Xu Jun's life

What an answer.

What the fuck is that answer.

If Li Zhurong stood in front of me and told me such an answer, I was afraid that I would not be able to resist beating him.

But he didn't even want to talk to me.

I deleted the file, shredded it, and sat in the study for a while.

I was so angry that my hands were shaking.

There was no smoke in the study. I searched around and felt that I was calm enough, so I walked out of the study.

Zheng Yehu stood smoking at the door of the study.

He has always had hair, his facial features are very feminine, and he squints his eyes when he smokes, which always reminds me of a word to describe women, "eyes like silk".

"Finished?" He looked at me with a smile, took out a cigarette and handed it to me: "One?"

I took it, he leaned over, I dodged back reflexively, he laughed, took out the lighter and handed it to me.

I've seen him and Li Zhurong light cigarettes like that, but I'm still not familiar with him, so I always want to avoid suspicion.

"Teacher Xu shouldn't be smoking," he leaned against the wall, holding the cigarette butt with his slender fingers to flick the ashes: "But Teacher Xu's face is too ugly..."

I smoke in silence.

I don't know what other people smoke for. I smoke because I feel refreshed when I spit it out, as if I spit out other annoying things together.

"In fact, Teacher Xu didn't say it, and I know what Xiao Zhe said." He blew a smoke ring: "Anyway, Teacher Xu can't understand, so it's useless to say it."

"Then why did you record it for me?" I glanced at him.

"I think it's impossible for Xiaozhe to talk to Mr. Xu about this. If Mr. Xu wants to hear the answer, he can only listen to it from the recording." He smiled sarcastically: "I just want to know, after listening to this, Mr. Is there any reason not to be with Xiao Zhe?"

I know he's holding my army.

You Qi is right, I don't have to wait, there are many people around Li Zhurong, and they can't see him being wronged.

"I want a reasonable answer, not just any answer."

"There is no reasonable answer, and there is no other answer. There is only this one answer. Whether Teacher Xu can accept it or not, there is only one answer." He leaned against the wall, bent his long legs, and flicked the cigarette ash.

This is no longer possible to talk about.

I got up to go, but my hand was dragged, he was holding my wrist, and he was still smoking a cigarette unhurriedly.

Just because Li Zhurong can drag me, doesn't mean that Zheng Yehu can also drag me.

"Let go." I glared at him.

"Teacher Xu wants to hit someone?" He asked me calmly.

"We have nothing to talk about. This is between me and him. My dad is still waiting for me outside. Don't go too far..." I warned him.

He actually laughed and put out the cigarette in his hand.

I grabbed his hand and pulled it out. He folded my wrist and pressed me against the wall.

"Zheng Yehu!" The blood from my whole body seemed to rush to my face, and I warned him loudly: "Don't think that I can't do anything with you, if you don't let go..."

"Just ask Xiao Zhe to beat me up, right?" He laughed wantonly: "Mr. It was fun."

Countless swear words suddenly piled up in my heart. They were all Li Zhurong's usual swear words, but I couldn't swear a word. When I arrived, I only choked out a sentence: "You don't fucking tell me what I can understand!"

"Did you understand after I said it?" Zheng Yehu laughed more and more wantonly: "Didn't Xiao Zhe say everything, why don't you understand?"

"He said something..." I forcefully held back the word: "Damn it, he said I like his face!"

"Don't you just like his face?" Zheng Yehu had an expression of "as expected".

"You fart!"

He coughed with laughter and let go of my hand.

"Then tell me, besides his face, what else is there to like about Xiao Zhe? He has such a bad personality and low EQ..." He lit another cigarette and looked at me with a smile on his face .

My brain became hot from seeing him, and before my brain reacted, my mouth had already yelled: "I just like his character, can't I!"

The smile on Zheng Yehu's face gradually widened, and the whole person laughed like a fox, and patted me on the shoulder: "That's right! When you go back, you can just tell Xiaozhe like this, and I guarantee that nothing will happen to you two. Well, don't stare at me like that, I'll let Xiao Wang take you back to school. I won't interfere with your affairs, we'll have a good relationship for a hundred years, and have a precious son soon!"

I think that for a long time to come, I will feel ashamed when I see the female family members of Zheng Yehu's family, such as his mother and his grandma.

When I got to school, it was almost lunch time.

When I was about to get to school, I remembered that Lin Sen and I had agreed to meet at the institute at nine o'clock.

I called and Qi Jing answered.

"Hello, Lin Sen? I'm Xu Xu..."

"It's Xu Xu, good morning." Qi Jing said flatly.

My back is sweating.

"I'm sorry, I was delayed by something on the way, and I'm almost at school now, Qi Jing, please call Lin Sen..."

Qi Jing is usually such a straightforward person, but whenever he encounters Lin Sen, he likes to be very fussy. If Lin Sen hadn't heard us talk and came over to answer the phone himself, Qi Jing probably wouldn't let me go easily.

"I'm reading." Lin Sen said in his usual calm tone.

"Oh, by the way, you haven't eaten yet, let's go shopping after eating at the gate of the school, and call Qi Jing over, my treat..."

Lin Sen let out an "oh" and simply hung up the phone.

I always thought that a person like Qi Jing could chat and laugh with anyone.

Facts have proved that his methods are of no use to intellectuals like my dad and Lin Sen who are a bit dull.

After chatting at the dinner table, my dad and Lin Sen started to walk side by side, from the planetarium to the research institute, from the classical physics system to electromagnetism, and then to the celestial mechanics that Lin Sen was working on. At first I wanted to show my dad around, but he became stubborn and insisted on going to the research institute with Lin Sen to watch the three-body exercise project that Lin Sen was doing.

There was nothing I could do about this stubborn old man, and a group of four returned to the studio of the research institute. My dad and Lin Sen had a vigorous discussion in front of a computer and a bunch of data models, writing and calculating, completely ignoring me. set aside.I went to pour tea and found Qi Jing sitting by the window, sharpening Lin Sen's pencil.I had no choice but to take a book and sit down by the window.

"Frustrated?" he asked me.

I smiled: "No."

"When I was in the second grade of elementary school, my grandfather passed away, and the whole family went to his funeral. My mother asked my father to take me to buy candy. My father saw that his middle school was teaching physics, and his teacher couldn't teach him. I ran to give lectures to others. It was a remote mountain village, and there was only one class in the entire junior high school. If I missed it, I would have to wait for three years. My dad finished teaching half of the physics book to others in one afternoon, and only went home after dark. It was only halfway on the way that I realized that I was missing. My mother took my uncle to look for me all night with a torch."

Qi Jing could not stop listening: "What happened later?"

"I found it later." I told him with a smile: "I hid behind the classroom, played with broken tiles as building blocks, and fell asleep when I was tired of playing. I slept until my mother found me. It was autumn, come back I caught a cold and had a fever. My grandmother pressed me to scrape, and I cried out in pain. I cried and cried and found that my father was gone. Later, my mother told me that when I was screaming in pain, my father Squat outside under the window and cry."

I paused: "Actually, I don't blame him at all, really."

For a while, neither of us spoke.

I only heard Lin Sen's voice calculating the formula, and my dad cautiously suggested like a student next to him: "You can try adding a constant..."

Qi Jing turned his eyes away and looked at Lin Sen.

"Sometimes, I feel powerless," he said.

"He is a different person from me. He was born just to do physics. Whether you treat him well or not, he is like this. It seems that he has no heart."

On the face of the proud son of heaven, there was also a frustrated expression.

"Once, I had a quarrel with him," Qi Jing smiled self-deprecatingly: "Actually, I was 'quarreling' with him unilaterally, and I left after the quarrel. I thought at that time, if he spoke Let me stay, and I'll stay. But he just stands there and writes his formula."

"What happened after that?" I looked at him with some embarrassment.

"Later, I spent a day and a night outside, and when I came back to see him, he was still writing, and he filled the whole room, can you imagine the scene?" He covered his face with his hands, and paused After a pause: "I was terrified and sent him to the hospital. The doctor said he had mild autism. That day and night, he had a fever and didn't drink a drop of water. He just kept writing like that..."

I don't know what to say.

The sun at three o'clock in the afternoon shone down effortlessly, shining on Qi Jing's slender hands, and also on the two people who were doing experiments.

One of them is a young man in his early twenties, and he still has a lot of time, while the other is an old man who is terminally ill. The doctor said that he may not even survive half a year.

However, the bright, dazzling, heart-throbbing things in their eyes are the same.

That kind of thing, Xu Xu in the past ten years, has had it before.But, ten years later, not knowing it has been lost in that corner by me.

I heard my own voice and asked Qi Jing awkwardly: "What happened next?"

"I figured it out later." Qi Jing rubbed his face, as if putting on the mask of the proud son of heaven again: "I figured it out. He is different from me, he is a man of faith I like him, so I have to make him happy every day. If I am here, he won’t say anything. When I leave, he will be sad and torture himself. I know this, and that’s enough.”

He raised his eyes and stared at me with those beautiful eyes that I noticed when we first met: "To love someone is to tolerate everything about him and be with him without principles, isn't it?"

I never knew that his eyes were not filled with utilitarian calculations. His eyes, like everyone who loves someone wholeheartedly, are clean, clear and dark.

Being watched by such a pair of eyes, it is summer outside again, with lush vegetation and bright sunshine, everything is as clear as the afternoon when I first met Li Zhurong.

I took out my phone and shook it at Qi Jing.

"Sorry, I wanted to make a phone call outside."