Restlessness

The entire campus of the attached middle school has undergone many renovations in the past two years, and the edge of the playground has extended a lot towards the independent cafeteria. Brand new artificial turf.

The time in the return was delayed by the two of them again and again, and it was successfully dragged from winter to early spring.Zhou Hui deliberately chose a day when there were few classes, and insisted on calling Li Ranran, and met Gu Yuan and Xu Yue at the bus stop that had been booked in advance.

The two marked the high-speed railway station according to the continuous instructions. Xu Yue dragged the silver-gray suitcase and headed straight for the taxi pick-up point, but was stopped by Gu Yuan abruptly.

"Xu Yue, let's take the bus together." Gu Yuan suddenly handed over the mineral water bottle in his hand, "The last time I took the bus was that summer, do you remember? Lao Yang and Li Ye Fei forced me to participate in the English competition in the city, and after I won the prize, I couldn't get a taxi for a while, but I really wanted to see you, so...crowded the bus for the first time in my life."

Xu Yue listened carefully, and the picture in his mind had automatically shifted to that late summer, Gu Yuan was holding a transparent crystal trophy in his hand, standing downstairs in the dormitory and shouting his name.

"Okay." Xu Yue stood still, turned around and stuffed the luggage handle into Gu Yuan's hand, and took out his mobile phone from his pocket, "Then I'll check where I should sit from here to the attached middle school." All the way...well, the 771A outer ring road. Let's go?"

Gu Yuan held back his other words, said a few words of "um", and then swiped his fingertips on the screen of his mobile phone a few times.

"I have also agreed with Li Ran and Zhou Hui, they will wait for us over there."

Zhou Hui deliberately chose a day when there were few classes, and insisted on calling Li Ranran, and met Gu Yuan and Xu Yue at the bus stop that had been booked in advance.At the same time as seeing Gu Yuan, Zhou Hui suddenly realized that the four big boys reunited in front of him were no longer as frivolous and impetuous as before.

Xu Yue's medication has been unknowingly reduced to once every two weeks. Gu Yuan looks a lot taller than before, and puts his hands in the pockets of the black coat. She looks much thinner than before, and the eyebrows and eyes seem to be filled with stories.

The only thing that remains the same is the way Gu Yuan looks at Xu Yue. Whether it's the blank space between a few sentences, or the noise between the four of them talking and laughing, Gu Yuan's eyes will always be on Xu Yue alone. .

"Brother Yuan, just put away your affectionate eyes." Zhou Hui couldn't help but cast a blank look at the two of them, "Aren't you afraid that you won't get enough of it in the next few decades?"

"Not enough." Gu Yuan straightened his back and blinked lightly, "I can't get enough of it, and... I'm happy to see my boyfriend, what's the matter?"

Zhou Hui pursed his lips, and consciously moved from Xu Yue's side to Li Ranran's, then looked back and made a funny face at Gu Yuan.

The weather in early spring has gradually warmed up, without the biting cold wind and the invisible end of the road covered by mist.

Several people stood outside the gate of the attached middle school and hesitated for a long time, Gu Yuan's eyes were instantly covered with a layer of dying mist, he cleared his throat and took a deep breath, his shoulders trembled accordingly.

The night in Los Angeles is as incomprehensible as the day. On the day of early graduation, Gu Yuan rejected all the party invitations from all his classmates and friends. In the evening, he nestled on the sofa and looked at the slightly rolled up photo in his hand. , I missed it once after watching it, until the longing accumulated into a kind of unspeakable pain, Gu Yuan realized later that he owed the boy in the photo too much...

"What are you thinking about?" Xu Yue lightly bumped Gu Yuan with his elbow, and suddenly laughed when he saw his expression, "What's the matter, this is an expression that is so touched that you are about to cry."

"No." Gu Yuan came back to his senses, raised his head and forcefully pushed back the layer of water vapor that had blurred his vision, "I just remembered a lot of things back then... I regret it, I regret that I left without saying goodbye and I was not firm enough .”

"Brother Yuan, let's go back to the attached middle school today to miss our relatively ignorant adolescence, don't always bring up those unhappy things. What's more, you two are together again now, why are you still thinking about those shitty things before! "Li Ranran's voice began to choke, and he had to turn his head to look at the duty room at the gate because of face, "Hey, it's been two years, and the doorman is not willing to change! This is good, and it saves us from having to find Lao Yang I went to the political and educational office to make a list... you three stand here for a while, and I will go and talk to the uncle."

After speaking, Li Ranran quickly moved to the window of the duty room.

The new admission season seems to have given the attached middle school a new life. The square where the Monday morning meeting was held in the past is no longer as empty as it was two years ago. There are several new bulletin boards around it, and the inside of the glass plate can be seen from afar. There is a bright red on the interlayer.

Gu Yuan squinted his eyes and couldn't help but smile.

"Affiliated middle school is actually popular now?" Gu Yuan raised his arm and pointed to the bulletin board with a silver border over there, "Hey, look at it, is it the annual college entrance examination high score list with photos? .”

Li Ranran looked in the direction of Gu Yuan's finger, and rushed over after being stunned for two seconds.After bending over to look carefully for a while, he jumped up on the spot as if he had been injected with chicken blood.

"Fuck! There really is!" Li Ranran shouted loudly, "Xu Yue! Come and take a look. There really is you!"

"No way? It's been a year since you've graduated and you're still on the honor roll?" Zhou Hui followed suit with eyes full of disbelief, "Fuck...there are also students from our class at that time! The class leader's name is actually on it! Xu Yue, Brother Yuan, you two should come over quickly and have a look!"

Instead, Xu Yue followed Gu Yuan unhurriedly to the side of the bulletin board. The three big characters "Honor Roll" seemed to be plated with a layer of gold, and they shone brightly under the warm light.

A few lines of inspirational characters were clearly written on the first glass plate, and the first photo under these lines was Xu Yue.

Gu Yuan was too familiar with that photo, he had one in his hand that was exactly the same.

It's been two years since I saw it.

Name: Xu Yue

Class: Class A, Senior Three

The total score of the college entrance examination: 642 points

School Rank: 1

……

"Although it's not the first time I know that our family's Xu Yue's grades are great, but now I'm still very excited to see this!" Zhou Hui blinked.

The next few rows of photos look familiar, as if they have completely returned to the list they had when they were in their third year of high school together.

Name: Jiazhen

Class: Class 1, Senior Three

The total score of the college entrance examination: 640 points

School Rank: 1

……

Gu Yuan could no longer read the rows of neatly arranged photos and the information sheet of the college entrance examination results.He moved a little closer, slowly raised his right hand, and gently rubbed the outer layer of transparent glass with his fingertips.

"I'm sorry...I'm really sorry." Gu Yuan's eyes were red, and he stared straight at the first person on the honor roll with a smile in his eyes, Xu Yue, who even slightly missed the camera, suddenly lowered his head. "Xu Yue..."

Xu Yue sniffed his nose and raised his head slightly. Spring and summer intertwined in the four seasons and I don’t know how many times. Every night when he couldn’t sleep, there was always a thick stack of information books on Xu Yue’s desk, with a black pen holder. What is pressed underneath... is still the familiar photo with a red background.The boy in the photo still smiles at him...

The breeze blew the curtains, and unknowingly slipped in through the crack of the window and slowly spread on Xu Yue's face. He closed his eyes, as if that young man would still sit by his side, press his shoulders and talk about the world. The best love words, and finally tell him word by word.

"Here, this is your boyfriend's photo, don't lose it..."

This time, he didn't lose it.

Gu Yuan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, he reached out and squeezed Xu Yue's left hand tightly, his eyes full of apology.

"What are you doing?" Xu Yue couldn't help laughing, he raised his other hand and gently stroked Gu Yuan's eyes, as if to persuade him to return the pity in his eyes, "Hey, we will never be together in the future." Separated, right?"

Gu Yuan still closed his eyes, feeling the warmth from Xu Yue, and finally nodded heavily.

"Well, I swear. No matter what happens in the future, I will never be separated from you again."

"Gu Yuan, with your words, I suddenly feel that the past two years..." Xu Yue withdrew his hand with a slight smile, "It seems that life has not been so hard."

Zhou Hui and Li Ranran stood aside without saying a word. They knew better than anyone else in the world the hardships of the two people.Zhou Hui patted Li Ranran's shoulder lightly, and then directly lifted Li Ranran up on the spot.

"Fuck! Zhou Hui, what kind of nerves did you suddenly have, you scared me!" Li Ranran was frightened, holding Zhou Hui's arm tightly with one hand, and unconsciously grabbed Gu Yuan's shoulder with the other hand.

The fight among several people was still the same as it was four years ago. Gu Yuan lost the boredom of the past, and just gently supported half of Li Ranran's shoulder with his hands.

"Slow down, don't fall."

As a result, Li Ranran seemed to have been pressed the switch of the lacrimal gland, and kept wiping his tears while yelling a few times.

Xu Yue finally couldn't help laughing out loud.

In the big class break after that, the four of them went to visit Lao Yang and Li Ye in the teaching area of ​​Senior One and Senior Two. The only regret was that Teacher Xiaoyu left the high school a year ago after the end of the internship.

Lao Yang picked up the teacup on the table with a chuckle, Gu Yuan glanced at it and couldn't help but pursed his lower lip.

"Old Yang, after all these years, you still like red dates and goji berries so much? Don't you bring a change?"

Lao Yang opened his eyes wide and said "hmm" a few times, his tone of voice also rose a lot, and he swallowed the remaining half cup of scented tea in the teacup.

"You guys have a bit of conscience, and you know how to come back to see us." Li Ye sat beside him without looking up, still flipping through the familiar exercise books in his hand, "Gu Yuan, teacher In fact, I have always been worried about you, and I really want to ask you how you have been in the past few years? But now, I suddenly feel that there is no need to ask..."

Li Ye stood up suddenly, and moved his eyes to the corridor outside the window.

"A few years ago, in the spring and summer, the day Xu Yuegang transferred to the attached high school... I actually saw light in your cloudy eyes."

"Time flies so fast. In the blink of an eye, you are no longer the same brats as before..."

Gu Yuan didn't speak any more, but just quietly looked at Xu Yue.

For a moment, they seemed to be the teenagers who secretly kissed each other in the long night.

Coming out of the attached middle school, Gu Yuan went back to his home. Although it had been vacant for two full years, to everyone's surprise, everything in the home looked so spotless, clean and bright, as if no one had ever left.

Gu Yuan nestled lazily on the sofa, and dialed Gao Li's number with his mobile phone.

"Hello? Mom?" Gu Yuan's voice was suppressed a lot, and his voice was full of exhaustion that was hard to tell anyone. He couldn't help but glance at Xu Yue, and raised his head slightly, "I'm back .”

Gao Li was a little surprised. The moment she received the call, she couldn't stop crying. She tried her best to control her emotions. Finally, after hearing Gu Yuan's words "I'm back", she burst into tears from the inside out. of fragmented.

The length of the phone call was ridiculously long. Gao Li asked a lot about Gu Yuan's studies and life abroad, but Gu Yuan just smiled and turned on the handset.Xu Yue listened very carefully, and after half the time, he suddenly realized.

It turned out that the same torment for two full years...

He was never alone.

"...A Yuan, my mother really feels sorry for you these past two years..." Gao Li's voice was hoarse, sniffing his nose from time to time, "I'm also sorry for that child Xu Yue. If you have time, Mom and Dad would like to talk to you two Have a meal together."

Gu Yuan was stunned, his eyes moved to Xu Yue unconsciously, and he was silent for half a minute.Xu Yue reached out and gently held Gu Yuan's slightly trembling left hand, smiled at him and nodded.

"Mom, you don't need to say I'm sorry..." Gu Yuan's eyes suddenly turned red, and he vented all the regrets that Xu Yue never told Xu Lu in the summer of his sophomore year in high school, "We never need to say anything. These three words."

Gu Yuan hung up the phone, his tense body also mellowed into a ball, and finally nestled into Xu Yue's arms.

Without the slightest disturbance, the life of three steps, one chase, two steps and one chase finally diluted the once restless heartbeat of the teenagers into companionship and peace of mind.

Gu Yuan closed his eyes in satisfaction, but the beating heart still couldn't be hidden under the thin blanket.

"Xu Yue, how about... let's get to know each other again." Gu Yuan gently raised his face, "My name is Gu Yuan, and from now on it will only be your Gu Yuan."

From then on, you don't have to be afraid of the long road ahead.

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The author has something to say: This article is all over here, and Yuan Zai's episode will be presented with both hands tomorrow.The next article is going to be a sweet article on "Alien High School".The column can be received in advance, the cover is being produced, thank you for your company in the past few months.