Restlessness

Afterwards, there were several cloudy days with rain and chills. The freshman welcome party has been procrastinating for various strong reasons since October and finally got close to the New Year's Day party at the end of the year. According to the requirements Each class in each department must produce one or two performances.

With Gu Yuan's after-school tutoring, after Xu Yue finally got 6 A+ grades, she finally nestled into the sofa at home on a certain weekend afternoon, and watched a movie from time to time.There were two rows of hangers beside the not-so-big wardrobe, which Xu Yue forcibly took Gu Yuan to a shopping mall a few days ago to buy them.

Xu Yue felt that the rent of less than 1000 yuan a month was a bit expensive, but he bought several coats and coats worth two to three thousand yuan for Gu Yuan.

Gu Yuan was also nestled in the slightly worn-out sofa made of coarse cloth, his eyes were fixed on the live broadcast of the game on his mobile phone, he would laugh out loud from time to time, and then he would hold the entire mobile phone screen in front of Xu Yue to laugh. He said: "This rookie's hand speed is really slow, and the operation is a bit messy! And you see, there are still people on the barrage who are slandering my brother here, I'll go... Although my brother has retired, it's better than his playing All right."

Xu Yue turned around and looked at Gu Yuan's mobile phone: "Your brother? Isn't he very good at playing games? Why did he suddenly announce that he was going to retire?"

"I contacted him several times when I was abroad, and he said..." Gu Yuan suddenly turned off his phone, turned around and leaned on Xu Yue's shoulder, and gently rubbed his chin, the whole picture His face was stuffed into Xu Yue's neck, "He said that he wanted to accompany Zhong Xi to see more scenery...E-sports has never been their final destination."

As a result, the whole room seemed more crowded than before.

Xu Yue gave a soft "um" a few times, then turned to look at the TV screen again.The buzzing sound of the air-conditioning main unit went from low to high and then spread into the room along the window crack. Gu Yuan leaned lightly on Xu Yue's shoulder, half-closed his eyes, and vaguely seemed to hear Xu Yue take the thin film from the stool next to him. A little bit of silk was covered on his body.

The lights in the living room are still not turned on, only a little cold light diffuses from the TV screen.Gu Yuan lost the extra strength to open his eyes again, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, his voice was suppressed very low...

"Xu Yue...a secret has been hidden in my heart for too long. It's been so long that I almost forgot it myself. But now I really want to tell you...you know, in fact, you have shone a lot throughout my youth Year."

Xu Yue's hand holding the remote control suddenly paused, then lowered his head, and licked the corner of Gu Yuan's mouth.

"Gu Yuan, it's a holiday. Let's go back to the Fuzhong High School together, okay?" Xu Yue whispered, "I kind of miss the ginkgo tree at the end of the Fuzhong Boulevard, and we were in Class A to take The certificate I received. By the way... I want to see Lao Yang and Li Ye."

"Okay..." Gu Yuan finally opened his eyes slowly, raised his arms around Xu Yue's neck, "I will go wherever you go... Wait, why are your lips so dry? I poured it for you in the morning Did you drink that glass of warm water?"

"Uh, that, I accidentally forgot..."

"Come here—you must be punished. If you don't punish, you won't have a long memory!"

Gu Yuan tightened his arms, and even brought Xu Yue to press down on him.He gently licked Xu Yue's lower lip, and finally softened into a kiss that he didn't want to part.

On the eve of the New Year's Eve party, many girls from the Department of Psychology strongly invited Gu Yuan to sing a few popular songs on the same stage. Gu Yuan just found an excuse and politely declined, but it didn't take long for Gu Yuan to learn the piano. This fragmentary news reached the ears of the school leaders, so they seemed to be more gossip like those little girls.Gu Yuan stood in the office in a daze and listened to all kinds of flattery for an hour, and finally chose to surrender.

Therefore, the date of the attachment was postponed by Xu Yue for a few weeks. Although he had never been interested in these collective activities, he still appeared at the New Year's Day party.

The stage is located in the very center of the large conference room. The neat rows of seats below the stage are packed with boys and girls from various classes, freshmen, freshmen, and sophomores. A few juniors are dissatisfied and stand outside the glass door and pull away The black and dense curtain kept looking inside, and finally several school leaders in the front row smiled and took them to the seats under the stage.

Before the party officially started, Xu Yue's cell phone vibrated a few times, and he took it out of his trouser pocket with a chuckle and took a look.

Yuanyuan wanted to hug: Xu Yue, let's change the name on WeChat.

The little boy who stole the rose: All right, anyway, I have changed it!

Xu Yue lowered his head and laughed a few times, and his memory was suddenly pulled back to that midsummer many years ago. He changed the name of his game to 'Ro color', but was mocked viciously by Li Ranran who was puzzled.

Up to now, what Xu Yue used to want to hide the most, what he wanted to avoid and hide secretly, has now become what Xu Yue relies on the most. He gently swipe the screen of the phone with his fingertips, and finally changed his WeChat name to

"Rose"

Afterwards, she felt that it was too monotonous, so Xu Yue found another rose emoji that came with her phone, and put it at the end of those two words.

Rose: Gu Yuan, I love you as always.

The party in the university has completely dissipated the shyness of youth, and everyone seems to be shining endlessly in their own lives.When the layer of black tulle on the stage was pulled to the sides, revealing the black piano in the middle, the whole venue became noisy in an instant. Several girls in the front row raised the light sticks above their heads and kept shouting loudly, " Teacher Gu"

Immediately afterwards, it turned into a burst of skilled and neat support.

Gu Yuan is dressed very casually today, without the black suit and dark gray tie he used to give lectures in the past, only a light blue hooded sweater that Xu Yue bought not long ago, with a white gradient on the cuffs .There is a black hairband between Gu Yuan's forehead, and a capital "G" is still printed in the middle of the hairband.

Xu Yue was not close to the stage, and at first glance, she seemed to have returned to that year's New Year's Eve.He blinked for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled.It seems that many years ago, on that winter night in the Spring Festival, in a small Internet cafe by the long street, Gu Yuan sat next to him with a face full of impatience. He took out his student school badge.

"do not mix"

"Actually, I'm a student."

"Take it and see for yourself..."

Gu Yuan walked onto the stage slowly, picked up the microphone and took a deep breath.Under the enthusiasm, he coughed lightly.

"The next song, I actually hummed a few lines when I was in high school." It was dark under the stage, Gu Yuan looked around, and finally settled on the only one in the back row who turned on the phone with his own phone. On the position of the flashlight, he chuckled and continued, "At that time, he and I were seventeen or eighteen years old. We were not afraid of the sky and the earth, and gave each other the best youth without reservation. We cried and laughed. However, even separated for several years in the middle..."

Gu Yuan confessed his emotional problems for the first time, and the cheers from the audience seemed to be much higher than before. Xu Yue still held up his mobile phone, letting the light source of the mobile phone, which was not too dazzling, find the direction for Gu Yuan.

"We have experienced many, many things before, and here I assure him that we will experience many, many things in the future, and I will always engrave each of them in my heart forever." Gu Yuan's eyes were as burning as they were back then , "We will never be separated again, I love him, love him very much."

"Xu Yue..." Gu Yuan suddenly moved away from the microphone, opened his mouth with red eyes and misty tears, "I love you."

The song Gu Yuan sang was exactly the same song that everyone in Class A climbed to the top of the mountain at noon on the day of the summer tour. It had a familiar melody and familiar lyrics. Xu Yue only realized later that it was Gu Yuan's song for him. A song written by one person.

A few years ago, it was just a short melody and a few lyrics, but now it has completely become a love song with a beginning and an end.

Still as beautiful as ever.

"...Self-deception will not flicker, loving you is all my heart desires..."

Calm and hot, the girls below the stage no longer booed and joked like boys, and their eyes gradually turned red as they listened carefully to the lyrics, as if they had personally experienced the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of Gu Yuan and Xu Yue in the past four years. Just him.

Gu Yuan added a piano version of the main melody in the middle of a song that was less than 3 minutes long, and Xu Yue covered his mouth with his right hand and fell into it completely.

The whole song ended, and Gu Yuan stepped off the stage panting. Taking advantage of the darkness and chaos surrounding the stage, he went out the side door and came in through another hidden door in the back row, and sat down beside Xu Yue. .

"How is it? Does it sound good?" Gu Yuan withdrew his head and leaned his back on Xu Yue's arm, "The summer tour in the second year of high school was just a random tune I hummed, and I didn't know it later. I felt like I wrote a song, and finally..."

"Finally what?" Xu Yue couldn't help but tap the tip of Gu Yuan's nose, and then shrank her whole body down.

"Finally he sang it to his master." Gu Yuan wanted to speak again, but Xu Yue pinched the tip of his index finger tightly.

After failing the college entrance examination, Xu Yue seemed to be living in a hurry, devoting all his attention to his high school textbooks and his own life, and the person buried deep in his heart was no longer willing to use it as a story alone.

But he thought he would never get over the sadness in this life. From the day Gu Yuan reappeared, he was like a tourist in the ice and snow. warm.

The performance on the stage was still going on, but Gu Yuan no longer had the desire to watch it anymore, he tightly held Xu Yue's left hand back.

The warm atmosphere didn't last long, the phone in Gu Yuan's pocket vibrated several times.In the end, the frequency became faster and faster, and it has completely turned into one phone call after another.

A performance ended, leaving a blank segment in the middle, Xu Yue still heard the humming sound coming from the left.He raised his hand and said in a low voice: "A Yuan, your phone has been ringing for a long time. Could it be Li Ranran and Zhou Hui calling? By the way, wish them a happy new year for me..."

"No." Gu Yuan withdrew his hand full of disgust, frowned and took out the phone from his pocket to take a look, "My mother's phone."

Xu Yue's face turned cold in an instant. Although he never questioned Gu Yuan's reason for leaving without saying goodbye, he understood that the whole thing was inseparable from Gu Yuan's mother.

"It's too noisy in this venue, why don't you go out and pick it up?" Xu Yue's tone was still calm, without any disturbance. "I am here waiting for you."

In the next second, Gu Yuan took Xu Yue's hand and even zipped his coat.The two walked out the side door with their bodies low, and when they passed by Xu Zhi, they just nodded slightly.

The cold wind outside the venue was still raging, and the bare tree trunks seemed more and more lonely under the street lights.Gu Yuan finally pressed the hands-free button when Gao Li called the fourth WeChat message.

Xu Yue subconsciously took a deep breath, but did not dare to take a deep breath after the call was connected.

"A Yuan?" Gao Li's voice trembled slightly, "A Yuan, why didn't you inform your family when you returned home? If I hadn't taken the time to contact my friends in the United States today, I would still be kept in the dark."

"Mom," Gu Yuan said with a firm determination in his tone, "I said that since the day I left two years ago, I've been just myself. It's up to me where I will go and what I will do when I come back." It’s already my own business. What’s more, I also have a job I want to do now, and I also don’t use a penny from my family.”

Xu Yue was stunned for a moment, thinking of the shirt that Gu Yuan refused to change for the previous three days, and his left chest hurt a lot.

"Gu Yuan! You don't want to study finance, what psychology are you studying! Can't you help your parents manage the company after graduation? After that, your mother can satisfy you whatever you want..."

"Okay, then I'll tell you what I want." Gu Yuan interrupted Gao Li before he finished speaking, he turned his head and glanced at Xu Yue, "From the beginning to the end, all I want is a promise. You, can you satisfy me?" ?"

"..." After a few seconds of silence, Gao Li's emotions were finally shattered, as if the fortress that she had devoted herself to building for many years had completely collapsed at this moment, she yelled hysterically. "Gu Yuan, tell mom why! It's been two full years, why haven't you forgotten him yet!"

"Mom, I'm sorry." Gu Yuan suddenly turned his head to look at Xu Yue, who was beside him who was silent and breathing shallowly, and touched the side of Xu Yue's face with the other hand, "I just want to be with him all the time. All the things that the two of us have missed in the past two years, we have supplied each other without reservation...I swear, this time, I will spend the rest of my life loving him, loving him and protecting him...I will not separate us for anyone Opportunity."

"Mom, I will do what I say." Gu Yuan suddenly turned cold, and his tone seemed to be filled with chills, "You should know me well by now."

After finishing speaking, Gu Yuan hung up the phone, raised his head and closed his eyes.After the two were silent for a few seconds, Xu Yue said slowly, "So, when you went abroad..."

Gu Yuan remained silent, but nodded slightly.Then he looked down at Xu Yue.

"Xu Yue, will you blame my mother?"

"What about you?" Xu Yue chuckled and turned up his collar, "What about you, do you blame her?"

"Not to blame." Gu Yuan followed with a faint smile, "I never blamed her, but I just feel very sorry that I didn't follow the track she arranged... Xu Yue, the rest of the road, I seem to have only I'm leaving you."

A trace of confusion appeared in Xu Yue's eyes, he suddenly reached out and stroked Gu Yuan's straight nose bridge, and finally his fingertips stopped on the small black mole.

In the dark of night, there seemed to be a faint light scattered around.

"Gu Yuan, long time no see." Xu Yue said, "Welcome back."