There is a kind of you to hit again

After going out with Lin Zong to buy cigarettes and coming back, Lin Yao was always in a good mood. He learned a fan dance with his grandma, and the grandma told him very seriously: "This dance is very good. Didn't you say that you had activities in the company at noon last time?" Is it time to do exercises and Tai Chi? You can change to this dance, but your dancing is a bit too ugly..."

"Grandma, please spare their colleagues in the company." Lin Zong was sitting on the side, holding a cigarette and preparing to light it. "Does he still have to use a fan..."

"Don't smoke in my room!" Grandma pointed at Lin Zong and shouted before Lin Zong finished speaking, "Go out and smoke! Or go to the kitchen to smoke!"

"I know, I know..." Lin Zong jumped up and ran into the kitchen.

"Your brother is so annoying, just like your father!" Grandma kept staring at Lin Zong and entered the kitchen before turning her head and patting Lin Yao, "Come on, let's continue."

"Yeah." Lin Yao held up his fan and followed his grandma to turn his legs to pose. He wanted Guan Ze to see what he might be like, but it was better than Guan Ze's Tiemei appearance.

Thinking of this, the corners of Lin Yao's mouth couldn't help but curl into a smile. Grandma felt that he was enjoying it, so she continued to point out with great vigor.

After dinner at grandma's house and chatting with her until after ten o'clock, Lin Yao returned home.

As soon as I got home, my mother ran upstairs with a set of elegant Tai Chi suits she snatched from grandma, saying that she would try to see if she could use them as pajamas.Lin Yao stayed in the living room for a while, and after his father started discussing business matters with Lin Zong, he took his mobile phone and went back to his room.

When he dialed Guan Ze's number, his heart kept beating very hard. When he heard Guan Ze's voice coming from the receiver, he almost blurted out and yelled at the phone—great news!New and old customers passing by don't miss it!All two dollars!All two yuan!

"Going home?" Guan Ze's voice was a little confused, low and lazy, and the background voice over there was TV news.

"Well, learning fan dance with my grandma all afternoon, I'm exhausted." Lin Yao stood by the window, and laughed foolishly at the window for a while.

"Show me the jump." Guan Ze said suddenly.

"Ah?" Lin Yao was stunned, "What do you think, let's go to the company to dance for you tomorrow, and I will risk this handsome face for you and me."

"Video," Guan Ze said without thinking, "We haven't made a video yet."

"Okay," Lin Yao stretched out his foot and kicked the computer case to turn it on. It is true that he has never had a video with Guan Ze, mainly because he meets every day, and he has never thought about the video. "Don't laugh at me when you watch it."

"Aren't you used to being laughed at?" Guan Ze laughed.

"Aren't you tired of laughing at me yet?" Lin Yao was helpless.

"Nope."

When the video popped up, Lin Yao saw Guan Ze half leaning in the chair with his upper body naked.

"Stand up and let me have a look." Lin Yao regained his energy immediately, threw himself in front of the screen and poked Guan Ze with his hand, "Are you wearing nothing?"

"It's on." Guan Ze smiled and didn't move.

"Impossible, you don't have the habit of wearing clothes when you are alone at home," Lin Yao tapped the screen, "Quickly stand up and let my husband see."

Guan Ze stood up slowly, Lin Yao saw the sweatpants, and shouted in disappointment: "Why are you really wearing pants?"

"Yo," Guan Ze sat back in the chair and leaned back, "What are you thinking about?"

"It's nothing." Lin Yao scratched his hair, took two steps back, and ran to the door to listen. Dad and Lin Zong were still talking lively in the living room downstairs. He ran back to the computer, "There is no music Ha, let me give you a twist."

"Yeah." Guan Ze nodded, resting his fingers on his forehead, his eyes were full of smiles.

"If you want to laugh, just laugh, don't hold back, don't give me face." Lin Yao grabbed a magazine from the table as a fan, fanned it twice, and began to twist according to the steps taught by his grandmother.

"Ouch." Guan Ze couldn't hold back his joy, and reached out his hand to start the video recording that had been set up.

Lin Yao's singing is top-notch, but his dancing is almost unwatchable, especially the old lady's favorite dance. He dances like a disc is stuck, there is no connection between one movement and one movement, and it is broken down by water. Seeing the dancing steps, Guan Ze couldn't help laughing no matter what.

"Wait, I'll think about the next move..." Lin Yao held up the magazine to freeze in the picture, thinking about the next move.

"Don't rush and dance slowly, it's really good." Guan Ze said with the corner of his mouth curled up.

He didn't care what kind of Lin Yao jumped, it didn't matter if he jumped well or stupidly, he just wanted to see this person, to see this person smiling, talking, and walking around in front of him.

It doesn't matter what he laughs, walks around and does, he just needs to feel the existence of this person.

Lin Yao stumbled and danced for 10 minutes before he was done. When he sat back in front of the computer, his forehead was glistening with sweat: "Hey, don't tell me, why don't you say that my grandma is in good health, just this thing Son, dancing for two hours every morning is much more tiring than doing morning exercises."

"You should also exercise early in the future." Guan Ze leaned back in the chair and watched Lin Yao straighten his hair in front of the video. "Going for a run in the morning is much more effective than going to the gym three times in a month."

"How about that," Lin Yao suddenly smiled at the screen, "Don't walk around downstairs when you exercise early, you drive over to my house, and then we two go out for a run together, I can persist if you stay with me. No, I'm definitely too lazy to move."

"Let's take a while." Lin Zong said something ambiguous, and what Lin Yao said made him feel sore.

"Well, when your cervical spine recovers, it's too cold for me to bear."

Lin Yao lay in front of the computer and chatted with Guan Ze for more than half an hour. He only told Guan Ze to turn off the video when he heard the characteristic footsteps of Lin Zongjian wearing slippers in the corridor on the second floor. Help him, he is also reluctant to let Lin Zong see him videoing with Guan Ze when he suddenly pushes the door in.

But Lin Zong was unprecedented today, for the first time since he had his own private room, he stood outside his door and knocked on the door.

"You knocked?" Lin Yao was quite surprised when he opened the door.

"Well, who knows what you're doing." Lin Zong didn't enter the house, but leaned against the door frame and lowered his voice, "You should calm down for a while, don't impulsively go to mom and say before the New Year, after the New Year I will I will find time to talk to her, but if it doesn’t make sense, I can only maintain my original attitude.”

"En!" Lin Yao nodded, as long as Lin Zong is willing to help him, there is hope.

"Go to sleep." Lin Zong pointed to his eyes, turned and walked to his room, "You have suffered from dark circles these days."

"Brother," Lin Yao called out to him softly, "You really do love me."

"Nonsense, I'm the only younger brother." Lin Zong entered the room without looking back.

Although it is still more than two months before the Chinese New Year, the street has already begun to have a bit of a New Year's atmosphere. It was from this moment that Lin Yao started to imagine all kinds of extreme excitement about the Chinese New Year when he was a child.

He went out early today, driving the car on the road and kept looking around, trying to find out if there were any more romantic testimonial gifts than steamed stuffed buns, but at this time, apart from the early shops, there were basically no other shops open.

Youtiao Youtiao, Soymilk, Flower Roll, Cake, Bread, Xiaolongbao...

Lin Yao finally chose steamed dumplings, and after a long time with the boss, he finally bought the dumplings and the cage together, put them in a bag and put them in the car, and drove to the company contentedly. What excuse did he bring a cage to the marketing department to find Guan Ze.

Today, I didn't meet Guan Ze on the way to work, and I didn't see Guan Ze's car in the parking lot. Lin Yao felt a little strange, Guan Ze, a workaholic, was late?

As soon as he got out of the elevator, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Guan Ze's number. To his surprise, Guan Ze's mobile phone was turned off.

He glanced at the marketing department, entered the design department, sat down on his seat, and put the steamed dumplings under the table.It has to be hidden well, or else the gang of refugees in the office who have been starving for ten days and a half months will see it and snatch the cage and eat it.

After hesitating for a while, Lin Yao took out his mobile phone and dialed Hengdao's number.

Shut down.

Lin Yao began to feel a little uneasy, Guan Ze's phone would never be turned off, even if his private number was turned off, his work phone was always on.

Went to the hospital?Can't turn on the phone during the inspection?

Lin Yao was sitting on the seat staring at the computer in a daze. Even if he wanted to check, Guan Ze couldn't have told him, but now let alone the phone, he didn't even receive a text message. Besides, we talked for so long last night. Ze never mentioned that he had other arrangements for today.

What happened?

After 10 minutes in a daze in his seat, Lin Yao couldn't sit still anymore, he stood up and went directly to the marketing department.

Guan Ze's office can be seen directly from the entrance of the market gate. The shutters are drawn, no lights are turned on inside, and no one is there.

"Lin Yao, what's the matter?" Fat Yan'er came from behind him with a glass of water, "Who are you looking for?"

"Where's Director Guan? Are you not here?" Lin Yao turned around and asked anxiously.

"I don't know, usually this meeting must have already arrived," Fat Yan'er walked in and asked the secretary of the marketing department, "Why didn't Mr. Guan come today?"

"I'm on leave." The secretary replied.

"Ask for leave?" Lin Yao was stunned, did Guan Ze ask for leave?Guan Ze didn't tell him when he asked for leave. He looked at the secretary in disbelief, "Are you asking for sick leave?"

"Personal leave," the secretary smiled, "Is there anything you need to find him? Do you want to contact a client?"

"No, it's not, it's something else." Lin Yao felt that he couldn't make up his mind, "How long have you been here?"

"I'm not sure about this. It's up to Mr. Qiu to find out. She notified me. Anyway, it's about when Mr. Guan will finish his work and come back..."

Lin Yao didn't listen to what she said after that, he was in a mess, he didn't know what happened, all he knew was that Guan Ze had invited someone without any warning, only the beginning and no end On personal leave, all mobile phones were turned off and no one was there.

Lin Yao knew that it would be strange to run into Mr. Qiu's office with such a reason, but he didn't care about that much anymore. His hands and feet were cold now, and as long as he stopped still, he could feel his hands shaking desperately. Jin Sen didn't shake so happily like him.

Fortunately, he can still speak normally.

"President Qiu, I want to ask," Lin Yao stood in front of President Qiu's desk, "Do you know how long Director Guan has been on leave?"

Mr. Qiu was eating breakfast, looked up at him, and said with a smile: "He didn't tell me, but he will come back after finishing the work. You can just ask your colleagues in the marketing department for work matters."

"It's not about work...I'm sorry Mr. Qiu for disturbing you," Lin Yao heard a lot of messy voices, like tinnitus, he pressed his ears, "Mr. Qiu, can I ask for two hours off?"

"Ask for leave?" Mr. Qiu smiled, "You can just ask Mr. Li."

"Oh, yes." Lin Yao also smiled, turned and left Mr. Qiu's office.

When he returned to the design department, he went straight into Mr. Li's office. He probably looked a bit unhappy. When Mr. Li saw him, he asked, "Are you sick?"

"Ah," Lin Yao touched his face, he looked sick, "I feel a little uncomfortable, Mr. Li, I want to take two hours off."

"Go ahead, if it doesn't work, ask the doctor to write a note to rest in the afternoon." Mr. Li waved his hand.

"Thank you, Mr. Li."

When Lin Yao was walking towards the elevator, he took out his mobile phone and dialed two calls to Guan Ze, but the phone was still turned off. The anxiety in his heart continued to spread, even though he tried his best to tell himself that Guan Ze must have something urgent to inform him. himself, but the fact is that he cannot avoid it. Guan Ze has time to arrange work and ask for leave from the company, but he has no time to tell him.

Guan Ze did it on purpose.

Lin Yao was leaning in the elevator, his head was swollen, and the chill that came out of his heart made his fingers start to numb.

The seat next to Xiao Xiali in the parking lot was vacant, Lin Yao shook his hand, opened the door and got in the car, and drove out quickly.

The security guard downstairs at Guan Ze's house could already recognize him, and when he saw him press the elevator switch, he said, "Come to see Mr. Guan?"

"Well," Lin Yao turned his head, suppressing the uneasiness in his heart, "Is he at home?"

"I don't know. I had something to do and walked away this morning. I didn't see him going out, but he didn't seem to go for a run." The security guard smiled, "Maybe he overslept?"

"Maybe." Lin Yao also smiled.

What the security guard said left him with the last sliver of luck, Guan Ze hadn't gone out yet, maybe he was at home.

Must be at home!

Must have at home!

When Lin Yao rushed to the door of Guan Ze's house, he stopped and hesitated.

He has the key. When Guan Ze gave him the key, he was still tsk, what am I doing here when you are not at home?

He touched the key that had been chained with his key all along, raised his hand and rang the doorbell.

Hearing the doorbell ringing in the room, Lin Yao leaned against the door, feeling that he could not stand still.

The room was very quiet, except for the doorbell, there was no other movement.

He leaned against the door for a long time before he took out the key and slowly turned the lock.

The curtains in the room were all drawn, and it looked very dim without lights.Lin Yao turned on the light in the living room, and the warm yellow light filled the room. What he likes most is the warm yellow light in Guan Ze's living room, which makes people feel at ease.

But today, he didn't have this feeling, the light made him feel lonely.

The room was very clean, no different from when he came here before, Lin Yao put on the pair of panda slippers, walked to the middle of the living room, and called out with a trembling voice: "Guan Ze!"

No one answered him.

"Guan Ze!" He walked slowly towards the bedroom and continued to call, "Guan Ze!"

There was no one in the bedroom, and the quilt was still spread on the bed as usual. Lin Yao stood outside the bedroom door for a while, then walked in and lifted the quilt: "Guan Ze!"

Lin Yao looked at the flat sheet under the quilt, slowly spread the quilt, then turned around and opened the closet suddenly: "Guan Ze!"

Guan Ze's clothes were neatly arranged in the closet, shirt, trousers, coat, Lin Yao's hands touched the clothes one by one, the gray shirt was not there, nor was Guan Ze's favorite casual jacket.

Lin Yao closed the cabinet door and ran into the bathroom again: "Guan Ze!"

His used toothbrush and towel were placed in the cup next to Guan Ze's toothbrush and Guan Ze's toothbrush, and the towel he used next to him was also hung on the edge of Guan Ze's as usual.

He picked up Guan Ze's toothbrush and touched it, it was still wet, and his heart was twitched, Guan Ze left the door in the morning.

When Lin Yao walked into the study room, he felt that he had no energy left. He sat on the chair in front of the computer desk, and his voice began to tremble uncontrollably: "Guan Ze..."

Just last night, Guan Ze was still sitting here, chatting with him with a smile on his face, when he said to turn off the video, Guan Ze said: "Good night."

good night.

Lin Yao closed his eyes, his neck no longer had the strength to support his confused head, he leaned against the back of the chair.

Although he didn't dare to think about it, he just hoped that this was a joke that Guan Ze was playing with him, or that Guan Ze was delayed by something, but now he had to face the reality, the reality he was least willing to face.

Guan Ze is gone.

Guan Ze disappeared without saying a word to him.

He had been lied to, and Guan Ze had not told him the truth about his illness.

Lin Yao opened his eyes, stood up, took a breath, and began to search in the room.

All the cabinets and drawers in Guan Ze's house were not locked. Lin Yao started from the living room and even the cupboards in the kitchen. He opened every drawer and every cabinet to search.

He wanted to find medicine, medical records, or something else related to Guan Ze's disease.

Half an hour later, Lin Yao sat down on the floor in disappointment. There was nothing there. He wondered if Guan Ze had tidied it up. He didn't find anything that could give him a hint. Guan Ze's cabinets and drawers were much cleaner than his room Concise, many of them are empty, just like him.

Only then did Lin Yao realize how easy it would be for Guan Ze to disappear from his life.

Guan Ze has a complicated past that he can't imagine, but he also has an extremely simple life. As long as people leave, everything will be disconnected.

Lin Yao didn't know what mood he was in now, he just sat on the ground with staring eyes, looking at everything in the room that lost its color because of the absence of Guan Ze.

Finally, his eyes fell on the shoe cabinet at the door. He didn't pay attention when he entered the door, but now he suddenly found that Guan Ze's car keys were quietly placed on it.

He jumped up and rushed to get the key and ran out the door.

Guan Ze's car is usually parked in the parking space behind the building, Lin Yao just turned around along the path next to the building, and saw Da Qie parked in the old spot.

Lin Yao opened the car door, and the familiar smell in the car came over his face. This is the perfume seat that Lin Yao picked out. There is one for each of them in the car. Guan Ze has never been used to the smell in the car, but the smell that Lin Yao picked is very pleasant. Faint, barely smellable, so he keeps using it.

Lin Yao jumped into the car and searched the car carefully again, but he didn't even find a piece of useful paper. He lay on the back seat, his eyes staring at nowhere.

He no longer had the panic and shock he had before, and what filled his body now was only despair.

It was very cold, Lin Yao felt that his whole body was aching from the cold.

He closed the car door, turned on the heater, and curled up in the seat.

Guan Ze didn't drive out, there are two possibilities, either he is very nearby, or...he is no longer in this city.

If Guan Ze really didn't want to let him know because of some serious illness, he thought he could understand it, but what scares him now is that Guan Ze went out as usual, without even bringing a change of clothes, not even a toothbrush and towel. Did not bring.

"You're really ruthless." Lin Yao closed his eyes, clasped his hands tightly, and trembled uncontrollably all over his body.

He didn't want to guess like this, but he couldn't stop thinking about it.

Guan Ze seemed to have no intention of coming back.