Soul knot

The novel that Zhang Ziyun sent was not long, and it was about [-] words including extra episodes. There was not much homework that night, so Lu Yudong hid his phone and secretly read it after finishing writing.

Lu Yudong hadn't read many novels since he was a child, and the only few books he had was a romance that was widely circulated in his class in junior high school.

The classmate who lent books to everyone liked that novel very much. There were five stories in total. She bought three sets, one for collection and two for Amway.As far as that classmate was concerned, of course she wished that the whole class could read it. As long as the book was in someone else's hands and someone was willing to read it, she would be willing to borrow it.

At that time, many people in the class were discussing the plots of those novels, and Zhang Ziyun also started to read them. Lu Yudong couldn't hold back his curiosity, and bravely lined up with that classmate, one behind Zhang Ziyun, and finished reading that A rather long novel.

Lu Yudong still remembers the general content of the story because she has read very few novels. The whole story is about her inability to understand and the difficulty of accepting the pain of her youth.

What school bully is a good brother, the first girl and the second girl are good best friends, the first girl loves the school bully, the school bully loves the second daughter, the second girl loves the school bully, and the school bully loves the first daughter, perfectly forming a bloody closed-loop relationship.

Then there was a crush at the age of 15, confession at the age of 16, passionate love at the age of 17, a car accident, mixed with brothers turning against each other, girlfriends tearing each other up, and some very radical campus bullying.After the college entrance examination, some people won the gold medals, some people lost their names, and everyone lost each other. After many years, everyone has matured, and they meet again by fate, and start a new wave of chaotic relationships.

Then they parted and reunited, combined and reunited. When the relationship is good, the four people seem to be able to live and die together in any combination. When the relationship is bad, the four people seem to be able to stab each other in any combination.

In the end, the second female lead accidentally died among them. Everyone finally understood what happiness is, but they lost the right to be happy, leaving only regrets for the rest of their lives.

The heroine hugged and kissed the school bully that the second girl loved most before her death in front of the second girl's tomb, and said to the second girl with great affection and self-touching: "I will be happy for you, I heard your blessing."

At that time, when she was young, Lu Yudong was seriously hurt by the novel that became more and more troublesome the more she read it, but the classmates around her seemed to like it, which made her not know where to complain. For the rest of my life, I only have the idea of ​​being with Manzhu.

Two years later, Lu Yudong came into contact with the novel again. He originally asked Zhang Ziyun to ask for it with the mentality of trying it out, but he never thought of it. After reading it, it seemed that the door to a new world had opened.

Lu Yudong had to admit that it was a very ordinary novel.

There are no twists and turns of the plot, no profound sadomasochism, and some are just a story of a landlord who writes articles and her live broadcast roommate Xiao Quo Xiaoxiao living a life of sand sculptures.

In the story, the two protagonists didn’t get along very well at the beginning, and then they became more and more deeply in love with each other. Later, they adopted a little wild dog. Like a family of three, they knew each other and fell in love with laughter every day, and the last party took the initiative. Confessing boldly, the two mustered up the courage to come together.

Lu Yudong spent a night of self-study and two and a half hours before going to bed, and finished the novel in one sitting.

Although the plot of the novel was simple, it left her in a daze. She didn't remember to meditate, and she didn't know what mood to fall asleep in.

Because the two protagonists in that novel are both women!

The landlord is a woman, the roommate is a woman, and they are in love...

Although she was faintly aware of this at the beginning of the novel, when she read it bit by bit, she saw the warming up of the two people's feelings, one of them confessed, the other subconsciously avoided, and finally they finally faced their hearts and came together. At the same time, the complex feeling in her heart is no less than that of the two heroines in the article.

After reading the novel, Lu Yudong clutched the phone tightly in his hand, his mind was full of some unexplainable feelings that he couldn't explain clearly.

Everyone in the dormitory was asleep, and it was so quiet that only the humming of cicadas was left outside the window.

Lu Yudong quietly stared at the little white dog next to the pillow in a daze for a long time, his mind was in a mess, and although there were countless clues, he couldn't even touch the head, and finally deleted the novel file with guilt , I am afraid that Manzhu will find some traces.

The next morning, Lu Yudong was having breakfast with Zhang Ziyun in the cafeteria. He hesitated for a long time, but finally couldn't hold back, and opened his mouth in a low voice.

"Zhang Ziyun, where did your novel come from?"

"I saw someone recommending it on the Internet and said it was quite funny, so I came down to read it." Zhang Ziyun said, "I haven't read Lily's novels before."

Lu Yudong thought for a while, then asked in a low voice, "Don't you think it's strange for us to read such a novel?"

Zhang Ziyun thought for a while, and said, "Do you think it's weird? It's okay. When I was chasing stars and CP, I saw a lot of danmei fans. If I can accept danmei, why can't I accept Lily?"

"Danmei?" Lu Yudong's eyes were dazed. This term was indeed a bit unfamiliar to her, who basically didn't surf the Internet, and only chatted with Zhang Ziyun on the Internet.

"Why don't you understand anything? Danmei means male, which means BL, Boys' Love." Zhang Ziyun explained, "Lily means GL, do you understand?"

Lu Yudong bit the deep-fried dough stick and nodded, his eyes widened, somewhat dull.

Zhang Ziyun tentatively asked, "Lu Yudong, you're not homophobic, are you?"

Lu Yudong shook his head in a daze.

"That's good, that's good..." Zhang Ziyun nodded thoughtfully, then suddenly leaned into Lu Yudong's ear, and whispered mysteriously, "I'll tell you something, don't be too surprised."

Lu Yudong put his ears up, his eyes full of curiosity.

Zhang Ziyun said angrily: "Don't blame me for looking at people with rotten eyes, according to my many years of experience... I really think that the boss is having an affair with Brother Xiaoyan!"

After finishing speaking, she retreated to her seat, picked up her bowl of corn porridge with a lot of sugar, and observed the changes in Lu Yudong's expression while drinking.

Lu Yudong was stunned for a long time, then buried his head and drank a big mouthful of soy milk, and seemed to choke on the deep-fried dough stick in his mouth the moment he finished drinking.

Seeing Zhang Ziyun, he hurriedly asked again: "You don't discriminate against them, do you?"

Lu Yudong quickly shook her head like a rattle, how could she discriminate against someone who treats her so well for this reason...

She thought for a long time before saying: "If you are not sure, let's not talk about it."

"I'll just talk about it casually." Zhang Ziyun pursed his lips and said, "If you want to reject it, I won't say it."

"I don't repel... I do, I just don't feel like... They often quarrel."

"Hitting is kissing and scolding is love. Isn't there another sentence, quarreling at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed..."

"Ah, let's not talk about this!" Lu Yudong quickly interrupted Zhang Ziyun's words, "Furthermore, I don't know how to face them this weekend."

"Face it with a normal heart." Zhang Ziyun said, put down the bowl in his hand, and said seriously, "I always feel that there is no way to say about feelings... If I really like someone, how can I care about it? Male or female? She is the only one left in my eyes..."

Lu Yudong subconsciously squeezed the chopsticks in his hand, a faint shadow flashed in his heart, and before he could catch it, it disappeared.

"Actually, it seems pretty good to like a girl. If she is really nice to me and treats me unreservedly, why shouldn't I be with her?"

Lu Yudong couldn't help being stunned, the person who was really good to her and treated her unreservedly... Isn't it the person she wants to be with forever?

"If you want to say that there is something you dare not face, it is probably... I don't know if the person who treats me well likes me, the kind of love that wants to be with me forever... I don't know, is my family able to accept..."

"The kind of love that wants to be together forever..." Lu Yudong repeated Zhang Ziyun's words in a low voice.

There seems to be a subtle feeling in my heart, little by little, slowly sprouting.

Zhang Ziyun seemed to be talking on the sidelines all the time, but Lu Yudong didn't listen to a single word.

"Lu Yudong? Why are you in a daze?"

Zhang Ziyun beat around the bush and tried for a long time, but suddenly found that Lu Yudong's expression was dull, his eyes wandered, and he seemed to be in a daze. This reaction undoubtedly made her feel somewhat frustrated after she had just said a lot of words.

"Ah?" Lu Yudong came back to his senses, took out a small handwritten vocabulary book from his school trousers pocket, and said, "Have you finished eating? After eating, go to the small pavilion to memorize vocabulary."

"You...you are not listening to me?" Zhang Ziyun's face was full of displeasure.

"Yes, didn't you just say...whether the family can accept it?" Lu Yudong blinked guiltyly.

Zhang Ziyun frowned, and simply repeated what he said just now: "I just said clearly that if we get older and can't find anyone we like, then we can just make do with each other. A man with a spectrum is strong!"

Lu Yudong nodded after listening, and subconsciously replied: "Then, then you can come to live at my house, my sister's cooking is delicious..."

After she finished speaking, she regretted a little. If she could, she didn't want to share the goodness of Manzhu with anyone.

But once the words are out, it seems very hurtful to regret directly...

Lu Yudong hesitated for a moment and was at a loss.

Zhang Ziyun didn't know that Lu Yudong's mind was so active, but hearing that she was talking about her sister, she couldn't help but gritted her teeth for two seconds, and suddenly stood up with both hands on the table.

"Sister, sister, I've met Ma Bao, but I haven't seen Sister Bao."

"I can live with your sister in this life!"

"Let's go, memorize words!"

Zhang Ziyun said three sentences in a row, then turned and walked towards the entrance of the cafeteria.

Lu Yudong bit his lip, got up with the bowl, drank the remaining soy milk in one gulp, and quickly chased after Zhang Ziyun.

On the way to the small pavilion in the green area of ​​the school, she kept thinking about Zhang Ziyun's sentence just now, "I can live with your sister in this life", and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong.

She never thought of living with anyone else in her life...

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Three consecutive attacks at the same table: fictional temptation, real person temptation, and verbal temptation.

After the trial: bye!Elm head!

PS: The contents of the Gouxue novels are all fabricated, and any similarities are absolutely routine.

*感谢在2020-11-1723:55:23~2020-11-1805:47:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottles of Xiaoyao;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!