memory castration

I dare to swear that Xiao Ziqi is definitely a fighter among perverts, the sad thing is... It seems that the time is far from the end of the game.

Come on, it makes me sick to think about it.

If you don't answer, you will be disgusted like this all the time in the future.

The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, so I simply lifted the cloth strip over my eyes and pushed him away, "Fuck off, I quit playing! You can do whatever you want in the future!"

He lazily lay half down on the bed, with his hand still supporting the high-spirited desire between his legs, except for a slightly heavier breathing, he was as calm as when he was wearing clothes in the past.

"You quit now, and don't blame me for always pestering you in the future."

"If you bother me again, I will cut you up and throw you into the moat to feed the fish!"

He lowered his eyes halfway, and said in a hoarse voice: "Then I will definitely not resist you, and I am willing to die in your hands."

I was angry, so I rushed forward and grabbed his neck fiercely, "I'll make your wish come true!"

He really didn't resist, just looked at me quietly, and slowly rushed up from his neck with his red color.

After all, I stopped in time, and rolled to the side in a decadent and powerless manner, "Xiao Ziqi, I really just want to live a quiet life, please don't bother me anymore. Doesn't liking someone want him to live happily? You Why can't you look at me happy or find another person you like? Just like you have been abroad for the past few years, haven't you lived without me for so long?"

Knowing that I can't explain the truth to neuropathy, but I still want to try hard.Don't say silly things like being liked is always a good thing, and you don't know the blessing when you are in the blessing, it's because you have never experienced this kind of hopeless and suffocating bondage.

Xiao Ziqi is like a knife hanging over my head, I can never guess when it will fall.

There was sadness in his eyes that I couldn't understand, and he replied in a low voice: "That's because you don't know how I've lived these past few years."

It seems soft and hard are gone. I can be sure that Xiao Ziqi definitely has a mental problem, but this pervert is more rational and sober than normal people. Maybe I can...

"Have you seen a psychiatrist?"

"Xiaobai... I'm not sick."

"I asked if you have seen it?" Mental patients usually think that there is nothing wrong with them, but I don't think it is normal from the way he behaves.

He fell silent and stopped talking.

"Tell me, is there any? Don't lie to me."

"Have."

I breathed a sigh of relief, "What did the doctor say?"

He lost his mind for a moment, "Forgot."

"Forget? Do you have amnesia like me?" I sneered at him.

Seeing that he pursed the corner of his lower lip and stopped making any noise, I got into the bed, and after sitting for a while, he also quietly lay down beside him.

"Xiao Ziqi, I'll go see a psychiatrist with you tomorrow."

"..."

"Whether you go or not is up to you, if you don't go, get out early."

"What if I'm really sick?"

"Not if it is sure!"

He even laughed, "Okay, as long as you stay with me, let alone see a psychiatrist, it doesn't matter if I'm locked up in a mental hospital."

I was speechless for a long time, but when I was about to close my eyes, I remembered something. I touched his underside with my hand, and it was still stiff, "You don't want to sleep after you solve it?"

He was actually aggrieved, "Xiaobai won't give it to me."

"Go to hell!" I was kicked by the donkey with good intentions, turned over and cursed him angrily, "It's best to hold back until Yang Pin can no longer get an erection!"

"No way." He also hugged me sideways, and the hot spot remained motionless against my buttocks, "Whenever I think of your face, it will swell and hurt."

How the hell are you going to sleep?Terrible!

In fact, I was tired and fell asleep very quickly... Maybe it was the physical fatigue caused by insomnia?Or maybe it's because he smells so good.

It would be great if this pervert was a pillow, I will definitely wholesale ten or eight back.

After breakfast in the morning, we went to a well-known psychological clinic in Ninghai. The doctor was a beautiful woman in her 30s, with a good temperament without makeup.

Because of Yang Wenxiong, we skipped the appointment list directly, and the clinic was empty and there were no customers.

The assistant poured us two cups of tea, and I pointed at Xiao Ziqi and narrated the words I had made up long ago, "My friend has fallen in love with someone for more than ten years for no reason, but that person has never I like him, but this Mr. Xiao, he still can't let go, trying to pester him all day long..."

Xiao Ziqi drank tea expressionlessly, and occasionally smiled when he met my gaze, as if the patient I described was not him.

The doctor listened quietly all the time, and finally asked, "Can I have a private talk with this Mr. Xiao?"

I spread my hands, "whatever."

Xiao Ziqi shook his head, followed the doctor to the inner room.

In the middle, I tried to eavesdrop several times, but was blocked intentionally or unintentionally by the assistant.

More than two hours passed, and I drank five or six cups of tea, but Xiao Ziqi still hasn't come out.

When I was bored, I took a magazine about psychology from the shelf to read.

I found a foreign case, about a psychopathic doctor, because of his greed for beauty and the sound of a scalpel piercing his skin, he often used his handsome appearance to confuse women, and then took them to the basement to finish sex. They were injected with drugs behind the bed, and their skins were carefully peeled off.

Then these skins are treated with dehydration and antiseptic technology, and they are hung one by one in the cabinet like clothes.

Whenever night comes, the doctor will strip himself naked, take out those human skins one by one and put them on his body, and imitate the appearance of those women when they were alive...

Just as I saw the key point, footsteps sounded from the doorway, which made me tremble, and the bloody cover of the magazine fell down.

The assistant greeted warmly: "Mr. Xu, you are here, please come inside first."

I picked up the magazine and blinked twice involuntarily when I saw who was coming.

Mr. Xu, the newcomer, was round and round. He was wearing a neat black suit and a pair of large sunglasses on his face. Only his mouth and square jaw stretched into a line were exposed.Even if he turned into ashes, I would know him, but who can tell me why Xu Yifei appeared here? !

I can understand if the meeting place is a restaurant, ktv, or leisure club, but why is it a psychological clinic?

I stretched my head and looked behind Xu Yifei, there was no one there, he was really the only one.

He obviously noticed me too, and angrily yelled at the assistant, "Didn't I make an appointment all day? Why is there still someone here?"

The assistant shrunk his head and apologized, "I'm sorry, this gentleman temporarily..."

"Don't make useless excuses. You are still a psychological clinic, don't you have any sense of confidentiality?"

"sorry Sorry……"

Tsk tsk, my recent haze was swept away immediately, "Mr. Xu, long time no see, I didn't expect that we would meet again in this kind of place."

He took off his sunglasses, breathed fire at me with his handsome eyes, and said in a bad tone: "I just came to catch up with Dr. Li today, why the hell are you gloating?"

You need to make an appointment for a whole day to reminisce, and you need to meet at your work place?Ghosts believe it!

Seeing that we knew each other, the assistant immediately laughed, "Mr. Xu, please wait a moment, I'll give you a cup of tea first."

Xu Yifei snorted coldly like a furry cheetah, sat down next to him, and casually taunted me, "Fang Yibai, shouldn't you be living a good life now? How come it's your turn to see a psychiatrist?"

I haven't seen him for a few months, but he is still so handsome, and his mouth is still so poisonous... He speaks directly to the vitals, without showing any affection to the other party.

My tone was pretending to be sad, "How can we say that we have been together for so long, and I have reached this point, why do you want to make trouble?"

He frowned heavily, and said with a little hesitation, "What's wrong with you?"

"You should know my feelings for you. After returning to Ninghai, I have been living my days like years. When I close my eyes at night, I think of you, and think of those days we used to... I have insomnia every night, and I have anorexia. I have hallucinations of seeing you. In addition, my mind is not good, and my forgetfulness is even worse now, I always feel that I will not live long..."

"Stop talking nonsense!" He suddenly raised his voice and yelled at me, and gradually lowered his voice after realizing that he had lost his composure, "It's not a serious illness, I'll help you find some better doctors in Jiangcheng when I go back, If not, go abroad..."

I was ready for cynicism, but I didn't expect to be comforted by his words in turn.

We have been together for seven years, and it was the first time I saw him being so gentle... It was really heartbreaking and sad.

Halfway through the talk, he suddenly came to his senses, his face changed suddenly and he grabbed my collar, "You are here, who is the patient staying with Dr. Li? Fang Yibai, how dare you play me?"

That's right, this is the Xu Yifei I know.

The feeling of anxiety in my heart quickly disappeared, and I smiled and said: "Yeah, you are still alive, how can I be willing to die?"