Observation Diary in Yokohama

Hoshihara Kazuya felt that there was something wrong with Mr. Dazai today. Although he couldn't tell what was wrong, his intuition was telling him that there was definitely something happening that he didn't know about.

"Mr. Dazai, if you can, please don't look at me with such strange eyes. If I don't know that you have no bad intentions, otherwise I will wonder if you have done something to apologize to me."

Being stared at with "friendly" eyes, and the owner of the eyes is much younger than you, you will feel more uncomfortable.It's like looking at your own ignorant children.It gave him a feeling, "Children, you can grow up with confidence, as a parent, I have already set up the backstage for you."

Tsk, weird.

As an able-bodied, thinking adult, I'm really ashamed of this behavior.

"It's true, there's no need to be like this. Mr. Dazai, you give me the feeling that my mother is looking at me. First of all, let's say yes, don't want a male mother!"

In the end, I made a joke in a good mood.

Osamu Dazai was not angry when he heard it, he just withdrew his gaze, leaned back slightly, folded his hands over his heart, the expression on his face began to change, and a face-changing scene came directly.

The kite-colored eyes, which were originally full of smiles and kindness, are now full of tears, and the glistening water shines with fine light under the sunlight.Tears must not fall, just hanging in the corner of the eyes.When the slender eyelashes were blinking, they were also accidentally stained with water.

He lowered his eyes slightly, otherwise people could clearly see the emotion in his eyes.

"I know Xing Yuan, you're old enough to have your own ideas. Don't forget the existence like me standing silently behind you so quickly. I just want to watch you grow up. If... .If it's too much of an eyesore, I'll just disappear..."

"It's just..." After Osamu Dazai said these two words, he looked up nervously at the person in front of him, then lowered his head in panic, a little at a loss. "Not just, I....I'm just..."

"I just want to be by your side."

This sentence is very light, like a dandelion, so light that it can be blown away by the wind.

......

Hoshihara Kazuya also watched the whole performance completely, and was so shocked that he even forgot to drink the coffee that was brought to his mouth.Staring blankly at the person in front of him, his black pupils subconsciously dilated, and the expression on his face seemed to freeze.

For a while, he didn't have time to say a word.

Is this the world of the strong?

He was really too weak.

It turns out that Mr. Dazai's performance can be so good, there is almost no trace of PS, everything is so natural, as silky as a pussy.Knowing that it was performed on purpose, but still couldn't help but feel soft-hearted, and a little suspicious of himself.

Suddenly felt that I was a little too much, Mr. Dazai was just kind, why did he treat Mr. Dazai like this?

Ah this

Hoshihara Kazuya suddenly fell into philosophical meditation.

"If you really..." Osamu Dazai paid attention to his neighbor's movements from the corner of his eye, and he could clearly see those subtle expressions.I probably have a clear picture of the inner journey of an honest person.Just when he wanted to push forward and ask for some benefits for himself, an inappropriate person appeared in his sight.

Looking at the appearance of that person, he should have been standing there for a long time.As for why it was only discovered now, it should be intentional.

With the appearance of another person, today's scene may not be able to continue.

Sure enough, white hair is very annoying.

"Eh? Isn't this Dazai-kun? It's really a coincidence. I didn't expect to meet you here. I also saw my little neighbor. What a good day today. It seems to be worth celebrating~ But, you are here now What's the matter with the secondary appearance?"

Shirao, no, Gojo Satoru walked over with brisk steps, he looked at his neighbor, then glanced at Dazai with tears in his eyes, and then covered his mouth exaggeratedly, even though he couldn't see clearly through the sunglasses There was a look in his eyes, but he could still feel the shock.

"Did Dazai-kun provoke Kazuya again? Kazuya, you just have a too good temper, and you refuse if you don't understand. Don't spoil some people, they will only push their feet."

"Look at the poor thing."

After saying this, Gojo Satoru picked up the chair and sat down, sighing from time to time, feeling like he hated iron for being weak.

Being interrupted by such a distraction, Xing Yuanhe also quickly recovered from the weird guilt.

Thinking of what happened just now, he couldn't help feeling a little annoyed.Obviously from the very beginning, he knew that Mr. Dazai was pretending, but what he didn't expect was that he was finally taken into the ditch.

"Mr. Dazai..." He called his name with a sigh.

Osamu Dazai, who was exposed, raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, blinked his eyes, and soon, the water disappeared from his eyes.The iris-colored eyes were still as bright as before, looking down to the bottom, clean as if nothing had happened.

The regular sitting posture has also become casual, with legs raised, and the body completely handed over to the back of the chair, the whole person is surrounded by a comfortable feeling.

"Mr. Wutiao, you are wrong. How am I embarrassing Xiao Xingyuan? This is completely slandering, this is slandering! Don't rush to deny it."

At this moment, his face was full of expressions. He raised his head proudly and narrowed his eyes slightly. He wrote "Don't fool me" brightly.

Gojo Satoru's sitting posture is similar to Dazai Osamu's, both of which are very casual, and on another level, they also perfectly reflect their personalities.The difference between the two is that the sitting posture of the former is more wild.

Hmm...that's probably the way to describe it.

This was an idea that suddenly appeared in the mind of Hoshihara Kazuya who was sitting on the side.

"Eh? Why am I slandering this? I'm clearly telling the truth. If I hadn't arrived in time, I'm afraid you would have been replaced by you. This is too much, Dazai-kun, you have to take care of yourself." Reflect on yourself."

Gojo Satoru seriously refuted the sentence just now, showing that he was not lying, "Isn't that the case? My lord's mind is really dirty, just like the sky in June, it changes as soon as it changes."

"Oh, isn't it because some people came here uninvited? If people were more self-aware, there would be no slaps in the face." Osamu Dazai replied not to be outdone.

Thinking about what happened at his house yesterday, I couldn't help but feel a stomach ache.

I didn't like a certain white hair at first, but now I hate it even more.Why do you say that there are such people in the world? It is entirely due to the slippery hands of the Creator.

"Sometimes I wonder if there is a little pink princess living in your heart, otherwise you will regret it as soon as you say it."

"No, no, I think it's better for you to wear a pair of reading glasses first. Oh, yes, you're still wearing an eye patch, so I can forgive you all of a sudden."

......

Xing Yuanhe was also a little bit confused, why things had become weird.

Well, if you listen carefully, you will find that this is mutually damaging.

Where is the pain point?

This......

It's really a familiar way of getting along.

He had had an unpleasant encounter with Mr. Gojo before, but when he saw that the situation was the same as before, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

It's okay, it's okay, I'm not completely angry yet.

When the person walked over, his heartbeat did indeed miss a beat. With a "click", I was a little afraid to look at the man's expression, for fear that it would be indifferent.What makes people uncomfortable is not the harsh words, but the indifference.

You see, I no longer take you seriously.

This is one of his only two friends, and it might be really sad if they break up.

It's like he dropped... what did he drop that day?

Xing Yuanhe couldn't help frowning, he really couldn't remember what he left behind, he only knew that it was a very important thing.But in the past memory, there is nothing that matches at all.It was as if it had been erased by means, nothing existed.

Sighing lightly, he gently put down the mug in his hand. The crisp "click" sound attracted the attention of the other two people present. At this moment, the surrounding air became quiet.

Hoshihara Kazuya, who was immersed in his own thoughts, came back to his senses, and felt two scorching gazes, a little confused.Being stared at like this all the time made me a little uncomfortable.

"Mr. Gojo, Mr. Dazai, so you haven't quarreled anymore."

Gojo Satoru: "..."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

After saying this, he felt regretful, and the moment he looked up, he could see the indescribable expressions of those two people, and suddenly felt a little guilty.Obviously there is nothing wrong, but I always feel that I have done something that I am sorry for others.

Shaking his head, he drove out the inexplicable thoughts in his mind. His intuition told him that he couldn't stay here any longer, otherwise he didn't know what amazing words he was going to say later.

"Are you thirsty? I'll fetch water for you. Then keep arguing, don't worry, there are enough water pipes here."

As soon as the words fell, the expressions of the two people in front of them became even more inexplicable.Looking at him, the eyes are not right, and there is a feeling of looking at a fool.

Slowly he came back to his senses, and the words just floated into his mind.

There were two blushes on his fair face, he stood up hastily, and the chair scratched on the ground with a harsh sound.

"I, I, I... I'm going to pour water for you! Go on, go on!"

Then he turned around and ran, accidentally staggering because he moved too fast.

The two people sitting on the chair looked at each other, and then looked away quickly.

Gojo Satoru fell into deep thought, "This is not right, it doesn't look very smart. Sure enough, it's because I have been in contact with you a lot."

"No, it's because I've had a lot of contact with you during this period, so you still mislead people, which also proves that you can't do it from the side. Tsk, it's really you." Osamu Dazai raised his hand and stroked his chin, Smack your tongue.

"It's obviously with you!"

"It's you!"

......

Xing Yuanhe, who was collecting water in the kitchen, also sneezed, his hands shook, and the water in the cup almost spilled out, but luckily he stabilized it in time.

He raised his hand and pinched his nose, a little dazed.

"Is someone thinking of me?"

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It's too cold, the bed is the best!