deceased into ashes

After chemotherapy and routine physical examination, Zhou Qianyi sat on a chair in the hospital and waited for the results.

Yan Min went to wait in line for the results, and Yu Qingyue went to buy some food for Zhou Qianyi to pad his stomach.

Zhou Qianyi had no strength in his body, staring at his skirt in a daze.

Today the dress is light yellow, but she can't see the color clearly.

In her eyes, everything is black and white.

There is no life at all.

She looked at her bruised arm, and knew that it was the result of multiple needle injections or blood tests, and she was prone to scars, Zhou Qianyi sighed in her heart, and silently covered her arm .

Zhou Qianyi felt a little sad when he thought of being cremated with these injuries on his body.

How much time in this life do you live for yourself?

Come to think of it, almost nothing.

Yu Qingyue bought a bowl of clear soup (called wonton in some places in the south), she couldn't help feeling distressed when she saw Zhou Qianyi leaning on the chair in a daze, she walked over slowly: "Qianyi, you like it."

Zhou Qianyi raised her head and saw Yu Qingyue with long curly hair and light makeup, she felt a little bitter in her heart.

This life probably rests on Qingyue.

She took the clear soup and ate it in small bites.

Sitting beside her, Yu Qingyue saw her eating slowly like a rabbit, and thought it was cute, and asked, "Have you got a better appetite?"

"Yu Qingyue." Zhou Qianyi turned her head coldly: "I'm dying, it's only a few days away, you don't need to do this."

Yu Qingyue couldn't understand Zhou Qianyi's sudden temper.

"You owe me a lot." Zhou Qianyi lowered her head again, tears fell into the bowl inadvertently, without being seen by Yu Qingyue: "You remember, you will never pay it back all your life."

"Qianyi? What's wrong with you..."

"You go, I don't want to see you now." Zhou Qianyi looked at her coldly, and saw Yan Min who was reading the report in the distance.

Yan Min didn't look very well, his brows were furrowed all the time.

Seeing that Zhou Qianyi was really angry, she put down the small cake she bought in her bag, and said: "Then... take care of yourself, call me if you need anything." After finishing speaking, she reluctantly left.

Zhou Qianyi clenched her lower lip, looking at the small cake next to her.

There were strawberries on it, which was my favorite flavor, and there was a greeting card beside it. Although she couldn't see the color, the handwriting could still be seen as Yu Qingyue's. It said:

Don't worry, you will be fine!

On the back there are two villains holding hands with a heart in the middle.

Yan Min walked over, only seeing Zhou Qianyi, and asked, "Where's Yu Qingyue?"

"I drove her away." Zhou Qianyi put down the half-eaten clear soup, looked at the report in Yan Min's hand, and asked for it, "Can I have a look?"

"Okay..." Yan Min handed her the report sheet.

She glanced at the standard data and knew that her body was no longer good.

Yan Min looked at Zhou Qianyi worriedly, but her expression remained the same as before.

"Qianyi...don't be too sad, do you want Yu Qingyue to see that foreign doctor again?" Yan Min asked gently.

Zhou Qianyi shook his head, smiled, folded the report and put it in his bag, mentioned the cake Yu Qingyue put on the chair, and said to Yan Min: "No, let's go home, I have something to tell you. "

"it is good."

Yan Min's always gentle tone made Zhou Qianyi feel much more at ease.

When I got home, I saw Nuomi who I hadn't seen for a long time as soon as I entered the door. Nuomi was a little fat again, and when I saw them enter the door, I kept meowing around Zhou Qianyi.

"Miss me? Baby~" Zhou Qianyi lovingly hugged the glutinous rice, and the glutinous rice rubbed against her face, and the cat's hair was covered with the scent of flowers.

"I know you're going home today, but yesterday I bathed it, and it was a mess in the bathroom." Yan Min smiled and watched the intimate interaction between a person and a cat.

"You're so naughty!" Zhou Qianyi patted Nuomi's head, and Nuomi made a comfortable purring sound. Zhou Qianyi hugged it onto the sofa and said to Yan Min, "Sister Yan, I have something to tell you, can you come here for a while?" ?" He said and led Yan Min to lie on his side.

Lying on the side was very neat, Zhou Qianyi's things were basically untouched, Nuomi walked to Yan Min's feet and watched the two talking.

Zhou Qianyi rummaged through the drawer, found a credit card and a note, and took out two wrapped letters from a book on the bedside table.

"Sister Yan, I gave this to you and Nuomi." Zhou Qianyi deposited all his money into a bank card, at least 20, and the password was written on the note under the card.She put the card and the note in the entrance hall.

"I don't want it!" Yan Min frowned, watched Zhou Qianyi take out these things, and said tremblingly, "You think I'm doing it for money?"

Seeing Yan Min's red eyes, Zhou Qianyi felt a little guilty, she stepped forward and hugged Yan Min, patted her on the back and said: "I don't think so, I think you are my best confidant, I will give all of my I will hand over my wealth to you and Xiao Nuomi, so that I will feel at ease after I die, but if you really don't want to take it, then you can buy cat food for Xiao Nuomi."

Nuomi barked twice noncommittally.

Zhou Qianyi took those two letters to Yan Min again, one was written "Zhi Qingyue" and the other was written "To my dear silly Yan and Xiao Nuomi".

There are also dried flowers stuck on it.

There are light golden patterns on the off-white envelope, very elegant envelope.These were prepared by Zhou Qianyi a few days ago.

Before she was crazy.

"These two letters, please pass one to her. The other is for you and Xiao Nuomi, you can only read it after I die." Zhou Qianyi solemnly handed it to her: "Because the signing date is the most important day for me in the future, So this is a letter from the future and can only be read later."

"Qianyi, what are you preparing for..." Yan Min looked at the two beautiful letters, and his mood couldn't be said to be very good.

"Sister Yan, I want to be happy at the last moment." Zhou Qianyi knelt down and patted Xiao Nuomi's head, and said after a while, "I don't think anyone I care about should be so sad."

"I hope you are all well and healthy in the future. I will bless you in the spirit of heaven in the future. Remember to find a good girl to accompany you."

"Qianyi, you...don't say it..." Yan Min's tears rolled down, she looked at Zhou Qianyi who was not in a good mood, thinking that this person would leave her forever, she couldn't restrain herself Live sad: "I really... can't accept it."

Zhou Qianyi went to get two tissues to wipe her tears, and said softly: "Why are you crying again, there is no candy for crying nose, don't cry.

I'm just going to a far away place, where I can still see my mother, she will take me to the seaside flower field to pick flowers, just like in a dream, I can see the colors clearly again there. "

Zhou Qianyi's tone was so relaxed that one could think that she was just going on a trip.

"I will wait for you to come to me in the next life. If I find me, I will give you a bouquet of violets, and I will love you forever." Zhou Qianyi took Yan Min's hand, like coaxing a child: "Okay? I won't lie to you , we pull the hook."

"Pull the hook." Yan Min stretched out his little finger to hook Zhou Qianyi's little finger.

"Hang on the pull hook. It is not allowed to change for 100 years. If it changes, it will be a little turtle." Zhou Qianyi smiled and looked at Yan Min, who was crying with a red nose, stretched out his hand to smooth the hair on her forehead, and said, "Good boy, don't cry." gone."

"Hmm." Yan Min choked up and said.Nuomi jumped on the bed and watched them.

Zhou Qianyi suddenly looked at Nuomi who was licking his hair with his head tilted, and leaned over to hug it. Nuomi didn't resist, and exposed his belly for Zhou Qianyi to lie down on.

"Nuomi, darling, come here, if you do me a favor, I'll give you a lot of dried fish." Zhou Qianyi mysteriously leaned into Nuomi's ear and said something.

Nuomi seemed to acquiesce, and meowed a few times, then Zhou Qianyi sat up, and it jumped into her arms.

"What did you say?" Yan Min also sat over, watching Nuomi blinking in Zhou Qianyi's arms.

"It's a secret." Zhou Qianyi made a silent gesture before saying, "My secret with Xiao Nuomi."

The warm sunlight poured into the windows, and the barking of dogs downstairs made the air a little more angry.

Zhou Qianyi watched Nuomi fall asleep, she also slept next to her, and Yan Min went to work, so she gently said that sentence to Nuomi again.

"Nuomi, remember to find a good girl for Shayan to accompany her.

please. "