memory castration

Although Xu Yifei has received a very good education, he is an absolute beast in front of me, as can be seen from the fact that he kicked me three times in a row.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Ziqi pretended to come over to dissuade him.

Xu Yifei repelled him with his eyes, "This is my family business, it has nothing to do with you."

I felt so painful that all the bones in my body were broken, and I barely managed to stand up, "Xu Yifei, don't go too far, be careful and I will call the police."

He raised his eyes, and arrogantly dialed the number on his mobile phone and handed it to me, "Report, or else Fang Yibai is his grandson."

"I'm too lazy to talk to you." I stared at him and exhaled slowly, pushing the phone away in frustration.

I've fought and beaten, and now I can finally leave after venting.

He limped and walked a few steps, and Xu Yifei grabbed his collar from behind again.

"Does Young Master Xu have any other orders?"

"Where are you going?" His frowning expression is very handsome. At the beginning, I was fascinated by this face.

"Go home." I answered him feebly, and happened to catch Xiao Ziqi's malicious eyes next to me.

Only then did Xu Yifei let go, "I'll settle the score with you when I get back."

I walked out weakly for a certain distance, and when I looked back at the two of them who were still standing there, I couldn't help feeling hatred from my heart, and the evil came to my gut.

"Xu Yifei!"

He never liked me calling him by his full name like that, so he stared at me with a stinky face.

Fingering him, I yelled, "Fuck you!"

After seeing him throwing his phone in a panic, I ran away, feeling like I was running on a mountain of knives to escape, but my heart was so happy.

After returning to the rented house, I threw myself on the bed not wanting to move.

Xu Yifei, that bastard, doesn't care about old feelings at all, and his attacks are so vicious that it's outrageous.

Such a guy, even if he gets married, will be prone to domestic violence, right?Thinking of that woman who was proud in love will be frustrated in the future, I feel evilly better.

Turning over with difficulty, I took out the pen and notebook next to the bed and wrote: On the sixth day of June, on the day of Xu Yifei's engagement, I had a one-night stand with someone.

On the seventh day of June, I was bumped into by Xu Yifei when I was leaving, and he hit me again, looking very angry, so we should be completely dead.

I closed the notebook and thought for a while, then added a few words to the line on the sixth day of June: Fang Yibai, happy birthday.

I went to get the diagnosis results in the afternoon, and was told by the doctor that the cause of the disease was still uncertain, but I should maintain a happy body and mind, and face the future with a positive and optimistic attitude.

My heart hurts and my body hurts, happiness and optimism are all bullshit to me now.

When I was recuperating at home, I decided not to read newspapers or watch TV, lest I accidentally see a certain face and feel hurt.

A few days later, I reappeared in the night bar with the attitude of breaking the jar.

The bartender closest to me is a GAY girl, with beautiful orchid fingers, seducing customers flirtatiously while wiping glasses.

Just as I was wondering if his eyes would be cramped, someone whispered in my ear: "Xiaobai, I'm finally waiting for you."

I spit out Bomol and stared at him like a monster, "Excuse me sir, who are you? Do we know each other?"

Xiao Ziqi suddenly realized, "It turns out that Xiaobai has amnesia of getting out of bed."

In view of this person's previous performance, I really don't have much affection for him except for his bed skills.

When he paid for the bill, he looked at me and smiled, "It's safer for you to stay with me. I'm worried that you will regret it when you go out."

"Cut," I snorted coldly, ignoring his alarmist words, "Thank you for your concern."

Less than 2 minutes after leaving the bar, I really started to regret it, but it was too late, and two strong men carried me into the car half-struggled.

One person pressed me hard and said, "Mr. Xu said that it is enough to bring you back alive. In order to avoid unnecessary harm, please stop making unnecessary struggles."

No one knows better than me how ruthless Xu Yifei is.Thinking of the provocation a few days ago, I couldn't help shivering.

The house is very clean, the walls have been repainted with light blue paint, and even the slippers placed at the door are two pairs, exactly the same as a few months ago.

The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, which was especially frightening in this silent night.

I swung my arms and looked around for a week, then hesitantly opened the bedroom door.

The atmosphere inside is all too familiar, and there is a silly photo of the two of them on the bedside.

Xu Yifei is a photogenic handsome guy, the stupid one is naturally me, with black framed eyes, messy hair like straw, sticking to Xu Yifei's face with a mean smile.

But he was always indifferent, with thin lips that were often pulled down, with a forced reluctance on his face.

After staring at the photos for a while, I took out a photo album from the cabinet, picked a single interview photo cut from a magazine and put it in, and then quickly destroyed the ugly photos with blue flames.

This photo should have been taken for many years, so long that I can't remember when it was taken. Now I will never allow this kind of thing to exist to destroy my image.

After doing all this, I looked around for a while, and there were footsteps behind me.

Xu Yifei walked over with a bath towel wrapped around his lower body, water dripping from his black hair, and the exposed muscles were sexy and alluring.

After seeing me, his black eyes froze, "You..."

Suddenly, he seemed to remember something, rushed over like a crazy leopard, and pushed me down hard on the bed, "Damn it, you're still fooling around with Xiao Ziqi!"

I was in pain, "Xu Yifei..."

The lower abdomen was punched hard, and the five internal organs and six abdomen seemed to be twisted into a ball inside the body.

He still pinched my neck relentlessly, "Say! How long have you been with him behind my back?!"

There are even problems with breathing, how can I answer them?

When he was about to suffocate, he suddenly let go, and looked at me condescendingly and coldly, like a slave master with the power of life and death.

What a funny scene, he acted like I cheated first.I obviously have so many lovers, and even have the experience of having sex under my nose, and now they are all engaged, and they still angrily scold me for being wrong!

I wanted to laugh but couldn't. I lay on the edge of the bed panting violently like a dead dog, my stomach churned and I wanted to vomit.

Xu Yifei enjoyed my pain pervertedly, and his voice gradually returned to his usual calmness, "Fang Yibai, when you slept with him, who was messing with whom?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, he stretched out his hands like steel pliers and pinched my chin, "Say!"

"I, I'll fuck him." I really admire myself in this situation and can still tell a lie out of face.

His pupils tightened suddenly, and at some point he picked up a sharp fruit knife in his hand, with a fierce expression on his face, "Then I'll castrate you!"

As far as I know him, such words are definitely not just a joke or a threat.

I was so scared that I hurriedly crawled to the corner, but he grabbed my ankle and dragged me back, and pressed the knife against my inner thigh through my trousers.

"Xu Yifei..." I called him tremblingly, trying to arouse a trace of humanity in him.

He glanced at me, "I regret it now, don't you think it's too late?"

I almost cried, "No, it's not...he fucked me."

"Did he force you or did you do it voluntarily?"

"I was drunk at the time, and I don't remember anything..." Although I can push the matter to Xiao Ziqi, I am afraid that I will die even worse if the truth is revealed.

He picked open my shirt with the tip of a knife, "Sex after drinking? Xiao Ziqi won't do such a thing as a one-night stand. Do you think I'm a three-year-old kid?"

Now that things have happened, I can only bite the bullet and play tricks, "I really drank too much, and then... I regarded him as you... so I didn't refuse."

"Miss me?"

"Think..." The tip of the knife just slid to my chest, and it's hard not to think about it.

Xu Yifei sneered to force a confession, "Where have you been these past few months?"

My brain quickly turned, "Grandma passed away. I was in a hurry and forgot to inform you. I found out that my phone and wallet were lost after I got on the train, so I had to stay in the country for a few months... It's not that I don't contact you, it's really I can't find a phone, and I can't even write a letter!"

He had no expression on his face, he seemed to believe it, but he didn't seem to believe it. He followed my words and continued to ask: "Then why didn't you go home after arriving in Jiangcheng?"

"I..." I couldn't make up an excuse.

"Don't go home, and run to fool around with Xiao Ziqi..." His expression hardened, and the point of the knife suddenly pierced his skin.

I immediately yelled in pain, "You know the reason why I don't come back!"

He paused, "I don't know."

I cried: "You have such a bad temper, if I disappear for nothing and you see me again, you will definitely beat me to death...so I dare not come back."

After being silent for a while, he threw the fruit knife on the table, dipped his finger in my blood and licked it on his lips, "Take off your pants, this is not over."

After I took off my clothes tremblingly, he kicked my ass vigorously, "Damn it, it's not enough for me to fuck you alone, and I even ran out to do it for others!"

I rushed out and slammed into the wall with a loud bang, clutching the bag on my head so painful that I wanted to die immediately.

This guy Xu Yifei was not satisfied yet, he dragged him back again, "What was the last sentence you said to me in front of Xiao Ziqi that day?"

After being dazed for a long time, I remembered the swear word I cursed with my middle finger up.

He pinched my ass, "Don't tell me you forgot."

"No, I didn't forget..."

"What's that? Now tell me again."

"Fuck...me."