and it was also the first time he was a normal boy. He thought he could go on like this forever. Although the food and clothing were not so rich, everything looked so beautiful , Although it is bitter and sweet, this is probably the case.

Many times Song Bai wondered if his own arrival would lead to the disaster in the future. If there was no him, would something happen to her?Is he supposed to be someone who is abandoned even by the heavens?

At that time, Song Bai was only fifteen or sixteen years old. In the school environment, he gradually began to show the mentality that a child should have. He entered adolescence and began to be arrogant and rebellious. He quarreled with Song Xiuxiu that night because of his poor academic performance. After a fight, Song Xiuxiu was worried about him and ran away from home. At the intersection, a car approached her. Subconsciously, she ran over and pushed Song Bai away...

Only then did Song Bai know that crying is the best medicine for healing, but he forgot the feeling of crying.

Song Xiuxiu became a vegetative person, and the medical expenses for taking care of her were beyond his affordability. Under the embarrassing situation, Song Bai went to sea because he had nothing to do. After all these years, he realized that he was actually nothing. He often laments the injustice of the heavens and curses the ruthlessness of his parents and relatives, but he has never thought of changing the adversity. He let nature take its course and complained to others, but in the end he never resisted. He even hurt the only person who treated him sincerely... …

This society is realistic. If you don’t have money, you have nothing. Even living is a luxury. Song Bai is shameless and only needs money but lives in extreme hardship. Song Xiuxiu’s nursing expenses are too high, so high that he can only sell himself out. , until death...

Probably no one knew that there was such a poor young man in this world, except Qi Yun who heard the name Song Xiuxiu from Commander Qiao half a year ago, and he found Song Bai's diary in the place where he lived before his death.

The words between the lines are full of fear, he is afraid of many things, he is afraid that one day Song Xiuxiu wakes up, how should he face her?He was afraid that his identity would cause Song Xiuxiu to be reviled by others; he was afraid that one day he would die, who would help him take care of Song Xiuxiu, this beautiful woman, and who would save her?

A young man lived in torment, wanted to die, but was afraid of death. This kind of fear surrounded him for three whole years. Everyone saw his face thicker than a city wall, but who could find his already fragmented soul?

Song Xiuxiu's ward was very quiet, except for hearing the machinery running regularly. A nurse was covering her with a quilt. She was a little surprised to see someone coming. It had been a long time since no one came to see Song Xiuxiu, only regular appointments every month. After transferring the money, their hospital just kept taking care of her.

Song Bai nodded to her friendly, and the nurse secretly looked at him curiously, his whole body was unusually thin, giving people the illusion that he could fall down with the wind, his face was pale, as if he had just recovered from a serious illness, and his expression was also indifferent Yes, but there is an elegant scholarly air exuding from all over his body. It seems that he is probably some rich man, but what is the relationship between them and Song Xiuxiu?

Song Bai stepped forward and looked at Song Xiuxiu's appearance.

She is not beautiful, only her facial features are regular and delicate, her complexion is blue and white, she looks like she has been staying indoors all year round, she is already too skinny, her cheekbones are protruding, her cheeks are sunken, and her eyes are tight. Closed, it looked very peaceful.

She is Song Xiuxiu, Song Bai thought, she is so ordinary that people can forget her in a blink of an eye, but such a person is so great that Song Bai is reluctant to let her go.

Song Bai, I have taken over your body, so should I pay off your debt?

No one in the ward spoke, they all stood and looked at Song Bai, Chen Zhi thought he would cry, but he didn't, and not long after, he indicated that he was going to leave.

"Aren't you going to see her for a while?"

"No need, she will be fine here, won't she?" Song Bai turned to ask Chen Zhi.

Chen Zhi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded in astonishment.

"That's good." Song Bai smiled slightly, Chen Zhi couldn't see the emotion in his smile, he said, "As long as I stay by Qiao Yi's side, you will always take care of her like this."

"Yes..." This was an excuse that Chen Zhi had been using to persuade Song Bai.

Song Bai didn't speak anymore, Chen Zhi didn't know what he was thinking, but he didn't dare to ask him again, sometimes Chen Zhi wondered what kind of person Song Bai was, who could gather so many contradictions in him, He is like a ball of yarn tied into a knot, which cannot be undone or untied no matter what.

The author has something to say: the original Song Bai is actually the type of person I want to write about the most. He looks weak but is stronger than anyone else in his heart. He has the dirtiest body but a cleaner soul than anyone else. The death of Song Xiuxiu made me feel distressed. Except for the time with Song Xiuxiu, this child has never been really happy once when he grew up to such an age. When I write about him, I feel inexplicably sad. If there is a chance, I think Writing him a side story is a tribute to him.

ps: Song Xiuxiu is the reason why Song Bai is still willing to stay by Qiao Yi's side after Qiao Yi recovered from his illness, because he doesn't have enough financial resources to take care of this person, and he really can't beat them, so staying by Qiao Yi's side is the most ideal status.