lost year

Coincidentally, Chen Yi has only been working in this shop for less than half a month.

He knows that he is not good at words. He has always been looking for a part-time job because he does not need to deal with too many people. His favorite is working in the back kitchen. Although the restaurant introduced by his classmates is a bit far from the school, the hourly wages offered are still low. It’s quite high. A few hours of hard work on weekends is enough for the next week’s living expenses. The work is also simple, just doing odd jobs, doing sanitation, washing dishes, cutting vegetables, and everything. Because he is meticulous and talkative, sometimes the master is too busy. I would ask him to make some simple light meals together, so he learned several light meal recipes and was very happy.

Originally, his work had nothing to do with the private rooms, and the staff serving the private rooms could only enter after special training, but just now the waiter in charge of the sanitation of Li Xuyao's room was injured by a glass while doing work, and the opening was quite wide, Chen Yi After sending the gauze over to help him press it, his hand was still dripping blood, and he had to go to the hospital for stitches. Naturally, he couldn’t go into the room for service. The manager was calling someone, and the intercom informed that there was a guest vomiting at the door of the VIP room and needed to be taken immediately. To clean up, Dang even asked Chen Yi to bring tools to clean up first.

Before turning around, the manager told him to keep his head down and not look around when doing things, and leave after cleaning the door, don't enter the room, the guests inside are either rich or expensive and can't be offended, Chen Yi honestly nodded and agreed.

He also didn't expect to see Li Xuyao ​​in the private room.

The vomit at the door was splashed everywhere. He needed to clean it up and do aromatherapy. When he was mopping the floor with gloves on, the door of the room was opened by the guest. He pointed to the corner inside the door and said that there was also there. Hurry up, he had no choice but to silently lift the bucket to wipe the inside.

No matter how attentively he was doing things, the corner of his eye still inadvertently caught a glimpse of what was going on in the room. Li Xuyao ​​was sitting on the outermost sofa, and he saw it at a glance.

It's so strange that some people can unconsciously absorb the surrounding light even though they are just lazily leaning there without doing anything.

Chen Yi never thought of greeting Li Xuyao.

Although he was a bit dumb, he was not stupid, and he knew how much he weighed.

The last time I was inexplicably hugged by Li Xuyao ​​and slept all night in the hotel. The next morning, Li Xuyao's frightening thing woke him up. How could he dare to stay any longer? When he sneaked back to school, he was still following him like fire.

After struggling for several days, Li Xuyao ​​never looked for him again, and later, he belatedly understood why.

Some people are born to be the favored ones of heaven, so outstanding that ordinary people can't reach them, and they are not accessible to people of his class. In the past, they would come to him for dinner and chat from time to time, probably because they were too boring.

Grandpa is right, there is no need for two people from completely different worlds to get too close.

He originally thought that he would leave as soon as he finished cleaning.

But he picked up the canister of bullets that had been evacuated of gas.

The abbreviated N2O is printed on the small can, and there is a packaging box with the product name CreamChargers in the trash can. The Chinese description says that the product composition is "liquid nitrous oxide pressure gas", and the original country is Austria. On the bottom side, there is a row of very small words, clearly informing that this product is used as a food additive and cannot be eaten directly.

He is very familiar with this thing. He has used it many times during his part-time job in restaurants, and it is often used as a foaming agent for making cakes and coffee.

As a college student with a good chemistry score, he is more aware that this thing is non-toxic and has a sweet taste. It was made by a British chemist in 1772. It has attracted people's attention because it can make people feel happy, and it has gradually entered the British and American markets. In the upper class, it was used to give speeches at various parties. Since then, it has been used in medical anesthesia for a long time because of its high safety. However, BrodskyJB found in experiments 30 years ago that it would affect the metabolism of cobalamin, whether it is It may cause multiple damages to both humans and animals, involving reproductive, hematopoietic, nervous and immune systems, especially irreversible damage to the central nervous system.

So it is impossible for him to watch Li Xuyao ​​suck this thing.

There was an eerie silence in the whole private room.

Li Xuyao ​​didn't even move, just looked at Chen Yi who was half bent and tugging on him expressionlessly, drunkenness and another unknown emotion came to his head together, so that his mind was buzzing, but he was only thinking about it A pile of irrelevant things——

For example, why is the little guy here?Oh, it should be working here...

Another example, why are you getting thinner and thinner?Don't usually eat?Didn't I throw away the broken glasses for him?Why are you wearing it again?

Another example, tsk, I also know how to touch myself after taking off the gloves, otherwise I will really shake his hand away...

On the side, he was probably too amazed by the waiter's boldness, and Young Master Jiang didn't recover for a moment.

Chen Yi didn't dare to look at people, he just stared at the little balloon, wishing he could tear it away from Li Xuyao's hand, thinking so in his heart, his hands just followed his brain to do it, the little balloon was easily pulled out by him, let out his anger In an instant, with a "chi" sound, it flew straight into the air and flew around, and a sweet and creamy fragrance spread around the room.

"You the fuck—" Young Master Jiang's face turned black from the shock of the voice, and he was about to curse when Li Xuyao ​​glanced at him, and he stopped as if he had been strangled.

Chen Yi was so frightened that his whole body shrank, but he still didn't let go.

He even pulled it up hard, as if he wanted to pull Li Xuyao ​​up from the sofa.

Li Xuyao ​​raised his eyebrows, and got up from the sofa with the cat-like strength between his wrists. His tall and strong physique immediately covered the thin and thin body in front of him, and the closer he got, Chen Yi couldn't bear it. Back up until your back is against the wall.

He had already let go of the hand that was holding Li Xuyao, but Li Xuyao ​​held it back against the wall.

The posture of the two became ambiguous in an instant.

Grass, Li Xuyao ​​is a waiter in a restaurant in Bidong. He is still a thin, unattractive little waiter whose face is half blocked by big black-rimmed glasses.

Young Master Jiang opened his mouth and could stuff an egg into it.

Then he was so frightened by Li Xuyao's bloodshot eyes when he turned his head that he closed his mouth.

Uh, what a gloomy look.

Although he really wanted to draw this master into their circle, he didn't dare to provoke Li Xuyao ​​who was in a bad mood, let alone Li Xuyao ​​who was in a bad mood and drunk.

It just so happened that the guy in the corner who had just finished inhaling his laughing gas was slowly waking up, and was slumped on the big sofa in a daze, with an extremely comfortable expression on his face. Young Master Jiang suppressed his depression, and resentfully avoided this place and went over there Of course, before he went over, he still couldn't help but glanced at Chen Yi, he was really puzzled by Li Xuyao's taste.

"...Do you know what you are doing?" After clearing away the idlers, Li Xuyao ​​lowered his eyes and looked at the little rabbit who was forced to the base of the wall by him.

"...I know, I know, I'm sorry..." Chen Yi was a little nervous, his back leaning against the wall straightened quickly, like a child who was called into the teacher's office, he didn't dare to move, but he still mustered up the courage to explain, "But that can't suck..."

"Oh?" Li Xuyao ​​kept staring at the person, his gaze stuck to the pale neck line in Chen Yi's black uniform, and there was some kind of emotion in his bloodshot eyes that he couldn't even notice.

"...N2O will mainly affect the metabolism of cobalamin... Methylcobalamin is... an essential raw material for the nervous system,... and hematopoietic system..." The smell of alcohol on Li Xuyao's body was very strong, and his body temperature It was very hot, the wrist held by him felt hot for a while, and Chen Yi unconsciously began to stammer.

It's unbelievable, looking up from this angle, some people can still be handsome, especially the dizzying pectoral muscle line under the shirt that rises and falls with breathing... He was so flustered that he glanced at the When he leaned against the strong arm propped on the wall, his heart beat wildly, and he inevitably remembered some intimate episodes, his ears blushed instantly, and he almost didn't know what he was going to say, "...Lack of understanding.. ..like anemia...or..or not being able to walk...even suffocation..."

"Wow, that sounds scary." Li Xuyao ​​expressed his panic very carelessly.

He understands all this.

It’s just that sometimes it’s very hard for a person to live too clearly, so he really wanted to try just now, what would it be like to be dragged into hell by the devil, anyway, the whole family is in hell, and he is one more Nothing.

But why did this little guy come to interrupt him?

What made this shy, introverted and timid child bravely tear that evil little balloon from his hand?

He really wanted to know.

"So, what do you think of me?" Li Xuyao ​​asked softly, breathing warmly with the smell of wine, making people blush.

"Don't, don't stay here..." Chen Yi stammered with a red face, "...Leave..."

"Leave?" Li Xuyao ​​smiled, "In what capacity did you request me? A friend? Or... something else?"

Chen Yi opened his mouth, not understanding what Li Xuyao ​​meant.

"...Let me tell you clearly!" Li Xuyao ​​twitched the corners of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes, "If you persuade me today as a friend, then I am very grateful for your concern..."

"However, I don't really like friends interfering in my private life."

His head hurts, and his stomach burned by strong alcohol throbbed. He didn't bother to go around with Chen Yi anymore, and directly exposed his obscene thoughts: "If you are not a friend, then who are you to me? I treat you very well." Interest, you know that??"

"Obviously I've let you go, why do you still have to send it to your door? Do you know the consequences?" Li Xuyao ​​looked down coldly, staring at Chen Yi who was so pale, but every time he saw it, his stomach would stiffen for a while. His light-colored lips moved slightly, his throat moved slightly, and he indulged his emotions with the alcohol, completely tearing up that layer of ambiguity——

"...You will be eaten by me bite by bite, until there is no residue left, understand?"

The little rabbit that had been let go by the wolf ran back by itself, and foolishly tried to pull the wolf out of the swamp, not knowing that it would be eaten in minutes.

He lowered his head and approached the trembling Chen Yi's delicate white porcelain neck, murmured like a knife out of its sheath, and cut off all his escape routes without hesitation——

"Little nerd, either leave my affairs alone and be your waiter, or you come with me now and let you make the decision, huh?"

Chen Yi widened his eyes, looking at him in bewilderment.

Speak, little one, say something.

Maybe your words can give me the possibility to see the sun again.

Li Xuyao ​​stared deeply at the thin young man in front of him who was looking back at him foolishly.

Under the clumsy black-rimmed glasses of the little idiot, there is a pair of eyes that are as clear as water. When the extremely long eyelashes tremble, they are as gentle as the morning dew on the petals of the first blooming flowers. Every time he sees it, there is an inexplicable sense of tranquility. It feels like snow and rain can wash away the dust, like a clear spring can wash away the filth. This young boy who is so ordinary in the eyes of others, he really wants to have it no matter how he sees it.

But what Chen Yi replied to him was blank eyes and long silence under the lens.

Li Xuyao ​​laughed, withdrew his hand, stood up straight, and said lightly, "I see."

"Go back, don't worry about my affairs, don't come here to work tomorrow, these guys know you know me, they will be very curious about you..." He smiled and rubbed Chen Yi's hair, "I will Let someone arrange an easier part-time job for you."

After finishing speaking, he turned around neatly, and snapped his fingers at Young Master Jiang, who had just recovered from his inhalation of laughing gas, and motioned him to come over and refill a small balloon for himself.

Looked eager to enjoy it.

But under the light, his figure was suddenly silent, as if it had merged with the darkness in the room.

"...Li Xuyao..."

A soft whisper came from behind, and the sleeve was grabbed tightly.

Li Xuyao ​​stopped and looked back, his expression was alienated and deliberately indifferent.

Chen Yi, who just realized the meaning of Li Xuyao's words, blushed, his heart was beating wildly, and his mind was in chaos.

He has a dull temper, a clumsy tongue, and he doesn't know how to express his inner feelings. He only knows that the flash of disappointment in Li Xuyao's eyes before turning around made him feel a sudden discomfort in his heart, and even a faint throbbing pain.

It felt more than his dull brain could handle, far more difficult than solving high-level math problems.

So he thought over and over again, and finally understood something.

But he was too nervous, he opened his mouth again and again, but he couldn't say the words hovering around his mouth.

After waiting for a few seconds, Li Xuyao ​​smiled, and when he turned around, he pulled out his sleeves, raised his hands and waved them back lazily as a farewell.

The two people over there with somewhat blurred expressions waved to Li Xuyao ​​with filled small balloons. Because their bodies were overjoyed, there were uncontrollable smiles on the corners of their mouths. The music was leisurely, and the spotlights of the wine cabinet radiated dazzling light, filling the air. The entire psychedelic world is full of luxury and gold, like a painting. How many people only see the gorgeous scenery behind the cordon, but they can't see that the thread of desire is entangled between the long armor of the devil.

Chen Yi was in a hurry, he was afraid that something would happen to Li Xuyao, but the more he was like this, the more nervous he became, his tongue trembled, he was at a loss and hurriedly chased two steps forward, he insisted on whispering a sentence on Li Xuyao's back——

"...You come back with me...I, I let you eat!"

Li Xuyao ​​narrowed his eyes suddenly, and looked back at the young man who was so shy that he glanced left and right after speaking.

He stood still for two seconds, then turned around and walked back to Chen Yi, and reached out to take off Chen Yi's glasses.

A pair of clean and clear eyes were forced to be exposed, because of short-sightedness, he squinted a little when looking at people, but it didn't affect its beauty at all. At this moment, other than shyness, there was worry in these eyes, and a crystal-clear mind penetrated his chest in an instant , The depression and irritability of many days were washed away into calm, and the headache disappeared.

How can Chen Yi not let him be greedy?Get it even if you take the opportunity to threaten it?

Li Xuyao ​​stared into Chen Yi's eyes and asked softly, "Have you made up your mind? Don't you regret it?"

Chen Yi glanced at him and quickly lowered his head, although his face was so red that it was about to burn, but there are some things that should be thought of well, so he responded in a low voice, "En."

Li Xuyao's thick and dangerous smile overflowed from the corner of his lips. He was extremely evil, and he bent down his face greedily, and pressed it against his burning ear and asked, "...Aren't you afraid of me? Are you afraid of being made to cry by me? Will you stay with me obediently from now on? "

"..." The young man was about to be asked that he was covered in smoke, his head was drooping, his thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and his pale cheeks were surprisingly red, which made people love him.

"Say it, little nerd, tell it." Li Xuyao ​​coaxed softly, "I'll go with you if you tell me, and I will never touch these things in the future."

Because his heart was beating too fast, Chen Yi couldn't meet Li Xuyao's face that was very, very close to him, and only dared to bury his head, but when he heard Li Xuyao ​​say this, he quickly raised his head and looked straight into Li Xuyao's eyes, shy but extremely serious Nodded, "...um."

Li Xuyao ​​will definitely do it if he promises, so he can rest assured.

Although Li Xuyao ​​looked in poor condition at the moment, his eyeballs were terribly red, and there was a strange irritable aura all over his body, but Chen Yi knew that he would never hurt himself.

After a moment of trance, an intoxicated smile gradually appeared on Li Xuyao's face.

Just using his own health as a chip to try, the child was so anxious that he agreed to everything.

This simply made him feel a little shameless.

But how could this feeling be so good, it was so good that his heart pounded and almost stopped.

So, Chen Yi also kind of likes him, right?

"Then take me away." Li Xuyao ​​said leisurely, his handsome eyes curved, and he stretched out his hand towards Chen Yi.

Never mind, the little guy nodded, he finally got what he wanted.

As for the rest, I will talk about it later.

Under the night, the high-rise buildings in the distance are glimpsed, but the old residential area is quiet and peaceful. In a bathroom that is not too spacious, hot water is sprayed from the shower, and the space is full of water vapor, hazy and humid , Li Xuyao ​​returned to the big bed with the boy whose whole body was washed pink by him with hot water and thin lips, and pressed him under him.

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The little guy was tossed until tears fell in strings, his lips were licked and bitten by the color of water, and his thin and weak body was full of mottled marks, like a small bud that bloomed timidly in a corner where no one was. After that, I squeezed it hard and kneaded it in my hand.

But he really likes Chen Yi like this.

Li Xuyao ​​sucked the tears away bit by bit, licked between Chen Yi's trembling lips and teeth, and held him tightly in his arms.

It's like a child finally got the most beloved baby, hugging and hiding contentedly, not wanting to be touched by anyone.

It doesn't work even if you look at it.

Li Xuyao ​​didn't know how long he slept.

I also had nightmares, dreaming of my father's distorted face in pain, and after killing those two people with my own hands, the world was filled with blood, and then fell into the abyss, falling continuously and rapidly, and the surroundings were pitch black and there was nowhere to focus.

That feeling, even in a dream, would be creepy.

During the half-dream and half-waking period, a warm towel wiped his forehead, slender fingers opened his clenched fist, soft lips touched the corners of his mouth, and then pressed against his cold ear and murmured warmly .

The voice was so gentle that one could forget all fear. In the darkness, he finally stepped on the ground. Following the voice, he searched slowly, and finally pushed open the invisible door and walked out.

"...Chen Yi..." He tried hard to open his eyes, unable to distinguish between reality and dream under the darkness.

"I'm here." Warm palms gently covered his eyes, "...Go to sleep."

Sleepiness hit him instantly, he didn't even have time to respond, he closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep again.

This sleep was the next day, and when I woke up, I was extremely lazy and comfortable. The rising sun outside the window poured into the soft golden room, warm and peaceful.

But the side is empty, one touch, the pillow is cold, the person who sleeps on it has been walking for an unknown how long.

Li Xuyao ​​suddenly woke up.

There is no study room, no bathroom, and no kitchen. The whole room is not as big as his previous bedroom, and you can almost see the bottom at a glance. Without Chen Yi, the room is silent.

Today is Sunday, he doesn't need to go back to school, why did he leave?

Take out the phone and call, once, twice, three times.

Don't even want to answer the phone.

What went wrong?Was it because he was too rough and frightened Chen Yi?

still...

The little guy regretted it and wanted to escape again?

Li Xuyao ​​stood on the door frame coldly, with a gloomy expression on his face.

Just when his heart was about to sink to the bottom, there was a sudden rustling sound of unlocking the door, which broke the coldness in his body, and he raised his eyes suddenly.

"Crack-"

Some old anti-theft doors were pushed open, Chen Yi panted, put his feet against the door, and moved in with great difficulty carrying plastic bags of all sizes, piled the things on the ground, and then poked his head out to look outside Is there any omission, and then gently closed the door with a sigh of relief.

many things.

Onions, celery, and lettuce protrude from the mouth of the bag...everything, green and oily, so fresh that it is still dripping.

Chen Yi was about to carry his things to the kitchen, when he turned around and saw him standing at the door of the bedroom, he said happily, "Are you awake?"

Li Xuyao ​​stared blankly, but before he could react, he asked hoarsely, "...you didn't answer the phone."

Chen Yi took out the phone, and said softly, "Accidentally pressed the mute button...", just as he was about to say sorry, Li Xuyao, who came striding forward, embraced him inexplicably and passionately.

Too much force, almost strangling him to the bone, the big glasses were taken off and thrown away, and his face was pressed into his hard and hot chest, so tightly that there was almost no room for breathing.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuu..." Chen Yi struggled to reveal his panting face, before taking a few mouthfuls, Li Xuyao's half-open lips were tightly kissed.

For some reason, he easily sensed Li Xuyao's uneasiness, and while responding obediently, he stretched out his hands and gently hugged Li Xuyao's waist, and then he was kissed even more passionately.

Li Xuyao ​​sighed peacefully deep in his chest, and the shock wave reached his heart. He closed his eyes and accepted it gently.

The sunlight shone through the glass windows on the two of them, and the figures on the wall could no longer tell who was hugging whom, or who was comforting whom.

It's like they were originally one and never separated.

When seeing this shadow, Li Xuyao ​​had only one feeling——

This was probably the most beautiful silhouette he had ever seen.

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