memory castration

If Xiao Ziqi is a fake, then someone in the manor must know the truth.

When we found Qin Bo in the living room, we found that Xu Yifei was sedated and unconscious on the sofa.

"Second young master, don't worry, Mr. Xu is just resting for a while, and he will wake up naturally in four hours."

I glanced at him, "I came to you for another matter."

Uncle Qin respectfully said, "Second young master, please tell me."

"Please tell me the truth, is Xiao Ziqi dead or not?"

"Second Young Master was joking, if Eldest Young Master is really dead, who is this next to you?"

Xiao Ziqi said calmly, "Uncle Qin should know who I am better than anyone else."

Uncle Qin bowed, "Yes, young master."

These two people are more difficult to deal with than the other, and it is really impossible to tell who is lying from the surface.

"Uncle Qin, you told me that Xiao Ziqi had a heart replacement operation, but why doesn't he have any scars on his chest?"

"I'm just a servant. You should ask the Eldest Young Master about what happened back then. He invited a foreign friend to perform the operation. It is said that that doctor is very skilled."

I let out a long breath, "Xiao Ziqi, what do you say?"

Xiao Ziqi raised the corner of his mouth, "You should still remember when I got sick a few months ago. How do you think I returned to Egggarsen from the hospital?"

"Someone help you?"

"No, I walked away from the hospital myself. Although some specific conditions can induce my heart attack, I know that my body is actually very healthy. No matter what kind of pain or reaction to the disease is just an illusion, so when I regain consciousness Afterwards, I quietly left. I don’t need any surgery or recovery. If you don’t believe me, you can test it now. You know what to say and do to make Xiao Ziqi feel the most sad..."

Uncle Qin stood aside with his eyelids downcast, like an old monk in meditation, seeing nothing and hearing nothing, he has always been a loyal servant dedicated to his duties.

I licked my chapped lips, "Xiao Ziqi, you've gone mad."

He laughed, "Aren't you afraid to verify or don't want to verify? Are you afraid of answering my guess? In fact, if I want to know if I am the real Xiao Ziqi, there is another simple and direct way: Aren't we brothers? You can go and verify DNA, once the results come out, everything will be revealed."

I shook my head subconsciously, "No, it's unnecessary, I've never admitted my relationship with Xiao Ziqi, and who you are is meaningless to me."

He still smiled, "Xiao Bai, you are so cruel, I feel a little sympathetic to Xiao Ziqi now."

My chest was suffocated, and my tone became mean and vicious, "You sympathize with him? Why don't you sympathize with yourself instead! No one knows your last name, and you don't know anything about your family history. What qualifications does a person like you have? Have mercy on others?"

He frowned when he heard this, and finally couldn't laugh anymore, he sighed at me, and said: "I really don't have the qualifications, but..."

"Shut up!" I said with a trembling voice, "Since you say you are not Xiao Ziqi, why do you still use his name, live in his house, and enjoy the service of his servants with peace of mind? If you are not Xiao Ziqi, give I'm getting out of this place and never appear in front of me again!"

He listened quietly to my venting, and kept pressing his thumb on his heart, "You're right... If it wasn't for the last time we drank, I would never know that I am just a substitute for someone else. I love you, But I understand in my heart that this love is just a conditioned reflex left by Xiao Ziqi. As long as you and I remain unchanged, my feelings for you cannot be changed. After returning to Egggarson, I have not actively contacted you. I want to make a decision, but I can't choose because of my feelings. Now that I see your reaction, I can finally give up... You may not accept Xiao Ziqi, but you will definitely not accept me. If Xiao Ziqi knows, he should also Would you be pleased with that response?"

"Wait!" I stretched out my hand to block his way, embarrassed and anxious: "Where are you going?"

He stroked my head as before, "I'll go find the memories that Xiao Ziqi wiped out, this place doesn't belong to me, and you won't want me to continue being Xiao Ziqi... Although Xu Yifei has a grumpy temper, he loves you sincerely , in the future without my pesky stone, he should be much happier. If he dares to bully you again, I will come back as Xiao Ziqi and take you away, okay?"

After that, he was silent for a while, then drew back his hand and laughed at himself: "I even forgot that you can't remember too many things... Forget it, let's not talk, goodbye."

"Xiao Ziqi..."

"I'm not Xiao Ziqi."

"Then what should I call you?"

He blinked and silently said three words with his lips.

I hesitated for a while, and guessed the content hesitantly, "Wo...ai...mud?"

He raised the corners of his mouth, showing a sly smile like a fox, and walked out the door without looking back.

"Uncle Qin."

"May I ask what is the second young master's order?"

"Is Xiao Ziqi really... dead?"

Uncle Qin looked at Xiao Ziqi's back in silence, but there was a hint of emotion in his cold eyes.

"Did he leave anything at that time?"

"No, the Eldest Young Master decided to have an operation in the sixth year after returning to Egggarsen. Before that, he had been busy with the gift for the Second Young Master."

Gift, for six full years, you created such an identical replica and gave it to me...

"Where is Xiao Ziqi's grave?"

"There are no graves."

"Where are the ashes?"

"Cremated and discarded."

I covered my eyes with my hands, my throat was tight and sore, and I said hoarsely, "Why?"

"The Eldest Young Master said that everyone dies forever, and it doesn't make sense to keep the ashes. Moreover," Qin Bo paused, "Even if the Second Young Master is confused in the future, there is no way for the Second Young Master to doubt it."

This pervert!

The weather is gradually getting hotter, and it turns out to be another summer, time flies so fast.

On the sixth day of June, my 28th birthday, Xu Yifei invited many people to celebrate, some he knew and some he didn’t.

Yang Wenxiong, Aunt Yang, Xiaomi and a few college roommates drank a lot of alcohol, and Xu Yifei forced them to break up after a very late night.

I feel very uncomfortable about this. Shouldn't people with poor memory walk around with friends more?Why does his face turn black every time I get together with everyone?

Xu Yifei suppressed me and sneered, "What a fart, I wish you could forget all of them!"

Before going to bed, I found two different gifts, one is a simulated inflatable doll, with a picture of a young boy on the face, and it will moan when it touches the doll’s buttocks. I want more, brother Fang. I'll...

The other is baked sweet potatoes in a box, wrapped in yellow paper layer after layer, it is still hot when taken out, very sweet and delicious.

I ate half of the sweet potato, and Xu Yifei threw it away when he came out of the bath. The inflatable doll was also deflated, cut up and thrown into the trash can, with a serious expression like disposing of a bomb.

Maybe it was because of my erratic condition, which caused Xu Yifei to be a little nervous too, asking at every turn: "Is it a headache? Where is it uncomfortable? Did you remember anything messy? Where are you from? What's your husband's name? What's in the wedding ring?" It is installed with a locator, so you can’t take it off at any time, you know?”

I was so annoyed, "There is something wrong with you, treat me like a three-year-old child!"

He immediately shut up, with a hurt look on his face, and guilt that I couldn't understand was still shining in his black eyes.

When I’m happy, I coax him, and when I’m not happy, I don’t care about his life. I play games, puzzles, and walk around cats outside. The doctor said that this can exercise the brain’s response and the sensitivity of the limbs.

Brain atrophy is still going on uncontrollably, and the condition has neither improved nor sharply worsened. I can’t remember a single thing that happened more than ten or twenty years ago. The grandpa of milk and who and who...

Poor memory is not necessarily a bad thing, at least I am living happily now, and I can forget any troubles in a blink of an eye, and I can also cheat two more chocolates from Xu Yifei with the reason of "forgotten"...

When winter came, I had a strange dream. I dreamed of a gentle and handsome man who called himself Xiao Ziqi and said that he was my biological brother. He came to bid farewell because he was going on a long journey.

I said that I only remember that my good friend is Yang Wenxiong, I have a younger sister named Xiaomi, and my current lover is Xu Yifei, but I don’t remember what kind of brother I had, and no one has ever mentioned him, and he is very young, he looks older than me Even younger, how could it be my brother?

He wasn't angry either, he just looked at me smiling, his eyes curled up, and he looked good-natured.

When I was doing puzzles, he was watching from the side, and occasionally pointed out when I couldn't put together, he seemed calm on the surface but very powerful.

When I was tired from playing, he said softly, "Xiaobai, shall we be lovers in the next life?"

"No!" I refused him directly, "I already have Xu Yifei, didn't you just say that you are my brother, then you can still be my brother in the future."

He is so handsome and has a likable personality. It is a happy thing to think about growing up with such a brother.

Xiao Ziqi touched the tip of my nose with his cool fingers, and his voice was as gentle as the sunshine in March, "...OK."

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