one's love

When we speak some truths to others, we should be articulate.

But when it came to me, the original clear and clear truth turned into a knot of wool, which I couldn't straighten out, and the more I thought about it, the more chaotic it became.

At least Wei Siyuan is like this at this time.

A moment ago, he told Li Xifan a lot of truths, talking about love and even life, and talked about the reasons why the two broke up, but now, he is talking about the reasons why he and Lu Ye broke up, uh ...Let's say it's a breakup, showing great confusion.

It is the same?

Effortlessly win the love of the other party, occupy the love of the other party, but hold your own love tightly in the palm of your hand and hide it behind you, lest it be snatched away.If you give blindly but get no return, disappointment accumulates, and "you can't make ends meet", the other party will let go, which is most normal.But after so many years, why can't I bear it now?

Is it right?Thinking of this, Wei Siyuan looked at Lu Ye's back and couldn't help asking.

"No." Lu Ye turned around and looked at Wei Siyuan fixedly, "I don't feel tired."

As usual, the two of them stared at each other without saying a word.Standing alone in the dark corridor, alone bathed in the orange light at the entrance, the door is open at will, and the surrounding is quiet.

Wei Siyuan stared blankly at the other party, wanting to ask the other party why, why he let him leave.There seemed to be an expected answer deep in his heart, what was he looking forward to... This strange emotion made him feel a little scared, Wei Siyuan's eyes flickered, and suddenly he didn't want to ask again.

Seeing Wei Siyuan's hesitant to speak, Lu Ye looked at the glass window beside the corridor indifferently, sighed softly, and said helplessly in a low voice, "Don't you want to be free?"

After saying that, Wei Siyuan, who was stunned on the spot, was swept away from the corner of the eye, and his fingertips stroked his hair: "Go in, be careful not to catch a cold, I'm leaving."

The weather is getting colder and colder, Wei Siyuan is afraid of the cold, so every day before going out, he puts several layers of clothes on himself. Fortunately, he has a thin body, so even though he is wrapped in thick clothes, he will not look bloated.

With more than a month left before the Chinese New Year, the company's annual meeting was finally scheduled for late January, and each employee received a numbered annual meeting invitation letter.On the day he received the invitation letter, Li Xifan called Wei Siyuan to his office.

"Director Li, you are looking for me."

"Well, this is my invitation letter to the annual meeting. You can take it with you during the annual meeting. When the time comes, the lottery will be drawn. If you win, the prize will be given to you." After finishing speaking, Li Xifan seemed to have thought of something, and added, "I My luck has always been very good, and I can usually win this kind of lottery."

Wei Siyuan responded with a smile, and after receiving the invitation letter for the annual meeting handed over by the other party, he couldn't help asking: "Director Li, is it okay if you don't go to the annual meeting?"

"It's okay, as long as the money for the annual meeting prizes is in place, Mr. Shi also agreed." Li Xifan coughed lightly after finishing speaking, "The main reason is that the annual meeting is Ji Ying's birthday..."

Wei Siyuan finally understood, and his smile deepened: "Well, then I wish you a happy day."

"By the way, I usually get off work on time these days. You can help me with some urgent work. If you can't make a decision, just call me." As if he was not used to talking about this topic, Li Xifan coughed lightly and changed immediately. a topic.

"Okay, I understand. That's nothing, I'll go out first."

Wei Siyuan has also been working for a while, and after finding out that his work ability is really good, Li Xifan began to try to entrust him with some important tasks.Living up to expectations, Wei Siyuan can finish well every time.Now, he can finally be regarded as a veritable assistant director.

After walking out of Li Xifan's office, Wei Siyuan smiled knowingly, happy for Li Xifan's decision to take the initiative to pursue Ji Ying.

In this world, some people don't know how long it takes to find the person they really love, and some people may not be able to wait for the right person after waiting for a lifetime.And Li Xifan and Ji Ying, two people who are clearly still in love, how can they not cherish the time they can be together.

After working too much, Wei Siyuan is happy that he can really do something useful for the company. However, compared with the time when there were only chores in the past, the time to get off work is indeed delayed a lot.

After finishing the important work, the office building was more than half empty, and there were only a few sparse people walking on the street outside the building.The lights of the high-rise buildings in the distance are shining brightly in the night sky, the stars in the sky are dimming, and the driving on the road is not to be outdone. The red and yellow car lights connect end to end, forming a hazy and dazzling dreamy ribbon.

It was late, so Wei Siyuan went directly to a small restaurant near the company, and after eating a bowl of hot noodle soup, he drove home slowly.

Eating alone and going home alone, Wei Siyuan looked around subconsciously when he reached the stairs, but there was no one around except him.After climbing the stairs with difficulty, Wei Siyuan sighed wearily, facing the closed door with the key in his hand, he didn't want to open it.

The window next to the corridor was open, and the cold wind blew through. Wei Siyuan stood motionless in front of the door, imagining himself staying alone in the deserted house after opening the door, feeling in a trance that the inside and outside of this house seem to be the same.

As the weather gets colder, people seem to feel more and more lonely.The gloomy cold wind blows to the skin through the thick clothes, penetrates into the bone marrow, and the cold air drives straight to the ground and cools into the bottom of my heart.

If happiness feels warm, then loneliness should be cold.

The biting cold wind drenched Wei Siyuan's whole body without any warmth. When he finally realized that he wanted to open the door, his body became a little stiff. When he opened the door, his fingers were so cold that it was difficult to even bend them. As soon as the door opened, Wei Siyuan immediately dragged The cold body entered the house.

Sure enough, after the wind blew willfully, the fragile and sensitive joints immediately protested, without even a warning, and bursts of heart-rending pain quickly spread from the inside of the bones.Wei Siyuan bent down and rubbed the outer knees of his legs with his fingers. The pain didn't get relieved, so he had to endure the pain and slowly moved to sit beside the sofa, covered him with a thick blanket and turned on the air conditioner in the living room.

After finishing this series of movements, Wei Siyuan was in so much pain that he no longer had any extra strength, his thin back was slightly hunched, and his palms were covered on the blanket directly above his knees, trying to warm up the dull pain, as if this would make him feel better. Pain less.

If only Lu Ye was at home...

If this is the case, he will definitely pick him up and put him on the soft sofa without hesitation. Even if the heating is on in the living room, he will still wrap him tightly with a thick blanket. In the kitchen, put the coarse salt that is always at home into a pot and heat it up, then put some hot coarse salt into a pure cotton bag, and then return to Wei Siyuan's side.

Practice makes perfect, Lu Ye, who often does this, can often quickly make a simple and delicate coarse salt heat pack, and then, carrying the heat pack, walked to Wei Siyuan's side, first sat on the sofa, and asked Wei Siyuan to lie down while hugging his knees , resting his head on his thigh, and then put the heat pack on his knee through Wei Siyuan's pajama pants, and then covered him again with the heavy blanket.

The hot coarse salt quickly spread the comfortable warmth from the knee joints to the whole body through the cloth. When the body was warmed, the knees did not hurt so much. In such a warm atmosphere, Wei Siyuan soon became dizzy. drowsy.

At this time, Wei Siyuan would be like a satiated kitten, humming lightly in comfort, and then burying his head in Lu Ye's waist and abdomen coquettishly, lying motionless like this, and soon The eyelids began to fight, and finally gradually fell asleep...

But this is my own home, without Lu Ye... Wei Siyuan, who was in a daze, thought disappointedly.

I don't know when, subconsciously, I always associate my family with that man.

The temperature in the room started to warm up under the action of the air conditioner, but Wei Siyuan still felt a sharp pain in his bones.If you call Lu Ye now and tell him that your knee joint hurts again, the other party will definitely come over quickly.

Just like last time, because I was worried, after knowing that I might drink, I didn't know what time I started to stay downstairs, stubbornly waiting for myself to come back.

I really want to see him.

As soon as this idea popped up, it was out of control.I want to see him, I want to see him, I want to see him... It seems that all my thoughts are taken away by that person, my beating heart seems to be eager to break free from my chest, and I run straight to that person, all that comes to my mind is that person's face, It looks cold, but when you look into your own eyes, there is always a trace of imperceptible tenderness, just like a ray of sunshine in a cold, snowy winter, which makes people feel comfortable and warm.

His eyes turned to the mobile phone lying quietly on the coffee table, as long as there is a call, no matter how late it is, Lu Ye will come to see him non-stop...

The moment his fingertips touched the phone, Wei Siyuan curled his fingers slightly, with a gloomy expression on his face, and took his hands back again.

It's despicable, he has already left the other party, but he will let the other party come over whenever there is a need, like a child spoiled by his parents and spoiled, he only thinks about himself, but never considers that the other party is here How worried you will be when you learn that your health is bad, and how hard it is to drive from the suburbs late at night. Why should you let the other party let you come and go as you please?

It's just relying on the other party's concern and guilt for him.

Obviously, most of the time, Wei Siyuan didn't want to trouble others because of himself, but when it came to Lu Ye, he seemed to only trouble others.

Thinking of this, Wei Siyuan's back seemed to bend more and more, and he sat curled up on the sofa by himself, his lonely expression made him look like a poor puppy abandoned on the cold street.

The phone on the coffee table rang suddenly, Wei Siyuan's heart stopped, he picked up the phone in a panic, and the anticipation in his eyes flashed after seeing the screen: "Hours."

"Well, open the door, I'm at your door." Shi Yuanqiu's cold voice carried a trace of exhaustion.

After hearing this, Wei Siyuan immediately got up and went to open the door. Sure enough, Shi Yuanqiu, who was wearing a khaki custom-made woolen coat, was carrying a pure black suitcase and holding a mobile phone. His long legs were crossed and half leaned against the door. After arriving at Wei Siyuan, he frowned: "Why do you look so bad?"

"There was a bit of cold wind, and my joints hurt a little." Wei Siyuan smiled with difficulty, "It's so late, why are you..."

Before he finished speaking, Wei Siyuan was helped by Shi Yuanqiu sullenly to the sofa to finish his work. After wrapping him in a blanket, he carried his luggage into the room. After closing the door, he picked up his mobile phone and dialed a number.

The call was quickly connected, and Shi Yuanqiu said with a cold face: "It's me. Tell Dr. Song to come to Wei Siyuan's house." After speaking, he frowned and was about to hang up the phone, probably because the person on the other end said something What did he say that made him unhappy, Shi Yuanqiu bit his lower lip impatiently, "It's not me, don't come, I don't want to see you yet."

After saying this, Shi Yuanqiu hung up the phone quickly, walked up to Wei Siyuan and leaned over to ask, "Do you have a heater or hot water bottle at home?"

"Well, there is a rechargeable hand warmer in the wardrobe." Wei Siyuan replied softly, exhausted from the pain.

"Wait, I'll get it." Shi Yuanqiu lightly squeezed Wei Siyuan's shoulder, turned and walked towards the bedroom.

When the warm hand warmer was placed on his knees, Wei Siyuan breathed a sigh of relief, and his relaxed body leaned lightly on the shoulder of Shi Yuanqiu who was sitting beside him, shaking the hand warmer on his knees leisurely, eyes Looking forward: "Thank you. Why are you here?"

"Arguing with him, I'm here to stay with you for a few days." After Shi Yuanqiu finished speaking, he curled his lips, and his corner of the eye brushed Wei Siyuan's knee nonchalantly, "What's the matter with your old cold legs?"

"It's nothing, it's just that it's easy to hurt your bones when it's cold... You two are arguing hard?"

After Wei Siyuan asked, he found that his eloquent friend was at a loss for words for a moment, and his eyes fluttered unnaturally: "I'm not really angry, the main thing is that I know something and I need to tell you...but to be honest, look at his anxious appearance. , quite interesting."

"That's good, what you said has something to do with me?" Wei Siyuan thought it was funny, his brows and eyes frowned.

"Well, that's right. Back then, when the company was about to go bankrupt, didn't we always think that it was Lu Ye who asked Fu Liang to join hands with him in order to force you to be with him. After all, talk to our company first. It was Lu Ye who did the business, and since he saw you at that time, he never took his eyes off you, so I was always wary of him. I really didn't expect that Mu Mu had thought about it at that time. Can't tell he likes me...

Therefore, when something happened to the company, I thought it was Lu Ye's fault, and I naturally blamed him for everything.

But I was wrong.It was actually Fu Liang who wanted to bring down our company at the beginning, and he just made a condition for Lu Ye to help him.However, later we negotiated with Lu Ye, and he didn't deny it, he only said that he wanted to be with you, and it was even more impossible for me to suspect my family.

Well, on this matter, although you and Lu Ye have separated, but he has carried the blame for so long, I think you should know about it. "

Shi Yuanqiu finished the long passage in one breath, then looked at Wei Siyuan with some guilt, and found that the other party had been listening quietly, without any fluctuation in his eyes, and he didn't know if he had listened. He was about to ask, but There was a knock on the door.

It was Doctor Song with a dark face carrying a medical kit.

"Doctor Song came fast enough, come in quickly." Seeing the other party's shortness of breath, Shi Yuanqiu could imagine with his eyes closed how Fu Liang's gloomy face made the other party rush over in a short time.

"That's right, people are offended by you, but we little people are the ones who suffer." Dr. Song walked into the house with a smile on his face, carrying the medicine box.

After all, there is something to ask for, Shi Yuanqiu rubbed his nose with his fingers nonchalantly, and followed behind the other party.

Wei Siyuan's symptoms were rather sudden, which should have been caused by the cold wind that night. Dr. Song had a general understanding of the situation, and without further ado, he took out the acupuncture pack from the box.

After helping Wei Siyuan with acupuncture and moxibustion for almost an hour, seeing that his pain finally eased, Dr. Song packed up the medicine box and prepared to leave. However, his face still looked so "unfriendly". Even so, he dutifully treated Wei Siyuan before leaving. Wei Siyuan said: "Your situation is not serious, the main thing is three points of treatment and seven points of nourishment, if you have nothing to do, soak in the hot springs more, and be careful not to catch the cold. If you make a mistake again, someone can make you a hot compress with coarse salt. .”

After hearing this, the two quickly expressed their thanks, because it was too late, they didn't stay with Dr. Song, and sent people back to rest.

"Well, I'm sorry on behalf of my family. If he hadn't been so weak at the beginning, you wouldn't have been changed by Lu Ye...cough, you were imprisoned by him for so long." Shi Yuanqiu looked at his face. The much better Wei Siyuan said awkwardly.

"Small hour." Wei Siyuan didn't respond after hearing this, his lowered eyes made it impossible to guess what he was thinking at the moment, he called his friend's name in a low voice and then stopped talking.After thinking for a long time, he finally looked up at his friend with confusion, "I... seem to like Lu Ye."

Shi Yuanqiu endured and endured, and finally couldn't help stretching out his hand to pinch Wei Siyuan's cheek with a harmless face, and said in a tone of hatred for iron but not steel: "I have told you so much, what you want to tell me is Only this? Did you listen to what I said just now, huh?" After finishing speaking, the fingers pinching the side of Wei Siyuan's face added some strength.

"I...listen, listen." Wei Siyuan was pinched until tears came out, and while leaning his body to avoid his friend's clutches, he said aggrievedly, "I won't blame your Mr. Fu. But Lu Ye, I found that I didn't care whether he was the manipulator behind those things back then, and I was even a little glad that we misunderstood him and gave me the opportunity to be with him."

The hand that had been playing pranks all this time finally loosened its strength. Wei Siyuan raised his hand in a daze and rubbed his pinched red cheeks. He turned his eyes to the black-screen TV, and said words that contained indescribable loneliness and frankness: "When I was young, I was very happy. Miss him. When my joints hurt, I almost called him, and I was afraid that it would annoy him..."

Shi Yuanqiu sighed, raised his arms and snored the soft hair on Wei Siyuan's head: "No prospect, just go see him if you want him, as long as you like it."

"En..." Wei Siyuan turned his head, smiled with relief, and continued, "Don't be angry with Fu Liang for too long."

"Don't worry, he likes me so much, I don't want to make him suffer for too long, and I don't want to miss too many opportunities to sleep with him." Shi Yuanqiu blinked slyly after finishing speaking.

Just like what Shi Yuanqiu said, he stayed with Wei Siyuan for only three days, and finally couldn't stand the days of sleeping alone in the study room without a warmer around him, so he called Fu Liang over in the middle of the night.The other party rushed over without complaint, and directly hugged the sleepy Shi Yuanqiu back.

Before leaving, Shi Yuanqiu lay on Fu Liang's shoulder, half-closed his phoenix eyes, and said lazily: "Wei Siyuan, if you like it, don't think too much... There are some things that you won't be so good if you don't fight for them." easily available."

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