lost year

The neon turns into the protagonist of the night at the beginning, and the silver light flows down, embellishing the city colorfully. In May, the daytime has begun to be hot, but the night breeze is still a little cool. At this time, some people have already returned home , Some people still have to work, and those young masters and ladies who were born with a golden spoon in their mouths and have nothing to do every day are squandering their lives in a self-conceited way.

The colorful world is fascinating, but it will be boring to go to too many bars and nightclubs. It is not as interesting as staying in some niche places.

It doesn't even have a serious door. It looks like an ordinary private restaurant from the outside, but it has a unique look when you walk in. The private room is very spacious. When you enter the door, you will find a leisure area with a combination of sofas, soft couches and a bar counter. The walls are all dynamic screens. Once the lights and music come out, it is not much different from those high-end clubs. Whether it is a sofa or a soft couch, it looks ordinary, but it is very comfortable when you sit down. The dining area is separated by a screen. On the traditional wooden tatami, there is nothing extra except for a long row of low tables and matching cushions. It is very simple. The ingredients are not too expensive, but the taste is amazing. The most important thing is that the privacy is particularly good. Some things that are easy to be photographed by paparazzi outside, can be enjoyed boldly here.

When Li Xuyao ​​appeared at the door of the private room, the atmosphere exploded in an instant. The two rich girls who were nestling on the soft couch in the corner and carelessly polished the nail polish of the snow-white Pomeranian were extremely surprised. When they got up to greet him, they almost bounced the cute dog on their lap .

This young master has seldom been around since he returned to China. Occasionally, he would go to the kind of boring banquets held by serious heirs. I heard that he got very close to Yan Xiao, the very cunning Yan Xiao of Ji's family recently. , to acquire land and invest together, it’s been a long time since I’ve been in the nightclub, it’s really rare to see him here.

The one who invited Li Xuyao ​​out was the young master of the Jiang family who had just returned from studying in LA. The initiator of today's party, he and Li Xuyao ​​are from the same school and different colleges, but in LA, the circle of rich second-generation Chinese is so big, let alone all S In the past, the relationship between the two is not bad.

Young Master Jiang was very happy, because he had dated Li Xuyao ​​several times and said that he was busy, so he nodded for some reason today.

When Li Xuyao ​​came, he already smelled of alcohol, his face was gloomy, his brows were full of gloom, he didn't say hello to everyone, obviously he didn't welcome anyone's closeness, no matter how sweet the smiles of pretty girls were, he only got him a disgusted glance , The two young ladies who wanted to speak up were turned away with just one look from him.

Young Master Jiang withdrew the hand that was about to grab Li Xuyao's shoulder very wisely, and instead gestured for the waiter to serve the food, then took out Tequila that had been frozen to the best drinking state from the ice bucket at the side, and poured a full glass Pass it to him.

Li Xuyao ​​didn't pick up the salted lemon slice, took a big gulp from the cup, put it in his mouth, and swallowed it after his tongue was slightly numb.

The wine was so strong that his stomach seemed to be on fire after drinking it. He squinted his eyes for a long time before recovering. Young Master Jiang presented the cigarette case. Li Xuyao ​​took one and put it in his mouth.

Seeing that the master's expression was not very good, but he was still showing face, the atmosphere in the room suddenly became relaxed.

It's okay to be in a bad mood, isn't everyone here just to have fun?

It will be fine in a while.

The waiter began to bring in the food, which was placed on the low table in the dining area, and the smell was tangy, but except for a few hungry people who walked over to pick up a few mouthfuls, the rest of the group sat on the sofa drinking and chatting without moving their chopsticks. The young master asked the waiter to open the room behind the wall.

This group of idle rich second-generations did not come here to eat. Before the room within a room was opened, no one could see that there was such a good place behind the wall. Once the door was closed, there was no sound from inside. A table about the size of a billiard table was placed in the center, surrounded by soft chairs, with a shadowless lamp hanging from the top, and the dark green corduroy on the table looked extremely silky under the light. After drinking the wine in the glass in a good way, he walked in impatiently.

It didn't take long for the people below to bring a few beautiful teenagers and girls. When they entered the room, they called out to their brothers and sisters, twisting their slender waists and toasting one by one, their mouths were extremely sweet.

"Brother, which one do you like? They are all students from the art school in the university town. Hey, I think this one is good~" The young master who called people smiled and asked Li Xuyao ​​to choose first, pointing to one of the fair-skinned and beautiful boys to give him Recommended, the boy was very clever, he immediately stood up straight, his waist swayed slightly, and his big eyes kept aiming at Li Xuyao ​​like hooks.

Li Xuyao ​​raised his eyelids and glanced, without any expression.

"Why don't you change some graduate students to come over?" That person looked at it and knew that these things would not catch his eyes, so he gestured for someone to make a call, then turned his head and smiled, "However, the kind that has already grown is not so soft. , I may still be a little reluctant to let go, for fear of spoiling brother's happiness."

"No need, you guys just play." Li Xuyao ​​raised his hand to silence the person who was on the phone.

His face was too cold, the man put away the phone wisely and took the group of children inside to be selected for others, the one who spoke also nodded to express his understanding, and stopped disturbing, and instead hugged the delicate and weak man just now. The little boy went to the back room.

The atmosphere of confusion is getting stronger, the young masters playing poker in the hut hold the little goblin in their arms and kiss each other to turn over a card. While making fun of it, I felt reluctant but didn’t dare to pester them any more, so I went inside and leaned on the sofa and played with the dog while watching everyone play. Two boys stood behind them gently rubbing their shoulders and backs, from time to time He lowered his head and leaned into his ear to please a few words, which attracted the two of them to laugh.

When it comes to observing words and demeanor, no one knows better than people from a family like them. No matter how handsome Li Xuyao ​​is today, but judging by the looming hostility on his body and the blood redness in his eyes, they dare not provoke him. provoke.

Li Xuyao, who was sitting outside, squinted his eyes and drank slowly. Looking at the scene of more and more demons dancing in the half-open secret door, he seemed to have returned to the ridiculous years of youth and frivolity. There is a new girl who doesn't know how deep she is. She just thinks this young man is so handsome. When she tilts her head up to drink, her jaw line feels impeccable. She can't help but get close to him, sticking to his side to seduce her with her chest up and her waist down. Her red lips are charming and charming. .

But Li Xuyao ​​instantly remembered the scene he bumped into by accident.

The naked woman riding on the man's body and writhing desperately looked back at the door with such gorgeous red lips, and her makeup was even more delicate than the one in front of her. She didn't look like a woman in her forties at all.

Seeing him, the two talking loudly stiffened as if they had been stabbed.

One is his biological mother, and the other is his biological uncle.

After investigation, it was found that the cause of death of his own father, who had passed away when he was young, was also inseparable from these two people.

A dignified young master who has been pre-appointed as the next successor of the Li family will inexplicably induce asthma due to food allergies. The drawer of the regular first aid spray can't find the medicine, so many people up and down can't hear him before he falls to the ground. The movement of the vase in the house was smashed, and no one entered the main house for nearly half an hour, cutting off the best time for treatment, which led to severe hypoxia in his head, cardiac arrest, and painful death.

In the end, the cook who cooked and the servant who tidied up the house were taken away and never came back.

Everyone told him it was just an accident, and his mother held his face and comforted him gently—don't be sad, child, your father was just brought back to heaven by God.

So what if the truth was found out, the grandfather's instantly darkened face and rickety appearance as if his spine had been taken out were so pitiful that he couldn't say the words for revenge.

How ridiculous.

Li Xuyao ​​closed his eyes, feeling as if he was plunged into darkness.

"Uh—" The woman who was suddenly strangled by the neck let out a short exclamation, her eyes full of horror.

The handsome man who was still a little dizzy just now had blood red eyes, and his big hand pinched her neck so hard that it almost broke her neck, and she couldn't breathe anymore.

The people next to him immediately stopped him when they noticed that there was a disagreement. Li Xuyao ​​was yelled several times before he came back to his senses. He shook his head and let go of his hands. The scars were clear, and when she was dragged to the door, she couldn't help but vomited out "Wow—" Fortunately, she didn't eat much, and most of the vomit was wine. If so, the person who helped her was disgusted to death, hurry up Called the waiter to clean up.

It was busy inside, and no one noticed it at all, but even if they knew about it, they wouldn't find it surprising.

It's all for fun, as long as it doesn't kill you, you can play whatever you want, so what's the point of strangling half to death?

After waving his hands to get the girl away quickly, young master Jiang looked at Li Xuyao ​​feeling unhappy, his eyes moved slightly, and he smiled and took out a small box from the few boxes that the people below had just delivered, and offered it like a treasure. In front of Li Xuyao.

Inside are not small bags of powder or individual pills as Li Xuyao ​​thought, but rows of small silver bullet-shaped cans, mysterious and cool.

"...Brother, try this, and you'll feel better right away." There was a bag on the table, and when it was opened, there were a bunch of small balloons, cream guns, small light bulbs, etc. that hadn't been inflated.

"...It's a thing that is becoming popular in LA now, and I specially made it for everyone to try today..." Young Master Jiang introduced to him while picking up a small metal tube that looked like a bullet, and holding it in the other hand. To whip the cream gun, skillfully install the bullet tube on one end of the cream gun and tighten it, put an air balloon on the other end, and then press the handle with your hand. With a huge "hissing" sound, the balloon quickly inflates.

He threw the emptied canister far away into the trash can, and then handed the inflated balloon to Li Xuyao, "...Don't worry bro, this stuff is not a drug, it's not illegal, and it doesn't do any harm to the body. Far less than tobacco and alcohol, but super refreshing, you will know after trying it!"

Li Xuyao ​​looked dazedly at the small balloon filled with gas under his eyelids, and remained silent for a while.

For him, this thing is not a new thing. When he was abroad, someone handed it to him countless times. What kind of balloon, what kind of cream gas bomb, to put it bluntly, it is just nitrous oxide gas, commonly known as laughing Inflate, put the filled balloon mouth into the mouth, pinch the nozzle with two fingers to grasp the amount of deflation, and slowly inhale the gas. When the balloon deflates, the creamy fragrance fills the mouth and nose, because there will be dozens of seconds for the brain to be exhausted. Oxygen, the body will produce a short-term pleasure under slight anesthesia.

It’s really not a drug, not counting abroad. He used to hang out with people in nightclubs or participate in various festivals. Many young people smoked. After the show, there are often discarded balloons and used bullet cans all over the floor. There are also students who are good at studying and are under great pressure. It is not illegal in the country, and it is not included in the list of narcotic drugs, nor is it a drug. Even the management of the hospital is very loose. Online shopping platforms do not need to issue a prescription for anesthetics or caution drugs.

But he never tried it.

He has always believed that although he lost his father since childhood, he has never lacked money and family care, and he has no psychological pressure, and he does not need these things to anesthetize himself in search of pleasure.

You can go fuck your family.

The Li family is filthy, and under the mask of warmth are all scheming and cruelty.

The old man sent him abroad so early and sent people to follow him all the year round, probably because he was afraid that he would die for no reason like his own father?

Otherwise, it is not certain whether he can live until now.

"Hey LI, give it a try, it's not a drug..."

"It tastes cool, like ice cream, it feels like time freezes when inhaled into the lungs... very refreshing..."

"Dude, you won't know how happy this thing can be until you try it..."

"...Trust me Li, suck this up and you'll sleep well tonight..."

Yes, he has been insomnia lately.

Massage, aromatherapy, and taking medicine are all useless. When you close your eyes, you will see the scene of being loved by your father when you were young and the scene of the two being caught having an affair. At the beginning, you can still sleep for a while after drinking, and at most one will come later. The clock will wake up, and sometimes after a hearty fight with Yan Xiao, he can sleep for three or four hours when he goes back, but Yan Xiao is often not in the city during this time, and he can't find anyone if he wants to fight.

When was the last time you fell asleep soundly?

Ah, it was the day when Chen Yi was taken away from the station and brought to the hotel to sleep with his arms around him for a night.

Didn't touch it, just hugged it, and had a good night's sleep.

But the little guy shivered in his arms for a long time with red eyes, and when he got up the next day, there was no one in the room.

Probably too scared.

So he decided to let the timid child like a bunny go, and not disturb his simple and ordinary life anymore.

People with hatred in their hearts are not qualified to touch a flawless soul that is as simple as white paper.

Just the insomnia remains.

Tired, anxious, flustered, covered in cold sweat.

The feeling of staying up all night until dawn with eyes open is really worse than death.

Li Xuyao ​​stretched out his hand and pinched the center of his eyebrows, only to feel a pain in his head.

Everything in front of my eyes is distorted, the air is filled with a faint fragrance, the small balloon has turned into an extremely sweet cake, exuding a strange and charming smell, my ears keep echoing the bewitching voice I heard before, and the distant and Evil, creeping into his ears.

After the other few packages were brought in, the secret door of the hut inside was closed, and the murmur could no longer be heard. There were only two or three people outside who were too lazy to go in and make a fuss. The lights became dim, and the people half leaning on the corner sofa A young master who likes to try new things just lay down in a few seconds after inhaling the small balloon, his limbs stretched lazily, his face was in a trance, and he unconsciously showed a psychedelic smile, looking like he was enjoying himself.

This place seems to have become an unreal world, and there is no need to consider the three views and morality.

If you can temporarily forget the lingering images in your mind, it seems that certain things are not impossible to try.

"...Is it really that good?" Another headache hit, Li Xuyao ​​closed his eyes and tried to endure it. After the pain passed, he took a puff of cigarette, squeezed out the cigarette butt and flicked it into the ashtray.

Then he reached out to take the small balloon, forcefully ignoring the warning signal from instinct.

"Absolutely cool." The corner of Young Master Jiang's mouth raised a smile, and under the light, a strange light flashed in his eyes.

Just when Li Xuyao's mind was about to split, and he was about to try to take a few mouthfuls of air in the ball to relieve the pain, the thin and white hand that had always been thin and white suddenly reached out to him, and held him timidly.

"...This, this can't suck..."

The voice was as thin as a mosquito, but the hand holding his wrist was quite strong.

Li Xuyao ​​turned his head slowly and looked at this person.

Not too thin, the uniform of the waiter here looks a bit loose on him, and the work cap is also a bit too big, which makes the face under it look as big as a palm, with a pointed chin, pale skin, and clumsy black-rimmed glasses, isn't it? Who else is Chen Yi?

The author has something to say: At the end of the year, I am too busy, so I will write a side story first.

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What I want to say here is that the descriptions in the article about the harmfulness of laughing gas are all true, and I am not joking with you.

In the past two years, bars in many cities have popped up balloons and inhaled laughing gas. Because it is a gray area, the control is not strict for the time being. You can buy it from a certain treasure and a certain micro. Many children think that this thing is not a drug. The harm of this gas I don’t know sex at all. When playing night games, I just try it out for novelty and fun. As a result, I become addicted and even cause serious physical damage (there are too many cases, you can search it yourself)

Babes!I love you all! !So you must remember:

It will be addictive!Can lead to brain hypoxia and cranial nerve, motor nerve damage!Severe paralysis will occur!Half paralyzed!No less dangerous than drugs!

Everyone just go out to have fun, don't touch these, you must have self-control and self-protection awareness! ! !