Observation Diary in Yokohama

After Hoshihara Kazuya finished saying this, the surrounding air seemed to stagnate, and the silence was terrifying.

The sky is now dark, the sun has already set, and the orange-red color slowly recedes, leaving only a residual color.The beautiful scene before had disappeared long ago. If it wasn't for the trace left in the sky, no one would have noticed it.

Wujo Satoru felt a little unbelievable after hearing such a passage.

It's not because of the content and deep meaning of the words, but because of the attitude shown by his neighbor.

The source of all this is the so-called "colleague".

After that person appeared, something was wrong with Xing Yuanhe.As if seeing something very precious, the attitude from the beginning was very wrong.

If it was said that he was tempted by beauty and did these things, he would have nothing to say.But according to his understanding, the person in front of him doesn't seem to be fooled by superficial appearances at all.

Invite someone you met for the first time to have lunch, and enthusiastically help others to clean up the untidy house, and then make an appointment for the next meeting, and finally it is now.

["Because what is seen now is light."]

No matter how you hear it, it feels wrong, okay?

At first glance, there is nothing wrong with it, but if you think about it carefully, you will feel that it is full of disharmony.

Because what you see now is light.

Does it mean that the man with an unknown purpose is Guang, or is it because the weather is so good?

He suspected the former.

There are beautiful sights every day, and it's not like I haven't seen anything like it.And the reason why I said such a thing today should be attributed to the person I met.

light?

He didn't believe it.

I don't know how his "neighbor" got such an answer, but it's just incredible.

But I didn't intend to deal with it.There is no very important reason for him to wake up the lost people, and he does not have this responsibility.If it was asked by that man Dazai Osamu, but he never agreed from the beginning to the end.

So where do we start with cub protection?

Thinking of this, Gojo Satoru suddenly felt that it was meaningless.

He leaned against the guardrail as if exhausted, tilted his head and looked back, the black sunglasses slid down a little because of the angle, and the blue eyes showed a little bit, like dots suddenly appeared in the black sky starlight.

Because of his movements, the tense atmosphere was broken, and the air flowed again.

"Well, what do you think about 'good-hearted people'? I just think so~ After all, I'm just an outsider, and the scope of making friends is beyond my control. Everyone is an adult, and they have their own thoughts and behaviors. Control. I just said it casually, don't take it to heart, 'good-hearted people' don't care~"

After saying this, he stood up straight, ignored the slipped sunglasses, put his hands in his pockets, turned around, and walked briskly towards the door of his house.

When he was about to open the door to enter, he paused, turned his head, and said to the young man who was standing there without saying a word: "It's getting late, 'good-hearted people' go to bed early~ See you next time."

......

There was a "click", and there was a sound of locking next to it.

When hearing this voice, Hoshihara Kazuo also inevitably felt a sense of gratitude, and his body, which had not been relaxed since going downstairs, also relaxed.

After the touch of blue disappeared from his sight, he lowered his head and lowered his eyes slightly.The light in the black eyes was a little dim at this time, the starlight inside became darker, and the emotions tumbling inside were very complicated.

He thought he had reconciled with his former self a long time ago, but after talking to Gojo Satoru, he realized that he hadn't let go.It was as if those pasts were a thorn, a thorn that had been driven hard into the throat.

It's stuck in very, very deep, and you can't move or touch it.

Confused emotions spread in my heart.

After living a normal life for so long, he realized that he was actually abnormal.

Arriving in a new world with veiled memories, everything around you is strange, a new place.No one can recognize him here, and no one knows him, there is no familiar person, and there is no person who hates or likes him.

Everything is so gratifying and joyful.

It's as if... as if he's really starting over.

The large blood red in the memory, the siren that kept calling, the loud screams, the gradually blurred vision, the increasingly chaotic thinking...

It turned out that he still remembered these things clearly.

He lived a lot of normal days, and he also thought he was normal.

I still remember the emotion he felt at that time.

There seems to be a feeling of relief, and it is very relieved.

How good it would be for someone like him to disappear like this.No one is worried, and no one is burdened.It's so good to come here and leave like this.

So how did he survive?

Hoshihara Kazuya thought about it hard, but unfortunately found that he couldn't remember.No matter how I think about it, I can't get a single clue.

He had to give up this meaningless act.

So, standing in a dark corner and looking at the light is normal behavior, isn't it?

Look at that person, he has a very strong desire to live.

......

It's useless to think too much, just like what Mr. Gojo said, it's getting late and it's time to rest.

After that day's unhappiness broke up, Hoshihara Kazuya also found that he never saw Gojo Satoru again.

It's not that I haven't seen it at all, but I can't touch it.Due to some unspeakable reasons, Mr. System appeared many times during this period.

Every time he communicates with Mr. System, he can hear the sense of happiness from the bland electronic sound.This gave him an illusion instead.

Is Mr. System a little afraid of Mr. Gojo?

Fortunately, the system didn't know about this, otherwise it would be another verbal education.

"Eh? Little Hoshihara, do you also feel that something is not right recently? Do you feel that something is missing?" Osamu Dazai asked while lying on the soft sofa of Hoshihara Kazuya, his eyes dull.The tone was so careless that one wondered if it was a casual sentence.

Without waiting for anyone to answer, he gave the answer on his own, "Is that rich-looking white hair next door gone? It feels like he hasn't appeared for a long time."

Kazuya Hoshihara, who was chopping vegetables in the kitchen, paused for a moment and didn't move for a while. The sound of "dong dong dong" cutting vegetables stopped abruptly, a little caught off guard.

Where he didn't see it, his eyes darkened and soon returned to normal.The conversation from the previous period was naturally played back in my mind, and I was speechless for a while.

Not knowing what came to his mind, he blurted out and said, "Maybe Mr. Gojo is too busy."

Really too busy, too busy to hear from anyone.

The sound of "dong dong dong" cutting vegetables sounded again.

When Osamu Dazai, who was lying in the living room, heard it, a gleam of unknown meaning flashed in his kite-colored eyes.

What he said was not missing in the literal sense, but that there was no trace of action in Yokohama at all, and there was no movement in Tokyo, as if he had disappeared.

As for what his neighbor had said, he was sure there was something concealed in it.Of course, it's not helping to hide the traces, but knowing why it disappeared.

Originally, he was dealing with matters related to the curse spirit, but now one of the parties involved has disappeared, which is really a bit difficult.

"That Bai Mao is really a busy person ~ what a pity."

Osamu Dazai said this in a low voice, and then laughed silently.

Looks like what's going on in there is interesting.

"Buzz"

The sudden vibration of the text message broke the weird atmosphere at the moment.

The owner of the phone stretched out his hand from the sofa, and with great difficulty hooked it over from the table next to him.

[Ideal: The similar curse spirits that appeared have been dealt with, although I don’t know which kind-hearted person solved it... But Dazai, please pay attention. ]

When seeing this news, a certain gentleman finally understood what was going on.

It seems that the two parties broke up.

He suddenly became curious about what happened between these two people during his absence, which would make a certain white-haired man who wanted to procrastinate so aggressively get rid of all the tails. . The excitement is not small.

After having this idea, Osamu Dazai sat up abruptly from the sofa, and the expression on his face became playful.

Being able to "break up" with such a "good-tempered" person seems a bit serious.

No way, Wujo Satoru, the sorcerer.

Thinking of this, a classmate from the top class in kindergarten walked to the kitchen.

He relaxed and leaned against the door frame, and greeted the busy people.

"Yo! Little Hoshihara, let me tell you some good news~"

Suddenly someone shouted from behind, and even Xing Yuankazu, who had always been calm, was taken aback.

Fortunately, he reacted quickly enough and successfully saved his hand from the knife, avoiding a bloody scene.

"Mr. Dazai, don't speak out suddenly behind other people's backs, it will be really scary."

"Okay, I'm sorry." Osamu Dazai apologized perfunctorily, "My mission is over~ Now I have a lot of time to squander."

"If it's just this matter, it doesn't matter if I don't know?" Xing Yuanhe was also a little puzzled, he was a little confused about the current situation.

Can't figure it out.

"Now let's talk about life."

This is Dazai Osamu's real purpose.

"Looking at Xiao Xingyuan's appearance, he seems to be a little unhappy recently. But——"

"But I discovered the existence of the emotion of expectation in you. Then, what kind of happy things happened to Xiao Xingyuan?"

"As someone who can waste a lot of time, I'd be happy to come and hear what you have to share."

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I'm a bit confused about whether this chapter has been dealt with properly, so...