On the Best Ways to Punish a Playful Ex

For a long time, Hu Lai was mostly talking about her feelings and thoughts, and Shen Zhengying seldom shared them.

Most of the time, Shen Zhengying struggled and sank alone.

Like most of her life, she faced everything and digested everything alone.

When I was a child, my parents only made demands and only disciplined them. No matter what I told them, it always fell to her and Shen Zhenghui that they were not good enough.Gradually, they are used to hiding their thoughts and emotions, because emotions are not allowed at home.

After entering high school and university, no one bullied her anymore, but it was still difficult for her to communicate with others, what to say.The little secret in her heart made her always be vigilant and careful, and she had to hide herself well and well, just like others, so that she would not be exposed to the risk.

Then she met Deng Yanxi who made something out of nothing, which made her more aware of the importance of hiding herself. At that time, she had a husband and children, lived strictly according to the requirements of mainstream society, and could escape safely without any rumors or gossip.But if there was any rumor of being of the same sex before, I'm afraid it's hard to be good.

Sun Shuxue has a good relationship with her, takes care of her and cares about her, but Sun Shuxue is also a part of the mainstream, so she can't take the risk of talking about herself with her.

On many issues, how other people are is one thing, how "I have a friend" is another.

Just like the outfit that Shen Zhengying wears to school every day, in terms of feelings, she wraps herself extremely tightly and rarely talks to others.

Maybe it's not that Shen Zhengying doesn't want to talk about it, but that in her long life of hiding herself, she has long been used to keeping a distance from others, which is one of the reasons why she is always separated from others and always alienated.

The ones that Hu Lai knew were all based on her own feelings and guesses, which were full of uncertainties.

The last time when Shen Zhengying seriously talked about her relationship, it was to say goodbye to her for a showdown. It was rare to talk so much at once today, even though the meaning of the words made her not know whether to laugh or get angry.

It's not that I'm not moved, it's not that I'm not soft-hearted.

But she told herself to hold back.

"I want you, not the one you said before." The little girl remained silent, realizing the possible ambiguity in her words, and Shen Zhengying hurriedly explained.The scene of Hu Lai saying that being a friend with benefits is still lingering in her heart, every time she thinks about it, she feels sad for her and at the same time she spurns herself.

Hu Lai had to think about it before he remembered which kind he said was okay.As she has always emphasized, being a friend with benefits can be just a stopgap word, a buffer, to stabilize the person first, and it is easy to say anything if the person does not leave.After the person left, she wouldn't take those words to heart.But right now, she doesn't intend to let Shen Zhengying know.

Hu Lai bit her lip and didn't answer, waiting for her to continue.

Shen Zhengying stretched out his hand to touch her cheek, but he stretched it out halfway and then retracted it. "I'm done. Hey, I don't know what I said. I just want to tell you that I've been thinking about us. I behaved badly before, and then..."

Hu Lai didn't give her a chance to continue talking, and directly blocked her mouth with his mouth.

What to hold back, she couldn't bear it anymore.

This kiss was fiercer and fiercer than ever, the anger and love accumulated for a long time were intertwined, enveloping the two of them like a storm.

As if in the eye of the wind, Shen Zhengying was almost breathless until he felt pain in his jaw, and when he opened his eyes, it was Hu Lai panting heavily, with a face of love and hate.

Looking in the rearview mirror, there was a not-so-deep tooth mark on his chin, and Shen Zhengying was helpless. "Have you lost your temper?"

"No, it's impossible to get rid of it." Hu Lai twisted his head awkwardly, hating himself for not being able to live up to it. "At most, it's only a little bit, but! It doesn't mean we're reconciled."

In front of Shen Zhengying, she has always been wise and rational, advances and retreats properly, and is seldom as angry and willful as she is now.

Loved her delicate and domineering head after she became angry from embarrassment, Shen Zhengying touched her delicate and charming lips, and pecked lightly, "I know the head. There is no other meaning in telling you these things today."

"Oh?" Hu Lai didn't believe it.

Shen Zhengying smiled, "Maybe there are expectations, but I don't dare to have extravagant expectations. I know you, I broke your heart."

Hu Lai felt that his heart was collapsing, but he sat up straight quickly and squinted at her, "Are you drinking fake wine or fairy dew? Why does it seem like you have suddenly opened your eyes?"

"You know Yaran so well, why didn't you ask her if she sold fake wine or fairy dew. I heard that you drank a lot at her place, didn't you get the hang of it?"

The little girl was no longer polite, polite and distant towards her, and Shen Zhengying's uneasy heart finally returned to its original position.

"Hmph, I won't talk to you when you're enlightened. Did she treat you very well and give you all the wine with special effects. Hey, you're still in a state of drunkenness now, aren't you?"

Speaking of getting drunk, Shen Zhengying twitched the corners of his mouth.Hu Lai should have seen all the most embarrassing moments in his life.

When she was embarrassed, Hu Lai was happy, and his chin was raised high and high.

"It's not that I'm talking about you. You're such an adult, you don't have a sense of propriety, it's not safe to drink so much outside. Don't think that women won't have bad intentions. What if someone 'picks up the corpse'. Zhishou" Picking up corpses?"

"Well, know the head."

Shen Zhengying wanted to refute, but when he opened his mouth, Hu Lai glared at her.It's been a long time since I saw the little girl look alive, this moment is really nostalgic, so I swallowed what I wanted to say and let her go.

It's rare to be able to educate people, and Shen Zhengying's injustice is particularly cooperative, and Hu Lai is excited.

"Also, as a teacher, you have to lead by example, stay up late every day without eating, and cultivate immortals."

"How do you know who is the leader?! I told you clearly? When did you two..." When she was complaining about herself every day, and it was dark, what happened when her son and Hu Lai were connected online again.

Hu Laipi smiled, "Guess."

Shen Zhengying's eyebrows twitched, as if he wanted to say something, but he felt that it was not good to say anything, so he pouted, lowered his head, and hummed aggrieved twice.

Who can resist this!

Hu Lai almost jumped up.

Foul, foul!Don't be so cute!

What's going on with Mr. Shen, it's really against the sky.

The half-day is not staying up late to play games, but staying up late to study cute and more advanced classes!

"Shen Zhengying, it's shameful to seduce you."

Hu Lai gritted his teeth, and Shen Zhengying was amused, "In front of you, who doesn't know the heights of heaven and earth, shameless, so bold and dares to seduce//seduce you."

"It's you!"

Hu Lai didn't know who she was, but in Shen Zhengying's eyes, she was just as cute and attractive.

Three points of desire were revealed in the blink of an eye.

Hu Lai understood, "Damn it, Shen Zhengying, you just covet my beauty."

"Everyone in the world loves beauty."

Originally feeling attracted, Shen Zhengying would constantly struggle in his heart, cover up, hide and hide, but now that he said it, he felt like breaking the pot and falling happily.

She thinks she misses her happy she is true.

It is also true to feel fearful and withdrawn at the thought of the future.

Release your desires and likes from the prison of repression before finding the strength that does not require patience at all.

Shen Zhengying didn't know if she had figured it out, or whether they would have a future, and what the future would be like.

She only knows that if one day she can break through the original shackles and not endure in front of her parents, brothers and sisters-in-law, if there is really the power that Hu Lai wants her to obtain, then the fire of this power must be brought to her by Hu Lai.

After Hu Lai left in the afternoon, Shen Zhengying stayed in the real illusion for a long time, and when he exited the game, he found himself crying in his seat.

It's not that she can't distinguish between virtuality and reality, but that Hu Lai has already broken the boundary between virtuality and reality.

No matter where she is, Hu Lai is her heart.

It is only natural for a young man in his teens and 20s to say this.She, a 45-year-old middle-aged divorced woman, is full of love and love, and she still uses such nasty words as what she wants, and she always feels ashamed every time she thinks about it.

Even rationally, she insists that love has nothing to do with gender or age.

In the secular concept, love seems to only belong to young people, and being crazy about love is also the privilege of young people.Elderly people are reluctantly called twilight lovers, and are generally considered old and not ashamed.The love of middle-aged people is even more tragic, and it is mostly associated with derailment and desire. The typical representative is "Paradise Lost".Perhaps in the eyes of the world, young people are frivolous and impulsive to talk about love, middle-aged people should talk about life in reality, old people are dying, and time is not long, and it is not a big mistake to have fun in time, but it is always outside the mainstream of society.

Under the social system that takes marriage as the standard, love is a sheep's head that is displayed to the world, and it is a cloak for some people to enter into marriage.

Many people only have marriage in this life, but no love.

Except for the ignorant and cruel joy in junior high school, Shen Zhengying, like most people, has never tasted love.Fortunately, the teaching is for college students, no one will ask her what love is, what is love, no one will ask what love is, the students know better than her.

Although marrying Jiang Bo is also free love, but she knows that it is love without love.

Sternberg said ideal love includes passion, intimacy and commitment.Her marriage was nothing but commitment, perhaps a certain amount of rebellion and adventure and a little intimacy, but no passion.In order to make up for it, she abides by her duties as a wife and tries hard to become a family member with Jiang Bo, but in the end she still fails.In fact, Jiang Bo cheated, she didn't blame him at all.She also often advises Jiang Yuming that human beings are animals that seek pleasure and avoid suffering, and people will go wherever they can satisfy their needs.

Shen Zhengying found a bit of satisfaction in the virtual game world, she thought that this would be the end of her life.She also hopes that this life will be like this, peaceful day after day until death.

Not reconciled?Occasionally.

expect?Very few.

Rather than experience it personally, she would rather experience it in movies, TV novels, games.Although the indirect experience may seem like a no-brainer, it is absolutely safe and will not hurt anyone or make you sad.

She even thought that there must be regrets at the last moment of her life.However, in life, who dares to say that there is no regret before death.

She is cowardly, selfish and lacks courage, as she should.

However, the appearance of Hu Lai fundamentally destroyed all the efforts she had made so far.The little girl swaggered into her heart, knocking a crack in the wall of her heart that had been built for decades.

"Hu Lai..." Shen Zhengying made up his mind and held Hu Lai's face.

Hu Lai could only tell herself by telling her: "Hey, we haven't reconciled yet, and I'm still mad at you."

"Hu Lailai, if one day I can break out of the cocoon like you said, will you be the first person I see?"