Xu Jun's life

He was right, I had never, indeed, hit him before.

Even if he made the worst mistake at that time, I didn't touch him.

I had a dream at night. I dreamed that when I was in Beijing ten years ago, in a dim room, only the bedside lamp was turned on, and the person under the pressure was a very thin and pale young man with a trembling voice and crying. Yin murmured: "You lied to me...you are too bad..."

The young man on top of him was slender, kissing him eagerly while coaxing him: "Teacher, wait a minute, you won't be in pain anymore."

It was the night of his 16th birthday and I made him a cake and skipped class to show him his birthday.I thought my gift was the best, but Zheng Yehu said complacently that he promised that Xiao Zhe had never received such a good gift in his life.

Then I was given a few glasses of wine by Zheng Yehu, and when I woke up, I was already lying in the bedroom with Li Zhurong, who had just grown up, on my body.For a long time after that, I thought that my lack of energy that night was due to the alcohol.It was only later learned from Luo Qin that Zheng Yehu got me a kind of hallucinogenic drug, which is usually used for adultery in nightclubs in the United States.

Even then, I never hit him.

Probably because, at that time, I was not as desperate as I am now.

When he awoke from the dream for the second time, he was lying down.

He is a person who does not take into account other people's habits, no matter how many years have passed, he is always like this.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, but he grabbed my shoulders, bent me over, and pulled me into his arms.Every night at this time, I find helplessly that he has grown into a strong young man, his muscles are not exaggerated but hard, even if he is lying quietly, he is like a lazy leopard Disturbed aggressiveness of the person.

Probably my illusion, I always feel that his body temperature is hotter than mine.I often slept until the middle of the night so hot that I woke up and found myself wrapped in a quilt by him, sweating profusely.He often wraps his arms around my waist and cannot be pulled hard. He is highly alert and wakes up when I pull it.I could only carefully stretch my hands and feet out of the quilt, sleeping in a "C" shape.

But I didn't wake up hot tonight.

I vaguely heard someone talking, barely fell asleep for a while, but my consciousness became more and more clear, I opened my eyes a crack, and found him standing on the balcony with all glass structure and making a phone call.There is already a faint dawn outside.

"...You don't need to worry about these things. You are old, take care of your old age, and don't worry about these things." It was rare for him to show his unique warmth.

It was obviously Mr. Li who called him

Son, the old man gets up early.Of course, it's also possible that I made Mr. Li feel uncomfortable sleeping and eating.

Mr. Li told me back then, he said, "Don't say you are a man, even a woman who can give birth to a son cannot enter my house."

Li Zhurong is the successor he taught by himself and the head of his Li family, so he naturally deserves the best.A person like me, in his Li family's values, is a poor scholar.Definitely not good enough for Li Zhurong of his family.

Over there, Mr. Li seemed to be yelling, because Li Zhurong moved his phone away, he seemed a little absent-minded, took out a cigarette case from his pants, poured himself a cigarette, and held it in his hand Play.

Their phone call continued for a few minutes, and then Li Zhurong hung up and called Zheng Yehu.

I can hear the tone of his conversation with Zheng Yehu.

"Hey, are you dead?"

Zheng Yehu was probably complaining about something over there.

"Get out of here, we have business to do, don't whine about like a woman." After Li Zhurong finished speaking bluntly, he lit a cigarette, probably because he didn't want the smell of smoke to come in, and closed the balcony door.

I could hardly hear what they were discussing, and after a while, I fell asleep again.

Although I knew that Li Zhurong was a man of his word, I couldn't believe that he really wanted to go back with me.

On March [-]th, we had another quarrel, and when the quarrel was over, he asked Yuan Hai to bring a coat and asked me to go out with him.

Spring has indeed arrived in Beijing, and the sandstorm outside is a good proof.Li Zhurong's car had a military plate on it, and when he drove from Beihai all the way to Li's old house, there was a lot of dust in the air outside.But it's not as serious as reported.The old house of the Li family is full of lush plants, and the air quality is good.

I'm instinctively intimidated by this place.

The old butler surnamed Wu came up from the south with the Li family back then, and he obeyed Mr. Li. Zheng Yehu told me that it was probably because of his mixed blood. The children at home are all good-looking.When he was a child, Mr. Li punished him to stand in the study room hungry, and he was not allowed to eat dinner.The servants who supervised him often couldn't resist getting him food, but this butler Wu was the only one who could starve him hard.

Although it was not yet his birthday, the Li family also gathered a lot of people who came from afar to celebrate his birthday. Butler Wu went out to welcome Li Zhurong, saying that Mr. Li was playing chess with his uncle.

Li Zhurong's face was cold, and he didn't say anything, just let them bring in the things they brought.

I thought he was going to lock me up in the bedroom, but instead he took me

Go see Mr. Li.

Although it is spring, the heating in the living room is still fully turned on, and all the relatives of the Li family are in the living room.His amazing cousins, his cowardly but playful elder brother, and his mother who was kind and filial to his mother in front of people all sat around the sofa and watched Mr. Li play chess.

Before we went in, Butler Wu first went to Mr. Li's ear and said something, and the people next to him heard it too, and they all looked up at the door.

The moment Mr. Li saw me, his face sank.

Yuan Hai walked up with a smile. He carried a lot of gifts in his hand. He went up and handed out the gifts for a while, and got a lot of responses, which was very lively.Li Zhurong took the opportunity to drag me in.

He even introduced to his cousins ​​confidently: "This is Xu Xu."

I was almost sieved by all kinds of eyes. Mr. Li's eyes circled around his hands around my waist, coughed, and his voice became quiet.

"I'm celebrating my birthday this time, and I'm not planning to make a big deal. It's fine for a few family members to get together. I don't like to let irrelevant outsiders mess up..."

This is no longer sarcasm, it is obvious.

The arms around my waist tightened suddenly, Li Zhurong raised his eyebrows, embraced me in his arms, and said coldly, "Teacher is my family member, not an outsider."