Rational derailment

Wu Si slept for more than ten hours, and his tense nerves finally relaxed. It seemed that he had not slept so comfortably for a long time.Sleep until you wake up naturally, if you insist, if you are not hungry, you may be able to continue to sleep.

When you open your eyes, it feels unreal.

As I became more and more awake, more details entered my brain. Even though my thinking had resumed, my movements were still a little dull. I remembered the inspection report I brought in and the medicine bottle that was not deliberately hidden in the living room. As long as Miller was careful If so, you will definitely find these.

Even if it is remedied now, it will not help.

Thinking about these things, just thinking, without thinking about the corresponding solution, the bedroom door was opened, and Miller walked in, accompanied by a scent that stimulated Wu Si's stomach.

"Are you awake? Are you hungry? Get up and freshen up. I cooked something." Miller looked normal, and Wu Si couldn't tell from his expression and words whether he knew something.

Nodding, Wu Si threw off the quilt and got off the bed. When his legs stepped on the ground, his knees gave way and he almost fell. If it wasn't for Miller's quick eyesight and quick hands, he would support him first.

It's been too long since I did it.

"Can you stand up?" Miller asked Wu Si with concern as he helped Wu Si sit on the bed, "Do you want me to bring in the food, and you can eat on the bed."

When he was anorexic before, he had already ruined his body, and he... made people faint on purpose. Now seeing Wu Si's pale face without a trace of blood, Miller felt very guilty.

"No, I got up too fast just now." Wu Si didn't let go of Miller's hand holding him, but leaned his head on his arm, "I need to wake up."

"Alright, then I'll prepare the food first." Lowering his head, he pressed a kiss on Wu Si's forehead, and Miller left the room.

Said to cook something, Miller has really been busy in these ten hours.First, I spent an hour to calm myself down. In any case, the present is more important than the past, and then I thought about what Lian Han said. Instead of forcing Wu Si to ask what happened, why did I have to know? It is more important to convey it to him. Thinking about it this way, finding the problem is not as difficult as I thought.

As for the food, he knew that Wu Si had little appetite due to the drug effect, and he could only cook some simple western food, so he drove to the largest Chinese restaurant, ordered a bunch of food to take away, and finally went to the supermarket to buy A lot of nutritious food is ready to fill the refrigerator, and he can eat at any time after he regains his appetite.

When I came back, I stewed the soup I bought, put the other side dishes on plates, and stuffed myself with a sandwich to fill my hunger.

When Wu Si got himself together and walked out of the bedroom, he first saw a table of food, and the stewed soup exuded a scent that stimulated his appetite. It had been a long time since he wanted to eat so much.Turning his gaze, he saw the inspection report and the blocking medicine bottle on the coffee table without any hindrance. Miller didn't hide it, and just put it on the table carelessly.

Sure enough... you know.

Seeing Wu Si's gaze, Miller put the soup on the table and said to him, "Eat first."

The rest will be discussed later.

Having said that, that thing did affect Wu Si's appetite. Looking at a table of things he liked to eat, the hunger that he had finally had before disappeared instantly. He only drank a bowl of soup and couldn't eat any more after a few spoonfuls up.

In response, Miller said nothing, just brought the dishes into the kitchen plate by plate, which was barely touched.Wu Si could imagine that when Miller bought these dishes, he must have expected that he would finish them happily.

"You can still eat if you're hungry." Seemingly knowing what Wu Si was melancholy about, Miller comforted him instead, "Don't force yourself if you can't eat, your appetite will naturally recover after you stop taking the medicine."

When a sensitive word was mentioned suddenly, Miller acted as if nothing happened. Wu Si looked at him and moved away unnaturally.

After clearing the table, Miller brought two cups of black tea and handed a cup to Wu Si. He put some honey in the cup, which might taste better for those who have no appetite.

"What do you want to talk about?" Wu Si spoke first this time, and as soon as Miller sat down opposite him, it was as if he was giving himself courage, and he was the first to speak.

Thanks to the ten hours of calmness, Miller has completely calmed down now. He looked at Wu Si calmly, and his usually calm eyes finally brought anxiety.

"I want to slap you very much." After saying this calmly, Wu Si frowned immediately. "In your heart, where do you put me? Friends? Colleagues? Bosses? Friends with benefits? Maybe they are relatives?"

Wu Si frowned even more, "I'm sorry for lying to you, yes, as you can see, the reason for rejecting you is that I suspect that I have HIV, and I don't really hate you." It's not that I hate being touched by you, but I hate it to the point of avoiding it at all costs.

"Even if it makes me guess wildly and suffer so much, what is the reason for cheating?"

"I……"

"Are you afraid that I will despise you when I find out? No, you are afraid that I will ask why, aren't you?" He obviously wanted to have a heart-to-heart talk, but once the topic opened, it was hard for Miller not to get excited.

"This is my private matter, there is no need..." announced to the world.

"Yes, this is your private matter, I don't care about it." Miller simply stood up, walked around the table, walked to Wu Si's side, squatted down, and sat on the chair as usual, "Then I ask you, Why do you think I will meddle in this nosy business? Why do you think I will force you to find out the reason at all costs? It has nothing to do with me, it's someone else's business!"

"Because..." We were so close, there was nowhere to hide, Wu Si couldn't escape Miller's serious eyes, yes, he was sure, if he was told at that time that he might be infected with HIV, he would definitely Ask why.

"Because you know that I like you, and you are really moved, aren't you?"

"Yes!" If you knew, Wu Si couldn't imagine what Miller would do.Just because I know his feelings for her, I don't want him to know.

"So this is your answer? Don't you think it's too cruel?" Miller moved back the eyes that Wu Si wanted to move away, and Miller tried hard to express himself clearly, but something always came from out of control Leaped out of his mouth, "It's not fair. Knowing what is your private business has nothing to do with me? I like you, but you have no feelings for me at all. This is me meddling in my business. You can say This is your private matter, I don't care about it, but..."

If he hadn't been caught, Wu Si would have had the urge to cover his ears. He didn't want to continue listening. He knew that Miller's words would definitely make him uncomfortable, just like the pain after hurting him every time.

However, he couldn't escape.

"However, as long as you like me a little bit, it's not about you alone, it's about us!" Miller let go of Wu Si and lay on his lap, "You can't do this to me, Don't tell me anything, no one can stand when your lover needs help the most, but it's not yourself who is by his side. You rejected my feelings too thoroughly, making me think that you really don't care about me at all. "

How can you not care, because you care, you don't want you to feel bad.Wu Si knew why he absolutely didn't want to tell Miller. At that time, he told Lian Han that it was because it was his personal matter, and there was no need for others to know. In fact, Wu Si could tell everyone, but he didn't want to tell Miller doesn't want him to be uncomfortable, he is painful, and he is impulsive.

He knew that Miller must have these feelings, and it was fine to say that he was overconfident, but Wu Si knew better than anyone that his feelings for him were far deeper than what appeared on the surface.

But he didn't want, didn't want to let this man get out of control because of himself, so as to ruin his future.Especially at such an important juncture.

It will definitely be revealed. In that situation, Miller can no longer pretend to be calm, not to mention that Laura is still around, she will definitely find out...so...this kind of thing must not be allowed to happen.

So, at that time, was she already in love with this man?

"Tell me..." Rubbing Wu Si's hand, Miller rarely showed a vulnerable look, without any pretense, "Let me know what happened."

"It's all over, I will pay attention in the future, this time I was wrong." Wu Si said comfortingly, stroking Miller's face.

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Stoudemire still refuses to say... I really want to pry his mouth open ==|||