There is a kind of you to hit again

Lin Yao gritted his teeth and worked hard all morning. Although he felt very sad, he didn't want to mess up his life because of this matter. It was nothing he could do to prove to Guan Ze that he was capable of taking care of things.

At noon, he didn't follow the big team to the restaurant. Anyone could tell that his face was not good. Mr. Li took the initiative to give him half a day off to go to the hospital: "I was sick yesterday, today you should take a day off and rest for a day. Come on, life is not too much."

"I didn't think I could have a fever yesterday," Lin Yao grinned, "Then I'll ask for leave this afternoon."

"Stop drinking milk tea," Jiang Yifei added, "That thing gets angry."

"Ah."

Everyone in the company is very calm, nothing has changed because of Guan Ze's leave. It is not a big deal for the director to ask for personal leave. Only Lin Yao, without Guan Ze in the company, he suddenly felt a lot more empty.

Holding the mobile phone, he didn't know who to send the text messages to. He didn't go to the tea room today. It was the place where Guan Ze met every day. There were too many places where he would have countless memories when he saw it. If he couldn't hold back He didn't even want to go to the toilet, although he and Guan Ze didn't meet in the toilet many times, but he still remembered...

He left the company and didn't go home, so he drove directly to the orphanage.

He wanted to meet Lu Teng and see if there was any news about Guan Ze.

Lu Teng's school is very close to the orphanage, and he goes back to the orphanage for lunch every day at noon.

When Lin Yao saw Lu Teng, Lu Teng had just finished eating and was playing with a few children in the yard. As soon as he saw him, he jumped up and said, "Brother!"

"Good boy," Lin Yao knelt down and hugged him, "I haven't slept yet."

"Sleep later, Auntie said sleeping right after eating is not good for your health." Lu Teng wriggled happily in his arms, "Brother, why are you here?"

"I stopped by to see you," Lin Yao looked at Lu Teng, who didn't seem like Guan Ze had said anything to him, "Has your father been here these two days?"

"No, Aunt Lu said that Dad is going on a business trip for a while and can't come to see me." Lu Teng put his arms around his neck with a smile, "Brother, take me to play on weekends."

"Okay, I'll go talk to Aunt Lu." Lin Yao took out a pack of chocolates that he bought for Lu Teng on the way and gave him.

Lin Yao only met Aunt Lu once, when he entered the office of the orphanage, he almost didn't recognize some aunts who were eating, but Aunt Lu greeted him: "Little Lin, why are you here? "

"I'm passing by to see Lu Teng." Lin Yao followed Aunt Lu to the side. Aunt Lu was actually quite young. He hesitated for a while and called out to his sister, "Sister Lu, has Guan Ze contacted you?"

"Yes," she nodded, "I came here a few days ago to buy some clothes for Lu Teng, and then said that the company sent him to another place, and he would not be able to come for a while, what's the matter?"

"No, I'll just ask, he can't come, come over if I have time, can I take Lu Teng out?"

"Then you have to register, and we also have to consider safety issues for the children."

"Ok."

Guan Ze didn't leave any clues in the orphanage. After Lin Yao got out of the orphanage, he sat in the car in a daze for a while. He felt dizzy and had a fever.

Leaning on the back of the chair and closing his eyes for a while, Lin Yao felt that he could almost fall asleep sitting here.

The phone rang, Lin Yao grabbed the phone out of his pocket, ripped out the lining of the pocket, and he answered it before he had time to see who it was: "Hello?"

"Where are you?" Lin Zong's voice came from the phone.

"Outside." Lin Yao was a little disappointed when he heard Lin Zong's voice. Although he knew that Guan Ze would not call him, he still had a little hope in his heart that a miracle would suddenly appear.

"Come home." Lin Zong said.

"No, I have something else to do."

"return."

"I said I have something to do, and I will definitely go home after work in the afternoon." Lin Yao leaned on the steering wheel.

"I have Guanze's call list for three months here, do you want it?" Lin Zong said unhurriedly.

"What?" Lin Yao raised his head abruptly, ignoring the splash of golden flowers in front of his eyes, he shouted, "I want it, I want it! I'll go back right away!"

Lin Yao didn't see Lin Zong when he rushed into the house, only his mother was sitting in the living room watching TV with a tissue in her hand.

"Mom," Lin Yao stayed at the door. He didn't even think about the reason for coming back so suddenly, he hesitated for a while and asked anxiously, "Where's my brother?"

"Upstairs." Mom waved the tissue in her hand upstairs.

"Oh," Lin Yao took off his shoes and ran upstairs. After running for a few steps, he realized that his mother's reaction was different from usual. He suddenly felt that his hair was standing on end. He stopped and turned to look at his mother. Mother……"

"Oh, my flowers are still soaking in the water basin." My mother jumped up suddenly, pulled her slippers and ran through the living room into the backyard.

"Come up." Lin Zong's voice came from the upstairs room.

"Did my mother know?" Lin Yao ran into the room and asked with a low voice.

"En." Lin Zong sat on the chair and turned around, holding a roll of printed lists in his hand.

"I..." Lin Yao swayed, his legs were weak, he quickly leaned against the wall so that he could not sit on the ground, "How did she know...I'll go tell her...I really... "

"Come here," Lin Zong hooked the chair next to him with his foot, "Don't look for mom for now, she is suffering from amnesia, if you look for her now, she will say that she has amnesia and doesn't know who you are."

"But..." Lin Yao frowned, thinking of his mother's appearance just now made him feel distressed.

"Let her take it easy," Lin Zong shook the list in his hand, "Look at this."

Lin Yao's hands trembled a little. The two lists were the call records of Guan Ze's two mobile phones within three months. The list for the work number was very long and was dragged on the ground. The list for the private number was much shorter. , Lin Yao looked at it, and at a glance, it was all his own number.

He glanced down and saw a number marked with a small character, Ning, and another number marked Zhang, and several numbers marked with different surnames.

Lin Yao was excited, Ning Juan's number!But he quickly came back to his senses: "How do you know Guan Ze's number?"

"I can know everything I want to know." Lin Zong lit a cigarette and drank it. "Is it useful?"

"It's useful." With trembling hands, Lin Yao took out his mobile phone, dialed Ning Juan's number, hesitated for a while after pressing the dial, turned around and left Lin Zong's room, and hid in his own room.

"Hello who?" Ning Juan's voice came from the phone.

"Hi sister Ning, I..." Lin Yao leaned against the door. He had been trying to find news about Guan Ze, and the most likely one he knew was Ning Juan, but now after hearing Ning Juan's voice, he suddenly felt very nervous Panic, he was afraid of hearing something that he couldn't bear.

"Lin Yao?" Ning Juan asked in surprise.

"It's me, sister, can you recognize my voice?" Lin Yao was a little surprised.

"Yes, I can recognize anyone who has spoken once," Ning Juan smiled, "Let's say it's you, what's the matter?"

"I..." Lin Yao gritted his teeth, "Sister Ning, do you know where Guan Ze went?"

"Guan Ze?" Ning Juan was stunned, "What's wrong with Guan Ze?"

"You really don't know..." Lin Yao's heart was empty, his legs were so weak that he couldn't hold it, he slid slowly along the door and sat on the ground, and his voice lowered, "Sister, you won't lie to me, are you really Do you know where Guan Ze has gone?"

"We rarely communicate, I don't know his whereabouts," Ning Juan said anxiously, "What's going on?"

"He suddenly disappeared," Lin Yao smiled, Guan Ze really did a great job, even Ning Juan, whom he regarded as his relative, had no news of him, "He probably didn't want me to find him."

Later, Lin Yao didn't listen to what Ning Juan said. After hanging up the phone, he sat on the ground in a daze for a long time. He didn't stand up until Lin Zong pushed the door. It's useless, he didn't even say anything about Ning Juan, and no one else would either...why is he like this..."

"There are other numbers, don't ask anymore?" Lin Zong looked at him.

"I don't know who the others are." Lin Yao felt so thirsty that he walked slowly downstairs to the living room. He wanted to drink water. I'm in trouble, I called Ning Juan because I know who Ning Juan is, I want to find him, but I can't cause him trouble, right..."

"Lin Yao," Lin Zong followed behind him, frowning, "You stay at home, I'll go to the hospital to ask."

"I'll go too, but will the doctor tell the patient's information? Don't they want to keep it secret? Should we pretend to be the police uncle to investigate the case..." Lin Yao felt that his feet were always weak, and the stairs became elastic. After a few steps, he saw his mother standing under the stairs. His mother looked at him with worried and uncomfortable eyes, which made his heart ache, "Mom..."

He wanted to say I'm sorry, he wanted to say you forgive me, and he wanted to say Mom, don't you forget who I am...

But he didn't have time to say these words, the stairs were too soft, he felt as if he didn't step on something when he stepped on it, and then he knelt down directly.

It's over!Lin Yao struggled a few times when his knee hit the stairs, he didn't want to throw himself in front of his mother in such an ugly posture, but even when his knee hit the stairs he felt a strong vibration and didn't feel any pain at all.

"Yaoyao——" my mother screamed, and stretched out a leg in panic.

Mom is amazing!

When Lin Yao fell down the stairs uncontrollably, the last thing he saw was his mother's thick fluffy slippers. After he buckled his whole face on the slippers, he had no memory of anything else.

"Mr. Guan, you have divided your medicines before meals and after meals, remember to take them," the nurse walked into the ward, "The operation time has been set, and your relatives will have to sign later..."

"I'll sign it myself." Guan Ze stood at the window and took off the earphones he was wearing all the time.

"Is there no relative here?" The nurse looked at him in surprise.

"No relatives." Guan Ze returned to the bedside, picked up the medicine and looked at it.

"That's all right, and you have nothing to do these days to walk around and keep a good mood," the little nurse walked outside the ward, "This operation is not a difficult operation, and it is performed by experts, so don't worry about it."

"Well, thank you." Guan Ze responded, sitting on the hospital bed and leaning against it, no burden, what burden can he have now.

The phone was ringing, and he took it out from the drawer of the cabinet next to the ward. This number was newly registered by him, and only Zhang Xing knew it.

"Angel." Guan Ze answered the phone.

"How do you feel these two days?" Zhang Xing asked.

"It's okay, it's good that you arranged this single room for me." Guan Ze looked around, this single room also had a small living room and balcony, Guan Ze felt that he was here for vacation.

"I will come over before your operation. The old man said that your position is not bad in terms of benignity. There is no nerve squeezed next to each other. The success rate is very high, and generally there will be no recurrence."

"Yeah." Guan Ze pressed the pause button on the MP4 in his hand and put it aside, the camera freezes on the scene where Lin Yao puts his face in front of the camera and laughs.

"Hearing your voice is a bit dull," Zhang Xing smiled, "Don't worry, you're not a person who is afraid of this."

"It's not for this matter," Guan Ze sighed, "It's nothing, don't worry."

"It's okay for other things, don't affect your mood, you can just concentrate on the surgery now, and think about other things after the surgery is over."

"Understood," Guan Ze tapped his finger on the screen of the mp4 and turned it off, "Has anyone visited your hospital to inquire about me in the past two days?"

"No, don't worry, I'm sure I won't tell you where you are, don't you trust me?"

After hanging up the phone, Guan Ze rested his arms on his head and stared at the ceiling in a daze. He hadn't slept very well in the past two days, always dreaming, and felt very tired when he woke up.

He took the calendar on the table and calculated the time. There was still one week before the operation, and he was a little funny after the calculation. What's the point of counting this time? He didn't even think about what happened after the operation.

He is not worried about surgery, the only thing he can't help thinking about every day is Lin Yao.

He couldn't imagine the scene when Lin Yao was facing Lin's mother, and he didn't want such a thing to happen. He didn't know how much impact his leaving would have on Lin Yao. The only hurdle he couldn't overcome was the longing for home in his heart.

Guan Ze took the mp4 and turned it on, and plugged in the earphones.

There are TVs in the ward, but there are a total of eight channels. People who are not bored will feel bored after turning around with the remote control for a few times. He usually plugs in headphones to cycle Lin Yao's voice and video.

It sounds uncomfortable, but it miraculously calms him down to a certain extent. This strange combination of pain and calm makes him inexplicably unable to stop, even if Lin Yao is in bed all night, he But it still plays over and over again like an obsessive-compulsive disorder.

When Lin Yao woke up, the first thing he saw was the bottle pole beside him, and then he saw his mother's fiery red cotton pajamas, and her anxious face.

"Mom." He whispered.

"Hey, mom is here," my mother burst into tears, squeezed his hand, turned her head and said to Lin Zong who was standing behind, "It's great that he still knows me."

"Ask him if he knows who I am." Lin Zong smiled.

"Do you know who the person behind me is?" Mom touched Lin Yao's face, and kissed him hard on the forehead twice.

"My brother," Lin Yao forced a smile at his mother, "Mom, I..."

"Don't say anything, don't say anything," my mother shook her head desperately, "Let's not say anything, just be good."

"...I'm sorry." Lin Yao closed his eyes. He didn't want to cry at first, but when his mother's warm tears dripped onto his hands, he couldn't bear it any longer. The tears slipped out from the corners of his eyes.

"It's my mother's fault," my mother touched his face, her voice trembling slightly, "Mom never thought about it for you..."

"Mom," Lin Zong squeezed his mother's shoulder behind him, "Don't talk about this, and he will not stop crying all day."

"I won't talk anymore," my mother touched Lin Yao's forehead, "Son, you have a fever, but just took a measurement, and it's almost gone. Let's stay in the hospital for one night, and you'll be fine tomorrow."

"Hospital," Lin Yao suddenly opened his eyes, turned to look at Lin Zong, "brother."

"I'll ask." Lin Zong turned around and walked out.

"No," Lin Yao stopped him, "I ask myself, and I know what to say about this matter."

"How do you ask now?" Lin Zong pointed to the hanging bottle, "There will be another bottle after hanging this one."

"Then ask after hanging up." Lin Yao bit his lips, "It's not so short of time, I will definitely regret it if I don't do this kind of thing myself."

This hospital is the closest to home, and it is also the largest hospital in the city. Guan Ze saw a doctor here that day.

Lin Yao stood in front of the window on the first floor of the hospital and looked carefully. He didn't know what he was looking for, but he might gain something here. It was impossible for him to ask each department one by one. He didn't know what Guan Ze's illness was. what happened.

After hanging up the phone, he studied Guan Ze's call records again. On the day Guan Ze came to see a doctor, he only called one number on his personal mobile phone. Lin Zong marked a word behind that number, the owner Surnamed Zhang.

There was no one with the surname Zhang in the first window, so Lin Yao moved again and began to look in the second window.

Zhang Xing.

cardiology.

There must be no one in the Department of Cardiovascular Medicine now. It was already night when Lin Yao woke up, and he could only stay in the hospital ward holding back his emotions, not knowing whether it was excitement or something else.

In fact, you don’t need to be hospitalized if you have a fever. It’s because my mother is too nervous. If you want to put it aside, he must rush home and observe other people in the ward. He is uncomfortable, but today he is patiently lying on the hospital bed. , he will go look for this Zhang Xing early tomorrow morning.

"You guys go back," Lin Yao looked at his mother who had been sitting by the bed, "You're still wearing pajamas, it's so cold."

"It's not cold," my mother pulled out the clothes inside from the neckline, "I'm wearing the down liner your father bought for me, and I was sweating so anxiously when you weren't awake."

"It's fine now, I'll just sleep here for the night, you guys go back, or my dad will be in a hurry." Lin Yao looked at Lin Zong again.

"Don't worry about him. He called to ask about it earlier. I let him solve the problem of eating by himself. I said we didn't have time to talk to him while we were shopping." Mom waved her hand.

Mentioning his father, Lin Yao's heart ached again, his father still didn't know about himself, if he knew whether his mother was suffering so badly because of himself, or because he was with a man... Lin Yao recalled that when he was a child, Lin Zong was beaten by his father At that scene, my hands trembled a little: "Mom, my dad..."

Mom frowned and sighed, and said in a low voice, "Let's talk about your dad, I'll deal with him."

"Don't," Lin Yao sat up, "I'll take care of my affairs by myself, why don't you talk to Dad, he has the final say on big things, although our family has never had big things..."

Lin Yao lowered his voice as he spoke. Although buying a villa is not a big deal at home under the auspices of his mother, this kind of thing can't be a trivial matter in anyone's house. The reason why his father loves him and works hard to make money One of them was "Lin Yao probably won't be able to earn much money, so he and my grandson should save more money", he couldn't imagine his father's reaction.

"Don't worry," my mother touched his head with a smile, "Mom and dad will lose to their children in the end. In the end, I still hope you are well. We think it's that good, but you don't think it. If you think it's so good, we even If you don’t understand, you will let go in the end.”

Lin Yao fell asleep exhausted from all kinds of worries and anxieties. All the pain he had been suppressing was released in his dream. He was so distressed that he woke up several times in the middle of the night, almost wondering if he was going to have a heart attack .

He stared at the moon outside the window, and listened to the moaning and chirping of the person in the next bed who stayed in the hospital for some unknown reason, and he didn't know when he would fall asleep again.

When he woke up in the morning, his head was a little swollen and his body was still a little soft, but he didn't feel as uncomfortable as yesterday. Lin Yao checked his phone, and Lin Zong sent him a text message asking him to wait in the hospital.

He got out of bed, went to the toilet to straighten his clothes and hair, so that he didn't look so hungover, then walked out of the ward with his mobile phone, walked through the outpatient hall and entered the elevator.

The lights in the Department of Cardiovascular Medicine were not turned on, and there was only one person standing in front of the water dispenser with a cup.

Lin Yao stood at the door looking at this person, and asked a little nervously, "Is Dr. Zhang Xing here?"

"I am." The man turned to look at him.

"Hello." Lin Yao pressed the dial button on the phone, and two seconds later, the phone rang.

"I'm sorry to wait a minute." Zhang Xing took out his mobile phone.

Lin Yao pressed the hang-up button, the ringing stopped abruptly, and he leaned against the door frame: "Can you tell me what happened to Guan Ze's illness? Where is he?"