I want to cover up the tide

Although he knew that Lu Qinan was angry, but the words had reached this point, and Lin Yan knew that if he didn't finish this time, there would be no chance to explain clearly in the future.

"On the first day I arrived at the villa, you told me yourself, have you forgotten?"

Lin Yan didn't feel that Lu Qinan was despicable in his heart, he just didn't want his parents to be controlled by others, and he didn't have any news from them at all--this kind of feeling of having no news from the closest people is very bad, it makes him frustrated.

Hearing what he said, Lu Qinan knew that he had misunderstood himself, and quickly explained to Lin Yan: "I was speaking out of anger at that time, if you want to contact your parents, you can always find Lu Xin, he has a phone number over there. "

"Huh? But...Lu Xin also said something similar. Was he also angry?"

Lu Qinan heard the words and did not speak again, Lin Yan's nervous palms became sticky - if Lu Qinan thought he was lying to him, what would be the consequences?

Lu Xin is his subordinate, and he is a complete outsider, will Lu Qinan choose to believe in himself?

Immediately, I felt that my straightforwardness was frighteningly stupid. In this situation, I actually wanted to explain things so naively, which is simply a fantasy.

Lu Qinan clearly hugged him so intimately, but in the next second he would do something totally unexpected, Lin Yan felt helpless for his fickleness.

This sweet delusion of looking like a lover made him feel ashamed, and he was so peacefully embraced by Lu Qinan, without any room for resistance!

Just when he thought that Lu Qinan didn't believe him at all, the man's magnetic voice suddenly came from above his head: "What did he say?"

While Lu Qinan was speaking, he unconsciously hugged Lin Yan tightly. Lin Yan was hugged too tightly by Lu Qinan, and it was difficult to breathe. He buried his head in his chest and said in a muffled voice: "You are hugging too tightly... stuffy... ..."

Only then did Lu Qinan suddenly realize that he let go of Lin Yan, but he didn't let go of the hand holding him, and still let him lean against his chest.

Lin Yan, who had already planned to give up, saw that he was interested in knowing the truth of the matter, and with a broken heart, he explained the situation of the day once:

"Lu Xin said...whether I can see my parents depends on my performance. If my performance dissatisfies you, or if I do something that displeases you, then I cannot see my parents. The original words Can't remember, it means this."

"Oh? Is that so? So I did something to you that you didn't want, and you didn't resist, because you were worried that I would be bad for your parents?"

"Well, that's it. So, even though I escaped with Zhang Qirui at that time, I still regret it because I don't know what you will do."

After finishing speaking, Lin Yan felt that the big stone in her heart had fallen.

Seeing Lu Qinan like this, he had no intention of threatening him with his parents. What Lu Xin said before was probably just made up by himself.At that time, I was forced by Lu Qinan to do something I didn't want to do. Looking back now, it was really an oolong.

However, he didn't feel very regretful, and Lin Yan himself couldn't tell what he thought of Lu Qinan now.

Lin Yan was taken aback when there was a warm touch on his lips, but fortunately Lu Qinan let him go quickly.

He raised his upper body and met Lin Yan's eyes. Neither of them spoke. This quiet atmosphere made Lin Yan feel a little uncomfortable for a while.

"Lin Yan, tell me, what did you feel when I kissed you just now?"

"……Fear."

Hearing his honest answer, Lu Qinan couldn't help but smile.

Pinching Lin Yan's nose, he said, "You are honest. Afraid I will pull you to do it again?"

"Ah."

Faced with such intimate actions and teasing, Lin Yan expressed his true thoughts without thinking, and when he realized it, he was a little panicked.

Lu Qinan just said, do it again? !

Just when he was about to break out in a cold sweat, the man holding him suddenly called out: "Lin Yan."

"what?"

"You'd better be good in the future. Tell me the truth and tell me what's on your mind. It's easier to get along like this."

Lu Qinan leaned closer to the corner of Lin Yan's mouth as he spoke, kissed him twice when he was not paying attention, and did not forget to express his feelings after the kiss: "Well, your mouth tastes really good."

"..."

Lin Yan had no idea what was going on now.

Why does Lu Qinan seem to be a different person? Now, is he playing a game of lovers who love each other, or... is he sincere?

"Lu Zhi probably told you before that I haven't been in a relationship before, so I don't know what kind of procedure this should be. Those people seemed to be very happy...uh..."

Lu Qinan's face turned red as he spoke, and when he sensed Lin Yan's gaze was on him, he could only bite the bullet and explain: "Anyway... those people in the past, it didn't matter if they were treated rudely. Of course I didn't mean to compare you to them. We were reversed from the beginning, and I didn't mean | rape you. I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

Lin Yan blinked after hearing what he said, and then boldly stretched out his hand to pinch Lu Qinan's face. Seeing that the other party was still smiling at him gently, he used a little more force.

"Is pinching me fun? It hurts, Lin Yan."

"I'm not dreaming. Lu Qinan, have you apologized to me?"

"Yes, I apologize for the threats Lu Xin once said and the many things I have done to you, and I hope you can forgive me."

Lin Yan is now sure that she is not in a dream.

Although Lu Qinan's apology seemed completely impossible before, but now, this man is hugging himself and owes him with a face of remorse, this feeling seems to be good.

After thinking for a while, Lin Yan still boldly asked: "Then can you let me go?"

"No."

"why?"

"I think the special feeling I had for you before was probably because I liked you. I like you, Lin Yan, and I want to date you. It's true, not fake. Please believe me."

Lu Qinan's eyes were intense and deep, Lin Yan couldn't find any trace of hypocrisy or playfulness in those bright eyes.

Did I really misunderstand Lu Qinan?

Is he really not playing games this time?

Lin Yan is still not sure.

"I have mania. Sometimes I can't control my emotions and get angry easily. When I'm in the company, I don't get angry. Because I consider my image and the interests of the company, I usually try to restrain myself even if I feel dissatisfied. After a long time, it is easier to vent at home, so you sometimes see me in the villa, I am always very fierce, that is when the mania attack. The first time I saw you was in that bar, at that time It’s also time to get sick.”

Lu Qinan paused, suddenly remembered something, smiled, gently stroked Lin Yan's soft hair, and couldn't help kissing his big eyes.

"We kissed that day, do you remember?"

Lin Yan shook his head.

"That was my first kiss. I have done it with so many people before, but I never kiss their lips every time. I am not a lover, and I think kissing would be disgusting. But you are different from them, and I have no way to control it Hold back your desire|desire to kiss you.

Lin Yan, I recognize you.Even if you don't accept me now, I will find a way to make you accept me.Since I made so many mistakes before, I will try to pursue you after you are discharged from the hospital.I have never chased other people before, they always came to me.If it's not good enough, you'll have to forgive me too. "

Lu Qinan found that Lin Yan just stared at him in a daze, and didn't speak, he didn't know what he was thinking.

"What's the matter? Is there a problem? Or do you not want me to pursue you?"

"It's strange, the you now are completely... different from the person before."

"Actually, I don't know. Sometimes I feel that there are two people in my body. One moment is rough, and the other moment becomes soft, but the memory is a series. No matter what kind of personality, what I do, I remember.

It's just that it hasn't appeared in this way for a long time.

The work pressure is too great, I am often out of breath, and I am not in a good mood when I go home, so I am sorry to implicate you sometimes. "

"Then...can you cure your illness?"

"It turned out that there was a psychiatrist who was very effective in treating her. Unfortunately, he died in a car accident last year."

"Pity."

"Yeah. You're exhausted. It's time for bed."

As Lu Qinan said, he reached out and turned off the wall lamp, and accurately found Lin Yan's lips in the dark. After imprinting his own temperature on it, he let go of Lin Yan, who was stiff all over, and gently stroked his bony lips back, softly reprimanded: "Too thin, you should make up more."

Lin Yan didn't talk to him, but lay quietly in his arms, feeling the body temperature from Lu Qinan, confused in his heart, if this was a dream, should he wake up?