There is a kind of you to hit again

When Lin Yao came home with a cage, only Lin Zong was sitting in the living room playing with his mobile phone, and his father was also at home, tossing dinner with his mother in the kitchen.

"I'm back." Lin Zong looked up at him, "Come and help me close this."

"Live by yourself." Lin Yao said in a muffled voice and walked upstairs, he didn't even want to say anything now.

Just as he opened the door and walked into his own room, before he could put down the cage in his hand, Lin Zong had already followed in, closed the door back and grabbed his arm: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Lin Yao withdrew his arm from Lin Zong's hand, put the cage on the table, fell on the bed, closed his eyes and didn't talk, and didn't want to move, just wanted to fall asleep without waking up I'm so tired.

"You don't want people to know that you pretended to be invisible when you came back," Lin Zong stood beside his bed and folded his arms, "It's already seen that you still stand up and don't say it's hypocritical understand .”

Lin Yao opened his eyes and glanced at Lin Zong. He is not hypocritical. He really couldn't talk to Lin Zong about this matter. Lin Zong finally agreed to help him negotiate with his mother. It has not been a day yet. Just say that Guan Ze can't find anyone.

If Lin Zong knew about this situation, he would have to beat him immediately.

"Don't ask brother," Lin Yao turned over and lay on his stomach, "I can't tell."

"Break up?" Lin Zong's voice was cold, "If you don't tell me, I'll go find him."

Lin Yao was startled when he heard the sound of him turning around and walking towards the door, he quickly jumped out of bed and rushed over to hold Lin Zong, Lin Zong was so anxious that he could really kill him.

"Don't, don't... Brother, please, let me take it easy."

"Then take it easy," Lin Zong looked at him, "you still have half an hour to eat, I'll give you 20 minutes to relax, 5 minutes to tell me what's going on, and then 5 minutes to pack up and go downstairs to eat."

Lin Yao sat on the bed, staring at the cage on the table, his ears were buzzing all the time, making people feel dizzy.

"Steamed dumplings?" Lin Zong was bored waiting on the side, went to open the bag, and reached for one, "Why even the cage..."

"Don't eat it!" Lin Yao rushed over and grabbed Lin Zong's hand, "Don't eat this, if you want to eat it, I'll buy it for you tomorrow."

"It's poisoned." Lin Zong withdrew his hand, put it in his trouser pocket, and continued to stand aside and wait silently.

Lin Yao didn't pay attention to the time, anyway, it took a long time before he looked up at Lin Zong and sighed: "Brother, I can't find Guan Ze."

"Who is Guan Ze?" Lin Zong frowned and leaned back against the wall.

"Guan Ze is...the one I said I like." Lin Yao lowered his head and squeezed his fingers fiercely.

"He definitely didn't tell me the truth," Lin Yao said about Guan Ze's illness, "it must not be a problem with the cervical spine, or he couldn't have just left without telling me, and... there must be something else. s reason."

"Any other reason?" Lin Zong walked up to him and bent down to look at him, "What reason?"

"I can't tell. He didn't bring anything with him. He asked the company for leave and didn't tell the time. He just said he asked for leave and didn't say when he would come back." Lin Yao bit his lip, "I don't think he plans to come back at all...Brother , You have experience, do you think he left because he was afraid that I would not be able to explain to my family?"

"I do not know."

"Break up in disguise, do you mean that?" Lin Yao's face was a little pale, and his eyes made people feel pain inexplicably.

"I don't know, I haven't been broken up by anyone in disguise, and I haven't broken up with anyone in disguise." Lin Zong's face was not very good-looking, "What are your plans? You haven't cried yet, are you going to cry?"

"Cry fart," Lin Yao gritted his teeth, his expression changed after saying these two words, "I'm going to drag him out!"

"How?" Lin Zong asked.

"It's not so easy to just run away," Lin Yao grabbed Lin Zong's collar, "I can go to the hospital to ask the doctor, I can go to the orphanage to find Lu Teng, and I can also go to Ning Juan, but I don't have her phone number. I don’t know where she lives but I can ask Qi Jian, I don’t believe I can’t find him, if it doesn’t work I will report that he stole 20 from me! Even if I report a false report and get caught, I still have to ask!”

Lin Yao was a little excited, grabbed Lin Zong's collar and stood up, his voice trembling higher and higher: "I want to ask him why he does this! Why does he make such a decision alone! Why does he think that I am So unreliable! Why did he just hide like this? He hasn't told me that he loves me yet. How can he run away without farting! He..."

Lin Yao couldn't continue speaking, his hands were shaking violently.

"Stop talking," Lin Zong hugged him and patted him on the back lightly, "Stop talking, it's time to cry again."

"I'm already crying..." Lin Yao leaned against Lin Zong, his voice began to choke, "Why are you crying again, I..."

"Cry, you have been crying for more than [-] years, how can you say that you will not cry if you don't cry, it's unreasonable," Lin Zong sighed, after thinking about it, he pushed Lin Yao away and wiped his face randomly twice, " Wait, you better stop crying, Mom will ask when she sees it."

"Just say I won't let you eat steamed dumplings and you beat me up." Lin Yao turned and went into the bathroom to wash his face.

"I'll beat you for a basket of steamed dumplings, or you can't think well..." Lin Zong said, took a cigarette and walked to the window to light it, looking out of the window in a daze.

Lin Yao buried his face in the hot water, and the tears were quickly forced back. He wiped his face and faced the mirror. In the mirror, he looked a bit miserable, with red eyes, and a pale yellowish-green complexion. It's not green, and the hair is a bit messy.

He scratched his hair, pushed back the curled up strands, took a few deep breaths, and posed like Bruce Lee with his fists clenched, admiring him for a long time.

Guan Ze, I won't cry anymore, and I won't be the kid you imagined anymore.

Take a step back and say, what a serious disease that can kill people, even if you die from the disease, you will die in front of me, let alone any other reason.

"You wait for me to turn you out," Lin Yao retracted his posture, sniffing, "You wait!"

Lin Yao didn't sleep in his own room at night, this was the first time he had been in junior high school, he squeezed into Lin Zong's bed, he couldn't sleep, someone had to listen to him.

"You're so annoying." Lin Zong was thinking about calling Ye Xiaoling to make an appointment or something. Lin Yao stepped on his quilt and jumped onto the bed, burrowed into the quilt and stopped moving, "I want to call you for a while Shall we come in again?"

"No, call again tomorrow, you haven't called anyone for several years, except for group text messages during Chinese New Year holidays." Lin Yao buried his head in the quilt, "It's not bad for you to make a sudden call. "

"I farted." Lin Zong threw the phone aside.

"Let it go, it's not like I haven't been bumped by you." Lin Yao didn't move.

Lin Zong turned over and covered Lin Yao under the quilt, and then started to get lucky. After a long time of luck, there was no movement, and finally lifted the quilt: "Forget it, let me let you go, I've been tossed by you so that I have no emotions today, fart I don't even want to let it go."

"I've made up my mind to find him. I'm very ambitious," Lin Yao lay on the bed with no expression on his face, "But I'm still feeling bad, brother, please interrupt me, or I'll always be thinking about him I really can't bear it."

Lin Zong pulled up the quilt, turned off the light, thought for a while, and started chatting with Lin Yao about random things from his childhood.

Lin Yao's tone was always calm, with neither cadence nor emotion. After talking for a long time, Lin Zong couldn't find a topic. He was a little depressed by Lin Yao's state.

"Brother, how long is the shelf life of steamed dumplings?" Lin Yao suddenly asked after being silent for a while.

"It can be stored in the refrigerator for a few months," Lin Zong leaned on his arm, "freeze it."

"I'll freeze it tomorrow, I just put it on the patio."

"Ah."

Lin Yao didn't speak anymore, and there was no sound for a long time, only his unsteady breathing was heard.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Zong turned over and faced him.

"Guan Ze is really a good person. He suffered a lot when he was a child. His father died, and his mother didn't want to see him, and the whole family didn't want to see him." Lin Yao closed his eyes and began to say, his voice was still very calm, "He has been alone since he was a child. Well, I really admire him for being able to live until now and become a director, so he is used to taking care of everything by himself. I think he is not used to being treated well by others, nor is he used to doing anything. Share it with others, he takes care of good and bad things by himself, anyway, when he needs someone to help him most, few people help him..."

"In his eyes, I am just like his son. His son is not his own son, but a child he sponsored in the orphanage. He is a little cripple but has a very good personality. The child calls me brother and he calls him father. Brother, you say I should have reversed this address from the beginning, right, letting him call it like this always gives Guan Ze a psychological hint that I am from his son's generation, and his son is only in the second grade of elementary school."

Lin Zong didn't make a sound, he was very familiar with Lin Yao's state, he was like this when Lin Yao was in a bad mood, he kept talking, he didn't need others to talk to him, he didn't even need um, he just put a doll beside him Can talk to the doll for an hour without stopping.

But it was just like this, he knew very well that Lin Yao was not suffering from the limit, usually he would not be like this.

"Brother, do I look particularly unreliable, the kind of person you dare not let me take care of, I think I am very willing to take care of something for the person I like, I don't want to always be pretended Wrapped it in a small box but he just doesn’t seem to trust me,” Lin Yao said calmly, but his voice was nasal, “Is it because I cry all the time? In fact, I haven’t cried a few times in front of him. Why can’t men Crying, crying means that this person can't take care of things? Why don't you believe me if I can carry it while crying..."

Lin Zong reached out and touched his face, feeling the warm tears.

"I just said I would never cry again, but I still cried," Lin Yao buried his face in the pillow and rubbed it, "You said that I have been talking for so long and no one has said anything, and I dare not say much. If you hold me back, I won’t even be able to cry, I won’t be able to suffocate to death, it’s not easy for me at all, I…”

"Yaoyao," Lin Zong put his arms around his shoulders, thought for a long time but didn't know what to say, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?" Lin Yao turned his face sideways and wiped tears on Lin Zong's pajamas, "I was raised by love since I was a child. If I want to say sorry to anyone, it must be me who is sorry to our family. If I can choose Where is such a shit about a girl, it’s not that I haven’t thought about finding a girl anyway, I don’t hate girls, I just don’t like them for that, but when I think about it, I feel very sorry for her and in case I really can’t get hard If you can’t be a human being, it’s better to buy an electric wand…”

Hearing this sentence, Lin Zong felt uncomfortable and wanted to laugh at the same time, so he hugged Lin Yao and remained silent.

Lin Yao kept on talking about it for a long time afterwards, he kept talking about his and Guan Ze's affairs, big and small, his voice became lower and lower, and finally he stopped talking.

Lin Zong looked at the moonlight, Lin Yao had already fallen asleep with his brows furrowed, he stretched out his hand and pressed on the center of Lin Yao's brows, but failed to smooth his brows.

"Hey..." Lin Zong sighed and closed his eyes.

Lin Yao still woke up regularly in the morning, while Lin Zong was still asleep.

He lay on the bed in a daze for a while, then sat up slowly after he regained consciousness, his head was a little heavy, his eyes were blurry, and there were double shadows, maybe he didn't sleep well.

After waking up, what happened yesterday was once again stuck in his chest. When he thought that Guan Ze didn't know where he was, and he didn't know what happened, he immediately felt cold all over his body, and his hands and feet started to go numb again.

But after sitting for a few minutes, he still forced himself to suppress the discomfort. He could no longer let Guan Ze underestimate him. He would go to work as usual, do what he should, and then dig the ground in the shortest possible time. Bachi pulled this man out!

Lin Yao, show off your aura, you must find your wife back!

He climbed up and carefully raised his leg to step over Lin Zong, but the moment he raised his leg, he became very dizzy. Even though he had gritted his teeth, he couldn't control the landing point, and stepped on Lin Zong. on the stomach.

"I fuck my belly..." Lin Zong woke up from his sleep, arched his body reflexively, before finishing his sentence, Lin Yao fell down on the bed unsteadily, and sat on his knee , he yelled again, "Legs!"

"I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't do it on purpose," Lin Yao hurriedly tried to get up. Although he wasn't fat, these two strokes would have allowed Lin Zong to throw his arms directly onto the ground when he was a child, "I didn't stand firmly."

"Come here," Lin Zong pressed his belly and stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly grabbed his arm and pulled him to his side, then pressed his hand on his forehead, "Are you having a fever?"

"Isn't it?" Lin Yao shook his head, "I'm a little dizzy, I always feel like this when I wake up in the morning."

"You have a fever, idiot." Lin Zong lifted the quilt and jumped out of bed, took a thermometer from the drawer and handed it to him, "Clamp it, if you have a fever, don't go out today."

"No way, I'm in such good health." Lin Yao took the thermometer and clamped it, then touched his forehead, but couldn't figure out why.

Have a fever?

After washing his face and brushing his teeth with the thermometer in his hands, Lin Yao took out the thermometer and took a look, it was 37 degrees 8.

"Damn." He cursed in a low voice, Lin Zong will definitely not let him go out if he has a fever, he still has a lot of things to do, he plans to go to work first today, and will go to several hospitals in the city at noon Can you find out what it is.

"How many degrees?" Lin Zong walked into his room and asked.

Lin Yao shook the thermometer backwards violently, walked out of the bathroom and handed it to Lin Zong: "I don't know, I didn't read it."

Lin Zong couldn't see clearly with the thermometer, walked to the window and took a look, then turned and pointed at Lin Yao who was walking out with his coat: "You stand there for me!"

"It's not burning, I'm going to work." Lin Yao hurried out.

"Go to hell, you didn't have a fever," Lin Zong threw the thermometer and chased after it, "If you think I'm an idiot at 32 degrees, you should throw it the other way around!"

"I have to go out today." Lin Yao turned around and looked at him, "I have to. If you don't let me go out, I'll jump out of the window. If you want to tie me up, I'll bite my tongue. You figure it out."

"...Get out." Lin Zong stared at him for a long time, and finally waved his hand.

Lin Yao turned around and ran downstairs, then yelled into the kitchen: "Mom, I'm in a hurry for work, so I don't want to eat."

Hearing the sound of Xiao Xiali driving out of the garage and out of the yard, Lin Zong sighed, took out his mobile phone and dialed a number: "Da Biao, check the phone bill for me, the person you checked for me last time ...Check both phone numbers, how many months can you find out...um..."

Mom was still busy making breakfast in the kitchen, Lin Zong stood on the stairs thinking for a long time, and finally went downstairs into the kitchen.

"Mom, are you free?" He opened the refrigerator door and took out a bottle of milk.

My mother was cutting bread slices. After hearing his words, she paused for a moment, then turned her head and looked at him with a smile: "No time."

"I..." Lin Zong walked to her side.

"Is your date with Ye Xiaoling decided?" Mom suddenly said, "I'm going out today to ask that old lady to help me figure it out..."

"mom."

"Ah, why don't you bring her home first, I haven't had a good chat with her yet..."

"mom."

"Bring me that plate." My mother kept turning around in the kitchen.

"Jiang Huizhen!" Lin Zong held back his mother helplessly, and took off the bread she had been holding that had no place to put it, and put it aside.

"Oh, don't call me that," my mother still smiled, "I'll be shy if you call me that."

"let's talk."

My mother didn't speak or move anymore, she just stared at him. After a while, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and she said in a trembling voice, "Don't talk about it, I've lost my memory, you can't treat a patient like this."

"Then after I've finished talking, can you lose your memory again?" Lin Zong hugged her, "This matter cannot be avoided."

"I saw it yesterday. When your brother was eating, he picked up a dozen chopsticks in one dish and didn't change it. He hates eating celery so much. I knew something was wrong when I kept eating it," my mother cried. Voice, "I'm starting to lose my memory."

"Listen to me, Lin Yao has a fever." Lin Zong patted his mother, "That man suddenly left yesterday without saying hello. Lin Yao couldn't find him, so he kept talking to me all night..."

"Why did he leave?" Mom pushed him away, wiping away tears.

"It seems to be sick, it's serious and I don't want Lin Yao to know," Lin Zong hesitated, "And I... went to him before."

"Didn't I say I won't let you find it!" My mother yelled, took the bread on the chopping board and smashed it over, grabbed another plate and hit Lin Zong fiercely, "I said I won't let you find it!" You go to him! You go! I knew you had to go! Come on now! Come on now!"

"I just want to go and have a look," Lin Zong kept retreating while protecting his head, and his mother kept chasing and beating him when he retreated to the corner, so he had to squat down, "No matter what, I have to see what kind of person he is, Lin Zong Yao has never been in a relationship, what if that person is not a good bird and something else happens to him! Why don't I tell you, Lin Yao will make it clear to you when he comes back, don't you have no way out? !"

"It's gone now! So what do we do now! Is it a good bird? He let you shoot it with such a shotgun and sent it flying. What about my son!" The mother threw the plate in front of Lin Zong.

"Mom," Lin Zong stood up, "It's up to you. If you can bear it, I'll go find it."

"Is there no other way?" My mother's tears slid down again, and she couldn't control it.

"It's really gone," Lin Zong took out a tissue and pressed it lightly on her face, "If he could find a girl, he would have found it long ago. You have seen it for so many years. It's useless. Now he's stuck in it, and he can't go back. If we don't retreat, Lin Yao will be in pain for the rest of his life."