Restlessness

After a whole night of trembling and light sleep last night, the two of them went out of the bathroom after a simple wash. Finally, Gu Yuan lay down on the bed in front of him, which was not spacious but just enough for two people to fall into a deep sleep. .

Xu Yue pulled back the old curtains in the living room that looked thick and suitable for winter, and the whole room was instantly darkened.

Xu Yue took out two spare Band-Aids from the drawer under the TV, carefully tore off the outer wrapping paper, and then lightly pasted them on Gu Yuan's left shoulder, which was still slightly bloodstained.

Xu Yue suddenly raised her head and leaned back, her back tightly pressed against the edge of the bed, her right hand could not help but gently stroked Gu Yuan's side face.

damn,

Obviously, I have already persuaded myself to give up...

But why...

Seeing this boy in front of me again after so many years, there seems to be a new sprout that is about to break out of the ground deep in my heart.

Xu Yue smiled wryly.

It turns out that the things I hid with my own hands will be seen again one day.

The rebellious atmosphere of the high school period has long since disappeared between Gu Yuan's eyebrows and eyes, which was buried under the quilt. Even the gentleness that he once loved Xu Yue to the bone has disappeared without a trace. What time has brought to him, It seems that more has become some kind of torment.

Gu Yuan slept very restlessly, burying his entire face in the quilt from time to time.Xu Yue had a hard time imagining what Gu Yuan had experienced in the past two years. He couldn't guess, so naturally he didn't dare to ask.He was suddenly very afraid, afraid that the part of the road that he had stumbled and crawled desperately would end up with nothing but a flawed end.

That being the case, let it be as long as it comes.

Xu Yue leaned slightly towards the edge of the bed, and then lay down flat, curling herself up on her left arm sideways.

Gu Yuan's eye sockets seem to be deeper than before, his eyelashes are still long and curly, his hairstyle is a little more concise than what he did in high school, there is no childish headband, but more rational and mature.The corner of his mouth was still red, and when he looked closely, he could still see traces of dark blood. Xu Yue couldn't help sighing, regretting the punitive kiss in the bathroom just now.

Xu Yue slowly stretched out his fingertips and gently touched the "peach blossom mole" on the tip of Gu Yuan's nose because he hadn't seen her for a long time.After touching it twice, Gu Yuan reached out and hugged his entire arm.

"..." Xu Yue turned her head and refused to look at his face, "Are you pretending to be asleep?"

"No." Gu Yuan lazily stretched out the other arm, and along with the whole body turned sideways and directly moved closer to Xu Yue's side, the corner of his mouth was still suffering from pain, "Hiss——"

"What's wrong!" Xu Yue turned around suddenly, "Does your shoulder hurt? You lie down and don't rub against me, don't pull the wound again..."

"No." Gu Yuan always liked to see Xu Yue's frightened appearance because of himself, he smiled and sobbed a few words under his voice, "Xu Yue, I'm really happy..."

Gu Yuan's eyes were still shining in the dim environment, Xu Yue knew that it was a piece of star that belonged only to him.

"I..." Xu Yue sighed slightly. "I actually..."

What is not on the way, what is in the past tense, what is over for him.

Since Gu Yuan stood in front of him intact, all the cruel words he put down seemed to have been automatically put in double quotation marks.

"Xu Yue, do you know! I'm really happy. I'm happy to see you again after returning to China. I'm happy to go home and lie on the same bed with you. When I think of becoming your lecturer, I can look at you every day. Just be happier!"

"..." Xu Yue couldn't help but give Gu Yuan a blank look, "Really? Then I think there's one more thing that you might be very happy about if I said it."

Gu Yuan suddenly got up from the bed, and his well-arranged hair was rubbed into a mess by the scattered quilt. Gu Yuan pawed and tugged a few times at random, and then moved over again.

"whats the matter!"

"Actually... what I dislike the most is the social psychology class."

Gu Yuan: "..."

Xu Yue didn't like the social psychology class because he didn't pretend to fool Gu Yuan. In the first assessment exam for freshman, Xu Yue barely passed the passing line, so he didn't get called to the office by the lecturer who just took maternity leave.

The university final exam week is coming again. Xu Yue, who has never stepped into the library, unexpectedly appeared at the stairs on the first floor with a few books in his hand. After hesitating for a few minutes, Xu Yue coughed lightly. He turned into the lecturer's office on the second floor.

Finally, it stopped in front of Gu Yuan's door.

Xu Yue frowned inadvertently, and clicked his tongue softly.

Tsk, I can't come to this place once in 800 years, so it's a good time to come here uninvited.

Xu Yue scanned the corridor, and after making sure that he didn't see anyone around, he took a deep breath and pushed open the translucent glass door.

"Is it okay to go to the library to talk about some knowledge points? What kind of office do you have to ask me to come here? Gu Yuan, is your mind a little... Fuck, Ying... Are you here, the English teacher?" Xu Yue was completely stunned. Standing on the spot, the hand holding the doorknob was quickly put into the trouser pocket, "Ahem, that... I'm sorry for coming in without knocking on the door just now. I... I have a problem with Teacher Gu. I have some academic problems. , how about you first... I'll come back later..."

As he said that, Xu Yue was about to push the door and go out. Just as his front foot stepped out of the glass door, Gu Yuan pulled his back foot directly by his sleeve.

"Ms. Xu also just graduated, not a few years older than us." Gu Yuan chuckled lightly and put down the pen in his hand, "And she knows we are—"

"Wait, wait, what! The temperature of the air conditioner in your office is too high. If you stay like this, you will easily catch a cold when you go out, teacher..." Xu Yue stood up abruptly, covered Gu Yuan's mouth, and directly slapped him The whole person blocked behind him.

The curly-haired woman in front of her, who looked no older than their age, suppressed a smile, and stared at the two big boys in front of her with ambiguous eyes.

Gu Yuan bent his eyes and closed his mouth consciously, shrugged his shoulders twice and waited for Xu Yue's perfect ending.

"Actually, he and I are just... high school classmates..." Xu Yue laughed awkwardly, then turned around and gave Gu Yuan a glare. "Hehehehe...you think so?"

"Okay, you two stop acting...it's fake at first glance." Xu Zhi who was standing aside finally couldn't help laughing out loud, and pressed her hands on her stomach, "Hahaha, just rush to Gu The teacher looked at you from behind... tsk tsk tsk, you said you are just high school classmates?? I will believe it???? How can I say that I am also a person who has knocked on CP, so... let's be honest, the ex-boyfriend is still present Boyfriend?"

"Before..." Xu Yue touched the tip of his nose.

"Now!" Gu Yuan poked his head out from Xu Yue's right shoulder, and kept winking at Xu Zhi, "He has been shy since high school, and he belongs to the graceful school...Xu Zhi, you and I They are all people who have studied abroad, you should understand what I mean, right?"

"Understood, understood!" Xu Zhi pursed her lips a little perfunctorily, and finally picked up a form from the table and took two steps forward to look at Xu Yue, "I remember your name is Xu Yue... Kindly remind me Just a word, from today onwards, you have to be careful of those female teachers and female students around Teacher Gu. Let’s go, there is still a class in the afternoon. Seeu—”

When Xu Zhi opened the door and left, Xu Yue heaved a sigh of relief and gave Gu Yuan a blank look. He sat down on the office chair, raised his left leg, and cast a meaningful look.

"Shy? Graceful?" Xu Yue twitched the corners of her mouth, "Ms. Gu? You returned all the high school Chinese adjectives to Li Ye after two years in China, right?"

"..." Gu Yuan blinked his eyes lightly, and unconsciously tugged his neckline twice with his right hand.

"Lecturer Gu?"

"Xu Yue, can you speak well." Gu Yuan licked his lower lip, "Don't always call me so eccentric, this sounds too awkward..."

"Okay, then the youngest and famous professor of psychology in the history of our school..." Xu Yue folded his arms around his chest, with a lingering smile in his eyes, "Come on? Let's start? I have all the papers for the first assessment Brought. To-"

Xu Yue threw away the test paper that was rolled into a paper tube, "The full score is 100, and I got 63 in the test, do you think I can still be saved?

Gu Yuan unfolded the paper, looked at it carefully, and then shook his head slightly.

"It seems really hopeless..." Gu Yuan put down the test paper and squinted his eyes. Taking advantage of the absence of outsiders in the office, he suddenly sat on Xu Yue's lap, tilted his face and said slowly, "But... you Seeing that we are so familiar, if you give me a little favor, I will guarantee that you will pass this class smoothly? How about it?"

Xu Yue violently pushed Gu Yuan away, cleared his throat and cursed in a low voice, "Idiot"

In the past two years, Xu Yue has never been so happy as she is now. It seems that unconsciously, the vacant place in her heart is being filled slowly with sincerity and love.

Zuo Xiu's news from different majors has never been well-informed. This person is a bit rigid and never likes to join in the fun and listen to gossip. It wasn't until one day that Xu Yue opened up his circle of friends that he had only seen for years, and Zuo Xiu suddenly realized that no matter how much he pursued , can never match the person Xu Yue hides in her heart.

So in the small garden at the end of a certain evening self-study, Zuo Xiu was nervously pinching the hem of his cotton trousers with both hands.This place has always been the best place for young couples to date. The only street light is far away, and the black shadows extending from their feet seem to appear and disappear from time to time.

"Xu Yue, do I really have no chance?" Zuo Xiu closed his eyes, then suddenly raised his head and laughed, "Actually, I also know that the person you like is not me. I can't tolerate other people... I know all of this, but...but I'm a little unwilling. Gu Yuan was with you for two years in the attached middle school, and then left for two years...I have had a crush on you for three full years, and even I chose this university for you...Xu Yue, are my three years really not as good as his two years?"

He has always wanted to ask this question but never dared to ask it easily, but now he seems to be relieved.

Xu Yue was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer.The cold wind on a winter night embraced the road on the campus that few people passed by, and the leaves spun several times behind it.

"Zuo Xiu, do you know..." Xu Yue raised her head slowly, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, "Actually, there is nothing wrong with liking someone. The most normal thing in adolescence is that rare heartbeat. I have encountered it before. There are many people, but I am used to enclosing myself in a world without other people, and I have learned how to restrain this emotion."

"Until I met Gu Yuan..."

"Zuo Xiu, it's not that your three years can't compare to his two years." Xu Yue said softly, "It's that the sophomore four years ago, everything I have is already his. Whether it was before or now, Or the future, I just want him."

Gu Yuan stood at the intersection closest to the East Canteen, looking impatiently at the young couples passing by hand in hand, and 10 minutes later he couldn't bear it anymore and dialed Xu Yue's WeChat voice.

Xu Yue answered quickly, and a gust of wind could be clearly heard through the receiver.

"Hello? Xu Yue, you've been talking with that junior for 15 minutes. If you don't come back, I'm going to go over and chop him up!"

"Gu Yuan." Xu Yue interrupted Gu Yuan with a soft yell, his tone was so calm that no ripples could be heard in a pool of stagnant water, "I love you... more than 4 days and nights in the past 1400 years 34104 Hours 2046240 seconds, I've always loved you."

"Never stop loving you."

……

Zuo Xiu lowered his head, like a child who did something wrong, his eyes were fixed on the corner of Xu Yue's light-colored sweater, he was always standing at the top, he had excellent grades and heard many people's praises, what did he feel for the first time It's called confusion and helplessness.A few minutes later, he raised his head slightly and said, "Well, I see."

Seeing Xu Yue pacing and approaching from afar, Gu Yuan couldn't help running over, ignoring the other girls on the side of the road, and hugged him.

"I love you too. For four years, I have loved you every minute and every second."

The author has something to say: It was not easy for the boys to reconcile, and there is one more chapter today.By the way, drop a red envelope in the comment area. [Humble nutrient solution haha]