On the Best Ways to Punish a Playful Ex

What did Shen Zhengying look like before?

His eyes are cautious and shrinking, and he often hangs his head halfway and dare not look at her.When asked her a question, she always only said yes, yes, and when she said she scolded her, she kept her head down and said nothing. Shen Zhenghui made mistakes on her head, and she didn't defend herself. She listened to the punishment and was scolded.Even being bullied is silently endured. Why do those people bully her when they don't bully others? It's not because she is easy to bully.

All in all, there is more than enough to be obedient, but not enough to be well-behaved.

It wasn't until I became a mother when I grew up, and it didn't get better after I was enrolled in H University and stayed in school.

Ye Zhifang didn't take the unhappy breakup before the Chinese New Year, thinking that it was just a case of being a mother, and being unfair to her son, she didn't want her son to be wronged.Unexpectedly, this daughter became really hardened, and knew how to suppress Shen Weiguo with textbooks.

In the past, when Shen Zhengying sat face to face with himself, he would definitely be unable to hold back under his own pressure, and would feel timid no matter whether he spoke or not.Today is fine, calm and calm, and I even took out a thermos to drink water.

Is it the change brought about by that "girlfriend"?

No matter how real or fake this tranquility is, Ye Zhifang felt that there was no need to continue the stalemate, and no good could be gained from a stalemate.She is old now, and her physiology does not allow her to sit still for a long time.

"I was born in 50 years. I have experienced chaos, ten years of chaos, and reform and opening up until today. Shen Zhengying, tell me, is the society becoming more open or more conservative?"

Shen Zhengying knew that before her mother talked with others, she liked to be pressured by others, and after the other party felt the pressure, she would talk about it, which would get twice the result with half the effort.In the past, she was most afraid of this kind of conversation, but today she was able to sit upright and sit without confusion. At first, she still felt a little bit of the fear of her mother in the past, but after sitting for a while, her mood gradually calmed down.It turns out that being upright is like this, she thinks she is right, and she is frank and frank, but Ye Zhifang's opening remarks make her feel lost.

Apparently Ye Zhifang didn't intend to ask her to answer, her eyes only stayed on her face for a moment, and she continued: "When I was a little girl, the school was closed, and the students ran across the country in groups. The teacher couldn't do it any longer, so I did some housework to help. At home. Once I passed the market, the street was full of people and noisy. I don’t like excitement. Where there was noise in those years, it meant that people would die, and because I had studied for a few years, I didn’t want to show my face in the crowd. I wanted to take a detour. Then I heard someone shouting, go to see the public trial meeting where the ghost was shot, and I was pushed. It was just right, and I could see the group of prisoners with big signs hanging around their necks, waiting to be shot. The people in front of the sign It said anti//revolution//revolutionary, murderer, and behind it was chicken//rapist and female gangster. At that time, I didn't know what chicken//rape was, and I didn't know how women became gangsters. I only knew that It's a bad thing."

Ye Zhifang smiled, "It's certainly not a good thing to be shot. I still remember that the sun was so good that day, and when it shone on the female hooligan's face, there was a faint golden light on her face. That female hooligan was born Delicate, not worse than when you were young. There is light in her eyes, and there is something I don’t understand. I still don’t understand why a woman is so calm when she is about to die. Some people don’t understand like me, so they take it away the light."

I have never heard my mother talk about that experience, nor have I heard my mother describe an experience in such a poetic tone, and the experience she described is more gloomy under the background of her smile.Shen Zhengying couldn't help shivering, "What do you mean by taking away that light?"

"The group beat her up and called her shameless, perverted, and a hooligan to women. There was a man with buck teeth and bad breath. From so far away, I could smell the fishy smell in his mouth and the fuel consumption on his clothes. He opened his mouth and wiped the woman's face, and asked her word by word: Is it because her man didn't make her feel good, so she went to fuck women. "

"Mom..." Shen Zhengying suddenly understood why Ye Zhifang's reaction was always so intense every time homosexuality was mentioned.Just like the shadow brought about by her childhood experience, her mother also has a shadow, which is more terrifying and deadly than hers.

Ye Zhifang turned her head and looked at Shen Zhengying: "Homosexuality is against heaven and humanity, and it will lead to death."

"Mom, you also said that it was that era, a special period, and now is different from the past."

"Heh." Ye Zhifang sneered.

"Moreover, from a scientific point of view, homosexuality is originally a part of the process of biological evolution. It is not abnormal, it is not against the laws of nature and human relations, it is a behavior that has existed in humans and other animals since ancient times. According to you, it used to be The concubine will also be shot, so should she be shot now if she cheats on her?"

"Science? In that period, talking about science would have been fatal. Not to mention at that time, even now, if others find out how bad you are, what will others think of you and us. There is a weirdo in the family, a Freak, Shen Zhengying."

"That's my business, what does it have to do with others."

"Confused!" Ye Zhifang didn't expect her daughter to be quite clear-headed when she was young, but she became more and more naive at this age. "What matters has nothing to do with others, what matters others don't know, isn't it enough for you to be judged for your divorce? You also have to be told that you were hurt by a man so you went to find a woman. People's words are scary, don't you understand?"

Words are scary?What Shen Zhengying feared the most since she was a child was not other people's words, but her parents' lessons.

"Have you forgotten the feeling of being bullied when you were a child? If others know that you are gay, they will still bully you like before."

Shi Potian was startled, as if a thunder had exploded in his ears, Shen Zhengying only felt his ears buzzing.

All along, she thought that her parents didn't know what happened to her at school, and she didn't dare to tell her parents, thinking they wouldn't believe it.

who knows...

who knows!

Her mother even learned all about it.

"You know, you always knew?"

"Yes. I know." Instead of denying it, Ye Zhifang felt that Shen Zhengying was asking too much, "Why didn't I help you, why didn't I tell you? You don't talk about it yourself, do you want others to tell it for you? Shen Zhengying, since childhood I just hope you understand that human beings are very cruel animals. You have to learn to fight by yourself. Parents, children, brothers and sisters, friends... no one can help you completely. If you are bullied, you will be beaten back. If you can’t read well, Poor communication, can't even file a complaint, what else can you do when you are young."

"Dad knows too?"

"What does he know? He is confused by the students. What kind of expression do you have? You don't need to blame me. If you want to blame, blame the society and yourself. I'm just helping you adapt in advance. You don't even think about it, if you don't Training, how to deal with it afterward.” Having experienced the harsh times, Ye Zhifang seemed to have no idea what soft-heartedness is, “Okay, I’ve said what I have to say, for yourself, for your so-called girlfriend, don’t delay Others, so as not to end up in an ugly situation. People also have parents, and their parents will object. Don't you think so?" At the end, Ye Zhifang's tone slowed down, and her usual smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

Shen Zhengying felt cold all over, and realized for the first time that Ye Zhifang's heart was so cold.

What would you do if it was your former self?She will definitely feel that what she said makes sense. The world is indeed cruel. If she hadn't experienced it early in the morning, everything she encountered after meeting Deng Yanxi would have destroyed her; The reason is on my own head; the root of being bullied is because I am easy to bully.

No, if it was my former self, there would be no such conversation at all.

Shen Weiguo's "don't go home" is enough to make her terrified.

If it was her former self, maybe even Shen Weiguo's dissatisfaction would not appear.

She is used to bowing her head and admitting her mistakes without making a sound. Her parents are so taboo against homosexuality, so how dare she fall in love with anyone.

Why did Ye Zhifang's original reasoning make sense, but now it has all become a joke with strong words.

"It's not like this." Shen Zhengying sighed, "It's not like what you said. I don't feel ashamed to fall in love with a woman, and I don't think it will delay the other party. I am very happy with her. This is my own life, whatever others say , I can’t control what other people say, and I have no right to control how I live. I have also tried to live the same life as others according to your wishes. I have tried my best. I may be stupid. In the end, it still didn’t work. If I met her before, I might be willing to be the same as before, but now I don’t want to. I have my own life, and I’m just like others. Do you tell students that you have to adapt to the cruelty of society and pretend not to see others being bullied? You will tell students that if you want to be a screw in a factory, it is the same as others and is a defective product? No, you No, you will only tell students that to help others and to live their own lives well, everyone is unique, isn’t it? As a teacher, if words and deeds are different, that is hypocrisy. From this point of view, Until now, I’ve never really been a teacher.”

Ye Zhifang's smile collapsed for a moment, but almost instantly, she put on the mask of gentle scrutiny again, "Oh, so you think me and your dad are hypocritical. It seems that neither I nor your dad can convince you. Your that she treats you It has a great influence. If I hadn't heard you face to face, I wouldn't have believed that this would be what you said. Just in time, I want to meet her. "

Before today's talk, Shen Zhengying didn't mind her mother meeting Hu Lai, but now she hesitated.

Ye Zhifang said casually: "It was the little girl who was very close to you in junior high school and transferred to another school after doing well in her studies? What's her name? Look at my memory. Oh, Xie Yaran?"

Hearing the words Xie Yaran uttered from her mother's mouth, Shen Zhengying was extremely surprised and horrified.

"Have you recovered from your dream talk?"

"Talking in sleep?" Shen Zhengying didn't know that he could talk in sleep.

"Maybe it's because I'm too old to remember things. I just remember that you had a dream, a nightmare. In the dream, you kept saying that you didn't like Xie Yaran." Mentioning this person, Ye Zhifang had to sigh. Let's go together, Nie Yuan.

But Shen Zhengying said, "It's not her."

"Oh? There are quite a few weirdos like you." This time it was Ye Zhifang's turn to be surprised, "A teacher at the same school as you?"

"No, she is an employee of my cooperative company."

"Oh, part-time job."

Shen Zhengying didn't argue or correct, he just wanted to end the conversation quickly so that he could leave this place immediately.

"I'll answer you after I asked her what she meant. What did you want to say when you saw her?"

"My daughter has found a partner. Isn't it natural to be a mother? Your sister-in-law has been worrying about introducing so many partners for you, and you are not satisfied. I'm still curious, what kind of person is she?"

If he had heard these words before, Shen Zhengying would have thought that Ye Zhifang was really just curious and wanted to meet them, and maybe there was a possibility of accepting them.But ever since Ye Zhifang said that she knew everything about being bullied back then, she couldn't express her disappointment with this mother.

Coming out of the house, Shen Zhengying felt cold all over, his hands trembling, and when he stepped into the sunshine, he immediately missed the feeling of Hu Lai by his side.Thinking of Ye Zhifang saying that she was worthless, she couldn't help holding her head high, straightened up and took two steps.

In any case, she came out of this battle alive.

"Ahh~~ahhh~~ahhh~~"

I don't know which corner came from the familiar sound of screaming chickens.

Shen Zhengying didn't care, Screaming Chicken toys can be seen everywhere, there are many children in this community, it's very common to use them as toys.

"Ahh~~ahhh~~ahhh~~"

"It's dawn, the rooster is crowing, our teacher Shen will find me soon."

"Hu Lai!"

Shen Zhengying stopped and looked around, unable to believe her ears.

Finally, behind a row of bushes, I found a smiling face.

The little girl came out from behind the bushes, and Shen Zhengying hugged her before she could explain why she didn't obey and go home.

At the same time, long-enduring tears flowed down my face.

"Hu Lai Lai..."