Me and Jing Xueyao
Chapter 6
74.
Why is turkey eaten at Christmas?I've never had turkey, not Christmas for sure.My family is very indifferent to traditions and foreign festivals, only the Spring Festival will pay attention.Although there are new clothes, red envelopes, and delicious banquets during the New Year...but I also hate the Spring Festival the most, hate being judged by strangers, and hate winter.
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The matter of Guan Jinyu was settled in the end. Li Yanru and Jing Xueyao had several quarrels, and they were stopped when they wanted to do it.It is impossible for her to really stab Jing Xueyao a few times, unless she wants to enter the juvenile detention center.Then she was called out by the class teacher and beat her a few times, she became much quieter, and her hair was cut into that kind of bobo. Guan Jinyu said she looked like Liu Hulan.
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We seldom use electric blankets in winter. Every household is equipped with an earthen kang, like a stove, which can be stuffed with corn stalks to burn.When the weather is cold, the village is full of bleak smoke and dust, with cotton gray smoke floating around.Even if I am not a family lover, I am obsessed with this sense of belonging.
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Before dawn, I had to get up to go to school. Grandma called me downstairs several times. The elderly are not lethargic at all, so they get up early every day to buy goat milk.In my own home, I would always be woken up by the alarm clock in the morning, wipe my face indiscriminately, go to the kitchen to touch two cold steamed buns, stuff my schoolbag and leave.I lay in bed and didn’t want to go out, it was too cold outside, the girls at the back of the village were inviting their friends to go out, chickens were crowing and dogs were barking outside the window, and I could hear the sound of bicycle bells on the second floor.
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I rode my bike alone on the road, which was icy in parts and the grass was covered with hoarfrost.I dozed off so sleepy that I didn't pedal the wheels, and let the bike move forward freely, and then one person and one car plopped into the field beside the road. Fortunately, there was no one on the road who went out later than me.I have always been lethargic, and I fell down on the way to elementary school, and I can still have a dream and wake up again.
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Jing Xueyao was wearing an ankle-length white down jacket, like a swollen silkworm chrysalis baby on a mulberry leaf.He was wearing the kind of snow boots that girls like on his feet, and he was wearing a little duck scarf.He is as afraid of the cold as I am, but he has a girlfriend who sends a hot water bottle.He really changes girlfriends like water, they are not yet of age, so he is really not afraid of exhaustion.
His new girlfriend is a schoolmaster who looks like Cecilia Cheung in "The King of Comedy".But it's not from Sister Gao Lengyu, she has short hair and a small face, and she loves to be coquettish and cute. The scarf and snow boots on Jing Xueyao are a couple's gift from her.Do girls like to dress up their boyfriends?In the eyes of strangers, Jing Xueyao is cold and arrogant, but in the eyes of his girlfriend, he is cute and obedient, and he loves and indulges her unconditionally. She dresses up Jing Xueyao like a Barbie doll.
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On a rare sunny day in winter, my mother was washing clothes in the yard.The air is full of the smell of washing powder, and occasionally a few bubbles appear, colorful in the sun.Grandpa sat by the radio and listened to Qin Opera, and the neighbor's grandson filled the medicine bottle with washing powder water, shook it up and down a few times, and dipped the hollowed out bamboo tube a few times to blow bubbles.The adults are out in the sun at noon, and I also smoke second-hand smoke and listen to them talking about the mountains, and when I am tired from the sun, I go back to my room to catch up on sleep.
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During the Laba Festival, my mother took me to buy new clothes for the Chinese New Year. I picked out a black down jacket, like Jing Xueyao's, which reaches the ankles.After a year, my height has not changed much, and my clothes are very strange, like a walking soda can.My cousin didn't give up this opportunity to laugh at me. His hands were as cold as red and swollen carrots, and he seized the opportunity to stick them into the back of my neck to keep warm. My second uncle also blamed my mother for not being able to buy clothes.How did they know that no matter how unattractive I am, I will be happy in my heart. If it is rounded up, Jing Xueyao and I will be wearing couple outfits.
82.
Every morning, I have to run against the cold air. I am so tired that my lungs feel like they are about to explode.Jing Xueyao has not been seen in front of the flag raising platform for a long time, and he is often not seen in the morning exercises.Guan Jinyu seldom came to see Li Yanru recently. Hearing that her grades were plummeting, her family arranged various cram schools.
83.
My grades are very stable every time, except for Chinese, the others are hovering around the passing line and single digits.Grandma hates iron for being weak, and she can't say anything to scold me, she can only cry a few words in front of relatives and friends.My mother doesn't have the energy to take care of me either. Her flower shop business takes up all her time, and making money makes her happy.
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It has been snowing heavily since New Year's Eve, and no one in my family keeps watch for the New Year's Eve, and everyone goes to bed after twelve o'clock.In the early morning, the sound of firecrackers one after another was noisy, and my mother and I carried things to our grandparents for New Year's greetings.The relationship between my family and them has always been very weak. They are not far away, but they don't have much contact with each other.They are dissatisfied with our mother and son, and we don't want to rush to be annoying.
Sometimes I am self-willed. When relatives who pay New Year’s greetings come in and I am still sound asleep, boys of my age will sneak in and lift the quilt over me.Sometimes I feel like I'm as old as they are, or decades older than them.I had lost all youthful exuberance, even roguish mischief.My heart is like still water, without any fluctuations.Maybe only Jing Xueyao in the dream can stir up a ripple.
85.
My three cousins have a good relationship, but the second cousin doesn’t want to see me. When I was young, I wanted to attract his attention. I hid the remote control and he beat me up without saying a word, and more often choked my neck. Tighten it hard and shake it back and forth, the feeling of restraint and suffocation makes me shy away from him.
My second uncle opened a small restaurant, and the business is booming.Usually he is condescending to our relatives, but he is willing to spend money for his son and always treats their school teachers to dinner.My second cousin struggled with his studies after his third year of high school, so his mother specially rented a house near the school to accompany her, so we rarely met, at most once or twice during Chinese New Year.
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Actually, I like my second cousin very much. He is smart and handsome, but he always bullies me.I have never been jealous of him. In my opinion, smart people and stupid people are the same. Using academic performance to measure a person is too narrow and one-sided.Even if I am the first in the school, I don't think there is any greatness; even if I am the last, there is nothing to be ashamed of.But in anyone's eyes, this kind of thinking is an excuse for being rebellious and not enterprising, so I can only think about it in my heart, and I dare not tell anyone.
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The first thing to do when getting up in winter is to turn on the stove. The air conditioner consumes too much electricity, and there is no heating in the countryside.The kind of iron stove with a few chimneys, use plastic bags to ignite corncobs, and then use tongs to pick up a few pieces of black charcoal and throw them in.Sweet potatoes and steamed buns can be baked on the top and in the stove pocket, and the most important thing is to keep warm and boil water.I still can't light the stove because I'm always the last one to get up.
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I really like glutinous rice flour food like glutinous rice balls, and my taste is very southern.But I only eat it once during the Lantern Festival. My dad hates this kind of sweet and greasy food, and our family follows his taste.I was leaning on the bed and eating melon seeds, my cousin was holding the game controller to play Contra, and the iron pot on the stove was bubbling and bubbling.We both like each other, and neither of us wants to get up and go to work.
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At that time, the winter was still very long, and the winter vacation was fleeting.In the last two days, I frantically made up my winter vacation homework.My grandma loves my second cousin very much, and asks him what he wants to eat first every time he cooks.She asked my second cousin and cousin to help me make up for my lessons. I am a very self-aware person. I know that I can't support the wall with mud, and I have never been afraid of causing trouble to others.Cousin is holding his sheep and muttering to himself, unlike my cousin, he is smart, he is the number one in the college entrance examination, even though it was two years ago, it still puts a lot of pressure on him.Although he has dropped out of school, and although my mother is not the kind of parent who loves to compare herself with others, with such a large family, it is inevitable that she will be dragged out for a walk after dinner.
☆、Chapter 7
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The stickers on the glass windows were torn beyond recognition, and the sun at one or two o'clock in the noon made me dizzy.I dreamed that Jing Xueyao's fragile skin was reddened by sunburn. He was not at all younger than now, wearing a black serious suit with a tight tie around his neck, whimpering and trying to put his head in the drawer, but failed up.So I can only imitate me lying on the table, I covered our heads with a thick woolen blanket, and rubbed the wet sweat on his face with my nose and dry lips ambiguously.I called Xuexue, the girl opposite, but he jumped up and waved to me cheerfully.Everyone was laughing, he was nothing like the Jing Xueyao we knew, just a 15-year-old kid.
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My mother couldn't stand me being alone, she always let me go out to play with others, and asked my classmates to accompany me to and from school.I remember that in elementary school, other people’s children could run around the world. I could only stay at home and do my homework obediently, because my parents would punish me to stand when I went out.Adults are really annoying, do your children have to live according to your ideas?
92.
Li Yanru did not follow the usual path and dedicated her life to death. She fell in love with a gangster in society and was caught by her mother.Her mother is also a weirdo. No wonder her daughter blamed the teacher for not teaching her well. She ran to school and made a big fuss. She almost shoveled the head teacher's ear with a dustpan.I heard that her mother was divorcing her father. I don't know who passed it on, and the whole school knew about it, saying that the fight went to the police station.
93.
Summer always comes as scheduled. The teacher arranged a composition to thank mothers, and let us show them to mothers on Mother's Day.I was ashamed to express and didn't want to show off. I never mentioned this matter to my mother, and only imitated her handwriting to sign.
94.
During the lunch break, the school is quiet, and I dare not make any noise while reading novels and eating snacks.I was sleeping on the table when I suddenly felt the table shaking, and the ceiling fan on the roof was also swaying from side to side, and I heard someone yelling that there was an earthquake.At that time, we lived in an ivory tower and had no clear concept of natural disasters and death. We only knew that the school asked us to donate money.In 3, the Internet was underdeveloped, so the teacher took us to mourn for [-] minutes on the playground.Standing next to me was a two-hundred-pound fat man. The sour smell of sweat on his fat arms and thighs made me want to vomit. Even if I held my breath, I couldn't block the smell of sweat acid and body odor coming from the front and rear pincers.
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I don't know why Jing Xueyao brought a bento so close to home, just like I don't know why I met him here.There is a breakfast shop on the street not far from the school, and the soya-bean milk fritters are delicious and inexpensive.I ate at noon for three consecutive days, and on the fourth day I met Jing Xueyao.There are not many seats inside, and he sat across from me with a tofu brain.My God, I dare not breathe out, my heart is pounding.His smell is so good, the scorching sun, my white short-sleeved collar is surrounded by yellow sweat stains, but he exudes a refreshing and charming boy's fragrance.
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He picked out the soybeans in the tofu brain and threw them into the trash can, and I knew he liked to eat coriander.He was wearing a light blue vest and shorts, his hair was cut into a crew cut, and he had a vigorous youthful look.The limbs are like willow branches being twirled, soft and tough.I didn't dare to look at him more. When I checked out, I found out that he had a stud earring on his earlobe. The old-fashioned and tacky ruby heart shape must have been instigated and picked by his nasty girlfriend. His aesthetics cannot be so low-level.
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The time for the senior high school entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and the students are all waiting in battle, only I have nothing to do.At noon it was too hot, so I went to the toilet tap to wash my face. The water pipe was hot from the sun, and the water was also warm.Pictorial posters about the Olympic Games are exhibited on the other side of the scenery wall, and few people pass by.Most of the girls sit in the small shop and watch "Chunxiang of Heroes" with the boss. Sometimes Jing Xueyao is also there. He doesn't know when he learned to smoke, under the nose of his aunt.
Today is his birthday, and besides me, many people remember it.I hope you are happy every day and have less girlfriends.If it makes you unhappy, pretend I didn't say it.
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Three years ago in the summer, my dad went to prison. He was cheated by his friends in business.The loan shark came to ask for the loan with a gun in his hand, and my dad over-defended and murdered under the push.My mother took me to see him occasionally, and he was in much better spirits these days, and told me to study hard and be admitted to a key high school to give him a boost.Parents always want to use the achievements of their children to add credit to their faces. I disdain in my heart, but I nod on my face.
99.
My mother took care that her classmates or teachers borrowed a sum of money for the operation of the flower shop.Grandma talks every day that she is afraid that she will be cheated, and she is absent-minded when cooking, and she has become angry these days.She has only one daughter, my mother, and she has worried a lot about our mother and daughter over the years. From my birth to now, I will never learn to stand on the sidelines like my second uncle.
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My grandmother's house is very close to my uncle's house, and when I went out, I saw my cousin squatting on the steps eating fried noodles.Uncle found a technical school for him, but he was not satisfied, so he decided to become an apprentice in the auto repair shop in the town. Like me, he didn't like reading.My cousin is about to graduate from university, and she has been doing an internship in a hospital in the county recently, and she won't be back for the holidays.The house is deserted and deserted, my grandpa always goes to play mahjong secretly, and my grandma doesn't say anything when she scolds him.
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A few days before the senior high school entrance examination, my grandmother took care of me like a giant baby. She didn't let me do any work, and smashed walnuts and boiled eggs for me every day.It was almost after school when Li Yanru's classmate record came to me. She asked me which high school I wanted to go to. I made nonsense about a private school in the county, saying that the food in their cafeteria was particularly delicious.Li Yanru nodded and left without saying anything.
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I had a very realistic dream, it wasn't Jing Xueyao, it was my math teacher who was paid a thousand dollars.It was strange that I would dream of her, and she also looked at me with contempt, her mouth with red lips made me copy the wrong formula five hundred times.I'm going to be pissed off, it's only 03:30 in the morning, I can't sleep, I want to steal a kitchen knife and kill her.I sat down at the desk and drew a picture of "Mr. X's Ascension to Heaven" at night, and then sealed it in an envelope. I planned to put it in her drawer tomorrow to express my heart, and I will not forget my teacher's kindness during the graduation season.
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The senior high school entrance examination was at my mother's alma mater. The teacher said that our principal, that is, Jing Xueyao's father, had taught here before.I entered the examination room with a pencil case and draft paper. I was surrounded by classmates I didn’t know. They were all writing hard and occasionally thinking hard.Only I looked at the light rain outside the window and accidentally sneezed, everything was finally over.
☆、Chapter 8
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During the summer vacation, Xiao Bin came to find me on a motorcycle, and he also carried a red-haired Li Yanru.My mother thought they had a good relationship with me, so she put some money in my pocket and asked me to go out with them.Before the score came down, Xiao Bin said with confidence that he would go to the county key point.I no longer remember what the exam questions were, but I still remember the fried buns there.
We went to a nearby shady reservoir, and Xiao Bin soaked his feet in the river wearing flip-flops.Li Yanru dragged me to the photo studio to take photoshoots, and I was held in her arms like a teddy bear, letting her pinch and round me without a soul.I asked her what was going on with that little gangster, and she said it was just for fun, but her parents took it seriously and ordered her to break up immediately.
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Grandpa writes calligraphy very well, and he is always invited to write couplets for red and white events in the village, and sometimes he goes to Jishang to set up a stall to sell calligraphy.I learned from him for a while when I was young, but I couldn't calm down.I lack training and experience, and I desperately want to go out and see the world.At that time, I thought I could do everything and wanted to try all 360 lines, but it turned out that I couldn't do anything well.
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The electric fan whirred tirelessly, the sun was scorching hot outside the window, and the sound of cicadas made me unable to sleep.The second cousin is really evil, the reporter asked him why he refused to walk?He said calmly: "Because I want to go to the same university as my girlfriend." This flag is so important that we must be separated from each other!Sure enough, neither of them was admitted to Peking University.
But everyone's eyes are attracted to me, I can't even pass the high school entrance examination, fortunately it's not the Spring Festival, otherwise I will be a sex object for a month.
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I said I couldn't get into school and didn't want to go to high school.My mother asked me what I want to do?I said I didn't know, I just didn't want to go to school.My mother asked me to go to the supermarket in the town as a shopping guide, and said that I would listen to me if I could persist for half a month.I was so busy that I had to memorize all kinds of accounts, and I had to unload and move goods with my boss.It was a small supermarket, without cash registers and code scanning guns, everything had to be operated manually.I sleep there directly at night, and sometimes cook three meals a day outside and sometimes by myself.The boss is a burly man. His wife and mother-in-law come to the store every three days, touching here and there, and the process is very unpleasant.I gritted my teeth, suppressed the irritability in my heart, and stepped forward to serve tea and water courteously.
108.
My mother wants to keep her word, but my future is not decided by her alone.Many vocational high schools have come to recruit students from us, and all of them are eloquent, saying that they can waive the textbook fee and management fee.The women in the village also came to lobby my grandmother, saying that her children also went to this technical school, how good it is, and how awesome the principal is.Learn a skill to get a good job, graduate school package distribution, state-owned enterprise iron rice bowl.My mother also came to persuade me to go and have a look first, and then talk about it if I am not satisfied.
109.
We went to the county in a van. The heat was unbearable, and the smell of gasoline in the car made me dizzy.The teacher who drove the car was called Lao An. He was tall and thin. I heard that his son was also in this school.At the beginning, I said that there are many majors. We can choose from computer, accounting, hydroelectric welding and fitter.I don't care, my mother said it's better to learn accounting, and I will sit in an office in the future.
110.
The teacher who received us had just graduated from a normal school, and everyone called her Xiao Fan.She has a mushroom head and tiny freckles on her cheeks, and she looks like my aunt in every frown and smile.He speaks softly, and smiles like the silver bells in the book.I fell in love with her immediately, and she was very kind to me.Maybe the students who just graduated are not like teachers. She does not have the sense of dignity of being a teacher, which deeply attracted me.I think maybe I can start over here, when she smiles, she will show two small canine teeth, I can't wait to fall into her arms immediately.
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My mother didn't realize until after my birthday, and gave me a flip phone as a replacement.In fact, there is no need to coerce and lure me, I am willing to be locked in a cage.The six-person bed was very crowded, and I regretted it after my mother made the bed for me, and said with a sad face that I didn't want to stay here.My mother said helplessly that the tuition fee had already been paid, and now it cannot be refunded.
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The school is big and empty, and I can always hear the sound of trains crossing the tracks in the middle of the night. The rusty iron gate and the deserted garden make me regret it.When I first came here, I only noticed Xiao Fan’s smile and the boiled pork slices in the cafeteria. After staying for a long time, I realized that whenever parents came to inspect the school environment, the cafeteria would prepare more hearty meals.
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There will always be someone counting down the seconds before the bell rings. They are addicted to this kind of childish little game, and they are endlessly shouting the countdown to the New Year's Eve.Senior students go to practice soon, and fewer and fewer new students can be recruited.This school falsely advertises that there are no accounting and computer majors at all, and it may be that there is no funds to recruit teachers in this field.We can only learn hydroelectric welding and fitter, but the fitter teacher is very petite and beautiful, with grandchildren and a bumpy figure.
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Recently, many parents have come to make trouble, so the school decided to relocate, and everyone is very excited.The principal rented four floors in the county stadium. The bottom floor is the cafeteria and the fitter and welder's operation room, the second and third floors are the teaching buildings, and the fourth floor is the student dormitory and the teacher's office.
Our principal is a fat old woman in her 60s with sharp eyes and a full face.The figure and complexion are like the landlady in "Tom and Jerry", every time I see her black eyes, I shudder.Their whole family pointed at this technical school for dinner, their daughter opened a small shop here, their son was a nominal principal, and her husband was even more funny, swearing every day, and was in charge of cleaning the school.Xiao Fan is our homeroom teacher. She thinks I am a lively boy and has always favored and valued me.The technical school doesn't have many cultural classes, and doesn't look at the usual grades. She asked me to be the class monitor, mainly responsible for discipline and homework.
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Although the dormitory is large, it is still a bit crowded if more than a dozen boys live together.At night, the lights will be turned off, and someone will read pornography/color/novels to us, and discuss which female star has bigger breasts and who is more beautiful.I am a lot more cheerful here. Although it is a closed management, but the teacher turns a blind eye, I can find an excuse to slip out every time.Later, I don’t know who broke one of the iron fences, and the gap was so big that we could get out.The county is much bigger than our town, and there are countless delicious and fun things to eat. Unfortunately, my mother only gave me 70 yuan a month, and I spent all of it on clothes and snacks at the beginning of the month.
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Li Yanru did not perform well in the high school entrance examination, so she went to the private school I mentioned, not far from the stadium.She said that many students went there, the cafeteria was really delicious, and Guan Jinyu was in the class next to her.We often chatted on the Internet, she said that Jing Xueyao was sent to a key high school by his father at the expense of his father, and Xiao Bin said that he often skipped school and skipped classes, and was once beaten to pieces by his father.She was very happy when she heard the bad news about Jing Xueyao, and would point fingers and scold Huai in the space, mocking Jing Xueyao for thinking differently, for committing a crime of her own accord.
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We have a week off for National Day, and we can leave after cleaning in the morning.When I take the bus, I have to take motion sickness medicine first, and then lean on the window and close my eyes to rest.When passing the intersection of Renmin Road, the light happened to be red, and a black car was parked beside the bus.
Like the telepathy of twins, I recognized Jing Xueyao in the back seat as soon as I opened my eyes, and my blood boiled like chicken blood in an instant.He was practicing sketching with a sketchpad in his hand. He didn't know what he was drawing, and he frowned habitually.Maybe he just came out of school, still wearing a school uniform.
118.
It is impossible to forget the first love and heartbeat with time.No matter how long it has been since I saw him, my heart is full of joy as if reunited after a long absence.I was unreservedly attracted to him, like a relapse of drug addiction, someone came up to me with heroin, and I stared at him almost greedily.
His hair is a little longer than before, the sunlight jumps on the bridge of his nose and Adam's apple through the car window, and all my unspeakable, thick and thin thoughts dye his soft eyelashes a wet-kissed gold.I can never lose my desire for him. Even if it is a quagmire that cannot be walked out, there are people who are running towards their own clearly visible destiny.
☆、Chapter 9
119.
As soon as it got cooler, my cousin took me out to hunt dates.There are many fruits on the tree, and the blue and red interlaced colors are very beautiful. Many children are picking dates under the tree to eat.I don't like to eat crisp jujubes, although they are sweet and sour, they cost my cheeks.You have to take a steamer and put it in the pot to steam until it becomes soft and sticky. My grandmother also likes to eat steamed ones. The elderly have bad teeth, so they are happy to eat some soft ones.My cousin made a pot of Tieguanyin, and lay comfortably on the sofa playing Snake. After a while, my uncle rushed in and asked him to dig a well.
120.
The steamed buns in the cafeteria are sweet, and the pickles are also delicious.But the older I get, the more I can't overcome the drowsiness. The weather is getting colder and colder, and it is commonplace to skip morning exercises, and I don't want to go downstairs to queue for breakfast.Zhang Chao slept on my upper bunk, and every time he secretly gave me two steamed buns. I crumbled the instant noodles and put them in the steamed buns to eat, which also had a special taste.The small shop opened by the headmaster's daughter is doing very well, and credit is allowed.We don't want to wash the dishes at night, so we just pour hot water into the instant noodle bags, and put them in the kettle lid to eat when the noodles are softer.
121.
Lao An was nicknamed the "Iron Faced Rakshasa", and he started fighting when he disagreed with each other.He often beat his son so loudly that the big yellow dogs in the cafeteria were afraid of him.Mobile phones are not allowed in the school, and there are no charging sockets in the dormitories.We had to go to the classroom in the middle of the night to charge. At that time, we used flashing universal chargers. We removed the battery from the back cover of the mobile phone, and then stuck the metal contacts on the two iron plates. When the light stopped flashing, the battery was fully charged.
122.
The theoretical knowledge we all learn this semester, every day, draw lines to find alignment, and mechanical drawing.The teacher said that it would be practical to operate in the next year. Everyone sighed and wanted to wear a mask for arc welding immediately.They are really promising, I see the sparks flying all over my eyes.
123.
In physical education class, I hid in the toilet and smoked a cigarette. I failed to hide my mobile phone yesterday and was taken away by Lao An.The winter vacation is coming soon, and this year I finally don't have to be asked about my grades.When I was a child, I still looked forward to the Spring Festival, watching fireworks and the Spring Festival Gala on New Year’s Eve, cracking melon seeds and eating peanuts, although I hate the sound of cannons.Fold the new clothes neatly before going to bed and put them on the bed, and when I wake up, someone will give me a red envelope... In my childhood impression, the Chinese New Year was like a fat and strong boar.One year, I suffered from vomiting and diarrhea for several days because of overeating.
124.
The auspicious snow is a good year, and the persimmons in the yard are covered with thick hoarfrost.My cousin is dyeing my grandmother's hair, and my grandfather is sitting on the stone pier at the door basking in the sun.My mother bought my favorite shrimp crackers and was throwing them into the pan and frying them in hot oil.My cousin stepped on a stool to hang lanterns outside, and Li Yanru sent a message on Facebook to wish me a happy new year.
125.
The snow this year is heavier than last year, and it is so cold that we spend most of our time on the kang.Three people fight the landlord, two people smoke bastard, eat when you wake up, and sleep when you are tired.When adults come to visit relatives, they set up a table to play mahjong, and leave after eating.Close relatives like my uncle would fight all night, round after round, no matter how many people came, my grandfather would risk his life to accompany them.The Chinese New Year is really lively. Groups of children carry lanterns and run all over the village, full of passion and vitality.I also loved this when I was a child. It belongs to our festival. Everyone touches the lanterns like a bullfight.
126.
The spring is warm and the flowers are blooming. The nearby residents bring their children to the stadium to fly kites, and some middle-aged and elderly people come to exercise.We wore school uniforms and ran along the lawn, seven laps and eight laps on the gravel road.Physical education teachers are inhumane. After running, they have to do push-ups on the lawn. If they are not up to standard, they will be kicked hard.We have completely become a cultural landscape here, crying ghosts and howling wolves every day, passers-by can't bear to look directly at it, it's a very sad performance art.
127.
The food in the cafeteria became more and more tasteless. There were hawkers setting up stalls at the entrance of the stadium, pushing tricycles and selling fried buns, and the aroma could be smelled from far away.Deep-fried yellow Baiji cakes, smeared with thick spicy sauce and dry cumin ingredients with a brush, sandwiched with green peppers, lettuce and ham sausage that is crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, and you can also choose enoki mushrooms or other side dishes...then At that time, we didn’t have much money, so we could only eat ham sausage buns.It may be because of the poor material resources when I was young, I like this kind of food that is heavy and full of calories.
128.
During the lunch break, Zhang Chao asked me to eat Liangpi, and we sneaked out through the back door.There was a lot of traffic outside, and Jay Chou's songs were playing in the streets and alleys.The scorching sun scorched the earth, and the asphalt road was hot.We walked on the road in the shade of the trees, and went to the Internet cafe for an hour. Zhang Chao was decorating the social space, and the penguins he raised were starving to death.I clicked on the farm and stole the peppers from Li Yanru's field, and watched Zhang Chao play a dazzling dance for a while. He tapped the keyboard with a cigarette in his mouth. I admired the dexterity of his fingers.
129.
At that time, in the non-mainstream prosperity, every signature was "oo0 木朝④榶, 甛椡yǒц伤 oО﹎", and when opening the photo album, one would either pout to be cute or self-mutilate and cut one's wrist.Guan Jinyu's photo albums are also full of photos with smoky makeup and wide-eyed eyes, with pink bows on the head of chicken nests, accompanied by various special symbols and Martian characters.They live a chic and comfortable life, compared to my simplicity and mediocrity.
130.
When I was going out, I ran into Jing Xueyao. He and a few boys had just come out of the barber shop opposite. They all had colorful Shamat hairstyles.He was wearing black crotch pants, and his bangs were too long to cover his eyes, so I almost didn't recognize him.
"Hey—" He still called me first.
I didn't know what to say, and I didn't want him to see my embarrassment.I had to pretend to be surprised and ask him why are you here?He said he ran away from home.
131.
Jing Xueyao's eyelashes are very fragile, and a few of them will fall off when she rubs her eyes.We chatted casually, and he asked me if I had any money with me?I gave him all the money in my pocket and he promised to pay me back in a few days.
We added □□, his net name is "A Xiaojing", and his profile picture is a flowering oleander tree.
He is alone in my list of demons dancing, and I put him in a group alone.He is like the Ganoderma lucidum in the weeds at sunset, and like the dense and sticky mist lingering in the forest at five o'clock in the morning.He tolerated all my sour, plum wine-flavored sorrows. At this moment, my world is no longer a dark island.
☆、Chapter 10
132.
Our headmaster really likes to mess with moths, and he called us to work and study before we learned anything.It’s not so quick and quick to make money. We said that we found a summer job so that we can earn tuition fees by ourselves. To put it bluntly, it is the Suzhou Electronics Factory.Most of us are minors, and she said that we can use relatives' ID cards to replace them.
133.
When my cousin and I came back from playing table tennis, my cousin was still choosing leeks, and my grandma said that I would cook a box of vegetables for us in the afternoon.Uncle was drunk again, it wasn't that the whole family didn't come in, he and my sister-in-law wouldn't push if they could do it.The two of them were incompetent and had a bad temper. My sister-in-law went back to her mother's house after throwing things.Both my mother and grandmother agreed that I should go to Suzhou, and my grandfather's opinion was not important.They said that I just lived comfortably and didn't know the sufferings of the people.
134.
Jing Xueyao never talked to me on □□, but I went to his space twice a day to see if anyone was flirting with him in the comments or message boards, but there seemed to be no signs of it.I dare not disturb him, dare not break into his life casually.He is like an unreachable mirage, combining all the beautiful imaginations, and everyone is fascinated by him.Although it is nothingness and nothingness in the end, I am still fascinated by him. He is my irresistible force.
135.
I sleep so much during the day that I can't sleep at night.Mosquitoes were buzzing in the room, and toilet water couldn't cure them.Insomnia is painful, and forced to fall asleep is even more painful. Not only are the ears and nose itchy, but the mouth is also extremely dry.It's just a bunch of villains poking your eyelids, pulling your ears, telling you that when you open your eyes, you can see Jing Xueyao coming to marry you on colorful auspicious clouds. I fail every time.Curled up on the bed, weeping bitterly for something that does not belong to me, like mourning or being plundered by the wicked, or about to lose it.I was immersed in this painful and sweet self-torture and couldn't extricate myself. The abundant dirty emotions were released in the sound of grandma's snoring.
136.
Jing Xueyao recharged 300 yuan for my phone bill, and I gave him less than 100 yuan.He is really a generous person, and he never hides his words. The most painful thing in this world is that the person you like doesn't like you at all.From spring to autumn, the aesthetics of straight men change with time. Jing Xueyao now likes girls who are black, long, straight and coquettish. I think if Li Yanru is here, they can't guarantee that they can compose a love song.
137.
The school organized a summer job at an electronics factory in Suzhou, led by Lao An and Xiao Fan, our homeroom teacher.This was my first time traveling far away. We took the bus to the train station and then took the train to Suzhou.The school is too picky, and they are reluctant to buy hard seats for us. Xiao Fan said that he will buy us seats when he goes back, of course, we have to use our salary.We sat in the aisle with newspapers spread out, and we had to lift our feet when the small cart selling instant noodles and melon seeds came. We fell asleep and woke up like this for more than ten hours.
138.
Everyone dragged their suitcases and walked to the dormitory in a mighty way. God didn't know whether he was playing with me or pity me. Jing Xueyao and his school are also in this factory, and they live next door to me.He was wearing light yellow short sleeves, and his long hair was shaved into a round inch, with his hands in his pockets, looking casual.I went into a convenience store and came out with a plastic bag of popsicles in my hand, regardless of whether I knew someone or not.
139.
The teacher first took us to the hospital for a physical examination. After the physical examination, we went back to the electronics factory for an exam.The test paper is very simple, even elementary school students can pass it, just some simple addition, subtraction, multiplication and division and 26 letters.I took my cousin's ID card to complete the entry procedures. We will have three days of training. Maybe my hair is too good-looking, and Jing Xueyao is sitting behind me again.
140.
We were assigned to the second line together, and our job was to put the first film on the screen of the mobile phone.It is a rectangular plate, on which nine pieces of mobile phone screens are placed, which are passed by the green conveyor belt in the middle of the table. A small T-shaped mallet similar to a stamp is used, and the bottom of it is pasted with double-sided tape. We use it to glue a very thin film that completely covers the screen.I thought that Jing Xueyao couldn't bear hardships, but I didn't expect that I was the only one who couldn't bear hardships, couldn't do such delicate work, and wasted a bag of film.Because it's not just pasting, but also use alcohol to deal with the dirt.Below us is the quality control department, sitting next to me, wearing a pink dustproof suit.
141.
This type of work is actually very simple. If you are proficient, you will not use alcohol at all.Later, we all went through it once, even if we didn't wear gloves, we wouldn't get fingerprints.The meal in the cafeteria is hard to describe, only the fruit and fried pork cutlet are delicious.Near the dormitory, there are fried noodles and millefeuilles, which are delicious in the world. Anyone who has eaten them will give a thumbs up.The boss is super nice. Seeing that we are from out of town, there is no price increase if we increase the quantity.
142.
I have to take the factory bus to and from get off work every day, and the dormitory is separate from the factory.The driver waved a mop in the morning to let us line up in an orderly manner, and we could sleep for 15 minutes on the way.The people here are very kind and helpful, once I missed the last bus and was going to walk back to the hostel.But on the way there were thunder and lightning, and the sky in Suzhou turned faster than the face of our line leader.I was wearing blue overalls, and it was said that the downpour was gentle, and my face was covered, and my whole body was soaked in two or three minutes.A motorcycle master offered to take me home. I said I had no money, but I really had no money. The school only paid 3 yuan a week, and they withheld our salary cards and ID cards.The master said it's okay and don't need money. I'm a little scared, and it's imperative to be on guard against others.I said my mother wouldn't let me ride in a stranger's car, and he drove away without saying anything.I regret it, I think I'm a little ignorant.The red light in front was on, and the master turned around and yelled at me, saying, get in the car quickly, on the way!He sent me all the way to the door of the dormitory, and gave him the money the next day.
143.
Our line leader targeted me everywhere, and she didn't know how to be lenient and lenient even after she was a lot of age, and she didn't treat me as a novice at all.She said that I wasted so many films, and each film cost one yuan, and she would deduct 100 yuan from my salary.I have never seen this kind of woman, and I said loudly that you can deduct whatever you want, anyway, I don't have my salary card in my hand.She angrily called the monitor to scold me. The monitor is also a woman, but not as mean and fussy as she is.I later admitted my mistake to her, and she took me to eat the famous pancakes in Suzhou. The pancakes here are very large, and can roll a lot of meat and vegetables. They are all deep-fried in oil barrels, and the sauce has a smell Weird but delicious.I especially like to watch the boss use scissors to pick vegetables, click and click to decompress.Later, when I passed the Sanli Bridge in Wujiang, I didn’t see any pancakes selling this kind of pancakes. They were all steamed buns with vegetables.I heard that this factory has closed down, but in fact, you can find it if you look hard. Our dormitory has to cross an arch bridge, and there is a street selling mille-feuille and fried noodles.But things are different and people are different, which only adds to the melancholy.
144.
Small bridges, flowing water and white walls and black tiles can be seen everywhere in Suzhou. During the rainy season in the south, the air is hot and humid.Our assembly line air conditioner is sufficient, so you must wear blue and white striped anti-static clothing, masks, hats, and brand-name gloves. You need to change your shoes and wear shoe covers when you come in.Work a dozen hours a day
Why is turkey eaten at Christmas?I've never had turkey, not Christmas for sure.My family is very indifferent to traditions and foreign festivals, only the Spring Festival will pay attention.Although there are new clothes, red envelopes, and delicious banquets during the New Year...but I also hate the Spring Festival the most, hate being judged by strangers, and hate winter.
75.
The matter of Guan Jinyu was settled in the end. Li Yanru and Jing Xueyao had several quarrels, and they were stopped when they wanted to do it.It is impossible for her to really stab Jing Xueyao a few times, unless she wants to enter the juvenile detention center.Then she was called out by the class teacher and beat her a few times, she became much quieter, and her hair was cut into that kind of bobo. Guan Jinyu said she looked like Liu Hulan.
76.
We seldom use electric blankets in winter. Every household is equipped with an earthen kang, like a stove, which can be stuffed with corn stalks to burn.When the weather is cold, the village is full of bleak smoke and dust, with cotton gray smoke floating around.Even if I am not a family lover, I am obsessed with this sense of belonging.
77.
Before dawn, I had to get up to go to school. Grandma called me downstairs several times. The elderly are not lethargic at all, so they get up early every day to buy goat milk.In my own home, I would always be woken up by the alarm clock in the morning, wipe my face indiscriminately, go to the kitchen to touch two cold steamed buns, stuff my schoolbag and leave.I lay in bed and didn’t want to go out, it was too cold outside, the girls at the back of the village were inviting their friends to go out, chickens were crowing and dogs were barking outside the window, and I could hear the sound of bicycle bells on the second floor.
78.
I rode my bike alone on the road, which was icy in parts and the grass was covered with hoarfrost.I dozed off so sleepy that I didn't pedal the wheels, and let the bike move forward freely, and then one person and one car plopped into the field beside the road. Fortunately, there was no one on the road who went out later than me.I have always been lethargic, and I fell down on the way to elementary school, and I can still have a dream and wake up again.
79.
Jing Xueyao was wearing an ankle-length white down jacket, like a swollen silkworm chrysalis baby on a mulberry leaf.He was wearing the kind of snow boots that girls like on his feet, and he was wearing a little duck scarf.He is as afraid of the cold as I am, but he has a girlfriend who sends a hot water bottle.He really changes girlfriends like water, they are not yet of age, so he is really not afraid of exhaustion.
His new girlfriend is a schoolmaster who looks like Cecilia Cheung in "The King of Comedy".But it's not from Sister Gao Lengyu, she has short hair and a small face, and she loves to be coquettish and cute. The scarf and snow boots on Jing Xueyao are a couple's gift from her.Do girls like to dress up their boyfriends?In the eyes of strangers, Jing Xueyao is cold and arrogant, but in the eyes of his girlfriend, he is cute and obedient, and he loves and indulges her unconditionally. She dresses up Jing Xueyao like a Barbie doll.
80.
On a rare sunny day in winter, my mother was washing clothes in the yard.The air is full of the smell of washing powder, and occasionally a few bubbles appear, colorful in the sun.Grandpa sat by the radio and listened to Qin Opera, and the neighbor's grandson filled the medicine bottle with washing powder water, shook it up and down a few times, and dipped the hollowed out bamboo tube a few times to blow bubbles.The adults are out in the sun at noon, and I also smoke second-hand smoke and listen to them talking about the mountains, and when I am tired from the sun, I go back to my room to catch up on sleep.
81.
During the Laba Festival, my mother took me to buy new clothes for the Chinese New Year. I picked out a black down jacket, like Jing Xueyao's, which reaches the ankles.After a year, my height has not changed much, and my clothes are very strange, like a walking soda can.My cousin didn't give up this opportunity to laugh at me. His hands were as cold as red and swollen carrots, and he seized the opportunity to stick them into the back of my neck to keep warm. My second uncle also blamed my mother for not being able to buy clothes.How did they know that no matter how unattractive I am, I will be happy in my heart. If it is rounded up, Jing Xueyao and I will be wearing couple outfits.
82.
Every morning, I have to run against the cold air. I am so tired that my lungs feel like they are about to explode.Jing Xueyao has not been seen in front of the flag raising platform for a long time, and he is often not seen in the morning exercises.Guan Jinyu seldom came to see Li Yanru recently. Hearing that her grades were plummeting, her family arranged various cram schools.
83.
My grades are very stable every time, except for Chinese, the others are hovering around the passing line and single digits.Grandma hates iron for being weak, and she can't say anything to scold me, she can only cry a few words in front of relatives and friends.My mother doesn't have the energy to take care of me either. Her flower shop business takes up all her time, and making money makes her happy.
84.
It has been snowing heavily since New Year's Eve, and no one in my family keeps watch for the New Year's Eve, and everyone goes to bed after twelve o'clock.In the early morning, the sound of firecrackers one after another was noisy, and my mother and I carried things to our grandparents for New Year's greetings.The relationship between my family and them has always been very weak. They are not far away, but they don't have much contact with each other.They are dissatisfied with our mother and son, and we don't want to rush to be annoying.
Sometimes I am self-willed. When relatives who pay New Year’s greetings come in and I am still sound asleep, boys of my age will sneak in and lift the quilt over me.Sometimes I feel like I'm as old as they are, or decades older than them.I had lost all youthful exuberance, even roguish mischief.My heart is like still water, without any fluctuations.Maybe only Jing Xueyao in the dream can stir up a ripple.
85.
My three cousins have a good relationship, but the second cousin doesn’t want to see me. When I was young, I wanted to attract his attention. I hid the remote control and he beat me up without saying a word, and more often choked my neck. Tighten it hard and shake it back and forth, the feeling of restraint and suffocation makes me shy away from him.
My second uncle opened a small restaurant, and the business is booming.Usually he is condescending to our relatives, but he is willing to spend money for his son and always treats their school teachers to dinner.My second cousin struggled with his studies after his third year of high school, so his mother specially rented a house near the school to accompany her, so we rarely met, at most once or twice during Chinese New Year.
86.
Actually, I like my second cousin very much. He is smart and handsome, but he always bullies me.I have never been jealous of him. In my opinion, smart people and stupid people are the same. Using academic performance to measure a person is too narrow and one-sided.Even if I am the first in the school, I don't think there is any greatness; even if I am the last, there is nothing to be ashamed of.But in anyone's eyes, this kind of thinking is an excuse for being rebellious and not enterprising, so I can only think about it in my heart, and I dare not tell anyone.
87.
The first thing to do when getting up in winter is to turn on the stove. The air conditioner consumes too much electricity, and there is no heating in the countryside.The kind of iron stove with a few chimneys, use plastic bags to ignite corncobs, and then use tongs to pick up a few pieces of black charcoal and throw them in.Sweet potatoes and steamed buns can be baked on the top and in the stove pocket, and the most important thing is to keep warm and boil water.I still can't light the stove because I'm always the last one to get up.
88.
I really like glutinous rice flour food like glutinous rice balls, and my taste is very southern.But I only eat it once during the Lantern Festival. My dad hates this kind of sweet and greasy food, and our family follows his taste.I was leaning on the bed and eating melon seeds, my cousin was holding the game controller to play Contra, and the iron pot on the stove was bubbling and bubbling.We both like each other, and neither of us wants to get up and go to work.
89.
At that time, the winter was still very long, and the winter vacation was fleeting.In the last two days, I frantically made up my winter vacation homework.My grandma loves my second cousin very much, and asks him what he wants to eat first every time he cooks.She asked my second cousin and cousin to help me make up for my lessons. I am a very self-aware person. I know that I can't support the wall with mud, and I have never been afraid of causing trouble to others.Cousin is holding his sheep and muttering to himself, unlike my cousin, he is smart, he is the number one in the college entrance examination, even though it was two years ago, it still puts a lot of pressure on him.Although he has dropped out of school, and although my mother is not the kind of parent who loves to compare herself with others, with such a large family, it is inevitable that she will be dragged out for a walk after dinner.
☆、Chapter 7
90.
The stickers on the glass windows were torn beyond recognition, and the sun at one or two o'clock in the noon made me dizzy.I dreamed that Jing Xueyao's fragile skin was reddened by sunburn. He was not at all younger than now, wearing a black serious suit with a tight tie around his neck, whimpering and trying to put his head in the drawer, but failed up.So I can only imitate me lying on the table, I covered our heads with a thick woolen blanket, and rubbed the wet sweat on his face with my nose and dry lips ambiguously.I called Xuexue, the girl opposite, but he jumped up and waved to me cheerfully.Everyone was laughing, he was nothing like the Jing Xueyao we knew, just a 15-year-old kid.
91.
My mother couldn't stand me being alone, she always let me go out to play with others, and asked my classmates to accompany me to and from school.I remember that in elementary school, other people’s children could run around the world. I could only stay at home and do my homework obediently, because my parents would punish me to stand when I went out.Adults are really annoying, do your children have to live according to your ideas?
92.
Li Yanru did not follow the usual path and dedicated her life to death. She fell in love with a gangster in society and was caught by her mother.Her mother is also a weirdo. No wonder her daughter blamed the teacher for not teaching her well. She ran to school and made a big fuss. She almost shoveled the head teacher's ear with a dustpan.I heard that her mother was divorcing her father. I don't know who passed it on, and the whole school knew about it, saying that the fight went to the police station.
93.
Summer always comes as scheduled. The teacher arranged a composition to thank mothers, and let us show them to mothers on Mother's Day.I was ashamed to express and didn't want to show off. I never mentioned this matter to my mother, and only imitated her handwriting to sign.
94.
During the lunch break, the school is quiet, and I dare not make any noise while reading novels and eating snacks.I was sleeping on the table when I suddenly felt the table shaking, and the ceiling fan on the roof was also swaying from side to side, and I heard someone yelling that there was an earthquake.At that time, we lived in an ivory tower and had no clear concept of natural disasters and death. We only knew that the school asked us to donate money.In 3, the Internet was underdeveloped, so the teacher took us to mourn for [-] minutes on the playground.Standing next to me was a two-hundred-pound fat man. The sour smell of sweat on his fat arms and thighs made me want to vomit. Even if I held my breath, I couldn't block the smell of sweat acid and body odor coming from the front and rear pincers.
95.
I don't know why Jing Xueyao brought a bento so close to home, just like I don't know why I met him here.There is a breakfast shop on the street not far from the school, and the soya-bean milk fritters are delicious and inexpensive.I ate at noon for three consecutive days, and on the fourth day I met Jing Xueyao.There are not many seats inside, and he sat across from me with a tofu brain.My God, I dare not breathe out, my heart is pounding.His smell is so good, the scorching sun, my white short-sleeved collar is surrounded by yellow sweat stains, but he exudes a refreshing and charming boy's fragrance.
96.
He picked out the soybeans in the tofu brain and threw them into the trash can, and I knew he liked to eat coriander.He was wearing a light blue vest and shorts, his hair was cut into a crew cut, and he had a vigorous youthful look.The limbs are like willow branches being twirled, soft and tough.I didn't dare to look at him more. When I checked out, I found out that he had a stud earring on his earlobe. The old-fashioned and tacky ruby heart shape must have been instigated and picked by his nasty girlfriend. His aesthetics cannot be so low-level.
97.
The time for the senior high school entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and the students are all waiting in battle, only I have nothing to do.At noon it was too hot, so I went to the toilet tap to wash my face. The water pipe was hot from the sun, and the water was also warm.Pictorial posters about the Olympic Games are exhibited on the other side of the scenery wall, and few people pass by.Most of the girls sit in the small shop and watch "Chunxiang of Heroes" with the boss. Sometimes Jing Xueyao is also there. He doesn't know when he learned to smoke, under the nose of his aunt.
Today is his birthday, and besides me, many people remember it.I hope you are happy every day and have less girlfriends.If it makes you unhappy, pretend I didn't say it.
98.
Three years ago in the summer, my dad went to prison. He was cheated by his friends in business.The loan shark came to ask for the loan with a gun in his hand, and my dad over-defended and murdered under the push.My mother took me to see him occasionally, and he was in much better spirits these days, and told me to study hard and be admitted to a key high school to give him a boost.Parents always want to use the achievements of their children to add credit to their faces. I disdain in my heart, but I nod on my face.
99.
My mother took care that her classmates or teachers borrowed a sum of money for the operation of the flower shop.Grandma talks every day that she is afraid that she will be cheated, and she is absent-minded when cooking, and she has become angry these days.She has only one daughter, my mother, and she has worried a lot about our mother and daughter over the years. From my birth to now, I will never learn to stand on the sidelines like my second uncle.
100.
My grandmother's house is very close to my uncle's house, and when I went out, I saw my cousin squatting on the steps eating fried noodles.Uncle found a technical school for him, but he was not satisfied, so he decided to become an apprentice in the auto repair shop in the town. Like me, he didn't like reading.My cousin is about to graduate from university, and she has been doing an internship in a hospital in the county recently, and she won't be back for the holidays.The house is deserted and deserted, my grandpa always goes to play mahjong secretly, and my grandma doesn't say anything when she scolds him.
101.
A few days before the senior high school entrance examination, my grandmother took care of me like a giant baby. She didn't let me do any work, and smashed walnuts and boiled eggs for me every day.It was almost after school when Li Yanru's classmate record came to me. She asked me which high school I wanted to go to. I made nonsense about a private school in the county, saying that the food in their cafeteria was particularly delicious.Li Yanru nodded and left without saying anything.
102.
I had a very realistic dream, it wasn't Jing Xueyao, it was my math teacher who was paid a thousand dollars.It was strange that I would dream of her, and she also looked at me with contempt, her mouth with red lips made me copy the wrong formula five hundred times.I'm going to be pissed off, it's only 03:30 in the morning, I can't sleep, I want to steal a kitchen knife and kill her.I sat down at the desk and drew a picture of "Mr. X's Ascension to Heaven" at night, and then sealed it in an envelope. I planned to put it in her drawer tomorrow to express my heart, and I will not forget my teacher's kindness during the graduation season.
103.
The senior high school entrance examination was at my mother's alma mater. The teacher said that our principal, that is, Jing Xueyao's father, had taught here before.I entered the examination room with a pencil case and draft paper. I was surrounded by classmates I didn’t know. They were all writing hard and occasionally thinking hard.Only I looked at the light rain outside the window and accidentally sneezed, everything was finally over.
☆、Chapter 8
104.
During the summer vacation, Xiao Bin came to find me on a motorcycle, and he also carried a red-haired Li Yanru.My mother thought they had a good relationship with me, so she put some money in my pocket and asked me to go out with them.Before the score came down, Xiao Bin said with confidence that he would go to the county key point.I no longer remember what the exam questions were, but I still remember the fried buns there.
We went to a nearby shady reservoir, and Xiao Bin soaked his feet in the river wearing flip-flops.Li Yanru dragged me to the photo studio to take photoshoots, and I was held in her arms like a teddy bear, letting her pinch and round me without a soul.I asked her what was going on with that little gangster, and she said it was just for fun, but her parents took it seriously and ordered her to break up immediately.
105.
Grandpa writes calligraphy very well, and he is always invited to write couplets for red and white events in the village, and sometimes he goes to Jishang to set up a stall to sell calligraphy.I learned from him for a while when I was young, but I couldn't calm down.I lack training and experience, and I desperately want to go out and see the world.At that time, I thought I could do everything and wanted to try all 360 lines, but it turned out that I couldn't do anything well.
106.
The electric fan whirred tirelessly, the sun was scorching hot outside the window, and the sound of cicadas made me unable to sleep.The second cousin is really evil, the reporter asked him why he refused to walk?He said calmly: "Because I want to go to the same university as my girlfriend." This flag is so important that we must be separated from each other!Sure enough, neither of them was admitted to Peking University.
But everyone's eyes are attracted to me, I can't even pass the high school entrance examination, fortunately it's not the Spring Festival, otherwise I will be a sex object for a month.
107.
I said I couldn't get into school and didn't want to go to high school.My mother asked me what I want to do?I said I didn't know, I just didn't want to go to school.My mother asked me to go to the supermarket in the town as a shopping guide, and said that I would listen to me if I could persist for half a month.I was so busy that I had to memorize all kinds of accounts, and I had to unload and move goods with my boss.It was a small supermarket, without cash registers and code scanning guns, everything had to be operated manually.I sleep there directly at night, and sometimes cook three meals a day outside and sometimes by myself.The boss is a burly man. His wife and mother-in-law come to the store every three days, touching here and there, and the process is very unpleasant.I gritted my teeth, suppressed the irritability in my heart, and stepped forward to serve tea and water courteously.
108.
My mother wants to keep her word, but my future is not decided by her alone.Many vocational high schools have come to recruit students from us, and all of them are eloquent, saying that they can waive the textbook fee and management fee.The women in the village also came to lobby my grandmother, saying that her children also went to this technical school, how good it is, and how awesome the principal is.Learn a skill to get a good job, graduate school package distribution, state-owned enterprise iron rice bowl.My mother also came to persuade me to go and have a look first, and then talk about it if I am not satisfied.
109.
We went to the county in a van. The heat was unbearable, and the smell of gasoline in the car made me dizzy.The teacher who drove the car was called Lao An. He was tall and thin. I heard that his son was also in this school.At the beginning, I said that there are many majors. We can choose from computer, accounting, hydroelectric welding and fitter.I don't care, my mother said it's better to learn accounting, and I will sit in an office in the future.
110.
The teacher who received us had just graduated from a normal school, and everyone called her Xiao Fan.She has a mushroom head and tiny freckles on her cheeks, and she looks like my aunt in every frown and smile.He speaks softly, and smiles like the silver bells in the book.I fell in love with her immediately, and she was very kind to me.Maybe the students who just graduated are not like teachers. She does not have the sense of dignity of being a teacher, which deeply attracted me.I think maybe I can start over here, when she smiles, she will show two small canine teeth, I can't wait to fall into her arms immediately.
111.
My mother didn't realize until after my birthday, and gave me a flip phone as a replacement.In fact, there is no need to coerce and lure me, I am willing to be locked in a cage.The six-person bed was very crowded, and I regretted it after my mother made the bed for me, and said with a sad face that I didn't want to stay here.My mother said helplessly that the tuition fee had already been paid, and now it cannot be refunded.
112.
The school is big and empty, and I can always hear the sound of trains crossing the tracks in the middle of the night. The rusty iron gate and the deserted garden make me regret it.When I first came here, I only noticed Xiao Fan’s smile and the boiled pork slices in the cafeteria. After staying for a long time, I realized that whenever parents came to inspect the school environment, the cafeteria would prepare more hearty meals.
113.
There will always be someone counting down the seconds before the bell rings. They are addicted to this kind of childish little game, and they are endlessly shouting the countdown to the New Year's Eve.Senior students go to practice soon, and fewer and fewer new students can be recruited.This school falsely advertises that there are no accounting and computer majors at all, and it may be that there is no funds to recruit teachers in this field.We can only learn hydroelectric welding and fitter, but the fitter teacher is very petite and beautiful, with grandchildren and a bumpy figure.
114.
Recently, many parents have come to make trouble, so the school decided to relocate, and everyone is very excited.The principal rented four floors in the county stadium. The bottom floor is the cafeteria and the fitter and welder's operation room, the second and third floors are the teaching buildings, and the fourth floor is the student dormitory and the teacher's office.
Our principal is a fat old woman in her 60s with sharp eyes and a full face.The figure and complexion are like the landlady in "Tom and Jerry", every time I see her black eyes, I shudder.Their whole family pointed at this technical school for dinner, their daughter opened a small shop here, their son was a nominal principal, and her husband was even more funny, swearing every day, and was in charge of cleaning the school.Xiao Fan is our homeroom teacher. She thinks I am a lively boy and has always favored and valued me.The technical school doesn't have many cultural classes, and doesn't look at the usual grades. She asked me to be the class monitor, mainly responsible for discipline and homework.
115.
Although the dormitory is large, it is still a bit crowded if more than a dozen boys live together.At night, the lights will be turned off, and someone will read pornography/color/novels to us, and discuss which female star has bigger breasts and who is more beautiful.I am a lot more cheerful here. Although it is a closed management, but the teacher turns a blind eye, I can find an excuse to slip out every time.Later, I don’t know who broke one of the iron fences, and the gap was so big that we could get out.The county is much bigger than our town, and there are countless delicious and fun things to eat. Unfortunately, my mother only gave me 70 yuan a month, and I spent all of it on clothes and snacks at the beginning of the month.
116.
Li Yanru did not perform well in the high school entrance examination, so she went to the private school I mentioned, not far from the stadium.She said that many students went there, the cafeteria was really delicious, and Guan Jinyu was in the class next to her.We often chatted on the Internet, she said that Jing Xueyao was sent to a key high school by his father at the expense of his father, and Xiao Bin said that he often skipped school and skipped classes, and was once beaten to pieces by his father.She was very happy when she heard the bad news about Jing Xueyao, and would point fingers and scold Huai in the space, mocking Jing Xueyao for thinking differently, for committing a crime of her own accord.
117.
We have a week off for National Day, and we can leave after cleaning in the morning.When I take the bus, I have to take motion sickness medicine first, and then lean on the window and close my eyes to rest.When passing the intersection of Renmin Road, the light happened to be red, and a black car was parked beside the bus.
Like the telepathy of twins, I recognized Jing Xueyao in the back seat as soon as I opened my eyes, and my blood boiled like chicken blood in an instant.He was practicing sketching with a sketchpad in his hand. He didn't know what he was drawing, and he frowned habitually.Maybe he just came out of school, still wearing a school uniform.
118.
It is impossible to forget the first love and heartbeat with time.No matter how long it has been since I saw him, my heart is full of joy as if reunited after a long absence.I was unreservedly attracted to him, like a relapse of drug addiction, someone came up to me with heroin, and I stared at him almost greedily.
His hair is a little longer than before, the sunlight jumps on the bridge of his nose and Adam's apple through the car window, and all my unspeakable, thick and thin thoughts dye his soft eyelashes a wet-kissed gold.I can never lose my desire for him. Even if it is a quagmire that cannot be walked out, there are people who are running towards their own clearly visible destiny.
☆、Chapter 9
119.
As soon as it got cooler, my cousin took me out to hunt dates.There are many fruits on the tree, and the blue and red interlaced colors are very beautiful. Many children are picking dates under the tree to eat.I don't like to eat crisp jujubes, although they are sweet and sour, they cost my cheeks.You have to take a steamer and put it in the pot to steam until it becomes soft and sticky. My grandmother also likes to eat steamed ones. The elderly have bad teeth, so they are happy to eat some soft ones.My cousin made a pot of Tieguanyin, and lay comfortably on the sofa playing Snake. After a while, my uncle rushed in and asked him to dig a well.
120.
The steamed buns in the cafeteria are sweet, and the pickles are also delicious.But the older I get, the more I can't overcome the drowsiness. The weather is getting colder and colder, and it is commonplace to skip morning exercises, and I don't want to go downstairs to queue for breakfast.Zhang Chao slept on my upper bunk, and every time he secretly gave me two steamed buns. I crumbled the instant noodles and put them in the steamed buns to eat, which also had a special taste.The small shop opened by the headmaster's daughter is doing very well, and credit is allowed.We don't want to wash the dishes at night, so we just pour hot water into the instant noodle bags, and put them in the kettle lid to eat when the noodles are softer.
121.
Lao An was nicknamed the "Iron Faced Rakshasa", and he started fighting when he disagreed with each other.He often beat his son so loudly that the big yellow dogs in the cafeteria were afraid of him.Mobile phones are not allowed in the school, and there are no charging sockets in the dormitories.We had to go to the classroom in the middle of the night to charge. At that time, we used flashing universal chargers. We removed the battery from the back cover of the mobile phone, and then stuck the metal contacts on the two iron plates. When the light stopped flashing, the battery was fully charged.
122.
The theoretical knowledge we all learn this semester, every day, draw lines to find alignment, and mechanical drawing.The teacher said that it would be practical to operate in the next year. Everyone sighed and wanted to wear a mask for arc welding immediately.They are really promising, I see the sparks flying all over my eyes.
123.
In physical education class, I hid in the toilet and smoked a cigarette. I failed to hide my mobile phone yesterday and was taken away by Lao An.The winter vacation is coming soon, and this year I finally don't have to be asked about my grades.When I was a child, I still looked forward to the Spring Festival, watching fireworks and the Spring Festival Gala on New Year’s Eve, cracking melon seeds and eating peanuts, although I hate the sound of cannons.Fold the new clothes neatly before going to bed and put them on the bed, and when I wake up, someone will give me a red envelope... In my childhood impression, the Chinese New Year was like a fat and strong boar.One year, I suffered from vomiting and diarrhea for several days because of overeating.
124.
The auspicious snow is a good year, and the persimmons in the yard are covered with thick hoarfrost.My cousin is dyeing my grandmother's hair, and my grandfather is sitting on the stone pier at the door basking in the sun.My mother bought my favorite shrimp crackers and was throwing them into the pan and frying them in hot oil.My cousin stepped on a stool to hang lanterns outside, and Li Yanru sent a message on Facebook to wish me a happy new year.
125.
The snow this year is heavier than last year, and it is so cold that we spend most of our time on the kang.Three people fight the landlord, two people smoke bastard, eat when you wake up, and sleep when you are tired.When adults come to visit relatives, they set up a table to play mahjong, and leave after eating.Close relatives like my uncle would fight all night, round after round, no matter how many people came, my grandfather would risk his life to accompany them.The Chinese New Year is really lively. Groups of children carry lanterns and run all over the village, full of passion and vitality.I also loved this when I was a child. It belongs to our festival. Everyone touches the lanterns like a bullfight.
126.
The spring is warm and the flowers are blooming. The nearby residents bring their children to the stadium to fly kites, and some middle-aged and elderly people come to exercise.We wore school uniforms and ran along the lawn, seven laps and eight laps on the gravel road.Physical education teachers are inhumane. After running, they have to do push-ups on the lawn. If they are not up to standard, they will be kicked hard.We have completely become a cultural landscape here, crying ghosts and howling wolves every day, passers-by can't bear to look directly at it, it's a very sad performance art.
127.
The food in the cafeteria became more and more tasteless. There were hawkers setting up stalls at the entrance of the stadium, pushing tricycles and selling fried buns, and the aroma could be smelled from far away.Deep-fried yellow Baiji cakes, smeared with thick spicy sauce and dry cumin ingredients with a brush, sandwiched with green peppers, lettuce and ham sausage that is crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, and you can also choose enoki mushrooms or other side dishes...then At that time, we didn’t have much money, so we could only eat ham sausage buns.It may be because of the poor material resources when I was young, I like this kind of food that is heavy and full of calories.
128.
During the lunch break, Zhang Chao asked me to eat Liangpi, and we sneaked out through the back door.There was a lot of traffic outside, and Jay Chou's songs were playing in the streets and alleys.The scorching sun scorched the earth, and the asphalt road was hot.We walked on the road in the shade of the trees, and went to the Internet cafe for an hour. Zhang Chao was decorating the social space, and the penguins he raised were starving to death.I clicked on the farm and stole the peppers from Li Yanru's field, and watched Zhang Chao play a dazzling dance for a while. He tapped the keyboard with a cigarette in his mouth. I admired the dexterity of his fingers.
129.
At that time, in the non-mainstream prosperity, every signature was "oo0 木朝④榶, 甛椡yǒц伤 oО﹎", and when opening the photo album, one would either pout to be cute or self-mutilate and cut one's wrist.Guan Jinyu's photo albums are also full of photos with smoky makeup and wide-eyed eyes, with pink bows on the head of chicken nests, accompanied by various special symbols and Martian characters.They live a chic and comfortable life, compared to my simplicity and mediocrity.
130.
When I was going out, I ran into Jing Xueyao. He and a few boys had just come out of the barber shop opposite. They all had colorful Shamat hairstyles.He was wearing black crotch pants, and his bangs were too long to cover his eyes, so I almost didn't recognize him.
"Hey—" He still called me first.
I didn't know what to say, and I didn't want him to see my embarrassment.I had to pretend to be surprised and ask him why are you here?He said he ran away from home.
131.
Jing Xueyao's eyelashes are very fragile, and a few of them will fall off when she rubs her eyes.We chatted casually, and he asked me if I had any money with me?I gave him all the money in my pocket and he promised to pay me back in a few days.
We added □□, his net name is "A Xiaojing", and his profile picture is a flowering oleander tree.
He is alone in my list of demons dancing, and I put him in a group alone.He is like the Ganoderma lucidum in the weeds at sunset, and like the dense and sticky mist lingering in the forest at five o'clock in the morning.He tolerated all my sour, plum wine-flavored sorrows. At this moment, my world is no longer a dark island.
☆、Chapter 10
132.
Our headmaster really likes to mess with moths, and he called us to work and study before we learned anything.It’s not so quick and quick to make money. We said that we found a summer job so that we can earn tuition fees by ourselves. To put it bluntly, it is the Suzhou Electronics Factory.Most of us are minors, and she said that we can use relatives' ID cards to replace them.
133.
When my cousin and I came back from playing table tennis, my cousin was still choosing leeks, and my grandma said that I would cook a box of vegetables for us in the afternoon.Uncle was drunk again, it wasn't that the whole family didn't come in, he and my sister-in-law wouldn't push if they could do it.The two of them were incompetent and had a bad temper. My sister-in-law went back to her mother's house after throwing things.Both my mother and grandmother agreed that I should go to Suzhou, and my grandfather's opinion was not important.They said that I just lived comfortably and didn't know the sufferings of the people.
134.
Jing Xueyao never talked to me on □□, but I went to his space twice a day to see if anyone was flirting with him in the comments or message boards, but there seemed to be no signs of it.I dare not disturb him, dare not break into his life casually.He is like an unreachable mirage, combining all the beautiful imaginations, and everyone is fascinated by him.Although it is nothingness and nothingness in the end, I am still fascinated by him. He is my irresistible force.
135.
I sleep so much during the day that I can't sleep at night.Mosquitoes were buzzing in the room, and toilet water couldn't cure them.Insomnia is painful, and forced to fall asleep is even more painful. Not only are the ears and nose itchy, but the mouth is also extremely dry.It's just a bunch of villains poking your eyelids, pulling your ears, telling you that when you open your eyes, you can see Jing Xueyao coming to marry you on colorful auspicious clouds. I fail every time.Curled up on the bed, weeping bitterly for something that does not belong to me, like mourning or being plundered by the wicked, or about to lose it.I was immersed in this painful and sweet self-torture and couldn't extricate myself. The abundant dirty emotions were released in the sound of grandma's snoring.
136.
Jing Xueyao recharged 300 yuan for my phone bill, and I gave him less than 100 yuan.He is really a generous person, and he never hides his words. The most painful thing in this world is that the person you like doesn't like you at all.From spring to autumn, the aesthetics of straight men change with time. Jing Xueyao now likes girls who are black, long, straight and coquettish. I think if Li Yanru is here, they can't guarantee that they can compose a love song.
137.
The school organized a summer job at an electronics factory in Suzhou, led by Lao An and Xiao Fan, our homeroom teacher.This was my first time traveling far away. We took the bus to the train station and then took the train to Suzhou.The school is too picky, and they are reluctant to buy hard seats for us. Xiao Fan said that he will buy us seats when he goes back, of course, we have to use our salary.We sat in the aisle with newspapers spread out, and we had to lift our feet when the small cart selling instant noodles and melon seeds came. We fell asleep and woke up like this for more than ten hours.
138.
Everyone dragged their suitcases and walked to the dormitory in a mighty way. God didn't know whether he was playing with me or pity me. Jing Xueyao and his school are also in this factory, and they live next door to me.He was wearing light yellow short sleeves, and his long hair was shaved into a round inch, with his hands in his pockets, looking casual.I went into a convenience store and came out with a plastic bag of popsicles in my hand, regardless of whether I knew someone or not.
139.
The teacher first took us to the hospital for a physical examination. After the physical examination, we went back to the electronics factory for an exam.The test paper is very simple, even elementary school students can pass it, just some simple addition, subtraction, multiplication and division and 26 letters.I took my cousin's ID card to complete the entry procedures. We will have three days of training. Maybe my hair is too good-looking, and Jing Xueyao is sitting behind me again.
140.
We were assigned to the second line together, and our job was to put the first film on the screen of the mobile phone.It is a rectangular plate, on which nine pieces of mobile phone screens are placed, which are passed by the green conveyor belt in the middle of the table. A small T-shaped mallet similar to a stamp is used, and the bottom of it is pasted with double-sided tape. We use it to glue a very thin film that completely covers the screen.I thought that Jing Xueyao couldn't bear hardships, but I didn't expect that I was the only one who couldn't bear hardships, couldn't do such delicate work, and wasted a bag of film.Because it's not just pasting, but also use alcohol to deal with the dirt.Below us is the quality control department, sitting next to me, wearing a pink dustproof suit.
141.
This type of work is actually very simple. If you are proficient, you will not use alcohol at all.Later, we all went through it once, even if we didn't wear gloves, we wouldn't get fingerprints.The meal in the cafeteria is hard to describe, only the fruit and fried pork cutlet are delicious.Near the dormitory, there are fried noodles and millefeuilles, which are delicious in the world. Anyone who has eaten them will give a thumbs up.The boss is super nice. Seeing that we are from out of town, there is no price increase if we increase the quantity.
142.
I have to take the factory bus to and from get off work every day, and the dormitory is separate from the factory.The driver waved a mop in the morning to let us line up in an orderly manner, and we could sleep for 15 minutes on the way.The people here are very kind and helpful, once I missed the last bus and was going to walk back to the hostel.But on the way there were thunder and lightning, and the sky in Suzhou turned faster than the face of our line leader.I was wearing blue overalls, and it was said that the downpour was gentle, and my face was covered, and my whole body was soaked in two or three minutes.A motorcycle master offered to take me home. I said I had no money, but I really had no money. The school only paid 3 yuan a week, and they withheld our salary cards and ID cards.The master said it's okay and don't need money. I'm a little scared, and it's imperative to be on guard against others.I said my mother wouldn't let me ride in a stranger's car, and he drove away without saying anything.I regret it, I think I'm a little ignorant.The red light in front was on, and the master turned around and yelled at me, saying, get in the car quickly, on the way!He sent me all the way to the door of the dormitory, and gave him the money the next day.
143.
Our line leader targeted me everywhere, and she didn't know how to be lenient and lenient even after she was a lot of age, and she didn't treat me as a novice at all.She said that I wasted so many films, and each film cost one yuan, and she would deduct 100 yuan from my salary.I have never seen this kind of woman, and I said loudly that you can deduct whatever you want, anyway, I don't have my salary card in my hand.She angrily called the monitor to scold me. The monitor is also a woman, but not as mean and fussy as she is.I later admitted my mistake to her, and she took me to eat the famous pancakes in Suzhou. The pancakes here are very large, and can roll a lot of meat and vegetables. They are all deep-fried in oil barrels, and the sauce has a smell Weird but delicious.I especially like to watch the boss use scissors to pick vegetables, click and click to decompress.Later, when I passed the Sanli Bridge in Wujiang, I didn’t see any pancakes selling this kind of pancakes. They were all steamed buns with vegetables.I heard that this factory has closed down, but in fact, you can find it if you look hard. Our dormitory has to cross an arch bridge, and there is a street selling mille-feuille and fried noodles.But things are different and people are different, which only adds to the melancholy.
144.
Small bridges, flowing water and white walls and black tiles can be seen everywhere in Suzhou. During the rainy season in the south, the air is hot and humid.Our assembly line air conditioner is sufficient, so you must wear blue and white striped anti-static clothing, masks, hats, and brand-name gloves. You need to change your shoes and wear shoe covers when you come in.Work a dozen hours a day
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