Soul knot

Since reading that short novel, Lu Yudong has been thinking about it every day.

I think about the two protagonists in the story, the way they get along, the scenes when they are heartbroken, and the words when they confess...

It turns out that feelings can be so simple, so plain, and so warm.

That kind of relationship is really good. It's not like the twists and turns of the love on TV, and it's not like the complicated entanglement in the novel, where it's hard to tell right from wrong... It's not like her parents, who held resentment towards each other until death.

Every time Lu Yudong thought of this, he was envious and curious.

Envy is the feeling of being envious of the plain companionship.To be curious is to be curious about what that feeling is like.

Do you want to be with someone forever in your heart, which counts as the "love" mentioned in the story?

If this is the case, then to her, Manzhu is no longer the relative she relied on so much... Has the relationship between them, or her feelings for Manzhu, changed silently?

But she obviously also wanted to be good friends with Zhang Ziyun for the rest of her life, even though Zhang Ziyun's life was far less than hers, she also wanted to be with her day by day.

Besides Zhang Ziyun, she also wants to be with fairies who are not old friends forever, whether it is Uncle Mu, Master Yan, Uncle Gou, Sister Xiaozhi, Sister Huanxi, and everyone else who also takes good care of her...

Lu Yudong couldn't figure out how to define his feelings for Manzhu in his heart.

She knew that Manzhu had done so much for her over the years, not relatives were better than relatives.

She knew that no matter what, she shouldn't think about that aspect of Manzhu, but she just couldn't help thinking about it.

I can't help but think, if Manzhu also has someone she likes in the future, will she be left out because of this.

I can't help but think, if only she is always by Manzhu's side.

Such possessiveness does not happen overnight.

Lu Yudong knew it all too well, as early as three years ago, she had such a possessive desire, and because of this, she even cared about the existence of Uncle Mu, fearing that he had other plans for Manzhu.I was afraid that one day I would suddenly call him brother-in-law.

It's just that Lu Yudong at that time never thought about the possibility that she and Manzhu could be together.

This being together is not being together like sisters and relatives, but...in the real sense, the kind of being together that depends on each other in life and can no longer tolerate a third person.

She thought, since they were tied together for life and death, they should be together like this.

As Manzhu said, after 30 or 30 years, they will start wandering around.Because of the regulations of the Bureau of Demon Control, goblins should not live in a city for more than [-] years, so as to avoid unnecessary troubles caused by their youthful appearance.

Because of this, many years later, she and Manzhu will move away with everyone who is not their old friend, go to a new city, set up a new facade, and start again in a strange place.

Hundreds of years later, she will travel to many places, and every place she stays can be regarded as a home.

Maybe she will love a certain city, but she will never take root.

Manzhu said that this was not a good thing, but Lu Yudong felt that such a life was not bad.

Those who are wandering and helpless will yearn for falling leaves to return to their roots, but if they have something to rely on, why should they be afraid of wandering?

Lu Yudong has always firmly believed that as long as she is with Manzhu, she is willing to go no matter where she goes.

Regardless of the bustling city, the remote countryside, or the remote mountains and old forests, as long as there are manzhu, it can be called home.

And all those people who once made her care along the way will eventually become passers-by in the long time.

They cannot be separated until death in this life. In this world, besides them, is there any destiny that can bind two people from life to death?

Such thoughts invaded Lu Yudong's heart little by little.

But she had no idea in her heart, she was terrified, so she could only try her best not to think about it, and tried her best to pretend that she didn't know anything.

From that day, or rather, from the night before that day, Lu Yudong had a secret of his own.

It was a secret that would not be told to Man Zhu, nor to Zhang Ziyun, nor even to anyone around him.

Lu Yudong decided to hide it until the day he had enough courage to face it.

So, holding that little secret, she continued to live every day, every week, every month as if nothing had happened.

Lu Yudong's life didn't seem to have changed in the slightest because of that secret. On weekdays, she learns when she needs to, and plays when she needs to. Occasionally, she secretly finds a book or two of GL novels and deletes them after reading. Even Zhang Ziyun won't tell .

Every Saturday, she would still go with Manzhu to meet her old friends, but there is a small difference between now and before, that is, Zhang Ziyun will also go with her when school is over.

Speaking of which, the two had different paths at the beginning. After all, after school every week, they always had to bring something home, especially a change of clothes.

Moreover, it is hot in summer, the dormitory does not provide hot water, and the little water is not enough to take a bath. The students have to find a place to take a hot shower every Saturday after school.Naturally, the students in this city go home to take a bath, and those who live in the countryside and counties and only go back once a month, they go to the bathhouse not far from the school to take a bath.

Zhang Ziyun would go home first at first, but her home is far away from her old friends, and she only goes to work once a week after school starts, even though Mu Shenshan allowed her to be late, she was embarrassed to be late for so long every time, so After thinking about it, she decided to go to Lu Yudong's house every Saturday to borrow water.As for the things to take home, just take them to the bar, stuff them under the counter, and bring them back when you get off work.

It was just to borrow some water to take a bath, the relationship between the sisters was so good, of course Lu Yudong had no reason to refuse.

At first, Zhang Ziyun also proposed to wash with Lu Yudong. She said that they are all girls anyway, so there is nothing to be embarrassed about.

Lu Yudong was a little hesitant after hearing this, but he didn't know how to refuse, so he subconsciously looked up at Manzhu.

Manzhu found a new bath towel from the bed cabinet, turned around and handed it to Zhang Ziyun, raised her eyes and smiled slightly at her: "The bathroom in our house is so small that the wet and dry are separated, and it is too crowded for two people to wash it. good."

A certain sister's sister said so, Zhang Ziyun naturally didn't say anything more, just obediently walked into the bathroom with the towel in his arms, and closed the door with his backhand.

Since that week, the number of people Manzhu has to pick up every week has changed from one to two.

She usually takes the two little girls home first, waits for them to queue up to take a shower, dry themselves and change their clothes, and then take them to the bar together.

Looking at the small world between herself and Lu Yudong, Manzhu had mixed feelings about the sudden addition of a person.

But in order to play the gentle sister in Lu Yudong's heart well, no matter how complicated her mood was, she never showed it in front of Lu Yudong and Zhang Ziyun. share.

That's right, she figured it out, even if Lu Yudong likes a mortal, it will only last for a few decades at most, and after a hundred or a thousand years, he will still have to be with her.

That being the case, there is no need for her to have any disputes with Lu Yudong because of Zhang Ziyun, lest she become the kind of vicious mother-in-law on TV and be hated by Lu Yudong.

But these are all appearances, she figured it out, it doesn't mean she is not at all unhappy about it.

On the contrary, she was very upset, but she kept it all in her heart, and finally took advantage of the time when Lu Yudong was not at home to spread all the upset on a certain corgi.

Not to mention, that little guy has good elasticity, and can be kneaded back to its original shape no matter how hard it is beaten.

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In the blink of an eye, it was the summer vacation. On the first night of the vacation, Lu Yudong followed Manzhu as soon as he entered the house, with bare feet and tiptoes, he jumped up softly, with a bright smile on his face.

"It's so late, what are you dancing for?" Manzhu turned around and grabbed Lu Yudong, "Aren't you sleepy?"

Lu Yudong said: "It is said that exercise can grow taller, so I have to jump more, otherwise when will I grow as tall as my sister?"

After hearing this, Manzhu smiled slightly and said: "I'm not tall, you are only sixteen, you can grow a lot, and you will definitely be taller than me in the future."

Lu Yudong said, "I want to be about the same height as my sister."

Manzhu was surprised, and asked with a smile, "Why?"

Lu Yudong bit his lip, looking expectantly: "In this way, I can wear my sister's clothes in the future."

Manzhu shook his head: "I have been laughed at by your little uncle many times. He always said that I am an old fashioned person, I don't accept new things, I am out of place on the street, and I am a weirdo."

Lu Yudong said: "No, don't listen to my uncle's nonsense, he has a few words in his mouth. In recent years, more and more people like to wear Hanfu, online, and sometimes walking on the street. It’s not surprising to see one or two, how beautiful they are!”

After hearing this, Manzhu was quite happy: "If you like it, I'll take you to pick out some cloth, and I'll make it for you later."

Lu Yudong took Manzhu's hand and said happily, "Really?"

Manzhu said: "Of course? When did I not give you what you wanted?"

Lu Yudong thought for a while, and said, "Don't worry about it, I can still grow. Now that I do it, I'll be young in two years."

"I'll do it when I'm young." Manzhu said.

"No, that's too troublesome..." Lu Yudong shook his head.

"No trouble." Manzhu said again.

"Wait until I graduate!" Lu Yudong said, "After graduation, can my sister take me on a trip? At that time, I want to wear this dress with my sister... Let's go to more scenic spots and take more photos!"

After hearing this, Manzhu thought for a moment, and asked with a pretentious magnanimity: "Then do you want to call Zhang Ziyun?"

After hearing this, Lu Yudong shook his head quickly: "She, she still has to pay Zhang Hao back, she must be busy! No need to call her, just the two of us, just the two of us!"

When Manzhu mentioned Zhang Ziyun, she was unwilling at first, but now hearing what Lu Yudong said, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, bent her eyebrows and smiled, and replied softly: "Okay, then it's settled, when you are admitted to university, I'll take you out to play. You can go wherever you want."

As soon as Manzhu finished speaking, she saw Lu Yudong rushing forward in foolish joy. She didn't stand firm on her feet, hugged the girl in her arms, and fell down on the sofa together.

At that moment, she realized that the thin and small girl back then had grown so big now.

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I'm not at home during the day, please allow me to wither for a day and make up tomorrow (if I don't make it up, I don't say it).

*感谢在2020-11-1805:47:34~2020-11-1900:55:05期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: casually, 1 angel Tianya;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: self-tapping and self-receiving °39 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!