memory castration

Although Ninghai is a city near the sea, the air is not humid. Everywhere I go this season, I feel that the fur is covered with static electricity.

The north wind howled and cut off all the green leaves. Looking down from the tall buildings, the whole city is a bare and bleak scene. Occasionally passers-by pass by on the road, and they all hurry and dare not stay.

However, the snowy days will be much better. The treetops on the street are covered with rime, and the bright white is really beautiful from a distance.

Among them, a few Jiangcheng people who came with us couldn't stand the weather here. They were fully armed, not to mention covered with hot babies. They were shocked by Yang Wenxiong and me wearing only sweaters.

Ninghai's entertainment industry is relatively backward, but now it is developing rapidly. Looking at it from a long-term perspective, it may not fall behind Jiangcheng again in a few years.

A few months passed in the blink of an eye, and I never saw Xu Yifei or Xiao Ziqi again, they seemed to have completely faded out of my life.

I bought a notebook with a lock, and on the first page I wrote down a few words on the back of the paper with a ballpoint pen: Fang Yibai, you hate Xu Yifei.

I have to read it silently every morning when I get up, so that I will not forget him, and even if I forget him, I will not forget the humiliation he gave me.

As for Xiao Ziqi, I have always had complicated feelings for him, perhaps because I have never loved him before, so I even hate him less than Xu Yifei, I only pray that I will never see this neurotic patient again.

After the business gradually stabilized, my life also began to idle.

Yang Wenxiong is an energetic guy, and he has never had many women around him. In order to avoid embarrassing things from happening again, we chose to live in separate rooms. Although he has repeatedly promised that he can abstain from sex when he is with me, the premise is that I help him wash his clothes ...

The winter in Ninghai is particularly long, with frost starting in October and peach blossom snow floating in the sky in March.

The night is also long, it gets dark after five o'clock, and it doesn't start to get bright until seven o'clock in the morning.

I don't have as many hobbies as Yang Wenxiong. The most leisure time I have is sleeping and trying to sleep.

I can't sleep well, because I always have insomnia, and the pain of lying in bed for two or three hours and still being clear-headed, people who haven't experienced it will never know.

Occasionally I am lucky enough to fall asleep peacefully, but I always have dreams, messy and messy dreams. In the dream, Xu Yifei patted my face and said, "Fang Yibai, do you want to be fucked by me? Please, please, I will fuck you to the end Cool……"

When the screen changed, he said with a cold expression again: "Fang Yibai, you are so cheap, you can't live without a man for a day!"

When I woke up, I found that my fists were clenched unconsciously, my back and forehead were covered with sweat, and my whole body seemed to be fished out of cold water. My mind was empty for a long time and I couldn't think of anything.

He took more and more sleeping pills, but his spirit became more and more depressed. Even the careless Yang Wenxiong noticed something was wrong, "Yibai, do you want to go to the hospital for an examination?"

I am not sick, but I am temporarily unable to get out of the shadow of the past.

Jiang Xiaohu, who was brought back from Jiangcheng, is now changed from a young master to an ordinary waiter. He lives leisurely all day long, comes to bother me every now and then, and brings a big bouquet of red roses.

He is like an uncooked copper pea that cannot be smashed, no matter what setbacks he encounters, he can turn back to a normal person.

In view of the fact that this person still has the mentality of rebounding, I had no choice but to adopt a three-no policy towards him, no rejection, no acceptance, and no response.

But speaking of it... It's time for me to start a new relationship. Sleeping with me at night might be able to get rid of those nightmares.

If you think about it, do it. The most indispensable thing in the night scene is a handsome guy.

It doesn't matter if you are pleasing to the eye and spend some money. Selling the previous house by the sea is enough for me to make a row of bad faces.

Anyway, it was bought with Xu Yifei's money, and it would be disgusting to keep it.

As soon as it entered the night, Jiang Xiaohu leaned over like a tail, and said with a bright smile: "Brother Fang, you finally took the initiative to come and see me!"

I pulled the corner of my mouth and asked for a glass of beer to drink slowly.

There are two types of young masters in the night scene, those who are really gay and those who are short of money, and they also look like rough macho and delicate girls.

But it doesn't look pleasing to the eye, is it because my vision is too high?I actually feel that they are not as pleasing to the eye as the children who are looking at me next to me.

"Brother Fang, why do you keep staring at those people? Are they as good looking as me?"

He always felt good about himself, but his miserable expression made me unable to speak harshly, so I got up when his eyes suddenly lit up, and I saw a familiar face.

Xu Yifei... Oh no, it should be said that Xu Yifei of the copycat version has a clear and clear chin line, and the corner of his mouth tilts to the right when he smiles, with a cynical air.

Although the temperament is much worse than the genuine version, it is enough to distinguish the real one under the dim light.

I think my eyes must be wild, because he quickly looked over, with obvious hesitation on his face.

Although I don't come to the night scene often, there should be many people who have seen me.

I smiled at him, and he got up and came over to say hello, "Brother Fang, why do you have time to come over today?"

"Bored and wandering around," I caught a glimpse of the child's unfriendly face, and said to him, "It's too noisy here, do you want to sit upstairs?"

He was delighted, ignoring the obtrusive waiter next to him, "Okay."

Upstairs, there is a separate lounge for me and Yang Wenxiong, with all the daily necessities available. After entering the door, he sat on the sofa a little cautiously.

I poured him a glass of red wine, "What's your name?"

"Yu Tian."

"How much is a night?"

He was stunned, a little embarrassed by my directness, "Three thousand."

I touched his face with my finger, "I give you [-] yuan, tonight you change your name to Xu Yifei."

His eyes flickered, and his Adam's apple obviously rolled, "Brother Fang, I don't play fisting and m."

"Don't worry, I'm not that harsh. You don't have to force yourself to accept it or not." Fuck... Do I look like such a perverted person?

"I'll take it!"

"Then sit down for a while, I'll go take a shower."

After staying in the bathroom for more than ten minutes, I found that my bones were also filled with perverted blood.

What to do with this fake Xu Yifei later, let him take off his clothes first, kneel down and carry me up a lap in the bedroom, and learn how to bark like a dog!

Then let him lean over and lick my toes, every one is not allowed to be missed, and he is not allowed to go to bed unless he is licked wet!

Then tied his hands and feet with a bed sheet, played with him until he couldn't get an erection anymore, and then scolded him fiercely, Xu Yifei, you eunuch!

Finally, two bottles of red wine were poured from behind him, torturing him until he became incontinent...

The more I thought about it, the more excited I was, the fingers grabbing the towel trembled along with my shoulders, and even the desire that had been silent for many days also raised its head!

In the end, he simply didn't even bother to put on his underwear, and went out directly with Bao Yujin. Unexpectedly, he saw the living room was in a mess. Yu Tianzheng pressed a person on the sofa, and the two wrestled together.

I walked over and saw clearly that the person below was actually Jiang Xiaoxiong, how could he be here? !

When the child saw me, he yelled like seeing a savior, "Brother Fang, hit me with the surname Yu!"

The grievance he said didn't seem to be injured at all, but Yu Tian's eyes were both blue and purple, and blood was still dripping from his nose.

I had a terrible headache, pressed my temples and said, "Why are you here?"

After hearing my voice, Yu Tian let go, and the child jumped up and jumped up to me, "Let me see what you guys are doing..."

Yu Tian sneered, "Now that you see it, you can get out, right?"

The child mocked him fiercely and yelled, "Brother Fang is mine, no one is allowed to steal it! Look at your ugly face in the mirror, the toad wants to eat swan meat!"

"Jiang Xiaohu!" Yu Tian wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and scolded him back and forth without words.

Things have turned out like this, and the plan of sexual obscenity has almost come to an end. I said to Yu Tian, ​​"Go see a doctor first, I will still give you the money, and treat it as medical expenses."

His job is to rely on his face to make a living, so he probably won't be able to receive customers for half a month if he is so injured.

After seeing off Yu Tian, ​​I said to the kid beside me who was watching the joke, "Let's go together, I'll get a headache when I see you."

He hugged my waist and shouted: "No, I can replace him, you can do whatever you want. I am younger than him, I look better than him, and even my body is softer than him. If you don't believe me, brother Fang, touch it... ..."

I was wilted when I got out of the bathroom, how could I have the mood to touch him?

I can't drive it away, I can't push it away, he sticks to me like jelly candy.

I was curious, "Aren't you supposed to be at work now? No one cares about you if you run around?"

He proudly said, "They all know that I belong to Brother Fang, so they don't dare to control me."

Now I finally understand why it was Yu Tian who suffered the loss just now, because I didn't dare to hurt him because of my face.

I sighed, "Go and close the door."

He was obedient now, ran over like a puppy, closed the door and slipped back quickly, continued to stick to me, rubbed his face against my arm, "Brother Fang, you smell so good."

I wondered, "Is your child lacking fatherly love?"

His eyes were bright, his black pupils stared at me like quicksilver, and said softly: "Brother Fang, you are taking advantage of me!"

I really lost to him, how could there be such a spoiled child?

"Wow!" He screamed excitedly like a wolf cub, "It's exposed!"

My hair stood on end in shock, "What's exposed?"

"Brother Fang's penis!"