Ginger is old and spicy.

As soon as Shen Zhengying took the initiative, Hu Lai realized that he had nothing to do with her. If it wasn't for a sliver of dissatisfaction to save his life, he might have bowed his head and raised his hands in surrender.

These days, how many people can tell each other their thoughts, feelings, and cowardice, and can completely expose themselves to each other?

How many people can ask her while drinking a little vinegar: If I can break out of the cocoon like you said, will you be the first person I see.

Deadly, really deadly.

People often say that Hu Lai is molesting people because they don't know Shen Zhengying. Compared with Shen Zhengying, she is simply extremely decisive.Mr. Shen is the one who is well versed in reasoning, empathy, and seduction. He is natural, without any affectation.

Intellectually, Hu Lai was already defeated, but she didn't want to just surrender like that.

When faced with Shen Zhengying's question that could not be answered against, Hu Lai asked her back: "Do you want me to be the first person you see?"

Apart from hope and extremely hope, Shen Zhengying has no third answer.

So Hu Lai told her: "It's up to you, not me."

At the beginning, Shen Zhengying proposed to break up and never have any more contact with each other. She tried time and time again to make it up, but in the end they still broke up.

Their relationship, what she said doesn't count.

Shen Zhengying was not depressed because of this, and continued to ask her with clear eyes, "You will wait for me, won't you?"

Shen Zhengying is well versed in the art of language, she didn't say wait for her, just wait for her.

Ah!

Hu Lai wailed, but she wanted to say that it's better to wait for a chicken to lay an egg than to wait for you.But she knows that she won't be able to go anywhere for a while, this time is different from every previous relationship, she can't just say goodbye and leave, she doesn't care whether it's strangers or encounters from now on.If she hadn't insisted on holding back and holding back, she would have hugged this cunning woman and kissed her a hundred times.

No!a thousand times.

In her eyes and in her heart, Shen Zhengying's every move touched her mind.

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

One day while drinking in "Ran", a long-haired man wanted to exchange poetry for wine.

He held the guitar and chanted in Spanish: "Thinking that I no longer have her, feeling the loss of her, listening to the lonely nights that are more haggard without her, the words of losing the soul are like dewdrops on the grassland Boring, why can't I keep my love... Love is so short, forgetting is so long..."

Even if he can't understand Spanish, Hu Lai can still feel a kind of loneliness and nostalgia.She bought the long-haired man a glass of wine and knew from him that it was Neruda's poem.

It's ridiculous to say that in the past, Hu Lai couldn't read modern poems, and always felt that he was gross and expressed his feelings too directly.

Well now, resonate with the poem.

I don't know if it's the unfamiliar language that makes it easier for her to listen to it, or whether her mood matches the poem.

At that time, Hu Lai was lamenting that he and Shen Zhengying had only known each other for a few months, so how difficult it was to let go was different from before.

When walking, eating, drinking and listening to music, I still think of her.

There is anger that hates iron but not steel, and there is also love that cannot be melted away.

What else can she say, she can only say: "Shen Zhengying, I'm here. But we haven't reconciled, and I'm still angry."

Shen Zhengying laughed all of a sudden, and slowly, tears filled his eyes.

Of course nothing happened that night, they hadn't made up yet.

Thinking about it the next day, Hu La wanted to laugh, but he felt something was wrong when he smiled, and he began to get angry at himself for having no stand, principle, and backbone.

It is a standard cheap bone.

You have to find someone to complain about.

If you tell Zhou Huaiyi about this matter, she will definitely say that Teacher Shen has difficulties with Teacher Shen. Since she came to you, it must be the result of careful consideration.She has been thinking about you.What Zhou Huaiyi knows best is understanding and tolerance.

Of course she can be considerate and tolerant, He Shi is steadfast from beginning to end, and there is also a lovely little angel daughter An Sheng who assists.

As for Shen Zhengying, he wavered from beginning to end.

She kissed hers first, and then ran away as if nothing happened.

I want to fall in love with her and develop a long-term relationship, but she is full of pornographic waste and just wants to sleep with her.

Not to mention that there is a son of a husky dog ​​who is not successful enough to reveal more than bad things.

After thinking about it, it is Lei Yuyu who is most likely to resonate with her. Last time they complained, they only played half of the game, and it would be good to continue with the second half.

Before the Chinese New Year, everyone’s thoughts are fluctuating, especially this year’s situation is difficult to understand. There is a certain risk in returning home for the New Year. Colleagues who live in other places read the latest information every day, and go back for a while and stay away for a while.Hu Lai followed Da Liu to herd the sheep, and asked Ming Lei Yuyu if she was free in the evening, so she got off work early to visit her flower shop.

Judging from the bouquets delivered to the door in recent times, the flowers from Lei Yuyu's family are of good quality.Prices are mid-range compared to similar products in the market, but definitely worth the money.

In recent years, there have been many Internet flower shops that deliver flowers on a regular basis, claiming to be cheap and high-quality, but in reality, there are not many really high-quality flowers.In Hu Lai's words, the most beautiful moments of these flowers are all when the pictures are well repaired, but the quality of the real objects is uneven.She tried several, and some of the flowers looked like broken flowers and willows, and some bouquets were matched with strange soil.And as if it was agreed, if you sell peony, I will also sell peony, and if you sell peony, I will also sell peony. It is understandable to increase sales, but it is really boring.

Lei Yuyu's flower shop is located near several residential areas. From the location, it looks like a neighbor's flower shop.However, the windows in the flower shop are bright and clean, and the display is orderly, not as messy and sloppy as the neighborhood flower shop.

Hu Lai was still working when he arrived, and there were not many customers in the store. There were only two shop assistants, both of whom were women. A middle-aged woman about 50 years old and a young girl in her twenties. One of them received customers and the other operated the computer. Orders.Lei Yuyu was drawing on the computer and learning from other experts. When he looked up and saw Hu Lai entering the door, his eyes lit up and he stood up to greet him.

After the two greeted each other and said a few polite words, Lei Yuyu took her to see the flowers in the shop and recognized the varieties, then made a pot of scented tea and sat down at her desk.

Hu Lai had something on his mind and didn't like to beat around the bush. Seeing that Lei Yuyu was straightforward, he took a sip of scented tea and briefly explained the situation between himself and Shen Zhengying.Last time, the two of them complained together, and they already knew each other's situation. This time she added the latest development and said: "I really can't bear it anymore, but if I don't bear it, I will always feel unhappy. Right now, I may have the happiness of regaining it, but After a long time, when other problems arise in the future, I always feel that I will bring up the old things again. I feel uncomfortable if I can’t swallow this breath, but it’s not that I can’t understand her rationally. Hey, I hate my weak and swaying self. "

Speaking of which, Hu Lai is not the kind of person who will share everything with others.But the relationship, especially the relationship with women, is purely the first time in her life. Coupled with the entanglement and conflicts of the objects she meets, it is the first time for her to experience that it is difficult to let go.All kinds of ambiguity mixed together, which made her extremely confused and cautious.

People who have always been casual suddenly pay more attention, and there is always a feeling of restraint.

"I used to like it if I liked it, and if I didn't like it, I didn't like it. When we were together, we stayed together, and when we broke up, we broke up. But this time, I was reluctant to break up, and I still wanted to turn around, and I felt uncomfortable when we were together. It's not like me anymore... Hey, what about your Miss Wang. Last time I heard you say that she seems to be affectionate but hinders your ex-wife's friend from being ruthless. If you say ruthless, she always shows her true feelings. If you find a chance, just taunt her, she has a good attitude. How about you, don't you feel uncomfortable. "

"It's hard to die, okay?"

Since Lei Yuyu is called a tendon, it is really a straight tendon, not good at twists and turns.The ambiguous and entangled feelings really gave her a headache, otherwise she wouldn't get angry just thinking about it, mocking Wang Qiyuan intermittently.

But she didn't exaggerate her annoyance.

"Uncomfortable is uncomfortable, but love is not a war. We have to fight to win or lose. Love is a systematic project. It is not simply that we like each other and we are together. There are all kinds of people in the world, and people are different. The development of this systematic project is destined Different. Of course, it may be that simple for many people, for example, it is very simple for me and Yaning."

"After experiencing simple and direct feelings, how can you get used to wavering feelings?"

Hu Lai was very confused.

The principle she has always believed in is: fight for what you want, and don't pull it down.

"When you think about getting used to it, you are already used to it. When you think about accepting it, you have already accepted it. Simplicity is the luck of me and Yaning, and vacillation is also luck. Think about it, vacillation means that you are not in her imagination, yes An accident, it always takes more time for people to deal with accidents. No matter how simple it is, Yaning and I have quarreled and quarreled, not to the point of breaking up, but we have also experienced conflicts and avoidance. And, for you Things that are not a problem for her may be all problems for her."

"but?"

"However, if it wasn't because she likes you, why would she be entangled? Another person, you can see whether she is entangled or not, and the pain is not painful. Qiyuan is the same as your Mr. Shen. They have shouldered many things that they shouldn't have to bear and bear since they were young. We can be simple, not because we are wise enough, not because we are full of courage, but because we were lucky enough once."

People who have experienced accidents and life and death especially believe in living in the present and seizing the day and night.If you want to say that accidents and practice have taught Lei Yuyu something, it must be to settle your emotions and leave room for emotions to develop.In essence, she is the same as Hu Lai. She believes that apart from life and death, there is nothing difficult in the world, as long as you are willing to do it.Love is even more so. Loving each other is already rare. If both parties are willing to move forward for the same destination, nothing is impossible.

"You are weak because you like her, and she is entangled because she likes you. Isn't it a beautiful thing to like each other? In emotional matters, there is no loss or cheapness. If you always think about whether it is worthwhile or not, it will be too cheap. And, For the same thing, if you spend three points of effort, she may need to spend twelve points of effort. If you want to be together, you will be together, and if you feel that the time is not up, you will wait. There will always be a day when things will come to fruition. Human and human emotions Development is not a simple line. Few people can really do it now or never. If you ask me for advice, I can only tell you, follow your heart, and feel the bits and pieces of what you like when you like it , at least there will be no regrets in the future, no regrets."

Generally speaking, Hu Lai hates preaching, but after listening to Lei Yuyu calmly and calmly speaking such a big conversation, he didn't feel the desire to refute, but actually felt comforted, and even vaguely comprehended I saw something that I never thought of before, such as: Shen Zhengying likes her far more than she imagined.

Coming with worries, leaving with secret joy, back in the car, Hu Lai couldn't hold back his surging heart and called Shen Zhengying.

After the call was connected, she heard the familiar music.

"Shen Zhengying, where are you? You went to drink fake wine again!"

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