Rebirth of Inescapable

After staying in the hospital for a whole month, Song Bai was unexpectedly calm. It wasn't that they didn't have the slightest desire to survive. On the contrary, he ate and drank well, and his health gradually improved. He even asked to be discharged from the hospital at the end of June. This made Qiao Yi flattered, thinking that Song Bai was thinking about it, and went to pick him up cautiously.

Song Bai didn't look at Qiao Yi, or rather, he had completely ignored him. He and the people beside him, even Liu Fei, smiled and said, "You are very handsome today, but you don't even want to give Qiao Yi a look." Yi.

Everyone knew that the situation was not good. They thought Qiao Yi would get angry, but they didn't expect him to clenched his fist and let go. He followed Song Bai with a forced smile, opened the car door for him, and then kept rambling, asking him what he thought What to eat, and then kept talking about Xiaobao's gluttony recently, and then took away the ribs he was going to make soup...

Song Bai's body is still in poor condition, and his hair has grown a lot, covering most of his face. The shirt he wore that fit him a month ago now looks empty on him. He looked at it without saying a word. Looking outside, there was a haze in his eyes.

The room was cleaned cleanly, without any dust. During this period of time, Qiao Yi didn't know what to do. He brushed the furniture over and over again. He was so busy that he didn't have any time to think about anything. Beautiful and painful, I dare not touch it at all.

In the evening, Song Bai only drank some soup and went upstairs. He was locked in the study alone. Qiao Yi didn't dare to disturb him. He sat downstairs by himself. I don't know how long it had been. It was probably three o'clock in the morning. Song Bai Bai went downstairs to pour a glass of water, but found a faint blue light downstairs. He walked down the stairs slowly, and saw Qiao Yi sitting in front of the TV, staring intently at the person on the screen.

Song Bai stopped, and stood at the stairs looking at those familiar figures.

It was a video that Song Bai took as a prank when Qiao Yi was still ill. Intermittently, it was all about Qiao Yi's babbling. From time to time, Song Bai's soft laugh came out. He never knew, I would show such an expression to Qiao Yi.

Teach him to eat, drink water, shave his beard, cut his nails, and play with him over and over again with children's puzzles, jigsaw puzzles, and puzzles. He slapped his palm, and took him from the entrance to the path full of sycamore trees outside the house, and walked it countless times...

Qiao Yi was obsessed with watching, and the remote control in his hand kept replaying the video of Song Bai laughing, and finally fixed the image at that moment, just watching it like this, it seems that it can last forever.

Song Bai got up early the next morning and got dressed. Qiao Yi knew that he was going to school when he saw that he was wearing the school uniform. Pass the sticky porridge to him, "Ah Bai, you have a bad stomach, you must eat it in the morning..."

Snapped!Song Bai raised his hand, and the whole bowl was knocked over, and all the warm porridge was sprinkled on Qiao Yi's body.

Qiao Yi's face was very ugly, he clenched his hands tightly, forced to suppress his emotions, raised his head and saw Song Bai's face was half a smile, his eyes were cold, and he said sarcastically, "Why, are you angry? ? Want to hit me?"

Qiao Yi took a deep breath, and the next second there was a smile on his face, but it was extremely reluctant, "It's fine if you don't like porridge, or I'll heat milk for you?"

While talking, he picked up the valuable piece of broken porcelain, turned around and walked into the kitchen, only to hear a few messy broken sounds, and soon became quiet again.

Song Bai's face became gloomy, and he stood up silently and went out. When Qiao Yi came out with the milk, Song Bai was no longer on the dining table. The glass full of hot milk just hit it.

It's provoking whoever!Why do you vent your anger on it every time!Xiaobao glared at Qiao Yi resentfully, but saw him squatting on the ground with blank eyes.

Forget it, this world is difficult for everyone, so please forgive me one more time!Xiaobao thought generously, and jumped onto the window sill with graceful steps, ready to find the Persian cat next door.

Because the final exam is approaching, no matter how active the students are, they are a little depressed, and the appearance of Song Bai makes it difficult for the class to breathe. Song Bai, who has been there for more than a month, appears again. Looking at him, it was like Song Bai came back from the dead.

It was rumored before that the person who took care of Song Bai felt that there was no need for Song Bai to study anymore, so he let Song Bai drop out of school, and the teachers were not clear about these things, the school has always been low-key in dealing with Song Bai How low-key, he suddenly appeared so grandiosely, even the teachers who came to class were stunned for a while.

Life is so depressing, it can drive people out of illness.

Going to school was just an excuse for Song Bai to avoid Qiao Yi. Looking at the curious and disgusted eyes around him, Song Bai never paid attention to it, but it didn't mean he didn't care at all. He ran to the top floor of the teaching building, sat in the shadows, Stretch out your fingers and think, why is it so painful for people to live, but everyone desperately wants to live?

When Chen Liyuan appeared, Song Bai was closing his eyes, his expression was as serene as an angel taking a nap, and the surroundings were so quiet that one couldn't help but disturb him.

Song Bai suddenly opened his eyes and stared straight at Chen Liyuan. After a while, he suddenly said slowly: "Is life always this hard, oris it just when you'reakid"

Chen Liyuan was a little dumb, and then replied: "Always like this."

They looked at each other, and then Song Bai burst out laughing, "Why are you here?"

"I saw you there, so I came over to have a look." He pointed to a building opposite Song Bai and said.

Song Bai smiled, "Are you afraid that I will commit suicide?"

Chen Liyuan thought for a while, and said: "It's always the same thing. It's when you start to be * really afraid of death... that you learn to appreciate life."

"Do you know which character I like the most?" Song Bai raised his head and asked suddenly, his eyes narrowed due to the glare.

Chen Liyuan walked over and sat next to him. His appearance in a suit and leather shoes would definitely surprise others if they saw it, but he didn't care, and asked seriously: "Mathilda? Or Léon?"

Shaking his head, "aglaonema, Alwayshappy. Noquestions."

Chen Liyuan was silent, and he could almost guess what Song Bai would answer. He said, "You need some time to grow up..."

"Ifinished growing up. I just get older." After finishing speaking, Song Bai smiled, turned his head and said, "Are you here to talk to me about lines?"

"No, I see that you are not very happy, and I want to enlighten you, but I don't know how to tell you, well, you are stronger than I imagined."

"Really? Maybe, I'm more cowardly than you think."

"That day... I'm sorry."

"Ok?"

"Can't stop Joe from missing him..."

"It's not your fault. We all know that he is a lunatic. A lunatic doesn't even have to pay for his life. You dare to come here now..." Song Bai shrugged, "Prove that you are the truly brave and strong person."

"No, if I were really brave and strong, I wouldn't have let him take you away that day, and I'm really sorry."

"No one will blame you..." Song Bai began, "please drop it..."

As the sun moved slowly, the shadows also gradually decreased. Soon, Song Bai was exposed to the sun. The scorching sun at the end of June can completely dizzy people's heads, but Song Bai didn't care, it seemed that he could Really feel that he is still alive, life still has temperature.

"You know? I've always envied Mr. Qiao."

Song Bai couldn't help laughing, the meaning behind it was hard to fathom.

Chen Liyuan moved his position, "Everyone is afraid of him, isn't it? Do you think it's just because of his father? In fact, it's not entirely true. He is probably the only one who dares to live so unscrupulously. Everyone sees that we are living a glamorous life." , What do you call us? Huh? Princelings? Indeed, we do not lack anything materially, but correspondingly, we have to pay more. Family interests, rights and interests, no matter what we do, can be involved. It’s a long line, intricate and complicated, you can’t offend this one, you need to talk more about that one, as complicated as people’s hearts are, the complicated our lives will be.”

The bell for the end of get out of class rang, and the laughter of the students gradually came from the campus, but they were so out of tune with them.

"But Qiao Yi is different. He is completely self-centered. Almost as long as he thinks, he dares to do it. He has no scruples. He can get whatever he wants without breaking a sweat. He can go crazy when he wants to. I will blame him, he wanted to find someone to love, God let him meet Qi Yun, then Qi Yun died, he was stupid, but what? You showed up again, why should he just make trouble by himself A bastard, but he can always get what he wants? Isn't he enough to be envied by these alone?"

Song Bai listened quietly, and Chen Liyuan smiled, "No matter how willful or domineering he is, he will always have brothers by his side to take care of him, and relatives to clean up the mess for him, shouldn't such a person be envied?"

"So? What are you telling me about this?" I don't want to know anything about Qiao Yi at all, not at all!

"Abai, do you know? You are more beautiful than you imagined."

"What?" Song Bai's entire expression became strange.

"Abai, I'm too tired to live, and I need to think too much, which makes me often at a loss. It's really good to meet you."

"Are you confessing to me?" Song Bai asked suddenly.

Chen Liyuan stood up, "You can think so too."

Song Bai smiled lightly and narrowed his eyes, "Did you forget what Qiao Yi said that day?"

"Hmm..." Chen Liyuan pondered for a moment, "Do you believe me when I say I'm afraid of Qiao Yi?"

"Of course, who isn't afraid of him?" Song Bai also stood up, "The behavior of a madman is always incomprehensible."

"Every time you mention him, you always... always..."

"Always what?"

"No." Getting so emotional all the time, just out of disgust?

Coincidentally, the familiar English song was playing on the broadcast between classes, with a light melody and a deep unique voice, singing as if narrating: AndifItoldyouthatIlovedyou.You'dmaybethinkthere'ssomethingwrong.I'mnotamanoftoomanyfaces.ThemaskIwearisone.Well , those who speak know nothing. And find out to their cost. Like those who curse their luck into ooma any places.

The author has something to say: The content of the dialogue between A Bai and Chen Liyuan in the article is the classic dialogue in "This Killer Is Not So Cold". A Bai asked a question, life is always so painful, or only when you are a child, and Chen Liyuan answered him with the lines in it, always like this.

The last is sting's SHAPROFMYHEART (the lyrics are very touching~)

In fact, when I wrote this chapter, I really wanted to dissect Crazy Qiao for everyone, but in the end I only revealed a little bit. In the next few chapters, you will see a more real Qiao Yi. His pain and madness from childhood to adulthood , is beyond comprehension and imagination of ordinary people.

Qiao Yi's character is distorted. Almost everything he has experienced since he was a child is not normal. The shadow of his childhood is very influential. He is really sick. A typical BPD patient, that is, Social borderline personality disorder (Borderline personality disorder), so he can hardly restrain his fear and hatred of this society. He seems to have everything, but he seems to have nothing. Regarding this lunatic, please understand a little bit more. Later, you guys You will see a more real person.

Weak question, so far, how do you feel about the abuse?Is it acceptable to abuse a little more? (The author has no lower limit for abuse)

Preview: In the next chapter, there will be the cause of Qi Yun's death, the easing of the relationship between Song Bai and Qiao Yi, and then...you will find that Young Master Qiao is simply awesome!