memory castration

After making up my mind, I decided to find Xiao Ziqi.

"Why did Xiaobai remember to call me?" He sounded surprised.

I touched the band-aid on my forehead and said, "Can you tell me where Li Xinlong's tomb is?"

He was silent for a while, "Do you want me to take you there?"

I refused very simply, "No, I want to go by myself."

He reported an address to me, and tentatively said, "Why do you suddenly think of him?"

"I had a childhood dream last night, and I wanted to go and see it." I made nonsense.

His intuition was astonishingly sharp, "Xiaobai, are you leaving Jiangcheng?"

"Who said that? I plan to retire in Jiangcheng."

"Yang Wenxiong's business has already started to change hands, and he is trying to transfer fixed assets to Ninghai. You still lied to me..."

Seeing how wronged he is, God knows I'm the real victim. Why should I reveal my whereabouts to you if I'm not a relative?But now it's an eventful time, and I don't want to have any more friction with him.

Just when the doorbell rang, I twitched the corner of my mouth and hung up the phone.

The person who came was Jiang Xiaohu, carrying a bag of fruit, a large box of chocolates, and a large bouquet of flowers, standing outside the door and looking at me eagerly, "Brother Fang, can I go in?"

I said lightly: "Come in, what are you doing with these things, I haven't suffered much injury."

After all, he was a young man, he couldn't even walk that day, and he was alive and kicking in just a few days.

He slowly put down his things and sat on the sofa, and said with a cautious expression: "The manager gave me half a month's leave. I heard that Brother Xiong is not at home today, so I secretly came to see you."

"Is the injury all healed?" I casually put on my coat and put my keys and mobile phone in my pockets.

He nodded like a puppet, and asked curiously, "Brother Fang, are you going out?"

"Well, I have something to go out for." Although I insisted on saving him that day, I didn't really want to have anything to do with this child.

Jiang Xiaohu bit his lip, "Where are you going?"

His question was really abrupt, but seeing his timid appearance, I smiled indifferently, "Go to the cemetery to see a friend of mine."

"Oh." Seeing that I had been standing without any intention of talking, he put his hands in the pockets of the blue sweater and stood up anxiously.

I walked out, and he followed me like a clumsy little koala to get the car.

I leaned against the car and said seriously, "When are you going to stay with me?"

"Ah?" He blushed a little, lowered his head and pretended to study his white sneakers, but still had no intention of leaving.

I opened the door, "Get in the car."

He immediately climbed up quickly, staring at me with sparkling eyes, "Would it be inconvenient for Brother Fang to take me?"

"No," I also got in, "tell me where you live, and I'll take you back first."

His face immediately collapsed, and he said pitifully: "Brother Fang...don't drive me away, I want to talk to you for a while."

"Go ahead, I'm listening now."

"I haven't made up my mind yet, please give me some time...don't worry about me, just keep busy with your affairs, I promise I won't be noisy." When he spoke, he solemnly raised three fingers, pretending to be serious The expression is really cute.

I have never been able to resist this kind of person, that's all, let him follow if he wants to.

On the way, Jiang Xiaohu was really well-behaved, leaning his hands on the glass window to look at me, and kept looking.

"Are there flowers on my face?"

He lowered his head in embarrassment, but after a while, his gaze sneaked over again, like a cowering little hamster.

He shouldn't have misunderstood me because of what happened that day, right?Although I have turned against Xu Yifei, I have no intention of ending my singleness, and I am not in the mood or energy to fall in love, let alone this child who has not grown up.

After arriving at the cemetery, I bought a bunch of small wild chrysanthemums, and found Li Xinlong's tombstone under the guidance of the old man who guarded the tomb.

The 17-year-old boy was inlaid on the stone tablet, and he smiled at me, and he couldn't tell that he was lonely.

I squatted down, gently brushed off the dust on the photo, and my mind flew back to ten years ago.

At that time, we only had each other, but we lived happily every day. He was introverted and shy, and his smile was shallow but beautiful.

He said that you will only have me after Xiaobai, and I promise to treat you very well, even better than grandma treats you.

He also said that when we grow up, we will go to Egggarson to get married, and then you must marry me.

He also said to make a lot of money, give me everything I want, let me live the best life...

Liars, all lies.

How sad I was when he left, and I was almost hit by a car, but it turned out that he was the one who died, not me.

I remember that when we broke up, I said that if we meet each other one day, please pretend that you don't know me. I didn't expect it to be a prophecy.

I should have hated him, but now I don't hate him anymore. Instead, I want to thank him for giving me a good memory of my youth.

Longlong, I'm going home, back to Ninghai, the place where we first met. Would you like to come with me?

Sorry I was joking, sleep well!

When I left the cemetery, I saw a familiar black Bentley at the door, the window was half open, and Xu Yifei's handsome face was hidden in the smoke.

Jiang Xiaohu who was beside him also saw him, his body stiffened, and he said in a trembling voice, "Brother Fang..."

"It's okay, it should be just a coincidence." I patted him on the back, "Get in the car."

When I opened the car door and was about to get in, Xu Yifei suddenly called me, "Fang Yibai!"

I looked back at him, "May I ask Mr. Xu what's the matter?"

He hesitated to speak, reached out and stroked his short hair twice, "What are you doing here?"

I laughed, "To see an old friend, why, Mr. Xu has so many things to do every day, but he even cares about this?"

"You don't have to mock me," he pinched out his cigarette a little irritably, "The kid sitting in your car may be a big trouble, don't be fooled by his appearance."

"I will keep Mr. Xu's reminder in mind. If there is nothing wrong with me, I will leave first."

Is the sun out of the west today?Or am I hearing it wrong?Xu Yifei actually cared about me with kindness!If it was in the past, no matter what his words were true or false, I would be ecstatic, which is ridiculous.

After driving on the high speed, Jiang Xiaohu said indignantly: "Brother Fang, don't listen to Xu Yifei, he is just jealous of me!"

I raised my eyebrows, "What is he jealous of you?"

He sniffled with his index finger, and said childishly: "He is jealous that Brother Fang likes me, so he made malicious slander."

"I like you? You are quite confident."

He lowered his head and pretended to play with his fingers, and said in a discussing tone: "Brother Fang, let me follow you from now on, okay?"

"You should tell Brother Xiong about this. I'm a young man with three nos now, and I can't even eat by myself."

"It's not the kind of relationship with Brother Xiong... I don't have money, I can work and earn money to support you."

"You want to raise me?" If the purpose is not to raise a man, this should be regarded as a very ambitious child.

"I didn't mean that," he blushed, buried his head lower, and added in a low voice, "but it's about the same."

I know that children are very open now, but isn't it a little abnormal to be so open?

"How old are you? Tell the truth."

"Two...eighteen, I'm an adult, really! It's past my birthday, I can show you my ID card!"

"Come to me again when you are 28."

"Brother Fang..." He dragged out his voice, as if he was acting like a baby, but the soft voice was pleasant to hear.

I was unmoved at all, and glanced at him inadvertently when I got off the highway, and saw that he was holding his breath, his cheeks were bulging like a bun, and he ignored it, as if he was angry with me, Sure enough, he is a child, and I don't know how his personality got mixed up in the night scene.

During dinner at night, I accidentally remembered the time I saw Xu Yifei during the day, so I said to Yang Wenxiong, "Did you pay attention to Jiang Xiaohu's identity?"

Yang Wenxiong immediately cheered up, "Are you really looking for him? That kid looks pretty good-looking, fair and smart, and he expressed his heartfelt desire to go to Jiangcheng with me in the afternoon."

"I saw Xu Yifei in the cemetery today. He said that this person might be a big trouble. You should ask someone to investigate again."

Yang Wenxiong said seriously, "I'll have someone investigate later."

Xu Yifei is not a nosy person, let alone be so boring as to say this to me for no reason.

During the day, I paid attention to Jiang Xiaohu's clothes. Although the heels of the clothes are ordinary, the workmanship is very fine. If he is really short of money to sell himself, he probably won't buy such good clothes in private, even if he does, he won't Will deliberately pick out the trademark.

On the same day, Jiang Xiaohu's information was sent by e-mail. His parents died in an accident early in his life, and his grandparents were all absent.

I asked, "Nobita, what do you think?"

Yang Wenxiong rubbed his chin, "If you don't lack money, what benefits can you gain from being a young master in the dark? I think his interest should be in you, or why don't you bother me, the boss."

I frowned, "No matter what his purpose is, it's better to save time at such a time, let someone pay him two months' salary tomorrow, and just fire him."

This wise decision was overturned the next day. Jiang Xiaohu sat in front of Yang Wenxiong with his luggage and refused to leave, crying with snot and tears, "Brother Fang, open the door! What did I do wrong? You have to treat me like this."

Yang Wenxiong gloated and said, "I've never seen a kid with such fat guts. In this regard, I won't argue with him. You can figure it out yourself."

I walked out the door with a splitting headache, "Stop arguing, just follow if you want, but don't let me find out that you are unruly here with Brother Xiong, or I won't spare you."

Big Bear is my only good friend, and I will never allow anyone to be against him.

In mid-August, Yang Wenxiong and I finally got on the plane back to Ninghai together. Apart from Yang Wenxiong's confidantes, there was also an elated Jiang Xiaohu.

"Yibai, there are two things I don't know if I should tell you."

"The style of this inkblot is not like Brother Xiong."

He lazily said: "Then I'll just say it. The first thing is that I heard that Xu Yifei will go to Ninghai in the future. Although the news has not been confirmed, I think it seems like something he will do."

"Then what about the second one?" According to Xu Yifei's character, I wouldn't be surprised to do anything just to gamble.

"Li Xinlong's house in Ninghai was bought by Xiao Ziqi now."

I was silent for a long time, and squeezed out four words from the gap between my teeth, "The ghost lingers!"