one's love

In the afterglow of the setting sun, orange and blue overlap in the sky, creating a strange blue and purple, soaking the mortal world under the boundless sky, and the blue and transparent Aegean Sea becomes deep, but still flawless; Around the building, the purple smoke is dense, and the orange lights are lit; the pure white windmill dyed purple halo stands beside the open-air swimming pool, and the illuminated pool is green...

The sea breeze blows, the hair flutters, and the sound of sea water beating on the rocks echoes around. In front of the open-air swimming pool on the top floor of a white house on the top of the cliff, a man and a woman are sitting on a white carved bench. The distance where the afterglow of the sea and sky remains.

The tired Ruan Xing leaned lightly on the shoulder of the person beside him, his light cherry-colored thin lips parted slightly, and his words were so soft that they almost broke into the sound of the waves: Thank you, Lu He.

Lu He sat quietly and upright, his deep pupils were as stagnant as water, so that no one could see his emotions. When he heard the other party's words, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he replied lightly: "I am extremely happy."

The forbearance and trembling in the voice were covered by the sound of the waves crashing on the shore...

It has been two full weeks, and the connection between Wei Siyuan and Lu Ye is as weak as a spider's thread, and it may disappear at any time.Not only can't see Lu Ye, even the little guy can't come to see him because he has to participate in a winter camp abroad.It made him very depressed.

Wei Siyuan, who hadn't seen the father and son of the Lu family for a long time, felt empty in his heart, always feeling that something important was slipping away from his fingers like fine sand.

If only it rained...

Wei Siyuan was looking forward to it so much in his heart, so he called Lu Ye here on the pretext of joint pain, but the more he looked forward to it, the more he could not come.This damn rainy day never comes. Every morning when I look out of the window, there is a clear sky and no clouds in the sky.

Wei Siyuan, who was happily busy in the kitchen every weekend, could only sit quietly on the bed and stare blankly at this moment.He always thought that as long as Lu Ye agreed to let Lu Youming visit him every weekend, the relationship between him and the little guy would remain as close as before.

However, it is not.

Just like this time, Lu Youming will not be able to see him because of the winter camp. In the future, as the little guy grows up, he will also want to have his own private time, go out with friends or stay leisurely in the study Reading, in short, will not waste leisure time meeting a boring adult.

He will grow in a place that he can't see. It won't be me who witnesses his shaking deciduous teeth falling out. It won't be me who measures his height every day when he pulls out the seedlings. He will not be the first person to share his joy with him. It won't be me, and it won't be me who talks to him when he is confused...

So, during the period when the little guy turns into a green young man, he will gradually get used to the days when he is not by his side, and the deep thoughts brought about by the separation at the beginning will fade away with the passage of time...

Love is companionship.

In fact, as early as the moment I decided to leave, the bond between myself and the Lu family father and son was severed by myself.

But, now I regret it again.

Don't know how to cherish when you have the cliche, and you will become the person who regrets it.

Wei Siyuan suddenly desperately wished that he could go back to the night when Lu Ye asked him to leave. He wanted to tell the other party honestly that he couldn't bear the roses that Lu Ye had just planted for him in the villa, the little guy who loved clinging to him all the time, and the little guy who said he wanted to The one who will always be with you...

Obviously there was so much reluctance, but he secretly hid all his emotions to the bottom of his heart, pretending that he didn't care about anything, even lied to himself, and left without saying the last word.Because of inferiority complex, because of cowardice, Wei Siyuan thought masochistically, such a poor old man should always be alone.

The backlog of bad emotions caused Wei Siyuan to fall into infinite self-loathing...

In the pouring sunlight, a thin man was wearing loose pure white and blue-trimmed pajamas, leaning on the head of the bed in a daze. Morbid angels make people dare not profane.

After the heavy work at the end of the year, the long-awaited annual meeting finally ushered in.

On this day, the sky has been gray since the early morning, and the lead-colored clouds are like torn cotton wool, one piece after another, floating lazily in the air, and the bulky body moves slowly at a speed that is imperceptible to the naked eye.Until the gap between the dark clouds became thinner and thinner or even disappeared, the pure white and light snowflakes finally got rid of the dark clouds and fell with the wind one after another, like elves falling into the world.

Accompanied by Piaoxue, all employees of the company left work early and took the bus rented by the company to the annual meeting venue together.

A spacious hall full of banquets, a gorgeous stage with colorful lights, and a large screen showing the company's outstanding performance... Wei Siyuan took two invitations to the annual meeting and followed the crowd into the venue, and finally sat down at the round table belonging to his department.

In such a lively and lively annual meeting scene, Wei Siyuan couldn't get up his spirits, and he lacked interest in everything around him.When asked by a colleague why his complexion was not very good, Wei Siyuan just excused that he might have caught a cold and told the other party not to worry, and then continued to sit absent-mindedly.

Fortunately, everyone's attention was mostly attracted by the performance on the stage of the annual meeting and the most popular lottery during the period, and they did not notice Wei Siyuan who was not in the right state at the moment.And my friend Shi Yuanqiu, as the boss of the company, naturally became the object of toasting by the employees. After drinking an unknown number of glasses of wine, he became drunk. Wei Siyuan before.

After finally surviving until the end of the annual meeting, Wei Siyuan walked through the venue with the annual meeting prizes and prepared to go home.

Li Xifan wasn't lying when he said he was lucky, the number on his annual meeting invitation was indeed drawn, and the prize was a newest iPad.Although it wasn't the best among the prizes, it was much better than Wei Siyuan who didn't draw any prizes.

The prize finally fell into Wei Siyuan's hands, but he still looked listless.

Once outside, the cold and icy air rushes towards you, with the unique freshness of snow.The falling snowflakes accumulated on the lawn into a thin layer of white gauze. The fragile and pure appearance is really loveable and pity, and I want to destroy it... Wei Siyuan stopped and stared blankly at the pure white, and couldn't help thinking like this .

Self-deprecating and laughing, it can be regarded as venting anger.Wei Siyuan threw away this thought, stopped paying attention to the snowflakes flying all over the sky, and continued to walk forward.

Because of the slippery snowy road, Wei Siyuan could only drive the car at a low speed, the windshield wipers swinging regularly, the warm and enclosed space inside the car, and the non-stop flying snowflakes, everything made Wei Siyuan inexplicably bored .

This kind of feeling is actually not unfamiliar. In the past, I would suddenly become depressed on a certain day, and even the whole world would become dark. Wei Siyuan thought, this may be some unnoticeable little unhappiness accumulated little by little in life. In the subconscious mind, on the day when it reaches saturation, because of an accidental opportunity, it suddenly explodes all at once, vents out together with the gloomy mood, and then continues to accumulate and explode...and so on again and again.Therefore, when the mood becomes inexplicably bad, it is not without reason, but the reasons are too many and too small for you to piece together.

But this time it was not the same as before.It has those unintentionally accumulated boredom, and there is a fact that Wei Siyuan can clearly realize that makes him suffer so much - he is about to lose someone who is very important to him.

It took nearly an hour before Wei Siyuan drove the car downstairs to his house.

After turning off the headlights, the small courtyard downstairs that should have been dark was shrouded in a thin layer of white light under the reflection of the surrounding white snow, and Wei Siyuan saw the person he had been looking forward to seeing as soon as he got out of the car. man.

Lu Ye was wearing a light gray woolen windbreaker. With wide shoulders and narrow waist, he stretched the clothes very stylishly. The cold wind blew through the unbuttoned windbreaker, and his slender legs were faintly visible, looking unruly and full of wildness.

He leaned casually on the side of the pure black car behind him, staring at the falling snowflakes sideways, as if he was thinking about something, and there was a slight smile in the corner of his eyes.The light gray windbreaker and gentle snowflakes softened his original sharp outline.

In a daze, he didn't see Wei Siyuan.

Step by step, Wei Siyuan walked into the motionless man like a sculpture, Wei Siyuan looked straight at him without blinking, and the lonely figure of Lu Ye was reflected in the depths of his pupils.

When he was two or three meters away from Lu Ye, he finally noticed something.The unfocused eyes instantly became vigilant and sharp, and after seeing the person clearly, his expression suddenly became icy cold, and Wei Siyuan's gentle expression just a second ago seemed to be an illusion of Wei Siyuan, and his eyes that were staring closely at him exuded danger. breath.

Like a prey being targeted by a ferocious beast, Wei Siyuan instinctively sensed a hint of danger, curled his fingers slightly, and suddenly stopped his forward steps, and subconsciously moved his toes back. Hold the wrist, and then fall forward with the center of gravity...

"hiss……"

His chin hit the opponent's hard chest directly, Wei Siyuan gasped in pain, his eyes soured with tears.

Pulling his arm down, trying to break free from the opponent's big hand, the opponent's grip became more and more intense. The slender wrist was especially fragile under the tight confinement. The bone seemed to be broken, and it was in pain. Wei Siyuan bit Biting her lower lip, she raised her head while keeping her close to the other person, frowning slightly: "Lu Ye?"

Lu Ye condescendingly stared at Wei Siyuan whose eyes were full of water vapor and looked up at him, his gaze swept over the water-stained lower lip that had just been bitten by the other party, his expression moved, and he leaned over and kissed him without thinking...

"Well……"

Wei Siyuan stared at Lu Ye with wide eyes, only to see that the other party was still staring at him, his mouth was covered with slightly cool lips, and his slippery tongue invaded his mouth aggressively, scratching and licking wantonly. He was also entangled and sucked by the other party, and the back of his head was supported by a wide palm. Wei Siyuan was forced to raise his head to bear the overly violent and fiery kiss, and from time to time he let out a quick gasp or two.

The domineering and dense kiss made Wei Siyuan lose his mind quickly. Surrounded by the cold air, the breath coming towards his face was extremely hot. In his peripheral vision, there were snowflakes flying all over the sky. He could even clearly see a few flakes of thin Thin hexagonal prism-like snowflakes quietly fell on Lu Ye's black feather-like eyelashes, and then instantly changed from white to transparent, turning into small drops of water in between...

It wasn't until Wei Siyuan was kissed that his legs were so weak that he couldn't stand up, Lu Ye reached out and caught him who was about to fall, the kiss was so long and suffocating, Lu Ye bent down again, and his arms passed through his knees Picking him up violently, Wei Siyuan stretched out his arms to wrap around Lu Ye's neck kindly, and was hugged by the other party while kissing him to the back seat of the car that was about to hide in the night...

As soon as his back came into contact with the leather cushion, Wei Siyuan was bullied onto him by Lu Ye. With the sound of the car closing with a "bang", the wind, snow and sound were all isolated from the outside. In the quiet and dark compartment, only two people were left overlapping each other. He was breathing heavily.Taking advantage of the dim light reflected by the snow outside the window, Wei Siyuan raised his hand to caress Lu Ye's stern and stern face, and asked puzzledly, "What's wrong with you?"

"I regret it." Lu Ye's deep magnetic voice was cold.

"What regret...ah! Lu, Lu Ye, uh..."

Wei Siyuan was about to ask him what he regretted, but he was caught off guard by Lu Ye and kissed him fiercely. When his attention was diverted by the kiss, without warning, his coat was roughly taken off, and his sweater and underwear were mercilessly stripped off. After coming down, goose bumps appeared on the bare skin the moment it came into contact with the slightly cold air.

"Lu Ye, no, don't do this..." Wei Siyuan finished speaking eagerly, put his palms on his chest and struggled tremblingly, trying to push him away.

"Don't move..." Lu Ye's voice became a little hoarse, and there was a dangerous aura on his body that no one dared to refuse. His generous and powerful palm touched Wei Siyuan's Adam's apple, and it slid all the way down to his lower abdomen, and then down... Wei Siyuan The long cotton trousers with elastic bands that he wore today just made it easier for him to move in the next step. The trousers slipped down between his legs with a light pull of that tricky hand...

Wei Siyuan was trembling all over. The moment he was irresistibly entered, the tearing pain caused him to fall back suddenly, his neck was reversed into an elegant and sexy curve, his lips and teeth were slightly parted and he let out a silent cry. It's cold, but the inside of the body is so hot that the internal organs are about to be melted...

The dim environment, the cramped space, the narrow back seat, and the man's out-of-control movements made Wei Siyuan's breath unable to come in. This strange feeling made him unable to help but raise his hand, weakly grasping and supporting himself. The arm next to the ear said intermittently: "Lu Ye, it hurts, it hurts—you, stop, stop, I don't like it..."

Turning a deaf ear to his pleading, Lu Ye gasped heavily in his ear and said in a low voice: "I don't need your likes! You are mine, only mine, and I won't let you go again." Said Here he smiled coldly, his voice was cold and cruel, "I don't care at all whether you like me or not, I just need you, live, stay by my side, die, where I can see..."

Like a pile of hot charcoal being suddenly poured with a basin of cold water, Wei Siyuan felt that his full love had been poured through, a feeling of grievance and sadness gathered in his body, and his throat suddenly became sore and hoarse , the eye sockets turned red in an instant, and the transparent liquid poured up uncontrollably, and with the blinking of the slender eyelashes, the big teardrops fell silently...

Obviously he already knew that the other party still liked him, but the unwillingness to be reconciled in his heart made Wei Siyuan feel extremely wronged: Is my liking not important?

Tears welled up in my eyes uncontrollably, and with just a blink, they slid down my cheeks. Before the tears disappeared, the tears in my eyes kept pouring out again, as if to make all the tears in this period of time come to an end. His confusion and loss also vented out together, and the tears flooded, and it was hard to stop for a while.

"Woo..." It's so embarrassing, when Wei Siyuan found that he couldn't help crying, he hurriedly raised his hand to cover his mouth. An old man in his 30s was crying ugly when he was pressed down by another man. How ridiculous.

Lu Ye, who had almost never seen Wei Siyuan cry, suddenly stopped, the desire in his eyes gradually disappeared, and he looked helplessly at the eyelashes that were wet with tears, the wet eyes were red, making him feel uncomfortable. He wanted to touch but was stabbed by the stubborn eyes and withdrew his hand. In the end, he could only bend down in a panic, gently kissed the eyes that made him feel sorry for crying, and asked in a low voice, "I hurt you." ?”

Wei Siyuan opened a pair of clean and innocent eyes, staring at the familiar pupils in front of him, the hands covering his lips were slowly put down, and then fell silent, only tears flowed silently, like a small stream winding from the corners of his eyes to behind his ears. Hair until there is no trace.

"It's my fault, don't cry..." Lu Ye sighed and hugged Wei Siyuan tightly into his arms, gently stroked his head buried in his chest, and continued to whisper in his ear, "Don't cry, um ? Go home, I'll take you home..."

The author has something to say:

Looking at it myself, there are still many shortcomings in this article, but, in line with the principle of not abandoning the pit and the belief that I will write better and better, I still have to continue hahahaha~~~ Fortunately, the total is only 10,000+ words, come on right~~~