There is a kind of you to hit again

Lin Yao didn't know how he fell asleep, anyway, when he woke up in the morning, he was lying on the bed wearing yesterday's clothes, his whole body was sore.

"Hey..." He gritted his teeth as if he had just been served by a big torture, and it took a long time to turn over, feeling that his ribs were about to be broken by himself.

Looking at the clock on the table, he woke up a little earlier than usual, he rubbed his stomach, it was sore and numb, his eyebrows were almost wrung from his forehead, and he survived the numbness .

After waking up, he suddenly remembered what happened last night, and suddenly felt a little cramp in his calf, and he couldn't get out of bed easily.

Lin Yao, you actually told Lin Zong about this!

Are you not afraid of him beating you?

Lin Yao quietly opened the door and glanced at Lin Zong. The door of Lin Zong's room was still closed. If he didn't go back to the resort, he usually had to sleep until noon.

Lin Yao closed the door, went into the bathroom, and stared at the mirror for a long time. His face was not very beautiful, not to mention the pattern on his face that looked like a cross-stitch, his eyes were swollen, and there were black spots around him. , It looks like I was beaten and cried when I went out to do coolies last night, which is a bit horrible.

He sighed, took off his clothes, turned on the hot water and planned to take a shower, he didn't feel it when he fell asleep, but now when he woke up, he felt congested and disturbed.

Just as water spouted from the nozzle, Lin Yao was holding his face up and sticking his face into the water, when the cell phone in the room rang.

He took a sip of water, coughed and ran into the house naked, grabbed the phone and checked, it was indeed Guan Ze's number.

When he answered the phone, his hands trembled for no reason: "Guan Ze?"

"Well," Guan Ze's calm voice came from over there, "was up so early?"

"I didn't sleep well last night, so I woke up early," Lin Yao squatted beside the bed, and when he heard Guan Ze's voice, he felt at ease, "Are you okay yesterday? I haven't answered your phone yet."

"It's okay, just a little insomnia. I didn't hear it after taking the medicine and fell asleep," Guan Ze said in a lazy voice, "I only saw it when I woke up in the morning. What's the matter, what can I do?"

"...It's fine." Lin Yao hesitated for two seconds, he didn't know whether he should tell Guan Ze what Lin Zong already knew, "Can I call you because I'm fine?"

"Let's talk," Guan Ze smiled, "It's not like you are fine."

Lin Yao was a little cold, so he stood up and walked back to the bathroom, stood under the hot water, and after a while, he whispered: "My brother knows about us."

"Did you ask him?" Guan Ze paused, with some surprise in his voice.

"How do you know that I asked him?" Lin Yao looked down at his feet, "Am I impulsive? I called you yesterday before looking for him, but you didn't answer. I really can't handle it. You You know, my brother is going to get married suddenly."

"marry?"

"Well, didn't my mother always want to have a daughter-in-law? My brother suddenly said yesterday that I would bring her one back after the new year." Lin Yao sighed, "I think my brother... Anyway, I can't bear to go on like this. I'm looking for my brother."

"I see," Guan Ze was silent for a while, "Let's go out early today, I'll take you to have breakfast."

"it is good."

Lin Yao drove the car to the yard and parked it, took a piece of cloth to get rid of the ashes on the roof of the car, his mother who had already watered the flowers on the roof earlier sprinkled some water on his head with the watering can : "Second son."

Water dripped on Lin Yao's head suddenly, he was startled, it's raining?When he looked up, his face was splashed with a lot of water, and then he saw the pot in his mother's hand, and he quickly jumped away: "What are you doing, I'm my own son, isn't it, it's a cold day Pour cold water on my head..."

"Going out so early? I haven't made you breakfast yet." Mom looked at him with a smile, probably because Lin Zong was in a good mood about getting married.

"No need, tomorrow is a holiday, the company has a lot of work today, I have to deal with it early." Lin Yao got into the car.

"Are you going to have a dinner tonight?" Mom leaned on the railing.

"If we don't get together, the boss said that he will give us one piece of money for the dinner." Lin Yao opened the car door and leaned out half of his body to look at his mother, "Don't lie on your stomach like this, the railing is so short, it makes you panic when you look at it."

"Go, go." Mom waved her hand, turned and went to the other side to water the flowers.

Guan Ze's car stopped at the intersection. Seeing Lin Yao's car approaching, he honked his horn and led him to another road. After a few minutes, he stopped on the side of a side street.

"What to eat?" Lin Yao got out of the car and ran over.

"What happened to your eyes?" Guan Ze opened the car door and touched his face, "Are you crying?"

"Hasn't the swelling gone yet?" Lin Yao leaned his face to the rearview mirror and stared at it for a while, then glanced at Guan Ze with some embarrassment, "I'm crying, my brother said he wouldn't stand by me Bian'er...wanted to find some comfort with you and you didn't answer the phone, so I had no choice but to swallow my tears with the bath water..."

Guan Ze took a look at him and was happy, and put his arms around his shoulders: "Is it delicious?"

"It's okay, it's bitter and salty, it's as delicious as the bitter gourd apple juice my mother made." Seeing that there were few people around, Lin Yao quickly leaned over Guan Ze's shoulder and rubbed it, then moved away, " You don't look very good today, didn't you sleep well after taking the medicine?"

"It's not a normal sleep after taking medicine, it will be affected a little bit," Guan Ze touched his face, he didn't know how he fell asleep yesterday, and he didn't hear Lin Yao's phone ring, when he woke up in the morning The headache is gone, but the stomach is terribly uncomfortable, "Let's go have porridge."

Guan Ze likes to watch Lin Yao eat, he is very quiet, and no matter what he eats, he eats very seriously, even when he drinks spoiled yogurt, Guan Ze feels that watching him eat can increase his appetite a lot.

"Is it delicious?" Guan Ze looked at the little beads of sweat on the tip of Lin Yao's nose.

"Well, hot ones are fine. Do you usually eat here? It's too romantic." Lin Yao looked around, it was a roadside stall, and there were four or five tables set up in the cold wind in the early morning. Eat with the wind.

"Not necessarily. I usually buy something to eat on the way to exercise early in the morning. I didn't go for a run today." Guan Ze clipped a potsticker, "Lin Yao, just tell your brother about it, don't be stupid anymore, and worry Go tell your mother."

"I know, actually, I haven't figured out how to tell my mother." Lin Yao frowned and stared at the porridge in the bowl, "I just thought, this matter can't be delayed any longer, it's time to talk, but I I really don’t know how I should deal with it after I finished speaking, I’m really afraid that my mother won’t be able to bear it..."

"Don't say it yet." Seeing Lin Yao's haggard look, Guan Ze felt distressed.

"I just feel that I'm sorry to my parents, but not to you," Lin Yao put down his chopsticks and sighed, "I'm really afraid that if I go on like this for a long time... I will lose you."

Guan Ze didn't speak, he lowered his head and ate the pot stickers. Lin Yao's words made his heart twitch suddenly, and his head ached.

"When are you going to the hospital? Tomorrow?" Lin Yao changed the subject. For him, the most important thing after coming out of the closet was Guan Ze's illness.

"Take Lu Teng out to play tomorrow, and buy something for the children in their yard." Guan Ze thought for a while, "Number two or three."

"Then I will accompany you."

"No, I've already asked my friend to arrange it. Just go directly to the inspection. I'll call you when I'm done."

"Guan Ze," Lin Yao glanced at him, "Aren't you used to people caring about you? I'm always staring at you to see a doctor, aren't you used to it?"

"No," Guan Ze smiled. He is really not used to being like this. He has always been alone and handles everything by himself. There is no one to rely on. He is also used to not relying on anyone, but Lin Yao's Caring will not make him feel uncomfortable, "Why do you think so?"

"I don't know, I think you've been a little strange these two days," Lin Yao sniffed, "Maybe I'm thinking too much."

On New Year's Day, Lin Yao's family went out for a trip, hiking in the morning and shopping in the afternoon. Lin Yao would send text messages to Guan Ze every one or two hours to report the itinerary. Guan Ze's phone was full of photos sent by him.

Occasionally, Lin Yao's family members appeared in the photos, Lin Yao's mother and Lin Zong whom he had met, and Lin Yao's father whom he had never met, everyone was smiling happily.Family affection and a warm family are what he longs for. Lin Yao has what he wants most, but he may lose it all because of him. He just heard it.

"Father," Lu Teng leaned against his legs, "Can I buy a doll for Xiaohui?"

"Xiaohui? Is that the little girl in the room next to yours?" Guan Ze squatted down, "Didn't she be picked up by the new parents?"

"Well, but I was sent back yesterday," Lu Teng bit his lip, "The new mother doesn't like her, saying that she doesn't like to talk, and she has been unhappy since she came back. How about buying a doll for her?"

"Okay, you go and pick."

Played with Lu Teng for a day, and bought a bunch of things for the children in the yard. Guan Ze was a little tired when he returned home after tossing around. He sat on the sofa and closed his eyes for a long time without moving.

With such a busy schedule, the first day of the new year has passed like this, which is also very good.He is quite willing to take Lu Teng out to play during the holidays. First, during the holidays, Lu Teng hopes that he can be accompanied by his parents like other children at any time. Second, he himself is the same, he needs something Too busy to forget that you're always alone, especially on days when everyone has family by their side.

At this time, Lin Yao was having dinner with his family, and the photos he sent showed that the food was very rich, so Lin Yao found time to go to the bathroom and give him a call.

"Send Lu Xiaoteng back?"

"Well, I'm exhausted," Guan Ze patted his leg, "Go and eat quickly."

"I'm not hungry. If I die, my mother doesn't usually exercise, but when she goes shopping, her physical fitness can surpass the three men in my family." Lin Yao laughed twice, "Are you going to have a checkup tomorrow? "

"Well, I'll fall asleep soon, a little sleepy." Guan Ze lay down on the sofa.

"Then... go to sleep, I won't call you at night and you should sleep well," Lin Yao covered the phone and kissed, "Did you hear that?"

"Understood." Guan Ze smiled and kissed the microphone, "I will call you tomorrow after I finish the inspection."

Guan Ze was sitting in Zhang Xing's office. Zhang Xing's face was serious. There were still several inspection results that were not released so soon, but based on his experience, Guan Ze felt that he was almost sure of his situation.

"I won't go around with you," Zhang Xing looked at him, "Your cervical spine is fine, and the other items are basically ruled out. You don't have any serious brain injuries in your memory, right?"

"Yeah." Guan Ze nodded.

"Then there is basically only one possibility. Something growing is oppressing the nerves." Zhang Xing pushed his glasses, "Do you have any other feelings, numbness, restricted movement, etc., for example, you suddenly don't feel like you can't hold your hands?" Live something or something?"

"No," Guan Ze frowned, "I just find it a bit unbelievable, why do you think so many things grow in your brain..."

"What's unbelievable, I can see it here every day, just like the filming scene of a dog-blood drama." Zhang Xing took off his glasses, wiped them and put them on again: "But don't have any pressure, if something grows, we will Just click it, I have a few examples of jumping around after the operation."

"Tell me about any bad consequences." Guan Ze sighed.

"If it is benign, no important nerves are damaged, there will be no recurrence after the cut, and there will be no problem if it basically recovers well."

"Let's not talk about malignant, that is to say, benign is not foolproof, right? What if it recurs? Cut it again? What about relapse?"

"There are not many people who are unlucky like that. There are relapses, but they can also recover. You can say that relapses come and go." Zhang Xing took a pen and tapped on the table twice, "Basically, people who are not dead are useless. .”

"Understood," Guan Ze nodded, "When will I get it?"

"I'll call you tomorrow to inform you of the result." Zhang Xing stood up and looked at the calendar, "You should rest well recently, don't be emotional, I'll prescribe some medicine for you to recuperate, Guan Ze, your body Well, it’s no problem to carry this.”

Guan Ze walked out of the hospital and sat in the car for a while before calling Lin Yao. Before the phone rang, Lin Yao picked it up: "It's over? How is it?"

"There is a problem with the cervical spine, just get treatment after the Chinese New Year." Guan Ze rested his arms on the car window and put his fingers against his forehead.

"Fuck, I just said there won't be any major problems." Lin Yao was so excited that his voice was a little out of tune, "How about treatment? Take medicine? Massage?"

"It's all right, let's do acupuncture and moxibustion, and combine traditional Chinese and Western medicine." Guan Ze thought for a while, but he couldn't say that the disease seemed to be gone, so he added, "If these things don't improve, I guess we still need to treat them." Get an operation to correct it."

"Well, it's okay, this is a minor operation." Lin Yao's voice trembled a little, as if he was running, "Have you come out of the hospital yet?"

"Come out, still in the car..." Guan Ze suddenly reacted, opened the door and jumped out of the car, "Where are you?"

"Daughter-in-law look back!" Lin Yao shouted.

Guan Ze heard the voice behind him and from the receiver at the same time, he turned around and saw Lin Yao coming out of the path next to the hospital and running towards him.

"Why did you come here?" Guan Ze threw the phone on the car seat, spread his arms, and one leg was slightly backwards, preparing for Lin Yao to hit him directly if he couldn't stop.

"I'm afraid my daughter-in-law is afraid." Lin Yao rushed over and hugged him, then kissed him on the neck and then patted him on the shoulder like an old friend after a long absence, "You look good, buddy Son!"

"It's okay," Guan Ze laughed, and patted Lin Yao's shoulder twice, "It's such a coincidence, long time no see."

"Let's go, get in the car." Lin Yao laughed twice, ran to the passenger side and jumped into the car, and said in a low voice, "Your husband was squatting outside the hospital all morning and almost froze to death."

"Thank you, husband." Guan Ze smiled and got into the car, turning the heater to the highest. He knew that Lin Yao would be worried, but he didn't expect that Lin Yao would run outside the hospital early in the morning to watch over him. Seeing Lin Yao's blushing face, he couldn't tell. What does it feel like, "Did you not drive, why didn't you wait in the car?"

"You think highly of my little Xiali, the heating is not as hot as farts." Lin Yao looked around, but there was no one at the moment, so he hurriedly leaned towards Guan Ze, hugging Guan Ze, " Besides, I have to squat by the gate, otherwise I won’t be able to see you when you come out.”

Guan Ze didn't speak, he stretched his arms around Lin Yao's waist and hugged him towards him, then turned his head and kissed him.

After a few minutes, Lin Yao breathed heavily and reluctantly let go of Guan Ze. This was the first time he let go of his mouth when he slapped. He gritted his teeth and said, "The handbrake killed me."

Guan Ze suppressed a smile and pushed him back to the passenger driver, and then reached over and kissed him twice: "I knew I should go to the back seat."

"Have a rest, are you playing car vibrations in broad daylight?" Lin Yao smiled so that his eyes narrowed, "You are too shameless."

"Let's eat..." Guan Ze was about to sit back on his seat after finishing speaking, when his eyes suddenly went dark without warning, his heart sank, he quickly lowered his head and kissed Lin Yao's lips, closed his eyes, and waited for this After the blackness passed, he slowly raised his head and sat back in the driver's seat.

In the past, when his eyes were dark, he would feel that his vision would be blurred for a short time, and then he would lose sight of everything, but this time it went straight to black.

"You really took the initiative today." Lin Yao wiped his mouth, pulled the sense of security over and buttoned it up with a satisfied face, "It's so worrying."

Guan Ze smiled and didn't speak, he took the car and drove slowly along the road to the street.

"Daughter-in-law, did I tell you?" Lin Yao was in a good mood, Guan Ze's illness was fine, the stone that had been stuck in his heart had been picked out, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"what?"

"I love you."